Happy Life [Rebirth]

After the lingering smoke, his voice was cold, and after he asked this sentence, I want to say that you are mine, because I like you.But I opened my mouth, but the voice couldn't come out, the voices of Lin Yi and Jim merged together.

They said: "You are gay yourself, so I hope Gu Tingsheng is too. Yang Lu, you are so selfish."

"No." I stretched out my hand to grab Gu Tingsheng's hand, and I used a lot of strength to grab him and try to walk away.

Gu Tingsheng stood up, I felt relieved, and I said to him: "Let's get out of here quickly."

This place is full of smog, I don't think this place is a good place, how could Gu Tingsheng be here.

But I didn't pull this person, Gu Tingsheng stood there motionless, instead I staggered and fell on his body, I raised my head, only to see Gu Tingsheng's dark and deep eyes.He looked at me with sad eyes and said to me: "I am not yours, so I will leave you eventually."

"I don't want to do this." I answered him word by word, I felt tears on my face, I turned around and hugged him tightly, "I don't want you to leave me, you don't know, I'm looking for You've been around for a long time, and I've always missed you."

After I finished speaking, I heard the noise of voices, and many hands came together. In a forest of arms, Gu Tingsheng and I were surrounded and pushed onto the stage, and the naked/naked man kissing on the stage went down. , replaced by me and Gu Tingsheng.

He and I hug each other tightly, countless gray arms are like a forest, those arms are straight around the two of us, he and I were stripped of our clothes, hugging and covering our bodies naked, I feel I was extremely ashamed, but I subconsciously hugged Gu Tingsheng tightly.

"Kiss him!"

Someone in the forest of arms shouted loudly.

I raised my head, Gu Tingsheng looked at me, I finally saw his face clearly, his face showed a sad expression like his eyes, he said to me: "Kiss me, or you will lose me."

"I can't." I was in pain, I panted loudly and quickly, and told Gu Tingsheng eagerly, "I can't destroy you, I don't want you to be gay, I want you to be a normal person."

He is a normal person who can lead a happy life.

"Then you will lose me." Gu Tingsheng said to me.

I looked at Gu Tingsheng, looked at him for a long time, I thought this dream should wake up quickly, the surroundings suddenly became still, and countless waving gray arms also stopped, I thought this dream was about to wake up.The next moment, I opened my eyes wide, and Gu Tingsheng's face continued to enlarge, our lips touched, and the forest of still arms waved again. Gu Tingsheng and I were pushed together by these arms, and our necks, chest, and thighs were very close. Gu Tingsheng's lips slid from my lips all the way to my ears.

"That's what you want, isn't it," he said.

I woke up, and Gu Tingsheng called me softly in the dark: "Xiaolu?"

His hand was also touching my forehead, I gasped a few times, the thing between my legs was hard/terribly hard, Gu Tingsheng was still touching my forehead, rubbing my forehead with the back of his hand, I Sweated a lot.

I was thinking about when I turned around and now I am face to face with Gu Tingsheng, while my mind is still muddled, and the dream is still recalled in my mind, I thought of me hugging him naked/naked, and also thought of his soft and smooth skin, That is the boy's skeleton covered with a layer of smooth muscles, the soft place makes me fascinated/obsessed, and the hard/hard place makes me lost/lost.

"You sweat a lot." Gu Tingsheng's voice was very worried, he approached, I clamped my legs tightly and retreated in a panic, it was Gu Tingsheng who grabbed me with one hand and dragged me into his side, I almost fell bed.

Immediately, I was almost close to Gu Tingsheng, his face was close to mine, I could clearly feel his eyes and the temperature of his breathing, I already felt hard/painful, he was so close to me, I almost couldn't help myself, I wanted him to touch me, even I thought... just let me rub him, it's really uncomfortable, itchy and uncomfortable, and painful.

So whenever I think back to that night, I think that things like sex really interfere with people's normal thinking, and from the day I had nocturnal emission to the present, I have never made me more uncomfortable than this time. unbearable.

I grabbed Gu Tingsheng's hand and told him boldly and embarrassingly: "Brother, I'm hard/hard."

I felt that Gu Tingsheng was stunned, and I told him in a low voice: "I feel very uncomfortable, extremely uncomfortable."

I wanted to disguise myself as a child who didn't understand anything. I didn't think about what to do next. Then I thought I was testing Gu Tingsheng. I wanted to see how he viewed same-sex sex.

Gu Tingsheng held my hand instead, and he leaned into my ear and asked me in a very soft voice, he should be worried about He Mingjie who slept on the other bed.

Gu Tingsheng said to me: "Your hand is very hot. Is the bottom... hard? Why is it uncomfortable? Is it very painful?"

"It hurts." I panted slightly, and my legs began to rub against each other. I felt embarrassed, but the pain and sweat that kept slipping off were also very real. Gu Tingsheng said to me, "Don't be afraid..."

I thought there was something terrible, and he said to me again: "Have you ever touched it yourself, can you touch it yourself?"

I put my hand under it, but soon I found it was useless. I was too busy after I came to the set, and I couldn’t see Gu Tingsheng again. It’s been a long time since such a sudden and huge desire / desire, I think I can only bear it , but it really hurts too much.And the painful and turbulent desire/desire overwhelmed reason, I couldn't help opening my mouth, and I even heard that voice with whimpers.I said to Gu Tingsheng: "I /shot/can't/ come out, it's too uncomfortable."

I felt that Gu Tingsheng hesitated, but when he said it to me, his hand also started to drop, he said, "Can I help you, Xiaolu, can I try it?" When he said that, I didn't No or yes, he's got his hands inside my boxer briefs.Before I took out my hand, I felt the skin of his fingers, and also felt the thin calluses on the pads of his fingers, which had been typing on the keyboard for a long time, but they were still soft and warm.I thought, this is Gu Tingsheng.The next moment I ejaculated, and when I thought it was Gu Tingsheng's hand, I realized that he was the unlocker of desire.

Then I thought of his naked/naked body in the dream, the falling kiss, and his sad expression.

Gu Tingsheng went to get the napkin again, and he asked me, "Brother, can you wipe it clean for you?"

This question was like asking a child, I put my arms on my face to cover my eyes, and gave a self-defeating "Yeah", Gu Tingsheng went to wipe my place again, I felt ashamed to see him, when Gu Tingsheng got out of bed, I whispered to him Say, "I didn't mean to."

Later, Gu Tingsheng came back after staying in the bathroom for a while. He lay down on the bed and stretched out his arms to grab me. He also asked me, "Why are you so far away from me?"

I shrank to the side, embarrassed and embarrassing, and found that the word essence/worm/upper brain really made sense. I just had a good time and now I just want to get into the cracks in the ground. I don't know how to face Gu Tingsheng.I also finally understood that a creature like a man can be so unbearable.

But Gu Tingsheng seemed to be okay, I even felt his tone of voice was very light, he still stretched out his hand to grab me, he said in the dark: "You are about to fall."

I was dragged by him, Gu Tingsheng put a hand on my waist and hugged me weakly, he said softly, "Do you feel embarrassed?"

"I got your hands dirty." I'm sorry and embarrassed.

"Why do you care about this? I don't think it's dirty." Gu Tingsheng's voice was hoarse, and he said to me after a few seconds, "Don't you know, it's normal for boys to touch each other like this during puberty."

I am really puzzled, this is the first time I heard such a statement, I thought I had no friends before, the only friend was Gu Tingsheng, but Gu Tingsheng was different, he had many friends, both boys and girls, I was surprised .

"...Brother." I felt my voice was still whimpering, "Have you touched each other like this before?"

When I thought of Gu Tingsheng doing this with other boys in my previous life, I felt so jealous, how could someone touch him like this.

Then, soon I heard Gu Tingsheng answer me firmly and decisively: "How is it possible, I chopped off his hand."

I breathed a sigh of relief, but felt something was wrong,

The author has something to say: I thought about it for a while and asked Gu Tingsheng: "Then where did you know this? Is it true that boys have good relationships?"

"It's all like this." Gu Tingsheng fished me to him again, and his tone was very firm, "Really, it's like this among boys."

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It is currently updated every other day, and the next update will be on Thursday.

Interview Gu Tingsheng: How does Gu feel this time?

Gu Tingsheng: It's a pity that it's too dark to see clearly, but I feel that my Xiaolu is very cute everywhere.

0-0: What do you really think, students?

Gu Tingsheng: I really want to play/rogue/rogue!

(___)ノ｜: About Xiao Lu's dream, we can understand it this way, he dreamed about Jim and Lin Yi, he felt a little bit at this time, Lin Yi also said gay, so he will appear with Jim.In his dream, there are two naked/naked men kissing on stage, surrounded by people, which represents his understanding of what homosexuality means, including ugliness, sex and shame.Then Gu Tingsheng said "you kiss me", but Xiaolu didn't want to, because he didn't want to realize that he and Gu Tingsheng were gay, Gu Tingsheng said "you will lose me", because Xiaolu also knew that if he wasn't gay, then Gu Tingsheng would marry The wife and son have their own family, that is, "leave him", but Gu Tingsheng took the initiative to kiss him in the dream, which means that Xiaolu subconsciously hopes that Gu Tingsheng will take the initiative to like him, and he does not want Gu Tingsheng to be gay, but what if Gu Tingsheng took the initiative? .In the dream, the expression on Gu Tingsheng's face was sad, but it was actually Xiaolu's own expression that was reflected on Gu Tingsheng.The forest of waving arms represents terror and fear.

... I can't make it up anymore, the above is all my nonsense _(:зゝ∠)_