Who pulled out my straight man Flag?

#09 There is a beast in my heart that calls to kill you, I can't seal it anymore!

Xie Siyan felt that the blood in his whole body was stagnant, and even his hair was stiff under Lu Lishen's movements. All his senses were focused on Lu Lishen's hands peeling his clothes, until Lu Lishen unbuttoned his shirt, and then he unbuttoned his shirt. That hand got into the back of the clothes, gently caressed his chest, suddenly touched a protruding point, and he finally let out a big breath.

"Lu Lishen—"

Xie Siyan straightened up from the sofa, and immediately there were footsteps behind him, followed by Lu Lishen's questioning.

"Yanyan, you called me?"

Xie Siyan glanced at himself. His shirt had been changed long ago. He was wearing Lu Lishen's home clothes, which were well buttoned. He couldn't help covering his face with his hands, buried his head in his knees, and replied to Lu Lishen, "No, I just, just , It was a dream."

At this moment, Xie Siyan dared not face Lu Lishen at all. Lu Lishen clearly regarded him as his only friend, but he had such a dream. He must have been poisoned by the gay culture on the Internet. He broke up with friends in this culture, and he wants to return to the fresh and refined 'Oni Sugar' game!The important thing is what expression will he use to look up at Lu Lishen now?

"Have you had a nightmare? Don't be afraid, dreams are all fake."

Xie Siyan felt a hand gently pat on the top of his head. He slightly revealed one eye and saw Lu Lishen squatting in front of him. He suddenly remembered the summer many years ago. That year his grandfather passed away, and the whole family was too busy to take care of him. He couldn't go to him, so he was handed over to Lu Lishen.At that time, he was leading the dog and stood at the door of his house, not daring to go in. He asked Lu Lishen, "Where is grandpa? Where are they going to take grandpa?"

He forgot how Lu Lishen answered him at that time, but he remembered that on that sunny morning, Lu Lishen patted his head in the same way, as if patting away all his panic and fear.

"Brother Lu?" Xie Siyan raised his head unconsciously, and murmured softly. Lu Lishen suddenly raised his brows and eyes, and stretched out his arms to hug Xie Siyan's raised neck, "Well, I'm here, I've always been here."

However, after a moment of trance, Xie Siyan's consciousness returned, and he remembered his dream, while Lu Lishen was still holding him, and he froze all over again, feeling that he was also infected by Lu Lishen's problem, and he couldn't speak properly. Express meaning.

"Mr. Lu, I, my neck hurts, let go!"

"What's wrong? Did you twist it? Did you catch a cold?" Lu Lishen let go of Xie Siyan, but kept his hand on his neck, moved it to the back of his head and gently pinched it, and emphasized it again, "Don't call Mr. Lu , you called Brother Lu just now."

"I called?" Xie Siyan expressed doubts about Lu Lishen's words. He wasn't sure if he really called, and he didn't know why Lu Lishen was so obsessed with the title 'Brother Lu'.

"Forget it, Brother Lu is Brother Lu, or you can call me by my name."

Lu Lishen never let go of Xie Siyan's neck, and moved closer and closer, his head almost touching Xie Siyan's forehead, and the heat of speaking touched Xie Siyan's cheek.Xie Siyan's head seemed to be burning hot, and finally he couldn't take it any longer, he lifted Lu Lishen's hand, straightened up, and finally came back to normal after being embarrassed for a while.

"Don't tease me, I will be beaten by grandma if you call your name!" Xie Siyan replied seriously. When he was a child, he followed the adults to call Lu Lishen 'Lishen' or even 'Xiao Lu' for a while, but he was beaten up by the bear. pause.

"Well, it's time to eat." Lu Lishen flipped through his expressions like flipping through a book, stood up suddenly, walked around the sofa and walked to the restaurant without any explanation, leaving Xie Siyan with a face of "what's the matter with you".

Lu Lishen really wanted to turn around and go back to tell Xie Siyan that he was really sick and was still seeing a psychiatrist a few years ago, but just now he found that he had completely broken through his psychological barrier, seeing Xie Siyan panicked and scared, even Xie Siyan looked shy, as if some shackles had been released from his body, and he wanted to bully Xie Siyan even more.Maybe it's another kind of psychological problem for him. Should he take some time to see the doctor again?

"Yanyan, come here." When Lu Lishen walked to the restaurant, Xie Siyan still didn't move, so he called back, but to Xie Siyan's ears, it sounded like some parent who yelled that he wouldn't leave the TV for a meal.

Xie Siyan wiped his face fiercely, and hypnotized himself: Don't be afraid, you are the number one in the universe!

Xie Siyan had just finished talking about his number one in the universe, but when he got to the table, he began to think about it again, because that table could be called a luxurious home-cooked meal, so he couldn't help but stare at Lu Lishen, and his mind was full of thoughts. If I lived with Lu Lishen, I would be so fucking happy!Every day someone cooks for him, and it's all his favorite dishes!

"Brother Lu, may I be polite?" Xie Siyan asked directly, and Lu Lishen raised the corner of his mouth when he asked, "Of course, it's all for you!"

Xie Siyan felt that it was not a loss for him to miss He Fangju tonight. President Lu cooks himself, and he is definitely the first in history. Satisfied with a table of dishes, he lay on the chair and said nonsense, "Brother Lu, if I were a woman, I can marry you."

"Men can too."

This time Xie Siyan heard clearly, although Lu Lishen's voice was still very low, so he wasn't sure what Lu Lishen said was what he heard, so he subconsciously asked, "What did you say?"

"Go and rest for a while, I'll pack up and take you home!" Lu Lishen said without changing his expression.

Xie Siyan's hand that got up to help suddenly stopped, and his mind was clamoring like a gust of wind. He took a shower, washed his food, ate his clothes, and changed his clothes. It's almost one o'clock in the morning. Don't you want him to sleep?

"Brother Lu, can I not go back?" Xie Siyan asked bluntly. He suddenly felt that the house where he used to feel free and alone had become very deserted, and he didn't want to go back for no reason.

Lu Lishen immediately put down the packed dishes, went back to the kitchen to wash his hands, came out and said directly to Xie Siyan, "I'll take you home right now."

Xie Siyan suddenly remembered that when Lu Lishen was a child, he was holding on to the door of his house and refused to go back, but he didn't say what he wanted, so he decided to follow suit.So he pulled the chair that had just been put under the table and sat down, clasped his hands, and stared at Lu Lishen motionless.

"Yanyan!" Lu Lishen yelled helplessly, Xie Siyan stared at him, and suddenly yawned, "Brother Lu, I'm sleepy."

Lu Lishen's expression obviously froze for a moment, and then finally melted into spring water, "Then you go wash your face, and I'll make the bed!"

"No!" Xie Siyan immediately chased after him, completely forgetting that he was still terrified and afraid that he would bend over just now, and now he hugged Lu Lishen's neck completely unconsciously, "We can sleep together!"

"No." Lu Lishen refused to make a quick decision, waved Xie Siyan's hand, and went straight into the room.

Xie Siyan froze on the spot, he felt as if there was an extremely itchy place on his body at this moment, but he scratched all over his body, but he didn't scratch the itchy place, not all of his body.

Twenty minutes later, Xie Siyan and Lu Lishen said 'good night' to each other in front of the door, and then both entered the room without saying a word.

Xie Siyan was really sleepy, he didn't even bother to look around the room, and when he saw the bed, he lay down on the bed, tucked into the quilt, and then smelled a smell in his nose.

It wasn't the smell of a new quilt, nor the smell of laundry detergent, but someone's smell, a faint, reassuring smell, and then swept his whole body, merged with sleepiness, he unconsciously bent over He pursed his lips and fell asleep.

However, Lu Lishen, who was separated by a wall, couldn't sleep at all, because he spread the sheets and quilts that he slept on on the bed that Xie Siyan was sleeping on now. As long as he thought of this, the blood all over his body couldn't control it. Unable to bear it, he got up from the bed, first rushed to the door, touched the doorknob with his hand, then immediately turned around and faced the wall behind the door, constantly reminding himself in his mind: I am not a pervert, I am not a pervert |State, I am not a change|statement!

Lu Lishen, who wasn't a pervert, lost to him in the end, and plunged into the bathroom to solve his perversion.