Happy Life [Rebirth]

When he went back that night, He Mingjie looked drunk, but he didn't fall down. He was just going to be driven away by Li Yuan and a man.Gu Tingsheng was silent on the road, his face was slightly red when he was sitting at the table before, and he stretched out his hand to hold me on the way back.

I'm 13 years old and I've grown taller. It's strange for Gu Tingsheng to hold my hand and walk on the road like this. But after he held my hand, I realized that his eyes were a little out of focus. I asked him: "Are you drunk? , brother?"

Gu Tingsheng said, "I'm just a little dizzy."

He looked at a tree by the side of the road and said, I knew he was really drunk.

When I got back to the room, Li Yuan went to take charge of He Mingjie, and I dragged Gu Tingsheng into the bathroom. He was very good when he was drunk, and he would do whatever I asked when I turned on the faucet.

But when he finished washing his face and stood there facing the mirror, I handed him my towel and said to him, "Wipe your face, brother."

Gu Tingsheng looked at the mirror and did not move. The water droplets on his face fell from his eyebrows and eyelashes, and then gathered to his chin and fell into the sink.

Gu Tingsheng didn't pick up the towel, he looked in the mirror and said, "Who are you?"

I thought it was a little funny, so I went to drag him, and then I heard Gu Tingsheng continue to say: "Why am I getting smaller?"

"Brother, can you wipe your face?"

I didn't understand what Gu Tingsheng was thinking, so I just grabbed him. Gu Tingsheng turned his face and looked down at me. Pulled away the towel.

"I really shouldn't let you drink..." I muttered softly, and reached out to grab the towel again, but Gu Tingsheng threw the towel on the ground casually. He suddenly held my face in his hands, and I froze when I saw his eyes.

Gu Tingsheng looked at me with a very serious expression, just serious and confused, then he called me and said, "Xiaolu...is that you?"

When he said this, I felt very sad, and suddenly very sad, because as soon as he finished speaking, a line of tears fell from his eyes.

I didn't wipe his face clean just now, when Gu Tingsheng shed tears like this, the tears quickly mixed with the tap water when washing his face, and soon he couldn't tell whether the tears this person just shed were my illusion.

"Gu Tingsheng...why are you crying?" I grabbed another towel to wipe his face.

Gu Tingsheng suddenly hugged me, he hugged me so tightly, I felt my whole body sinking into his chest, but what surprised me even more was that he said to me in my ear: "I made a Meng, I dreamed that you died in my arms, I was very scared and very sad."

"It's very sad." Gu Tingsheng said to me, and I felt the cold liquid fall into my neck.

His voice was crying: "I'm so sad."

"Sad, I don't want to live anymore."

I sniffed and told Gu Tingsheng: "It's just a nightmare, it's just a dream."

Gu Tingsheng added: "It would be fine if my parents didn't adopt you."

At this moment, my whole mind was blank, and I had nothing to think about.After Gu Tingsheng's words fell, my first reaction was no response at all, and then I pushed Gu Tingsheng away fiercely.I didn't want to hurt him, how could I be willing to hurt him, but I was too surprised, surprised and at a loss, my heart beat so fast that it seemed to be fear.

My strength was too much, there was a loud sound in the bathroom, Gu Tingsheng hit his back against the sink, he arched his body, covered his face with his hands, the sound leaked from between his fingers.

What he said was: "I'd rather we never knew each other...and I don't want you dead."

When I heard his words, except for the beating of my heart in my chest, I couldn't hear any other sounds, my ears were buzzing, and for a moment, my eyes were gray, and all the scenery All lost their color.

It was Li Yuan who ran over, stood by the bathroom and patted my shoulder, and asked loudly, "What's wrong? Yang Lu, did your elder brother hit you?"

I felt that what I blurted out was mechanically not like my own voice, but I replied to Li Yuan: "My elder brother accidentally bumped into the pool, it's nothing...it's nothing."

After Li Yuan said a few more words, she ran to continue to take care of He Mingjie. I picked up the towel on the floor and fetched water for Gu Tingsheng to brush his teeth.The sadness on his face just now was like a hallucination.

After Gu Tingsheng finished brushing his teeth, I asked him in a low voice, "Why did you say you don't want to adopt me?"

Gu Tingsheng didn't say anything, he stood by the sink and rubbed his eyes, muttering in a nasal voice: "Dizziness."

I looked at Gu Tingsheng's face carefully, and his face started to turn red again, so I had no choice but to take him by the hand and lead him to the bed, and then took a towel and passed the water to wipe Gu Tingsheng's hands and feet. He curled up on the bed and said, "It's so cold." ".

Li Yuan was also wiping He Mingjie's face and hands. She stood up and wiped her forehead. When she saw me, Li Yuan looked at me several times and laughed: "It's easy for two drunks to get drunk. Both of us."

I was taking off Gu Tingsheng's socks to wipe his feet, my heart was too messed up, confused and flustered, I just said "hmm", Li Yuan said again: "You still wipe your brother's feet, Yang Lu, you treat you Brother is really nice."

I just pulled myself together, thought for a while, and told Li Yuan: "My brother also wiped my feet when I was young."

I remember that when I was first adopted, the nanny was not very responsible. The slippers in the house were the kind worn by adults, and no one cared what kind of slippers I wore. I just dragged a pair of big slippers around every day. Go, I often lose my shoes while walking.

Later, when Gu Tingsheng came, he asked the nanny to buy slippers that fit my feet. At that time, I was used to walking barefoot, but I would often throw off the slippers and walk on the floor barefoot.Gu Tingsheng found out again and again and taught me again and again. Before the lesson, he carried me to the bathroom first, let me sit by the pool, and wiped my feet with a towel dipped in water.He told me like a big brother, you can't walk barefoot, this habit is too bad.

"I've seen brothers and sisters who are in good relationship." Li Yuan walked towards the bathroom and threw the towel into the bathroom. It's the first time I've seen you. It's unusual to feel good, it feels too good."

"Goodbye." Li Yuan said, she closed the door and left.

After wiping Gu Tingsheng's feet, I washed the towel and put it back. I changed my clothes and came out. Seeing that He Mingjie was fast asleep, I went to see Gu Tingsheng again. Gu Tingsheng curled up and closed his eyes.I thought that Gu Tingsheng had fallen asleep, so I ran to turn off the light, and when I ran to the bed and lifted his arm, Gu Tingsheng moved his body to make way for half of the bed.

I thought I woke Gu Tingsheng up, and pulled the La Xia Liang quilt after I climbed up. As soon as I lay down, I turned my back to Gu Tingsheng, and he clung to him.

The air conditioner is on in the room, and the two of them are not stuffy when they stick together. I even feel the warmth and softness of the naked/naked skin together. From the bottom of my heart, I long to be closer and more skin together. .

But I closed my eyes in the dark and whispered to Gu Tingsheng: "Brother, are you awake?"

Then I felt the warm breath on the skin on the back of my neck. At that moment, my whole body became hot, and the part between my legs quickly raised my head. I wanted to turn around or go directly from the I jumped off the bed, but the next moment the soft lips on the back of my neck stuck to it, and at that moment my place was completely hard.

With both hands clasped around my waist, I couldn't help panting, my throat was so itchy, I felt extremely excited, but at the same time I was helpless and panicked.I grabbed Gu Tingsheng's hand in front of my stomach. Gu Tingsheng's lips went down the back of his neck and quickly touched his shoulders. I asked him, "Are you still awake? Brother, are you still awake?"

Gu Tingsheng buried his head on my shoulder, his lips pressed against the skin on the shoulder, then he stopped moving, his head tilted, and his lips finally left my skin. I heard his breathing evenly, and I breathed a sigh of relief, but I am faintly disappointed, and what is even more embarrassing is that I want to move. This state is extremely embarrassing now.

But soon, I thought of his sentence "It's fine if you don't adopt you", this sentence made me feel terrified, I thought Gu Tingsheng also remembered what happened in his previous life, but so what, even if he remembered me And why be afraid?

But I feel very scared, I don't want him to remember the past at all, those things are not good, those things are full of lies one after another, from the beginning of my adoption to the birth of Gu Tingsheng, the beginning of his encounter with me and his When he first came to this world, the truth of these things was so unbearable, I just wanted him to stay away from them.

I also thought of his pair of eyes just now, so sad, I thought if it was Gu Tingsheng with this look, then whatever he said to me, I would be willing to give everything for him.Because I don't want him to be sad.But I thought faintly in my heart, it seems that my brother is so sad because of me.

I thought about these messy and clueless things, and the hardness between my legs slowly went down, and I soon fell into a deep sleep.

I had a dream again in my deep sleep. The dream was messy. I actually dreamed of Jim and Lin Yi. They were wearing tight clothes and drinking in a place with many people. I felt that the place was smoky and wanted to leave. The person Jim and Lin Yi were drinking was Gu Tingsheng.

I pushed aside the crowd and walked over, inadvertently saw two naked/naked men hugging and kissing in the middle of the stage, just this one glance, then I pushed Jim and Lin Yi away.I know this is a dream, but in the dream I said to Jim and Lin Yi angrily: "He is mine!"

Jim put his face behind the smoke and he said to me, "You're gay."

Lin Yi stood up: "If you want to prove that he is yours, then you have to go on stage and tell everyone."

I went to grab Gu Tingsheng's hand, and I said to him: "Brother, come with me. Get out of here, okay?"

Gu Tingsheng's face was also hidden behind the smoke, his voice came from afar, and he asked me:

The author has something to say: "How do you prove that I am yours?"

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The typo will be fixed tomorrow, I'm so sleepy...