Gu Chen calculated the time.

When Li Xin was in the first year of high school, he was in the second year of junior high school. At that time, he had not been admitted to No. [-] Middle School.

The three years of junior high school were the darkest, most frustrated and loneliest period in Gu Chen's life.

On the first day of junior high school, his parents divorced, and the couple who had shared the same bed for more than ten years tore up their faces and went to the court, causing a lot of uproar. The streets and alleys heard that he spent a long time in the midst of people pointing and pointing. of.At that time, he had the feeling that the sky was falling, as if he lost all support at once, and fell into a deadly abyss.

In the second day of junior high school, his mother was busy with work all day and had no time to take care of him.He lacks care, is lonely and lonely, and gradually becomes independent and withdrawn.He learned how to cook, wash clothes, and do housework while slowly exploring, and his mind became more and more sensitive and delicate as a result.

In the third year of junior high school, he finally got used to living alone. He was used to eating alone, sleeping alone, going to school alone, going home alone, facing an empty house alone, and living step by step.Just living, living a replica-like life every day, no surprises, no expectations, even if the end comes, it has nothing to do with him.

It wasn't until he entered high school that he met Xu Fang that his heart started beating again and his life had a new pursuit.

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In Gu Chen's memory, the first time he saw Xu Fang was the day when he entered high school. That handsome figure seemed to shine when standing in the crowd, but he fell for three years with just one glance.

Maybe it's because the years in junior high school were too meaningless, Gu Chen really can't remember that he had a relationship with Li Xin in the second year of junior high school.

He couldn't help asking: "Where did we meet before? What did we do after meeting? Tell me quickly, tell me quickly."

Li Xin didn't cooperate, "What else can I say about things that have been forgotten."

Gu Chen shook his arm and begged: "Just tell me roughly, such as when, where, and what clothes we were wearing at that time. Maybe if you mention it a little, I will remember everything."

Li Xin was unmoved, "Think about it yourself."

"Why are you so stubborn? Just say it, and you won't lose a piece of meat if you say it." Gu Chen kept begging him, his tone and demeanor revealed a coquettish anger that he didn't even notice. The smell, but Li Xin felt it.

Li Xin turned his head to look over, met a pair of big begging eyes, and suddenly felt a throbbing in his heart.

From waking up to now, Li Xin has been angry, unwilling, and heartbroken, but finally lost to the feeling of powerlessness.

Probably because he is too clear about what he wants, he wants to get rid of the shackles of fate, and hold the future firmly in his own hands.

However, sadly, he also fully understands why he exists in this world.

No one knows who he is, even Gu Chen, no matter what radical actions he makes, in the eyes of the other party, he is still the Xu Fang who makes him both disdainful and jealous.

He felt that he was like a parasite, and he could only survive by relying on Xu Fang's flesh and blood, but Xu Fang's life was clearly saved by him. If he hadn't shown up in time, Xu Fang would have disappeared in the world long ago. .

He hated Xu Fang's restraint and forbearance, he was angry with him for not fighting, hated for not doing it, what Xu Fang wanted to do but didn't dare to do, never did he do it for him, why he had to be restrained by the other party.

He wants to replace Xu Fang, he wants to take back what belongs to him, including Gu Chen.

Xu Fang accuses him in his diary, saying that he fights and grabs everything, but he met Gu Chen first, if he hadn't fallen in love with him in advance, how could Xu Fang fall in love at first sight later.

The hearts beating in their chests, deeply in love with Gu Chen, no matter who wakes up, this heart will not change.

Li Xin will never forget the day he and Gu Chen met for the first time.

He was the embodiment of anger, whenever Xu Fang was full of hatred and could not resolve it, he would come out to settle everything for Xu Fang.

He has beaten many people, almost ruthlessly to death, like Shura crawling out of hell, his whole body is full of evil spirit, even if his head is bleeding and both sides are injured, he will never back down.

Every time he wakes up in anger, he finds people to fight everywhere, often beating a group of people desperately by himself, and finally falls asleep with injuries all over his body.

The first time I met Gu Chen, he had just finished fighting with a group of hooligans, one of six or seven beat him, but he knocked down three. His whole body was covered in blood, his body was on the verge of falling, and he might fall down at any time.If it wasn't for some nosy person who called the police, with their desperate style of fighting, he would be seriously injured if he didn't die in the end.

As soon as the police arrived, the group of hooligans broke up, and he stumbled into a nearby dark alley, with blood flowing down his forehead and all over his face, leaving a trail of blood.And it was in such a distressed situation that he crossed the alley and bumped into Gu Chen unexpectedly.

At that time, Gu Chen returned home after evening self-study, and was startled by the bloody man who rushed out suddenly. He instinctively wanted to run far away, but was overwhelmed by him who was exhausted.

Later, he didn't know how difficult Gu Chen's struggle was before he made up his mind to save him.

Gu Chen simply stopped the bleeding for him, then called an ambulance, took him to the hospital, and paid for his medical expenses in advance.

After treating the wounds on his head and face, the doctor wrapped most of his face with a bandage.

He didn't like the feeling of being wrapped and restrained, and he was restless lying on the hospital bed, when he saw a clean and handsome boy walking towards him.

The young man was dressed in white, stained with a little blood, and when he saw him looking over, he smiled faintly at him, as if an angel had fallen into the mortal world.At that moment, he felt that a light came into his heart and wiped away all the dust in his heart.

Only through the nurse's introduction did he know that it was the young man who saved him, and he couldn't help feeling a little more fond of the young man.

The boy is young, but he likes to talk about the big truth. He told him about the dangers of fighting in a soft voice that has not yet undergone the voice change period.

Afterwards, the boy sat by the bed and stayed with him for a while, and when he saw that it was getting late, he got up and said goodbye.

He felt a little bit reluctant, but he had no reason to keep the other party, so he had to ask for the boy's mobile phone number, and planned to return the medical expenses when he woke up next time.

He has always disliked memorizing things, and did not like to do things that required his brain, but it took him only one minute to firmly memorize the eleven-digit mobile phone number in his heart, and he did not forget it when he woke up again.

He called the boy with joy and excitement, because he was thinking about him, and he overcame the violent factor in his body for the first time.What he didn't expect was that the number he dialed was actually an empty number.

He thought about many possibilities, either he had misremembered the number, or the boy had changed his cell phone number, or the boy just regarded him as a passer-by in his life and didn't want to have any more contact with him, so he casually reported a bunch of fake numbers.

He should have felt angry, but his heart was abnormally calm. The faint smile of the young man came to mind, as if it had the effect of purifying the soul.

Suddenly, he didn't want to fight and kill, but if he didn't get angry, he wouldn't be him anymore, so he chose to sleep.In the next two years, Xu Fang also seemed to live peacefully, until the hateful woman committed suicide by taking medicine when he graduated from high school, and he was awakened again.

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Li Xin suppressed the unspeakable agitation in his heart and tried his best to maintain his superficial calm.

He managed to find his boy, but he was still a step late.

When he heard Gu Chen confess his love to Xu Fang, he actually hoped that Xu Fang would never wake up...

Gu Chen is still begging him softly, but he doesn't want to tell the story of this past at all, and he can't explain why, maybe it's because Gu Chen always regards him as Xu Fang, he would rather let this matter out It is a secret, and he does not want to create an illusion for Gu Chen that he saved Xu Fang, so that they will have a deeper bond.Obviously he was the first person to meet Gu Chen, but Xu Fang took every opportunity.Obviously Gu Chen belonged to him, but was easily taken away by Xu Fang.

Seeing that he didn't like him, Gu Chen had no choice but to give up, thought for a moment, and said, "You've seen me a long time ago, but that day at the school gate you pretended not to know me, and even asked my name. Through your mind."

Li Xin shrugged without arguing or explaining.

Gu Chen said again: "There is also Luo Yunjie, a sophomore, didn't he invite us to a fellowship party? One moment you said to him 'I'll go, you go', and the next moment you met me in the cafeteria, and you looked like a Seeing strangers, to be honest, I'm confused by you."

Li Xin twitched her eyebrows, and her face slowly sank.

Gu Chen was completely immersed in his own thoughts, and didn't notice anything unusual.

The previous kiss made Gu Chen think about many things. He is a person who is very persistent and serious about love. Now that he has kissed, it proves that the person in front of him has feelings for him. He can't pretend that everything is okay. It never happened, just get along with each other in a muddle.That stomach full of doubts urgently needs a detailed explanation.The secret love of those three years has come to see the light of day.

Turning his head to look at the tall and handsome boy beside him, Gu Chen had another urge to confess his love, no matter whether he succeeds or not, he must at least try his best to fight for it.Besides, he really wanted to take care of this person, and as he got to know him better, he couldn't bear to let him continue to be alone.No matter what the illness is, he hopes that he can help and comfort the other party in time when he is most helpless, and he can no longer let him suffer the pain and suffering alone.

Gu Chen thought of many ways to express his love, and finally decided to use the most direct method to pierce the layer of cellophane.

Bits and pieces of the past came to mind, and he thought of every moment they walked together, and he couldn't help laughing: "Do you remember the second time we ate in the school cafeteria? I told you at that time that we are from City B , and went to the same high school, no wonder your reaction is flat, in fact, you already know it... Do you think you are sick, so you hide everything from me? Actually it’s okay, I still say the same thing, Go to treatment if you are sick, I will always be with you..."

Just as he finished speaking, a gloomy voice came from beside his ear: "Did Xu Fang tell you everything about his illness?"

Gu Chen was taken aback when he heard the words, and didn't notice Li Xin's expression until then. The other party had a handsome face, and there was a bit of anger in his dark eyes.

An inexplicable uneasiness suddenly surged in his heart, Gu Chen tentatively asked: "Can you really not remember what you have done?"

"I haven't participated in what you just said, how can I remember!!" Li Xin threw out a sentence bitterly, with a rising ending, declaring his anger.

Gu Chen was dumbfounded. He always thought that Xu Fang just couldn't control his behavior, but now it seems that this is not the case at all.

"Is your sleepwalking so severe?" Gu Chen asked worriedly, "Do you have no memory of what I said?"

"Sleepwalking? Ha!" Li Xin laughed, a little maniacally, and then sarcastically said, "I thought he was capable. A coward is always a coward. He has no determination to make himself stronger."

"What are you talking about?" Gu Chen was confused, "I don't understand..."

"I'm saying Xu Fang is a coward! He didn't suffer from sleepwalking, but he didn't dare to tell you the truth, so he just made up a disease to fool you." Li Xin said, smiling coldly, like a devil, It looked so scary, strange and cruel, "Do you want to know what's wrong with him?"

The more Gu Chen listened, the more confused he became, and an extremely ominous premonition arose in his heart at the same time, "You always say that Xu Fang is bad and that is bad, but isn't Xu Fang just you? Are you talking about yourself? It's obviously a person..."

"We are not alone! He is him, and I am me! Don't confuse me with him!" Li Xin interrupted him forcefully, with even more anger on his face, "We just share the same body, you and him I have never been involved in what happened together. Similarly, what we did and said at this time, he has no idea! Except for being trapped in this damn body, I have nothing to do with him Something in common! I say this, do you understand?!"

Li Xin's words were like thunder on the ground, Gu Chen only felt his brain explode with a bang, and an unprecedented sense of panic struck instantly, he immediately stood there, staring at the person in front of him in astonishment, his scalp tingling one after another .

And Li Xin didn't give him a chance to breathe, "Now do you understand what's wrong with him?"

Gu Chen shook his head subconsciously, his eyes were full of fear, as if he was begging him not to say any more.

Li Xin looked away, didn't look at Gu Chen's expression, forced herself not to care about his feelings, almost bit her back teeth, and finally opened her mouth to spit out the cruel truth.

"He's not normal! He's mentally ill! He's crazy! He can get sick anytime, anywhere! You never know what he's going to do in the next moment, because he can't control his body, thoughts, behavior, and destiny! You follow He will not have a good result!"

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