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Gu Chen fell to the ground, unknowingly, tears streaming down his face.

The word "mental illness" quickly bit into his heart like a poisonous snake, permeating helplessness and despair into his flesh and blood.

Recalling Xu Fang's weird behaviors, it finally makes sense now.

But Gu Chen still didn't want to believe that Xu Fang was young, the best time in his life, why he got such a terrible disease.

Gu Chen looked up, the boy in front of him was standing against the wind, his face was pale and silent, the wind messed up his hair, but the stubbornness in his bones couldn't be blown away.

Although he brutally opened the truth, through those eyes full of sadness, Gu Chen seemed to see that his heart was bleeding drop by drop.

Gu Chen couldn't breathe for a moment.

No matter Li Xin or Xu Fang, the suffering they have experienced is unimaginable to ordinary people.

How long has this state been maintained?How long will it continue?Will it get worse?What will be the final outcome?Gu Chen couldn't imagine.

Thinking carefully, terrified, shuddering...

Every thought that comes to mind at this moment can make Gu Chen break out in a cold sweat.

He sat in a daze for a long time, in a trance, as if he suddenly thought of something, and asked himself: "Can this disease be cured..."

When Li Xin heard this, a trace of grief flashed across his face. He clenched his fists and looked angrily at the dull-looking Gu Chen. His nails dug deep into his palms. He resisted the urge to go crazy, turned around and left, leaving Gu Chen alone. A determined back.

Gu Chen was stunned for a moment, and then pulled back his thoughts, seeing him walking further and further away, tears bursting again, flooding the eye sockets and streaming down, like an abandoned child, hesitantly unable to find the future direction.

The brain is chaotic, weighing as much as a thousand catties, and there is only one thought left in the hazy consciousness:

Can't let him go, he can't go...

He is not only Li Xin, but also Xu Fang, Li Xin is the sick Xu Fang.

Gu Chen staggered up, crying and shouting, "Xu Fang, Xu Fang..." Chasing after him, because of his impatience and the uneven gravel road down the mountain, he fell several times, knocking his hands and knees The skin was broken, but Gu Chen ignored it completely, as if he was not afraid of the pain, he stumbled all the way down the mountain, when he rushed out of the park, it was still a step too late, Li Xin had already stopped a taxi and left in the dust.

Without even thinking about it, Gu Chen followed the car and ran wildly for a while, but the taxi drove very fast, leaving him far behind, and finally disappeared from his sight.

In the next half day, Gu Chen began to search aimlessly again.

In the campus, around the school, Xu Fang's home, and near his home, he searched all the places he would go, but he still couldn't find that familiar figure.

As night fell, Xun Mimi came back after a long circle. Gu Chen stood at the school gate, heartbroken and didn't know what to do. Just a few hours ago, Xu Fang said that he would wait for him here, but now He was left alone in the dark night.

While searching, Gu Chen used his mobile phone to consult about mental illness on the Internet, and a doctor told him that Xu Fang's condition is a schizophrenia, also known as multiple personality disorder, which is a kind of mental illness.The emergence of multiple personalities is generally closely related to childhood trauma. When patients are subjected to difficult-to-handle shocks, they will use the "empty" way to achieve the feeling of "this thing didn't happen to me". It may be necessary for those who are hurt. ①

After confirming that Xu Fang was really mentally ill, Gu Chen once felt scared, but after listening to the doctor's explanation, he only felt pity and distress in his heart.

How much damage did he suffer to become what he is now?

Gu Chen first thought of Xu Fang's scars all over his body, and then thought of his parents ignoring him, so he concluded that he had suffered cruel abuse and neglect in his childhood.

How to do……

What method should be used to cure him and make him completely better?

What should be done to make him happier, live a better life, and stop getting serious.

In any case, we must find him as soon as possible to avoid other situations. After we meet, it will not be too late to find a solution.

Gu Chen decided to guard him at the door of his house, no matter where he went, he always wanted to go home.

……

On the way to Xu Fang's house, Gu Chen suddenly received a call from his mother, Gu Shengnan.

Gu Chen was a little surprised. Over the years, Gu Shengnan's career has grown bigger and bigger, he is always busy, and rarely calls him, and he is also used to the days when having a mother is like not having a mother. If there is no important thing, he will Generally, they would not take the initiative to contact Gu Shengnan, chatting with a busy person would feel like an interruption.

The two are clearly the closest relatives to each other, but they are even more alienated than strangers. It is a luxury for them to just chat, reminisce about the old days, and get along with each other in a peaceful and harmonious way.

Gu Shengnan seemed to be in a good mood. She told Gu Chen on the phone that she had recently made a big deal, so she transferred 2 yuan to Gu Chen's card. She also asked Gu Chen if there was anything she wanted to buy. Yes, she is going abroad soon, so she can buy it along the way.

Gu Chen couldn't laugh or cry when he heard this. Although Gu Shengnan didn't care enough for him, he never treated him badly in terms of money.

Probably really busy, Gu Shengnan would send him money whenever he thought of it, sometimes he could receive several living allowances a month, but when asked afterwards, Gu Shengnan didn't even have the slightest impression, and was always worried that he didn't have enough money.

Gu Chen didn't have anything to buy, he didn't have to worry about food and clothing, and he still had some money in hand, besides, he didn't have much desire to spend money, so he rejected Gu Shengnan's kindness.

The two quickly fell into a cold scene, and the atmosphere became awkward...

It wasn't until Gu Shengnan made a very soft swallowing sound, as if he wanted to say something, but then stopped, that Gu Chen belatedly realized that he didn't know what to do.

Gu Chen wanted to say something to break the current deadlock, but a soft female voice came from the receiver, with a bit of flattering meaning, "Chenchen, your birthday will be in two months. Well, I will send it to the school for you when the time comes, you can be busy, I won't chat with you, I hung up..."

"Mom, don't hang up yet!"

Gu Chen blurted out and stopped her, his heart was moved.

The "strong woman" Gu Shengnan has a strong appearance at all times, and her speech is also sonorous and full of confidence. She occupies a dominant position domineeringly, always above others, and rarely reveals her gentle side.

No woman does not want to have a solid support, but life forces them to be stronger than men.

Gu Chen knew that inside that indestructible hard shell was actually a soft heart. His mother worked so hard for them to live a better life and stand upright amid gossip.

Suddenly, Gu Chen had a strong desire to tell, just like when he was a child, no matter what happened, he had to share it with his mother.His thoughts traveled through the tunnel of time, and those distant past events played back in front of his eyes like a revolving lantern. He seemed to have returned to the time when there were no barriers and no secrets between mother and child.

"Mom, I fell in love with a boy." He said, "I know that you will be disappointed when I say this, but I can't control it... I have never been tempted by anyone. The first time I like someone, I put I lost my whole heart...I want to be with him, I want to be with him forever...Mom, I am serious, but now I have a problem. I don't know who to tell these things to, I don't have a single friend around me, I only have you... Can you understand my feelings..."

The person on the other side of the phone was silent for a long time, and Gu Chen waited quietly, feeling a rare peace in his heart.

It's as if after putting aside all worries, he has more determination to break the boat. He doesn't want to leave any retreat for himself, and must move forward with all his heart.

In his mind, Xu Fang will always be the most beautiful and warmest existence.

It's just sick, it's not a big deal, it's not a terminal illness, there is always a way to cure it.

When Gu Chen thought about it, Gu Shengnan's voice sounded, "Chenchen, I haven't cared much about you these years, I have neglected you too much, and I suddenly feel that I don't have the right to intervene in your affairs. How should I put it, if you really let go If not, then try to fight for it, no matter what the result is, I will be your most solid backing."

Gu Chen's eyes were moist in an instant, he calmed down, and then said, "Mom, thank you, thank you..." Then he wanted to smile, but the tears flowed even more fiercely, he wiped his tears while laughing Said, his voice trembling due to choking, "With your support, I believe that no matter how difficult the difficulty is, I will solve it smoothly. I will show him to you another day. He is really a very good person. After seeing you He will also like him..."

Gu Chen then said some things about Xu Fang, Gu Shengnan didn't interrupt, and patiently listened to him slowly.In the end, he said that if he had the opportunity, he must meet this boy named Xu Fang.The mother and son chatted for a while before hanging up the phone. At the same time, Gu Chen had arrived downstairs at Xu Fang's house.

Looking up, Gu Chen's heart skipped a beat, he found a faint light streaming from the window in Xu Fang's bedroom.

He immediately rushed into the building in front of him, then took the elevator upstairs, strode to the door of Xu Fang's house, knocked on the door, and shouted to Xu Fang, but no one came to open the door for a long time, he shouted again, "Li Xin, Li Xin Xin, I know you are inside, open the door quickly! Li Xin!!"

The voice of the voice gradually dissipated in the air, and the door still didn't move at all. Gu Chen was in a hurry, and was about to call 114 to find someone who could unlock the lock, when the door was suddenly opened, and the room was dark with a tall figure. Standing at the door, Gu Chen could only see his face clearly through the street lamp in the corridor.

He was wearing a pair of old-fashioned black-rimmed glasses, his hair was messy like a chicken coop, and he was listless, obviously not waking up.

Gu Chen looked at him suspiciously, Xu Fang's face still caught his eyes, but his expression was neither like Xu Fang nor Li Xin, after thinking about it, he still asked, "Is it Xu Fang?"

He glanced at Gu Chen expressionlessly, then turned and walked towards the room.

Gu Chen hurriedly followed, and asked tentatively, "Li Xin?"

He yawned and said weakly: "They're not here, you can come back another day."

Gu Chen immediately understood that this person was probably another personality living in Xu Fang's body.

Regardless of his personality, isn't it all Xu Fang!

"If I don't look for them, I'll look for you." Gu Chen smiled and leaned forward, but he ignored him and followed him all the way into the bedroom, only to see him sitting down in front of the computer desk with a sudden expression on his face. With brilliance, I started playing games with great interest.

The lights were not turned on in the bedroom, so Gu Chen could only see the computer screen flickering on and off as the game scene changed.

Stretching out his hand and groping around the wall for a while, he finally found the switch. Gu Chen pressed it hard, only to hear a panicked scream piercing the silence of the night.

The person in front of him clasped his head in his hands and wailed hoarsely from his chest: "Ah! Don't turn on the light! Don't turn on the light! I'm afraid of light! It's so scary!! I'm going to die! I'm going to die!!" That exaggerated tone, It's like it will really disappear under the light.

Gu Chen was dazed by his behavior, and was stunned for a while, picked up the quilt on the bed and put it under his hood, then remembered to turn off the light.

With a bang, the light was turned off, and the room was plunged into darkness again.

He slowly poked his head out from under the quilt, looked around with bony eyes, saw that Gu Chen had moved away from the switch, he couldn't help but heaved a sigh of relief, then turned his gaze back to the computer screen, holding the mouse with one hand, Lean on the keyboard and continue playing his game.

The corners of Gu Chen's mouth twitched slightly, watching him killing all directions in the game, a bewildered smile appeared on his face, and he even wanted to rush up and unplug the computer.

I was yelling a moment ago, but now I am like a normal person again. Doesn’t the computer also have light?Why are you not afraid anymore?Why not die but live?

The author has something to say: ①The explanation of multiple personality comes from Baidu Encyclopedia.