moon illusion

When Qi Fengyao returned home, he suddenly felt very sober.He didn't want to sleep, he wanted something to do, anything.

He walked into the study room and took down the few new books that he had bought but hadn't opened yet from the bookshelf.He suddenly longed to read, wanted to see those words, those people and their stories, and he wanted to find out if there was anyone like him and them in this huge world.

He sat under the desk lamp, turning the pages of the book rattling, he raised his pen to copy something on the paper next to him, then turned his head down and turned to another book.

As the sky gradually brightened, Qi Fengyao finally stopped writing, closed the last book at hand, and looked up at the warm sun gradually rising outside the window.

This night, he read from Tang Xianzu to Shakespeare, from Jane Austen to Wang Anyi.He has read hundreds of millions of texts and witnessed dozens of happy or sad love stories.Following vivid characters, he traveled back and forth in different eras, familiarized himself with the system of that era, and witnessed the magnificence of that country... However, he searched all the books, but he did not see him like this. Those who are not aware of the relationship between him and Yun Zaiye.

It seems that the author disdains to record an ordinary unknown person like him, and also disdains to write such a secular and ridiculous story between them.

But I can't go on like this.

Mo Xun is right, those who have fought with love with their lives have not been able to get the one they love, let alone a person like himself who has never done anything?

He has to do something so that he can have the confidence to tell him when he meets him one day in the future, I am not useless, and you are not perfect either.I hope that the meager light on my body can meet your dark night one day.

No one noticed Qi Fengyao's change.That taciturn boy was still taciturn on campus, but he no longer lost his mind in class, and no longer lowered his head to scribble and draw in his notebook.He began to seriously follow the teacher's train of thought to copy notes, and occasionally raised his hand to ask questions that individual teachers ignored.

Yun Zaiye's life is also as usual, and his life is enriched alternately by attending classes and experiments.Occasionally, I would sit on the benches on the campus with Little Sun, and occasionally I would go to the square in front of the library alone and stare at the fountain in a daze.

Today, he was a little nervous, but also looking forward to it.Because tomorrow will be his tenth consultation, he will accept the baptism of hypnosis, and then part ways with the past.

When he woke up this morning, Yun Zaiye received a call from Dr. Lin Xian, and the two communicated about tomorrow's preparations and time requirements.Lin Xian said that through the three-month contact, Yun Zaiye's own ability to adjust and accept is relatively dominant, coupled with a positive attitude and cooperative behavior, so tomorrow's hypnosis success rate should be around 80.00%. I hope Yun Zaiye can adjust Have a good attitude and have confidence in yourself and your doctor.

In fact, before this day came, Yun Zaiye didn't seem to be too nervous.Just communicate with the doctor gently, and then when you are occasionally troubled by the past, adjust yourself and let yourself try to let go and forgive.

He has even been looking forward to this day, because the arrival of this day almost means a new life for him.He won't remember the humiliation and embarrassment he once had, he won't remember the sadness and resentment, he won't remember the people who hurt him...similarly, he won't remember those people who appeared in a hurry in his life Faces several times.

After receiving the baptism of sunshine and breeze, smiles and singing, Yun Zaiye felt that his nervousness had eased a lot, so he bought some things and went back to the dormitory.

Wait, tomorrow will almost take up early morning, he seems to have forgotten to ask for leave.After hastily turning on the phone, I vaguely realized that tomorrow is Saturday, and there is no need to ask for leave for normal rest.

Sure enough, I was still a little nervous...

Similarly, Yun Zaiye was not the only one who was nervous.Little Sun was also very nervous, and Noah was also very nervous, because they had a big or small problem in the experiment this afternoon. It is not difficult to solve, but the time and cost will be multiplied.Because the initial data setting did not adopt the average value of different races in various countries around the world, but directly set it to the average value of the US population, this resulted in deviations in the data in the middle stage of the experiment, and it was difficult to match with the next experiment.

When everyone in the laboratory was overwhelmed with anxiety, Yun Zaiye had already fallen asleep, obviously wanting to provide an optimal state for tomorrow's treatment.

The next day, Yun Zaiye got up at six o'clock, although the appointment with Dr. Lin Xian was eight o'clock, but he still needed to prepare some things by himself.

He went into the bathroom and turned on the shower.The water at the right temperature slid down from the top of his head, wetting his hair and body.

Half an hour later, he walked back to the bed in his bathrobe and found a set of sportswear in the closet.Cotton loose clothing will make people more comfortable and more conducive to the treatment.

After changing his clothes, he got up and closed all the windows in the room, then hung the Please do not disturb sign he had prepared outside the door, and gently closed the door.

In such a quiet atmosphere, he rewarded himself with a cup of Blue Mountain and a hearty sandwich, and then sat at the desk and looked at the scorching sun outside the window.

It is really a good choice to pass the time by distraction, the time soon reached [-]:[-], Yun Zaiye glanced at the phone again, and made sure that there were no notifications and there would be no emergencies, so he turned off the phone, Turn on the computer and lie on the bed.

At eight o'clock, Lin Xian's gentle voice sounded over the video, "Are you ready?"

Yun Zaiye put the computer on the bedside where he could see the camera, nodded and said, "It's time to start."

"Okay, next, choose a comfortable position, you can lie down or lean on it, in short, let yourself have something to rely on."

Yun Zaino lay on his side on the bed, with one arm pillowed under his head, the other arm tucked in front of his chest, his legs slightly curled up, like a sleeping child in his mother's womb.

"Okay, now close your eyes, start listening to my command, and adjust your breathing according to the password."

"Exhale...inhale...exhale...slower, inhale..."

Following Lin Xian's command, Yun Zaiye slowly calmed down and began to breathe evenly.

"Starting now, let's rewind our memory to September 2020, 9. At that time, you just came to Princeton University and got along well with all your classmates..."

Two hours later, Yun Zaiye gradually woke up from his deep sleep.

Lin Xian from the computer section saw Yun Zaiye wake up, and asked, "How do you feel? I think your troubles should have been resolved to some extent, right?"

Yun Zaiye didn't seem to be able to react yet, he leaned on the head of the bed and thought for a while, then slowly said: "Is it because I was rejected by that teacher because of my nationality?"

"Yes." Lin Xian nodded, with absolute sincerity written in his eyes and face, "Do you feel relieved?"

Yun Zaye nodded, "It doesn't feel bad, I think I can understand and forgive."

In fact, the so-called hypnotic blockade of memory does not mean that the visitor's memory will completely disappear. It is very difficult for a person to completely lose his memory without being subjected to severe external shocks or severe stimuli.

The memory blockage provided by Lin Xian to Yun Zaiye is actually to hypnotize Yun Zaiye when he is mentally relaxed, and then modify a certain part of his memory.To put it simply, it is to reprogram a good or at least not so bad new memory for the visitor during the painful period, so that this new memory within the range of the visitor's acceptance can replace the previous one. bad memory.

However, this thing is risky.If the outside world keeps on time, or is exposed to external stimuli related to the memory at that time, then this blocked memory may be rediscovered.

That is to say, this memory is actually like a discord, buried deep in Yun Zaiye's mind, it may not be ignited someday, and then explode.

In addition, this hypnosis may also affect other memories of the visitor.If the blocked memory is taken as the origin 0 on the coordinate point, then 1 and -1, that is, other memories closer to this time, will undergo some changes or be forgotten, and the memory farther away from the origin of the coordinates will be affected. smaller.

People are emotional animals.While some memories are affected, it doesn't mean all parts of those memories are affected.Only when there is an emotional connection or the same emotional feeling as the blocked memory, will the fixed memory be affected.

For example, if your blocked memory is about being robbed, then all your memories about eating, shopping, cleaning, etc. that happened before and after this time point will not be affected, but if you were robbed by your classmates just two days ago If you leave a pencil, your memory will be affected.

As for whether it will be distorted or gradually forgotten by the visitor, it depends on the visitor himself.If the visitor's subconscious is avoiding this matter, then this matter will be distorted and develop in the direction expected by the visitor's subconscious.If the visitor's subconscious does not have too important memory points for this memory, that is to say, he does not pay much attention to this memory, then this memory will gradually be forgotten.

After the consultation, Yun Zaiye thanked Lin Xian and turned off the computer.

Afterwards, Yun Zaiye picked up the phone, and was taken aback.During the time when he fell asleep, Little Sun made 23 phone calls to himself!

Afraid that something might happen, Yun Zaiye immediately got dressed and rushed to the dormitory next door to check the situation.

The moment he opened the door, a small golden head suddenly appeared in front of his eyes.