Happy Life [Rebirth]

Although Gu Tingsheng said this, what he said seemed to be a very normal thing, but I still felt very embarrassed.

In the darkness, only the moonlight outside the window faintly shines into the room, and the sound of He Mingjie snoring on the other bed.Gu Tingsheng and I faced each other on the same bed, and we were speechless for a while. After a long time, I thought Gu Tingsheng had fallen asleep, and then I heard him yell two words softly, like a sigh.

He sighed and shouted: "Xiaolu".

It sounded like a sigh, but it sounded like crying.I was taken aback, and at the same time, it seemed that Gu Tingsheng in the dark, this real Gu Tingsheng, overlapped with the Gu Tingsheng in my dream in an instant.She became a person with Gu Tingsheng in the dream with sad expression and eyes.

I wonder if Gu Tingsheng will be sad too? Thinking about it, of course he will be sad.

In this life, Gu Tingsheng has a bad relationship with his parents and has a cold and rebellious personality. Gu Tingsheng in this life is no longer the gentle boy he used to be.In the previous life, everyone liked him and was willing to be friends with him. Many people trusted him and relied on him.His character in this life is completely different from his previous life, so no one wants to be friends with such an indifferent young man.But if you are alone for a long time, you will always feel lonely, and if you are alone for a long time, you will inevitably feel sad.

I think fortunately there is me, and I am here, no matter what Gu Tingsheng is, I like him from the beginning to the end just because he is Gu Tingsheng, he is the person who once gave me warmth and light.

I don't think anyone likes him anymore, he's become paranoid and eccentric, and I'll like him too.

"elder brother--"

I yelled softly, I thought Gu Tingsheng couldn't hear it, but in the dark his hand touched mine, and then he held my hand tightly.

Gu Tingsheng said to me in the dark: "I heard it."

I was startled, I thought Gu Tingsheng fell asleep, and thought that the "little dew" was just talking in his sleep, but it turned out that he was awake.Gu Tingsheng added: "It was this hand that touched it just now."

My first reaction was confusion, and then I understood what he was talking about, and my face became hot instantly, and what surprised me even more was that I reacted to his words, and I just ejaculated once below, But soon I found that I just listened to Gu Tingsheng's words, and then I had a tendency to raise my head again.

But Gu Tingsheng held my hand, he leaned closer, his head was slightly touching mine, I curled up, trying to cover the embarrassment of my lower body, Gu Tingsheng put a weak arm on my side shoulders.

He said in the dark: "Why do you say that. I don't think it's dirty. Do you think this kind of thing is dirty?"

I curled up, not wanting to discuss the subject at all, which made me realize that I was ridiculous.I tried my best to avoid Gu Tingsheng because of this bad physiological development period, but what I did now, I really feel that I dirty him.

How could I dirty my brother, it made me feel depressed and ashamed, and even more ashamed because I knew it was exactly what I expected.Just like the scene in the dream, I pretended to be chaste and righteous, and I said no to kiss you, so my brother took the initiative to kiss you.

This is my true heart, I am a jumping clown, but I just pretend to be pure.I still dirty my brother, I'm so dirty just because of his words, I get hard/hard.

But Gu Tingsheng didn't know anything, his head was next to mine, and the two of us were lying side by side on the bed like an older child and a younger child.

He continued to say to me in a soft voice: "Don't think that way, aren't these all the normal physical development of boys. Yang Lu—" Gu Tingsheng said: "Don't you even /do/ Don't you even want to love?"

I hang my head, I think I don’t want to, if it’s not for you, I don’t want to, big brother, if I have to do / love, want / go to bed, how can I do this kind of thing with another person except you .

Some people separate love from sex, they can just vent/vent/sex without love, they can have intercourse without love, they can distinguish ** from spirit, but I can’t.I may be too small-minded. Once one person comes in, no other person will be able to come in.Once a person comes in, he can only accept him from body to soul.I love Gu Tingsheng, so I am willing to become an ascetic monk. Unmoved.

But so what if there are tens of millions of people, no matter how young, beautiful and tender their bodies are.Those people are not him.

But I can't tell Gu Tingsheng, I sniffled, Gu Tingsheng held my hand, he said: "Don't pretend to be an ostrich, I know you are awake."

I had no choice but to scratch his fingers and answer him in a low voice: "I feel very ashamed... Brother, how could I let you do this kind of thing." I've made you dirty.

"What's the matter?" Gu Tingsheng asked me, he obviously paused for a few seconds before reacting, Gu Tingsheng said, "Don't get entangled in this, you keep avoiding me because of this kind of thing? Are you stupid? ?”

"I didn't hide from you." I put my legs together, and quickly retorted, but the rebuttal was too fast, and I knew that what I was doing was no different from being a guilty conscience.

Then as soon as this sentence was said, Gu Tingsheng's mouth came close to my ear. I opened my eyes wide in the dark, and Gu Tingsheng said to me: "I will touch my own place too, and I almost fell asleep after I was 14 years old. You often have to touch it out by yourself, do you think it is dirty and dirty?"

"That's just a normal physiological phenomenon." I gasped, and sweat slid down my forehead.I took a deep breath: "You are clean."

"You are the warm and bright Gu Tingsheng." I told him, my cheeks were hot as if I had a fever, and I felt like I was trying to squeeze out the words, "You are Gu Tingsheng."

Gu Tingsheng said, "You're not dirty, you're Xiaolu."

I wanted to laugh, and felt that the conversation between the two of us was like a bad joke, but I couldn't laugh. I closed my eyes and stretched out my hand carefully. Gu Tingsheng just said "I often have to touch it by myself", so I started halfway. Is it soft or hard, and I get a complete erection in an instant.

I really feel hopeless. Could it be that adolescence is so scary? I just heard him say something so ruthless, and I couldn't help thinking about it.I think what he looks like there, what kind of scenery does he look like when he is touching himself as a young man, whether he is charming, whether his body is trembling slightly, what kind of emotion/movement and calmness is on his face / Drowning.I think it must be so beautiful that it makes me intoxicated and crazy.

I was extremely uncomfortable and thirsty, this time the desire/desire was stronger than last time, because of Gu Tingsheng's words, because Gu Tingsheng's breathing was right next to my ears, the sound of my heavy breathing could not be concealed by the silence of the night .

Gu Tingsheng soon realized something was wrong, the back of his hand was pressed against my forehead, it was really hot, he even said anxiously, "Xiaolu, you have a fever!"

My hands have already touched my place, and there is a lot of sweat on my body. My clothes are mostly wet from my forehead, neck, and back. It looks like I am seriously ill. No wonder Gu Tingsheng misunderstood it.

I laughed out loud, but Gu Tingsheng said, "Don't cry." He then said, "I can go to the doctor behind your back, and we'll be in the hospital soon."

"I'm not sick." I closed my eyes, there was no light at all, and I went to grab his hand, "Brother, I'm just/hard again."

After I finished saying this, I completely gave up on myself, so be it, if he doesn’t dislike me, then I’ve earned it, isn’t it true that boys help each other, just let me stay by his side Let me also have some joy/enjoyment.Loving him is always more bitter than sweet, because this is a one-sided/sexual/perverted love, a secret love that violates normal ethics.So sweetness always has to be picked out bit by bit tremblingly, but bitterness is always stared at him but understands that it is not available, this is a great suffering.

So don't let go of this youthful time, while pretending to be ignorant and ignorant, I grabbed Gu Tingsheng's hand and let him touch me boldly and shyly this time.

Gu Tingsheng held it tightly, and leaned close to my ear, his tone was surprised: "...you have ejaculated once just now."

"I don't know." Panting, my voice was hoarse, I told Gu Tingsheng, "It still hurts, it's uncomfortable, I don't want to be like this."

Gu Tingsheng turned sideways, he held me with one hand, and began to touch me gently with the other hand, I buried my head in his chest, Gu Tingsheng's hand was covered with sweat, I thought it might be mine, the palm of my hand His skin became warm and wet, I swallowed my saliva, and I said to him: "Brother, try harder."

I heard Gu Tingsheng take a heavy breath.When I ejaculated, I felt so excited and comfortable, my mind went blank for a moment, and gorgeous fireworks exploded in front of my eyes, as if there was nothing more comfortable than this in the world.But Gu Tingsheng left the bed and went to the bathroom and didn't come back for a long time.After a while I curled up on the bed again, feeling empty in my heart, and suddenly thought——

If he likes me too...

He loves me too.

The author has something to say: This chapter has been written for a long time... I want to write a more realistic, sad and unsentimental, youthful teenage sex/thing, but what is the finished product, I can't bear it anymore read qaq

Regarding Yang Lu, he really deified Gu Tingsheng, warm and bright, honest and kind, the whole big brother is embarrassed to be a hooligan^^

Big brother went to the bathroom for a long time, of course he was masturbating, the young love of two beautiful boys hahaha O(∩_∩)O

Regarding the matter of puberty in male biology, after reading some information (it is), they are indeed easy to be hard...(___)ノ｜

I read the answers of some respondents. I saw a girl’s calf when walking on the street, or just touched the girl’s waist, hand, or even the brain. It can be hard, and if you can’t feel it out in time, it will still hurt. , the first period of nocturnal emission in adolescence was even uncomfortable, alas... no wonder it is said that men are all lower/half/body animals 0-0!