What to do if my husband eats his own vinegar every day

The person who is playing enthusiastically in front of the computer, regardless of his demeanor, dress, personality, or hobbies, looks like a super otaku who is addicted to games.

Through inquiries, Gu Chen learned that there is a reason for the formation of each personality of a patient with multiple personality disorder.For example, Li Xin, who tends to be violent and irritable, is likely to be an alternate personality derived from Xu Fang subconsciously activating his self-defense mechanism when he suffers physical attacks and huge injuries.

So what about the otaku in front of him?

How did he get separated?

What kind of experience did Xu Fang have before he appeared in this photophobic person?

Gu Chen really wanted to find out, moved a chair and sat beside him, intending to test his tone.

"Hello, I'm Gu Chen, Xu Fang's friend." Gu Chen greeted him friendly and cordially. Since he was regarded as a breakthrough point, a good relationship of trust had to be established first.

Unmoved, he tapped the keyboard and said without looking back: "I know you are Gu Chen, otherwise I wouldn't let you in."

Gu Chen was slightly taken aback, "You know me? Is this the first time we've met?"

He simply replied with the word "um" and there was no further text.

Seeing that he didn't want to say more, Gu Chen asked again: "What's your name?"

He replied: "Xu Zhengyu."

"How did you write it?"

He turned his head and glanced at Gu Chen, with a look of "You are so troublesome", "Politics is political, universe is Yu."

"Oh, Zhengyu, Xu Zhengyu..." Gu Chen flattered, "It's a nice name."

It's a pity that the horse's hoof was photographed, "It's so ugly, none of us like this name, so you don't have to try to please me."

Gu Chen stared at the ceiling silently, the otaku was really innocent and straightforward...

After a long time, he breathed a sigh of relief, "Why don't you like it? Is there something wrong with this name? Since you don't like it, why do you still use it?"

"I don't know, I wake up to be Xu Zhengyu. When Xu Fang was a child..." In the middle of speaking, Xu Zhengyu's expression froze, like a warrior about to go to the battlefield to kill the enemy, and he concentrated on fighting the opponent in the game.

But Gu Chen's appetite was completely whetted, and he was very anxious, but he knew that if he wanted to conquer him, he had to take it step by step, so he could only watch him play games patiently.In order to please him, when he found that he was about to lose, he cheered for him, and when he saw him turn the situation into victory, he cheered and applauded for him.After a PK game, he was coaxed into a smile.And he also changed his previous decadent attitude, showing a comfortable smile on that handsome face.

Gu Chen suddenly realized that whether it was the aloof Xu Fang, the irritable Li Xin, or the eccentric Xu Zhengyu, they all had a pure and clean green space in their hearts.In fact, they are very coaxing and easy to satisfy. As long as you follow along a little bit, they will let go of their guard against you and even rely on you.

"You just said what happened to Xu Fang when he was a child?" Before the start of the next round of PK, Gu Chen seized the time to talk to him, "Did something bad happen to him?"

Xu Zhengyu was in a good mood, and he answered questions unambiguously, "His name was Xu Zhengyu before, but he changed his name after he entered high school." He adjusted his glasses as he spoke, and his eyes shone brightly behind the transparent lenses, full of excitement. "Xu Fang, Xu Fang, maybe he wants to let go of something, the past? Or the original self? Cough, who knows what he thinks, he never communicates with us."

Gu Chen hurriedly asked: "Then are you familiar with his childhood?"

Xu Zhengyu glanced at Gu Chen from the corner of his eye, "What are you doing so clearly? What's your purpose?"

Gu Chen laughed dryly, "He's lonely and pitiful all by himself, I just want to care about him."

"Concern? Hehe, let's trust you."

Xu Zhengyu had a clear expression of "whoever believes in you is a fool", he shrugged, and said, "I don't know much about Xu Fang, and I don't want to talk about this topic, you can ask Xu Xinglan another day, His big mouth can't hide things, you can do whatever you want, he said everything."

Xu Zhengyu has quite a personality, he doesn't talk if he doesn't want to talk, he clicks the mouse a few times, and enters a new round of bloody battle.But Gu Chen still had a stomach full of questions to answer, so he leaned forward and asked, "Who is Xu Xinglan?"

"The one with the simple mind and the most chatter."

"Oh." That delicate and naive guy suddenly came to mind, probably he is Xu Xinglan.

Gu Chen considered for a moment, then said cautiously, "Besides you, Li Xin, and Xu Xinglan, who else is there?"

Gu Chen didn't dare to ask too directly, for fear of hurting him by accidentally saying the wrong thing, after all, they are not real people.And Gu Chen doesn't want to use the word "personality" to refer to them, because their personalities are too distinct, just like several completely different people, each with their own souls, making it impossible to ignore their existence.

"Not for the time being." Xu Zhengyu said, "But whether there will be in the future, then maybe."

Li Xin, Xu Zhengyu, Xu Xinglan, Gu Chen have all met.If he hadn't seen it with his own eyes, it would be really hard for him to imagine that there is such an unbelievable and strange disease in this world.From meeting Li Xin for the first time to seeing Xu Zhengyu now, it is only a short week. These personalities have appeared alternately many times. They can switch at will and show up at any time. The main personality of this body, Xu Fang, It seems that he can't control the dominant position, which also means that his condition seems to have developed to a more serious stage.

The experts consulted by Gu Chen once said that the treatment of multiple personality is a long-term and patient process. The most important point is that a good trust relationship must be established between the patient and the separated personality.But after communicating with everyone, Gu Chen found that Xu Fang didn't get along well with them, especially with Li Xin, they fought constantly, so his condition got worse and worse.

Gu Chen pondered, if he wanted to resolve the conflict between the two of them, he had to find the source of the conflict first. Why did those two guys have such a deadlock?

His eyes fell on the internet-addicted teenager who was fighting fiercely in the game. Gu Chen decided to continue attacking him, and grinned at him flatteringly and said, "What game are you playing? It looks like a lot of fun, teach me to play, okay?" good?"

"not good."

Being rejected too simply, Gu Chen was a little bit shocked, "Why?"

"This game is very complicated to operate. You will be clumsy at first glance. You will definitely not be able to learn it. Let's not waste each other's time." The villain controlled by Xu Zhengyu was knocked out by KO. With a paralyzed face, "Also, don't smile at me, I can't see you smiling."

"..." Gu Chen was hit hard again, and Monk Zhang Er was confused by his words, "Do you hate me?"

"I don't hate it." Xu Zhengyu glanced at Gu Chen, quickly withdrew his gaze, and said solemnly, "When you smile, my heart thumps, and one word to describe it is 'little deer bumping', which seriously affected my mood. Operation, didn't you see that I hung up several times?"

……

Gu Chen stared at the sky speechlessly, is this a confession or a complaint? ?Should I be ashamed or guilty? ?

You can't beat others, don't you blame me?

Xu Zhengyu smiled selfishly again, "Xu Fang is really harmful."

Gu Chen couldn't keep up with his thinking, so he could only ask in a daze: "How did he hurt people?"

Xu Zhengyu quit the game, turned to face Gu Chen, grabbed his hand abruptly, and pressed it to his chest.

Gu Chen was startled by this sudden movement, the moment his palm was attached, his brain suddenly stopped turning like a rusted machine, and all his senses became more sensitive instead.He clearly felt that the other party's powerful heart was beating violently in his chest, constantly hitting his palm.His hand was numb from the shock, and it went numb all the way to his heart. He forgot to react for a moment, but the next moment a magnetic male voice rang in his ear with hot breathing.

"When I look at you, it jumps uncontrollably, but I can't stop it, because this is Xu Fang's heart."

Gu Chen took a breath, and his whole heart seemed to be suspended in mid-air suddenly, "You, what do you mean..." After asking, he actually had an answer in his mind, but he still hoped that he could say it himself. to return to its original position.

Xu Zhengyu rolled his eyes helplessly, "I've made it so obvious, but you still don't understand? I really sympathize with Xu Fang."

Gu Chen felt his eyes heat up for no reason, he understood, he understood everything, in fact, he had already seen some signs, but he couldn't believe that he was so lucky.At this moment, he should have felt happy, but for some reason, when he thought that Xu Fang had been holding back himself, not even daring to show his emotions, there was a ripple of sadness in his heart.

Xu Zhengyu let go of his hand, threw the quilt on the bed, and then stood up, "I'm hungry, I'm going to make a bowl of noodles, do you want a bowl?"

Gu Chen was still a little sad at first, but when he heard him mention instant noodles, the words "junk food" popped up in his mind, and he immediately started worrying, "Instant noodles are not nutritious, let's go out to eat?"

"I won't go out." Xu Zhengyu's tone was decisive, without any room for negotiation.He lifted his feet and walked outside. The doors and windows in the living room were all closed, and the heavy curtains were drawn. It was pitch black and there was no light at all. However, he was very familiar with the layout of his home, and he walked to the kitchen in the dark without hindrance.

Gu Chen couldn't do it. In this night where he couldn't see his fingers, he groped forward, bumping around like a headless fly, bumping into the corner of the table, kicking the bench, and knocking a box away. chalk.

When he picked up the chalks one by one, the smell of sauerkraut had already filled the whole room.

Sighing faintly, Gu Chen took out his mobile phone, dimmed the light, and then went to the kitchen with the faint light.

Xu Zhengyu was standing by the pool, devouring instant noodles. Because the surroundings were too dark and his visibility was too low, he accidentally spilled the noodle soup on his hands.He hissed twice, turned on the faucet, rinsed the scalded back of his hand indiscriminately, and then finished the last few mouthfuls of noodles, then threw the empty noodle bucket on the counter casually, looking back inadvertently, defenseless Face to face with tearful eyes.

The phone screen exuded a faint light, and the cool and silvery light added a bit of sadness to the tear-stained face.

"What's wrong with you?" Xu Zhengyu suddenly panicked, strode forward, and stood in front of Gu Chen, "What happened? Are you uncomfortable?"

Gu Chen just cried without saying anything.

Xu Zhengyu has never been out of the house, and has never been in contact with anyone. Naturally, he can't deal with this situation. He scratched his head like a monkey in a moment of anxiety, and almost wiped the rag on Gu Chen's face as a towel. When he realized it, he scolded himself In one sentence, he wiped away his tears with his sleeves, but he cried even harder, so he simply covered his eyes with his hands, and comforted him in a random way, "Hey, don't cry, why don't you cry for no reason? Are you going to cry? Like a little girl, if Xu Fang found out, he would think I bullied you. Okay, okay, man, be strong. Let me count to three, shall we stop crying? Get ready... ... two... I will let go when I count to three, don't cry anymore, or I will cry for you too, really crying..."

Gu Chen broke his tears into a laugh, then grabbed his wrist, pulled his hand in front of his eyes, stared at the reddened skin, feeling a dull pain in his heart, "Does it still hurt?"

Xu Zhengyu smiled indifferently, "It's been gone for a long time."

Gu Chen was still worried, "Is there any medicine for burns at home?"

"No, don't worry, I'm fine! Let's stop standing here, come on, I'll lead you back to the bedroom." After Xu Zhengyu finished speaking, he grabbed his sleeve and took him back to the room like a puppy .

The two sat back in front of the computer, and for the first time, Xu Zhengyu didn't play the game, but clicked on a comedy movie, intending to make Gu Chen happy.

After Gu Chen realized that he had cried for a while, Xu Zhengyu's attitude changed significantly, and he kept coaxing and currying favor with him.

He also couldn't explain why he was crying so hard. Ever since he found out that Xu Fang was ill, his lacrimal glands had become more and more fragile.Just like just now, when he saw Xu Zhengyu hissing and hurting from being scalded, but with an indifferent expression on his face, he just felt a huge sadness overwhelming him. At that time, he really felt a kind of heartache that was about to The feeling of dying.

He didn't know how to save the boy in front of him who broke his heart. He was helpless, sad, and confused. He couldn't see the way to the future, and he couldn't guess what kind of suffering was waiting for them ahead.

If he could be replaced, he would rather bear all the suffering and pain for Xu Fang, but in fact, there was nothing he could do.He is really too insignificant, he has no ability to change everything at all, and can only watch his beloved suffer in dire straits.

Now he just wants to know more about Xu Fang's past, so that he can share more for the other party.

He didn't hesitate anymore, and asked Xu Zhengyu directly: "Why are you so afraid of light?"

Xu Zhengyu was startled when he heard the words, and raised his eyebrows indifferently, "I'm often locked in a dark room, and I'm not used to it being too bright."

He said it easily, Gu Chen felt as if a heavy shadow was cast over his heart when he heard it, dull and oppressive, making him breathless.Although he had already guessed that Xu Fang had been abused, hearing it with his own ears was really unbearable.

Gu Chen calmed down and asked again: "Who is the person who locked up your dark room?"

"Xu Fang's youngest mother, Xu Fang's father's current wife." Xu Zhengyu sneered, "I think it's more appropriate to call her stepmother."

Second marriage?Even if it's not your own child, you can't take it out casually!

Gu Chen was very angry, "Why did she treat you like this?"

Xu Zhengyu said: "Perhaps Xu Fang is too good. He always comes first in the exams, and her son is as stupid as a donkey. She is afraid that her stupid son will be compared, so she thinks about Fang'er's torture." Xu Fang."

The image of the vicious stepmother in novels or film and television dramas suddenly came to mind, and Gu Chen could almost imagine how miserable Xu Fang's life was.

"The injury on Xu Fang's body was also done by her, right?" Gu Chen said angrily, "It's so cruel!"

"No."

Gu Chen was stunned, "Who did that?" Is there another person who hurt Xu Fang?

Xu Zhengyu lowered his eyes, and then his voice lowered, "When I came, this body was already covered with scars." After finishing speaking, he raised his eyes again, his expression suddenly serious, "Don't mention it in front of Xu Fang and Li Xin. You can't mention a single word about this matter... Otherwise, one of them will collapse, and the other will go crazy..."

"Oh, I see..." Gu Chen suddenly realized that this physical injury should be the root cause of Xu Fang's illness. It seems that what happened to him was even more unfortunate than imagined.

"By the way, do Xu Fang and Li Xin have a bad relationship? Is there any grievance between them?"

"That guy Li Xin doesn't get along well with anyone, and my relationship with him is still very bad." Mentioning Li Xin, Xu Zhengyu's face was full of disdain, "He is arrogant, always looks down on us, and often does things to make us He also likes to snatch Xu Fang's things when he is angry, as long as it is Xu Fang's, he will grab it, and then make Xu Fang lose his temper, and he can come out."

Gu Chen seemed to understand something, "Will Li Xin show up whenever Xu Fang gets angry?"

"Yes." Xu Zhengyu added, "He will come out if the body is injured, or if there is a violent impact."

Recalling what happened during this period, combined with their actions, Gu Chen finally understood.

After he was injured by Huang Qi that day, although Xu Fang held back his words, he was very angry inside. No wonder he went upstairs to get a book. Xu Fang seemed to be a different person. What he saw at that time was no longer Xu Fang. , but Li Xin.Later, on the playground and in the hotel, the people with him were all Li Xin.That night, in order to annoy Xu Fang, Li Xin deliberately got into his bed while he was asleep.When he woke up the next day, Xu Fang was so shocked, and blamed himself for not managing his emotions well.

Li Xin and Xu Fang are like two fighting beasts trapped in a cage. In order to break free from the shackles, they fight each other, and exist incompatible.

No wonder they always say "can't sleep", because they are afraid that if they fall asleep, they will become another person after waking up.

There is only one body, but several souls. Everyone wants to dominate, so they are incompatible.

"Give me your mobile phone!" Gu Chen suddenly thought of an important matter, stretched out his hand to Xu Zhengyu, and urgently urged, "Hurry up, mobile phone!"

Xu Zhengyu took out his mobile phone from his trouser pocket and handed it to him in a daze.

Gu Chen picked it up and saw that the background of the phone was a photo of him and Li Xin.

You don't need to guess him to know who did it!

That guy Li Xin is really bad enough! !

Gu Chen quickly changed the desktop, and then cleaned up the photos in the album.

Regardless of whether the disease can be cured or not, internal unity must be ensured first, and all unstable factors must be killed in the cradle.

After finishing the busy work, Gu Chen raised his eyes and met Xu Zhengyu's half-smile eyes.

"What's wrong? Why are you looking at me like that?"

Xu Zhengyu didn't beat around the bush, and cut straight to the point: "You and Li Xin seem to get along very well, I saw a photo of you, it's hard to imagine that he would smile like a fool when he's with you. "

Hearing the word "crazy" made Gu Chen feel a little uncomfortable.Although Xu Zhengyu just said it casually, it landed in his ears, like small thorns that were hard to ignore, piercing the apex of his heart all at once.

Regardless of Xu Fang, Li Xin, or Xu Zhengyu in front of him, or Xu Xinglan, Gu Chen does not want to associate them with mental patients, whether he is deceiving himself or refusing to face reality, in his eyes, the few of them They are all poor people, because they have endured too much and their hearts have suffered severe trauma, they have become what they are today.

Gu Chen suddenly understood the origin of the name "Xu Fang".

He wanted to let go of those past events, he wanted to get better, but in fact, his condition was getting worse and worse, and he still couldn't let it go after all.

Xu Zhengyu's voice sounded in my ear again, "I'm curious, how did you subdue Li Xin?"

"Actually, he's not as difficult to get along with as you think." Gu Chen couldn't help but speak well for Li Xin, "He has a bad temper but a soft heart, as long as you have more patience with him, he will obey you in turn. "

"Okay, let's pretend that what you said is true." Xu Zhengyu curled his lips noncommittally, "I can't stay too long, I'm going to bed."

Gu Chen looked at the time, it was not yet ten o'clock, "You go to bed so early? Why can't you stay too long?"

Xu Zhengyu looked at him, and sighed helplessly, "Have you carefully counted how many whys you asked today? There are so many questions that I didn't even finish the game... The funny thing is, I can't resist, once you ask , I can’t help but want to cooperate with you. Do you know how important you are to Xu Anxin? You not only deeply influenced him, but also influenced us."

"..." Gu Chen felt that what he said made sense, but he was speechless.

Shrinking his neck in embarrassment, his cheeks flushed slightly.

For his unethical behavior of casually exposing Xu Fang's little thoughts, I can't wait to click a thousand or 1 likes!

After Xu Zhengyu complained, he came to answer the question again, damn it, he couldn't control himself at all!

"When I stay for a long time, I will be sad, depressed, and lost for no reason, and then I want to get angry, want to vent my anger, and even have the idea of ​​committing suicide... I'm not kidding you, I don't like that feeling, to be honest, I don't like it at all. I don't want to come out..."

Suicide? !

Gu Chen was startled, and couldn't help but feel sorry for him, "Then go to sleep, think more about happy things, and sleep peacefully."

"Well, what about you?" Xu Zhengyu asked, "Go back to school, or wait here for Xu Fang to wake up?"

Gu Chen blurted out, "I'll wait for him."

Xu Zhengyu smiled meaningfully, took off his shoes, got on the bed and covered the quilt, and blinked playfully at Gu Chen with his head exposed, "When I fall asleep, this body will be your inflatable doll tonight, and you can do whatever you want. Don't worry, I won't I will tell Xu Fang."

"..." Gu Chen blushed with embarrassment, "Go to sleep!"

Xu Zhengyu laughed loudly, said "this opportunity is not to be missed", and closed his eyes to get sleepy.

Looking at the handsome face that slowly calmed down, Gu Chen prayed to heaven, God, please give him more love, please?I am willing to trade my luck for the rest of my life in exchange for his peaceful life. I hope that he will suffer less suffering in his dreams, and he will always be able to smile as happily as before.

……

When Xu Zhengyu fell asleep completely, Gu Chen turned on the light and cleaned up the house.

Apart from sharing the same body, these four people have no similarities in other aspects.In terms of shoes, there are legit loafers, cool sneakers, trendy loafers, and masculine tough booties.Shoes of different styles filled the entire shoe cabinet, which looked very discordant.Just like they, who have different personalities, are forced to squeeze into this body, even if they are reluctant, they must barely coexist.

It was late at night, and everything was still. The people in the bedroom were sleeping soundly, but Gu Chen was tossing and turning on the sofa, having trouble falling asleep.

After counting thousands of sheep, he still couldn't fall asleep, as if something was missing in his heart, and he was very uneasy.

Later, he sneaked into Xu Fang's room quietly, climbed onto Xu Fang's bed, felt the familiar breath, and his heart was filled.

He got into Xu Fang's quilt, hugged him and lay quietly for a while with a blushing heart, then climbed into his own quilt.

Moonlight came in from outside the window, and it was as hazy as a thin layer of gauze, wrapping them softly.

He looked at Xu Fang, painted that handsome outline with his eyes, and felt extraordinarily peaceful in his heart, and then he brought this hard-won tranquility into his dream, where his dream paradise was.