What to do if my husband eats his own vinegar every day

The next day, when the sky was bright, Gu Chen woke up from the dream. He vaguely remembered that he seemed to have dreamed about Xu Fang, but he had no memory of what he had done.

After the person woke up, the dream dissipated. He tried hard to think but couldn't remember it. He opened his sleepy eyes, and he was surprised to find that Xu Fang woke up earlier than him. He looked into those shining black eyes, as if Falling into the bright night sky, he felt in a trance that he should still be in a dream.

Looking at each other for a long time, Gu Chen's consciousness gradually recovered. The person in front of him just looked at him quietly, but didn't say a word, and he couldn't be sure who was awake.

He tentatively called: "Xu Fang?"

The cautious tone made the other party frown.

He immediately changed his words: "Li Xin?"

There was silence in the room, and there was no response for a long time.

He asked again: "Zhengyu? Is that you?"

Then, he said to himself, "No, Zheng Yu is afraid of light... Oh, I see," he smiled, "You are Xu Xinglan!"

A soft sigh came into his ears, and the other party finally spoke, with deep helplessness in his voice, "You know everything?"

Judging from his tone, Gu Chen recognized him immediately.

"Xu Fang..." Gu Chen called his name softly, "Yes, I know all about it."

Gu Chen knew in his heart that the reason why Xu Fang made up a story about sleepwalking to hide it from him was because he was afraid that he would know his true illness.

Sleepwalking is a common physiological phenomenon. It can be explained neurologically as a sleep disorder. Some people's symptoms will disappear naturally with age, and some people need professional treatment to be cured. After all, sleepwalking is not It is so terrible in the legend that it is a disease that can be cured.

However, multiple personalities are completely different. Because of the label of "mental illness", people see him as a real lunatic.

Everyone will look at him with strange eyes, regard him as a monster, a cancer, or a plague, and thus hate him, reject him, stay away from him, even deny him a place to live, and finally drive him to a dead end step by step.

But Gu Chen would not do this, Gu Chen would look at him with normal eyes, treat him as an ordinary person, approach him, warm him, accompany him, open up a vast world for him, and heal him little by little.

Gu Chen also thought about whether he should pretend to be ignorant and create an illusion for him that he was safe and sound.

But facts are facts and cannot be changed after all.

Although opening the wound and exposing it bloody to the sun is a difficult and painful process, but if you don't face it, how can you change the status quo?

So Gu Chen made up his mind to let him recognize the reality, cruelly tore off his disguise, and let him understand how bad his current situation is.

……

Watching him turn his face away and close his eyes in grief, Gu Chen moved his body to get closer to him.

"What are you thinking?" Gu Chen asked, "Can you tell me?"

Xu Fang was silent for a while, then sighed, "Are you afraid?"

"Not afraid." Gu Chen said, smiling, "I was shocked at first, but now I'm used to it."

Xu Fang turned his head and glanced at him, with a half-believing look.

Gu Chen quickly stated, "Really, I have seen them, they are all very good, not scary at all."

"But..." Xu Fang sighed again, as if he was trying to organize his words, he frowned again and again, and finally said, "They are another me, and what they said and did was my unconscious state. What you did next... You thought you were facing a different person, but it was actually me, do you understand?"

"I understand." Gu Chen nodded, "It's okay."

"It does matter, how can it not matter! How can I tell you to understand!" Xu Fang suddenly became agitated, and rarely lost control of his emotions in front of him, "I don't even know what you and 'me' have done together, I have no way to control everything, even if "I" hurt you unintentionally, I don't know it. The me in front of you is no longer the me you know! I am not a normal person, I am sick..." Xu Fang used Covering your face with your hands, covering the sadness in your eyes, "I carefully concealed it, but I still couldn't escape this day."

"Okay, okay, I understand, take it easy, don't be sad, okay..." Gu Chen held back his sadness, and comforted him while stroking his back, "Think about it yourself, you will Hurt me... No, right? No matter what you become, you will not hurt someone at will, you have to believe in yourself, believe in them... Don't belittle yourself anymore, since you are already sick, why? Don't look away, it won't do you any good to continue to be depressed, and only by facing it positively will your state improve day by day..."

Xu Fang remained silent, his chest heaving up and down proved that he still couldn't calm down.

Gu Chen had no choice but to use his trump card, "Okay, okay, if you keep getting excited, whoever is going to come out again."

Xu Fang: "..."

Feeling that he slowed down his breathing, Gu Chen breathed a sigh of relief, this trick really worked.

"Are you hungry?" Gu Chen asked, "Let's get up and eat, today is the weekend, didn't we agree to cook and make dumplings last time? After breakfast, we will go to the vegetable market to buy vegetables."

"Ah."

Xu Fang responded, sat up, and suddenly a warm body was pressed against him. He only felt that he was wrapped in a clean and fresh breath. It was Gu Chen's unique smell, as if he had been exposed to the sun. It smelled obviously no smell, but it was sweet and warm when inhaled into the lungs.

Gu Chen hugged him, his arms slowly tightened, as if he wanted to pass all his strength and courage to him.

"Xu Fang, promise me that you must be good. No matter what you think, what is on your mind, what you want to do or what you can't do, you have to tell me, okay? No matter how sad or sad, you can't be alone Carry it secretly. Even on the day when you feel that you are about to lose your hold, don’t be afraid. Don’t worry, with me here, I will never leave you... I understand what you said, let go All worries, I will always accompany you to the end..."

Xu Fang raised his arms and hugged him tightly, their chests were pressed against their chests, so tight that there was no gap, each other's heartbeats seemed to be connected in a thread, without words, Gu Chen had already got the answer he wanted.

They hugged for a while before letting go.

Gu Chen knows that Xu Fang must maintain a calm mood at all times, and his emotions should not fluctuate too much, and he dare not be too close to him, for fear that he will become another person when he gets excited.

Gu Chen actually wanted to kiss him and tell him the phrase "I like you", but since he really couldn't bear the slightest stimulation, even surprises, he suppressed this impulse.

After getting up, the two went to the bathroom to wash up. Gu Chen helped Xu Fang squeeze the toothpaste, just like he treated himself so considerately last time, took another glass of warm water and handed it to him. He didn't have to worry about anything. .

They stand in front of the sink, face the mirror, brush their teeth, wash their faces together, use the same cup, the same towel, regardless of you and me, intimate and natural.

Gu Chen said with a smile: "The last time I came to your house, I saw several sets of used toothbrushes and water glasses on the shelf. I thought there were other people living in your house. I didn't expect this to be the case."

After hearing Gu Chen's honest confession, Xu Fang was not very resistant to this topic, "These cups, towels, and toothbrushes are all prepared by themselves. Sometimes I feel like I have to brush my teeth several times a day."

Gu Chen chuckled, "I saw that the shoe cabinet was full of all kinds of shoes last night, did they buy them themselves?"

"Well." Xu Fang said, "Everyone's preferences are different. Xu Zhengyu likes dark colors, and Xu Xinglan is just the opposite. He is a color fanatic and likes colorful and colorful. Every time I wake up, there will always be a lot of colors in the house. Unexplainable stuff."

"For example? What did they buy?" Gu Chen noticed that although Xu Fang's tone was a little helpless, he didn't mean to blame them.

"Hundreds of game discs and a box of Skittles."

"It's okay, they are all useful things..." It's just that the quantity is a little too much.

Xu Fang cast a naive look at you, "The game CDs are made of Transformers with super glue, and all the Skittles are unpacked and stuffed into a large box as treasures."

"Uh! They're so messy!" Gu Chen's mouth twitched slightly, he really underestimated the destructive power of those brats.

Xu Fang shrugged indifferently, "So I changed all the passwords and cut off their source of income."

"Hehe..." Gu Chen finally knew who the guy Li Xin and Xu Xinglan were talking about was going to drive them to a dead end. To borrow Xu Xinglan's words, this guy was really bad.

……

After packing up, the two walked out of the house.

The air in the morning was as cool as water, with the smell of fresh dew, and the blue sky and white clouds rarely appeared in the sky. Gu Chen looked at the boy walking beside him, feeling very happy.Not long ago, they were still struggling in the endless abyss. They thought they would never see the dawn again, but they broke through the darkness and ushered in the dawn unknowingly.

They walked into an authentic Halal Lanzhou-style noodle restaurant. Gu Chen ordered a bowl of ramen and a cured beef sandwich, and was about to ask Xu Fang what he wanted to eat, and pay the bill by the way, but saw that he asked for the same thing, and then used his mobile phone Paid the money.

"I suggest you keep some change on your body in the future, not everywhere you can pay with your mobile phone." After Gu Chen finished speaking, as if thinking of something interesting, he smiled again, "They complained in front of me, said You want to kill them all, the first time I met Xu Xinglan, he was so hungry that his eyes glowed green, but he was so poor that he couldn't even afford to buy steamed buns, he looked quite pitiful."

When Xu Fang heard this, a faint smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, "I've given you all the cards, and you can give him a little pocket money to buy steamed buns."

Gu Chen didn't realize the joke, so he thought about it seriously and said, "Well, I'll take care of them for you in the future, and I'll make them behave themselves."

Xu Fang was slightly surprised, "They can come out anytime and anywhere, even I can't control them, what do you do?"

"It's okay if I follow you every day?" Gu Chen said it easily, "As long as I'm by your side, it doesn't matter if they come out."

Xu Fang couldn't help laughing, "Aren't you going to class? You always have your own things to do, how can you guard me all the time?"

"Why can't I stay with you all the time?" Gu Chen retorted involuntarily, "Except for class, my time is free. During the day we go to class separately, and we get together after class, and at night I go to your house Sleep, you won't be excited, irritable, or lose your temper in class, will you?"

Xu Fang raised his eyebrows, focused all on the words "I'll go to your house to sleep", and agreed immediately, "Okay."

"Ah?" Gu Chen thought he would have to persuade him for a long time, but Xu Fang suddenly followed his wishes, "Then, then it's settled."

Xu Fang looked at his innocent and careless appearance, and a comfortable smile appeared on his handsome face, "After shopping for vegetables, let's go buy some daily necessities, and change the bed by the way, as well as matching sheets, quilts and pillows. to buy."

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Gu Chen was a little confused, why did he change the bed for no reason?