moon illusion

When asked suddenly, Qi Fengyao's mind went blank.

He was silent, and began to think back, and found that there was nothing he could do to put himself on the table as a talking point.

Then, he shook his head, "Nothing."

"That's it." Mo Xun drank the rest of the wine in his glass. "Those who have fought with their lives for love have never been able to get the one they love, let alone you? You know that in this world, It is not easy for two people to meet, if you want to fully own a person, how much effort should you put in."

"You're right." Qi Fengyao nodded in agreement, "Then it seems that I have a story to listen to?"

"That would be a long story..." Mo Xun cast his eyes out of the window, without focus, and drifted far away.

"Any cigarettes?"

Qi Fengyao didn't open his mouth, but passed a cigarette lightly, and then kindly lit it for her by the way.

Mo Xun leaned against the door frame, took a deep breath, and then let it out long.

"Are you a student of Nanchuan?"

"Yes."

"Me too." Mo Xun smiled, then shook his head, as if denying something.

"Can't you see it?"

"Actually, sometimes I forget that I used to be one of the students from prestigious schools."

"When I was a freshman, I went through the formalities by myself with big bags and small bags. When I got out of the car, a boy came from behind and helped me lift the bags naturally, and then smiled at me. That was the first time I met him."

"Later, I learned that he was also a freshman, but because his family lived in the local area, his parents brought him and his luggage to report. After finishing the formalities, he ran out for a stroll, and happened to meet me."

"He's an art student, and I'm a management student. You should also know that in Nanchuan, the School of Art and the School of Management are very far away, almost two sections from the campus. At that time, he came here during the break after class. My teaching building delivers breakfast to me downstairs, occasionally porridge, occasionally bread, and maybe powdered soup..."

"My family lives in a small town in the north. It was not easy to get into Nanchuan at that time, so I didn't think about falling in love or anything...so I just regarded him as a friend who was eager to help me."

"I just accept his kindness like this. I will feel embarrassed after a long time, so I occasionally buy some small gifts for him... Once, I was copying notes in the dormitory, and he suddenly called me to go downstairs and said I'll bring supper."

"I was a little girl at the time, and I didn't even think about paying attention to my image. I ran down in my pajamas. As soon as I got downstairs, I saw a lot of people gathered around the door of the dormitory area. After I squeezed into the crowd, I saw him standing outside the door with flowers in his arms."

"And then confessed? What a cliché..." Qi Fengyao interrupted suddenly, with a disdainful smile on his lips.

"No confession, just a marriage proposal."

"He was holding flowers, knelt in front of me on one knee, took out a ring from his arms, and asked me if I would trade this ring for my whole life."

"I was terrified, my mind went blank, and I just stared at him like that. It wasn't until the crowd around me started booing that I came back to my senses, and he had already put the ring on my finger." As she spoke, she raised her left hand, with a diamond ring on her ring finger.

"At that time, I realized how superior his family was, and it was a world of difference compared with mine. But even so, he seemed to never care about these things, and treated me as always. I felt very lucky at that time, because When I was young, I met someone who I could spend my whole life with."

"But one day in my sophomore year, he came to me and told me that his father's company had gone bankrupt, and his life would be very difficult in the future. I also comforted him, no matter what happened, I would be with him, it was just bankruptcy, life Always keep going.”

"But I didn't expect this incident to hit him so hard. When I found him in a KTV, I found him slumped on the sofa, surrounded by tin foil and candles... Know what he's doing."

"Later I persuaded him to turn himself in and wanted to help him quit drugs. He kept arguing with me like a different person. He was never willing to kill me... until he got tired of the quarrel and finally agreed to turn himself in with me. .”

"And then?" Qi Fengyao looked up at Mo Xun, not understanding why she stopped suddenly.

Mo Xun raised his hand to wipe away his tears, and tried his best to suppress his sad emotions, "When I walked out of the gate, I went up to stop the car and didn't look at him, but he rushed to the middle of the road while I wasn't paying attention, and happened to bump into him. I got on an oncoming bus and disappeared on the spot.”

Silence, endless silence.

The story ended here, and the listener didn't say anything.

In this way, the two of them were in a silent and depressive space, immersed in their respective memories.

"Love and death have one thing in common, no matter the high hall of the emperor or the thatched hut of the shepherd, it can break in." Qi Fengyao extinguished the cigarette butt in the ashtray beside his hand, and said suddenly, and then Then return to silence, get up and leave here.

Now it's all right, I have no parents, relatives, friends, or lover by my side.Being alone by myself is like a homeless ghost wandering the streets of strange places in the middle of the night.

Yun Zaiye, who had just finished class, sent a text message to his mother, asking about his father's situation.

I thought my mother might be resting, but I soon received a reply from my mother.Seeing that his father's physical condition had improved, Yun Jae-no felt a little relieved.After telling her mother to take good care of herself, she turned off her mobile phone and walked to the teacher's office.

Because he is not in the research group, some materials cannot be shared. Fortunately, Little Sun doesn't care much about these, and will bring the materials to Yun Zaiye, and occasionally ask Yun Zaiye some questions.

After reading the report submitted by Yun Zaiye, Noah seemed a little surprised.There are many places that I have not considered, but many research arguments have been emanated by the Chinese student in front of me.

After a simple exchange, Yun Zaiye got answers from the teacher about what he didn't understand, thanked him, and walked to the dormitory.

He has another plan, but it hasn't taken shape yet.

After returning to the dormitory, he wrote his thoughts into an email and sent it to Director Xu, and then began to immerse himself in sorting out the materials.The classification of psychology is very detailed and has many branches. He chose to study applied psychology. On the premise of ensuring academic quality, the requirements for practical ability will be stricter.

Yun Jae-ye, who has always been interested in the influence of the brain on psychological development, originally wanted to choose the clinical research direction of basic psychology, but he didn't want to spend his life in laboratories and lectures on academic reports, so he chose another direction.

In the conversation with Noah just now, he suddenly had a new idea. If it can be done, then this topic may have a wide impact in the field of psychology.

"dong dong dong"

Yun Zaiye closed the computer, got up and opened the door, it was Little Sun.

"Aiden, I'd like to invite you out of my home for dinner." As soon as he opened the door, the little sun jumped in.

Inviting yourself over to your house for dinner?

"Why"

"Because you are my good friend." Little Sun said in clear Chinese.

Sure enough, he was still like a child as always.

Yun Zaye nodded and accepted the invitation.

After class, Little Sun stood at the door of the classroom with his schoolbag on his back, waiting for Yun Zaiye.As soon as Yun Zaiye went out, he was held by Little Sun and rushed towards the school gate, "Comeon!"

When he followed Little Sun and ran panting to the school gate, a black commercial vehicle was already waiting at the gate.

Sure enough, it was the young master of a rich family, Yun Zaiye thought so, turned around and got into the car.

Little Sun's home is in a manor, with huge gardens and exquisite fountains, and the old castle behind it that can only be seen in movies.Compared with this place, my own home is so simple...

As soon as he entered the door, a woman greeted him warmly.As expected, this should be Little Sun's mother.Yun Zaiye hurriedly said hello, and returned an equally warm hug.

After a while, exquisite meals were brought to the table one by one.

There were only three people sitting in the spacious restaurant, which seemed a bit empty.Probably aware of Yun Zaiye's doubts, Little Sun opened his mouth and said that his father was away for cooperation negotiations all the year round, and it was difficult for him to see his father a few times throughout the year.

Although it is not advisable to judge people by their cover.But good looks do get you a bonus.Just like now, Little Sun's mother accepted her son's classmate very happily, and showed great appreciation.The atmosphere at dinner was warm and friendly, continuing into the night.

After rejecting Little Sun's mother's repeated persuasion, Yun Zaiye rushed back to the dormitory in the early hours of the morning.

Even though I have regarded Little Sun as a friend, the insecurity from strangers will still surround me from time to time.

Lying on the bed after taking a shower, Yun Zaye looked at the ceiling in a daze.During the four-hour dinner just now, he looked at Little Sun's face and wandered away many times. He didn't know whether it was the light or the influence of his mood. He always felt that he had seen this face before, and this face made him Can temporarily obtain a short-term but reliable sense of security.

Thinking like this, Yun Zaiye's consciousness gradually became confused, and then he fell into a deep sleep.

Early the next morning, Yun Zaiye received his seventh psychological consultation.

Probably because my life is too smooth, so my complaints about this world are not so intense and impulsive.Instead, I can convince myself to learn to be grateful and to be tolerant because of the path of life.

The best way to let go of something is to forget about it.