Happy Life [Rebirth]

Episode 1 Gu Tingsheng

Yuan Mengyu asked me to go to the kitchen to pour her a glass of water. Before that, I really had no feelings for her, but when she suddenly looked at me with a very soft look, I was shamefully shaken for a moment.

I think this may really be a blood relationship, I was born by her, and this is a fact that I cannot change for the next two lifetimes.

So I also want to escape, I am not afraid of Yuan Mengyu who is like a lunatic, nor is I afraid of Yuan Mengyu who is indifferent, but I am afraid of this Yuan Mengyu who will look at me with gentle eyes.

Yuan Mengyu seems like she is a very gentle mother.

Turning around this time is one of the things I regret most in my life.

When I heard the argument, I walked out of the kitchen with a cup in my hand. I didn't even feel any crisis. I just thought that Yuan Mengyu and Xiaolu were arguing. It's been so long that I forgot that Yuan Mengyu is essentially A madman.

The author has something to say: When I saw Yuan Mengyu hugged Xiao Lu and fell off the balcony, I followed suit and jumped off the balcony-at that time, my mind was blank, and the only thing left was Instinctively, I heard a roar that didn't sound like a human being, but a sound like a wild animal, bear or something seriously injured.

Then I thought about it, I thought Yang Lu had fallen, so what am I still standing here for?

But fortunately, the first place I landed was a canopy protruding from the second floor, which was a buffer, and then I fell to the ground. Yuan Mengyu, the back of Yuan Mengyu's head hit a stone as big as a palm. The doctor later told me that she should have died about 1 minute after landing.

But at this time, I got up from the ground, and the ear-piercing screams pierced into my eardrums. I could hear more than one girl screaming, and someone ran over. Someone seemed to be holding my arm. But at this time, my heart was beating very hard, and my hearing was fine, but my mind became a mess.

I moved my legs, and all I could see was the boy lying on the ground in front of me—that was my little Lu, who lay there motionless.

I thought for a moment—is he dead?

I just thought about it, and at the same time I dragged my legs and ran forward. I didn't know that my left leg was broken. At this time, I didn't feel any pain at all. The only place I feel pain now is my heart and fingertips. , The pain made me panting heavily. I didn't feel the pain in my leg, but I couldn't use my strength anymore. In the end, I couldn't walk or run because my left leg was out of control and couldn't support my body.

I fell to the ground, so I had to crawl over with my hands on the ground. When I climbed to Xiaolu's side, I closed my mouth and swallowed the heavy panting sound into my throat, and then I touched his face with both hands. Keep calling his name: "Xiaolu!"

I yelled out, only to find that my voice was broken so badly, I was so hoarse that I couldn't hear it, as if a piece of broken glass was stuck in my throat, I yelled out, only to find that my throat was already very painful.

But Yang Lu didn't respond to me, I watched him open his eyes, but he didn't say anything, I was afraid that he would close his eyes, afraid that he would lose consciousness, so I stuck to his face and called his name , I called Yang Lu, and also called Xiao Lu, and then I became incoherent. I blinked, and tears fell on his face. Close to his face, as if we were still very young, I put him to sleep.I called him: "Baby..."

Don't go to sleep, okay?

My mind may be really confused, I don't know anything, I leaned against his face, and heard him whisper to me: "I'm sorry."

But I didn't react at all, I didn't know what he was sorry for, I just thought, he just fell asleep.

Lin Shuzhen rushed to the hospital first. At that time, my spirit was very unstable. The doctor forcibly gave me an injection of diazepam. Lin Shuzhen and Xia Chaobei were both abroad, and they were still in two different countries. Lin Shuzhen flew back first by borrowing a private jet. I was sitting outside the operating room dragging my leg in a cast.

It's been a whole night, and there are two policemen sitting beside me. I don't know what they said. Lin Shuzhen ran all the way to me. I looked down and saw that there was only one high-heeled shoe left on her foot. Before the woman could speak, she asked me in a broken voice: "What did you do—how did you fall from the seventh floor!"

I didn't answer Lin Shuzhen, the policeman next to me stood up and grabbed Lin Shuzhen's arm. They kept trying to comfort Lin Shuzhen, but Lin Shuzhen still grabbed my arm and forced me to look up at her.

"What are you doing?" Lin Shuzhen's face was full of tears, and her eyes were full of disbelief.

I looked at her and thought about it for a long time, but in fact I didn't think about anything, my thinking was already stagnant.

The policeman next to me said, "Don't blame him. He also fell from the seventh floor. He was lucky enough to save his life."

Lin Shuzhen took a breath, and she asked me, "Why did you fall from the seventh floor?"

If my mind was clear at the moment, I wouldn't tell Lin Shuzhen why, but my mind is muddled now, I heard her ask, and I heard myself say softly in a very mechanical voice: "Xiao Lu fell down, I jumped down too, do you need a reason?"

Then Lin Shuzhen lost her voice. It was the police who made the voice. I don't know whether it was the police on the left or the police on the right. She said loudly to me: "Little comrade, what are you thinking? You jump down." What! Don't die!"

I thought, if Yang Lu was gone in this world, what would Gu Tingsheng want his life for?

It took two days for Yang Lu to be transferred from the ICU to the general ward. During these two days, when I think about it later, I really don’t remember what was going on in my mind. I think I may have become mentally handicapped these two days. Everything is unresponsive.

I remember that Shen Mengyu was here, Gu Xingsong was also here, Xia Chaobei, Xia Wanwan, Zhang Yueyang, Xiang Linlin, and Xiaolu's roommate, a boy named Zheng Yize, hugged a guy I didn't know. boy.

But I don't remember what they said. I only vaguely remember Zhang Yueyang and Xiang Linlin sitting on my right and Xiang Linlin sitting on my left. They said a lot to me, but I don't remember anything, just remember Before Zhang Yueyang left, he put his arm around my shoulder and said to me, "Brother Gu, my condolences."

What do I want to mourn, Zhang Yueyang has been gone for a long time, I was still frowning and thinking, what is mourning, Lin Shuzhen came over at this moment and stuffed a cup of hot water in my hand, I suddenly figured it out—— Yang Lu might die.

He died, so my condolences.

I couldn't help trembling all over my body. Lin Shuzhen hugged me, and she said to me: "My child... my child..."

She said a few times, then cried, and then buried her face on my shoulder, Lin Shuzhen cried and said: "It's not your fault, Auntie doesn't blame you, you...you have to take care of yourself ah!"

I didn't even understand the meaning of Lin Shuzhen's words. I just subconsciously thought, why is Lin Shuzhen crying? Now I am very afraid of being cried by others. When they cry, I am worried that my Xiaolu is dead.

This made me feel very scared and terrified. This kind of fear is like walking on a promenade that has no end and no way to see. Looking ahead is the same as looking back.

Without Yang Lu, Gu Tingsheng's life has become meaningless. This is a fact. Everything I have struggled for, and all I have worked hard to make money, is not to bring down Yuan Mengyu and Gu Xingsong, but I think it is very good. Let's spend our lives with Yang Lu.

But now that Yang Lu was gone, I stretched out my hand to look at the palms of my hands, and I realized that I, Gu Tingsheng, had nothing.

Gone.

My whole life is gone.

In these two days, I successfully changed from an atheist to a theist, I may also be crazy, I keep asking all the gods I know, God, Avalokiteshvara, Allah, I tell all the gods I know The gods prayed that Yang Lu could wake up.

I used to not believe in gods and Buddhas. I don't understand why I believe in religion. I think there is no difference between religion and pyramid schemes, but now I feel very painful.

I want to cry every moment, the pain is so painful that I yearn for the existence of gods in this world, and I am willing to be their most loyal believer, as long as they can wake Xiaolu up.

Two days later, Xiaolu woke up once. He was still in the ICU and could only be visited by one person at a time. Lin Shuzhen let me in, and she said to me: "If one of us can wake up Yang Lu, that person must It's you."

"Because he loves you very much." Lin Shuzhen said to me, "What he can't bear the most is to make you sad."

As a result, Xiaolu really woke up once this time. I don't know if I woke him up, but I saw him open his eyes and said to me: "Brother."

I don't know how to describe the mood at this moment, it may be joy or ecstasy, but when I came out of the ICU, Yang Lu was transferred to the general ward, and I held his hand, and I suddenly became very calm.

Because I suddenly figured it out, no matter what Yang Lu is, if he can survive, I will never be separated from him again, but if he can't survive, so what?

If he can't survive, I'll die with him.