Happy Life [Rebirth]

At about ten o'clock in the morning, Gu Tingsheng and I finished our breakfast, and the bowls and chopsticks were placed in the sink. Although Gu Tingsheng was not angry now, the two of us nestled on the sofa, and the atmosphere was still very heavy.

After all, who can laugh on their own memorial day and the memorial day of their loved ones.

I really want to ask Gu Tingsheng some questions, such as when you went to visit me in your previous life, what flowers did you bring, and where I was buried, but I know that it is too cruel to ask Gu Tingsheng these things.So even though I was curious, I refrained from asking these questions.

Around 10:30, in the winter of December in the north, the outside looks like that kind of gray brightness. The smog and haze pollution in Jincheng has been very serious in the past two years. I remember the day I died in my previous life, and it was not sunny, because After all, it is winter.

Gu Tingsheng's cell phone rang first, and he answered the call. It was a pet shop in Haishi. He needed to go on a business trip, so he always kept Fat Cat and its five cubs in this pet shop.

I listened to a few sentences, and the other party seemed to call and say that a cat had diarrhea.

Gu Tingsheng was very concerned about these cats. After he answered the phone and listened to a few words, he was obviously a little irritable and worried. Soon he stood up and walked back and forth, and finally walked to the terrace connected to the living room, where there was a row of floor-to-ceiling windows, and Like the living room of the small villa we lived in when we were young, you can see the whole outside scenery when you open the curtains.

The doorbell rang right after it, but Gu Tingsheng probably didn't hear it, and now he flew to those cats with all his heart.

I went to open the door, wondering who it was, I was still wondering if it was Lin Shuzhen or Xia Chaobei who came to see me, I was taken aback when I opened the door, Yuan Mengyu outside the door was wearing very delicate makeup, wearing a light-colored jumpsuit Leg pants, which makes her look like a modern girl, still young, beautiful, and powerful.

Yuan Mengyu just glanced at me, I didn't say anything, and I didn't invite her into the room at all, she had already walked in.

Later I thought, I should stop her, the dust has settled, she has nothing to say to me and Gu Tingsheng, but at this time I may still have a trace of innocence - I hope she can treat her Gu Tingsheng apologized, I hope she can tell Gu Tingsheng that she shouldn't treat him like this.After all, no matter how much Gu Tingsheng said that he hated Gu Xingsong and Yuan Mengyu, I always remembered that in his previous life, Gu Tingsheng sincerely longed to be loved by them.

But I paid a terrible price for this "naivety".

Although it is hard to be without emotions as a human being, I also overlooked that emotions like "hate" can make people go from one extreme to another.

Yuan Mengyu walked all the way to the living room, I closed the door, turned around and followed her, she also walked to the French window, Gu Tingsheng slowly turned sideways while holding the phone, I saw Gu Tingsheng looked at her very indifferently.

Yuan Mengyu also turned around. Yuan Mengyu is not short among women, but standing with Gu Tingsheng, she is almost a head shorter than Gu Tingsheng, so that she needs to look up at Gu Tingsheng.

Gu Tingsheng frowned at Yuan Mengyu, I walked over and heard him ask Yuan Mengyu in a cold tone: "What are you doing here?"

I stood beside Gu Tingsheng, looking at Yuan Mengyu silently, and Yuan Mengyu looked at me again, her current expression was exactly the same as that of Gu Tingsheng's indifference, which gave me an illusion that Gu Tingsheng's facial features were originally Xiao's mother, but now Yuan Mengyu's expression is exactly the same as his , which gave me the illusion that I saw the female version of Gu Tingsheng.

When Yuan Mengyu spoke, her tone of voice was as cold as Gu Tingsheng's. Yuan Mengyu said, "Son, are you talking to your mother like this?"

The tone of Gu Tingsheng's answer was very sarcastic. He asked Yuan Mengyu: "Do you treat me like your child?"

Yuan Mengyu looked at me again, and she said: "Tingsheng, this is the last time my mother came to see you. I remember when I was young, you always called and pestered me, asking me to hug you, saying you wanted to see me, when was it?" You don't need your mother anymore?"

When I heard this, my heart softened. I don't know if Gu Tingsheng has a soft heart, but I know how important a mother is to a child. In this world, no matter whether it is a human being or an animal, they all seem to have a special longing for their mother. Maybe it is because Life is born by mothers, and each of us is like a continuation of our mothers.

Yuan Mengyu said: "I want to have a good talk with you, I don't want to see you for the last time to quarrel with you."

"Go and get me a glass of water." Yuan Mengyu looked at Gu Tingsheng, she looked at Gu Tingsheng very intently, and said slowly and firmly, "If you want to see me again in the future, you have to go to the prison to see me, don't you, I am excellent son?"

Gu Tingsheng didn't move, on the contrary he looked at Yuan Mengyu very vigilantly, Yuan Mengyu looked at Gu Tingsheng, I looked at her, I saw that the expression on her face softened for a moment, and only for a moment.

At this moment, Yuan Mengyu said very gently: "How long has it been since you called me mom again?"

It was the tenderness of this moment, Gu Tingsheng turned around, he walked to the kitchen as if fleeing from a wilderness, and said softly: "Okay, this is the last time I see you."

At this time, I thought, how could it be the last time? I thought that after Yuan Mengyu went to prison, Gu Tingsheng would definitely visit him, but Yuan Mengyu did what he said, and this was indeed the last time she saw Gu Tingsheng.

Gu Tingsheng went to the kitchen, and Yuan Mengyu turned to face the floor-to-ceiling windows. She stretched out her hand and pushed one open. When she walked to the terrace, I subconsciously stopped her and asked her, "What are you going to do?"

Yuan Mengyu pushed me, the woman used a lot of strength, I was pushed back a step, she turned to look at me again, the woman smiled at me, I realized that she was smiling abnormally, Her indifference and gentleness just now are like a mask compared to her current smile. Now she took off the mask and watched me laugh wildly and meanly.

This is really a very mean and vicious smile. She backhanded and sat on the balcony railing. She was very thin, half of her body was swaying in today's not warm winter day, like a bird dying.

I was really taken aback by her, I stepped forward quickly, reached out to grab Yuan Mengyu, I asked Yuan Mengyu: "What are you here for?"

Yuan Mengyu said to me: "How about I die in front of Gu Tingsheng?"

I grabbed her hand and was about to pull her down. At the same time, I thought I understood why she came today. I said fiercely to her: "How can you be so vicious? You shouldn't hate elder brother if you hate anyone, he The only innocent person in this matter!"

"Why are you so naive?" Yuan Mengyu said to me, she was stronger than I imagined, or crazy, I didn't drag her down.Yuan Mengyu had already fallen backwards.

I can't watch her die here, I can't imagine how her death in front of Gu Tingsheng will affect Gu Tingsheng, I only know that she will use her own death to complete the final revenge.

At this time, half of Yuan Mengyu's body was hanging outside, I hugged her waist, Yuan Mengyu suddenly said: "I'm just kidding, you let go, I won't commit suicide."

I was not at ease and did not dare to let go, Yuan Mengyu said: "I relax, you pull me up."

When she said this, I felt that she really stopped falling backwards, so I tried to pull her to the ground. When half of her body fell inside, I breathed a sigh of relief, and Yuan Mengyu hugged me with both hands My neck, I feel very uncomfortable - for people, the neck is really a relatively fragile part.

And Yuan Mengyu's next action made me feel even more uncomfortable. She leaned close to my ear. I think if there are outsiders watching at this time, they will definitely feel that this is a very intimate action. Maybe they will think that the two of us One is a pair of lovers.

But Yuan Mengyu was by my ear, she gritted her teeth and said to me: "Why?"

I didn't understand what this sentence meant, I just felt that this woman was struggling, she exhausted all the strength in her body, grabbed my neck and fell back.

Later, when I recalled this moment, I only had the feeling of leaning forward and falling, which was similar to when I died. My body was extremely heavy, and my whole body was heading towards an infinite direction with no end in sight. fall.

Together with Yuan Mengyu, I became a falling bird.

The moment she fell backwards, she told me the whole thing.

She said to me angrily and full of hatred: "How can Gu Tingsheng be happy?"

Then all I heard was a roar that cracked my throat. It was my brother's voice, I thought.After this sound, I heard a heavy, sound of the body falling to the ground.

I turned my head to the side, but my sense of hearing, touch and vision didn’t disappear, but I felt pain in the back of my head all over my body. I moved my hands, and my fingers could still move, but my body didn’t obey.

The body becomes very heavy.

I soon heard two falling sounds, which was very strange, because Yuan Mengyu and I had already fallen to the ground. I turned my head and saw Yuan Mengyu lying on the ground in a twisted posture, surrounded by people screaming , Those people ran over quickly, and I saw a large piece of blood on Yuan Mengyu's light-colored clothes, like a red flower that was blooming.

I thought, let Yuan Mengyu die in front of Gu Tingsheng. At this time, my mind was really confused, I forgot, I might die too.

But soon I realized that I also fell from the seventh floor. After realizing it, I should hate, or be afraid, or have some other feelings, but I heard a long cry, which was full of extreme pain. fear reached my ears.

I heard Gu Tingsheng calling me in such a voice: "Xiaolu!"

I tried my best to turn my head in another direction, and saw Gu Tingsheng limping over. He was still a few meters away from me, but at this moment I realized that I could no longer see clearly, and vaguely saw him kneeling on the ground. When I fell to the ground, I moved my lips, and only then did I feel tears streaming from my eyes.

I vaguely saw Gu Tingsheng kneeling on the ground crawling over, and felt him touch my face, and I heard him call my name in a hoarse voice with a broken voice.

He called Yang Lu, and Xiao Lu, and I even heard him call baby, and at the end he shouted incoherently, I couldn't see anything anymore, I opened my mouth and felt his face against mine , I finally said to him before losing consciousness: "I'm sorry."

I really want to spend my whole life with this person. I think ten years, 20 years, 30 years... I want to be with him all my life.

And I promised him never to be separated from him again.

But in the end I can only say sorry.

……

Later I saw my own life, the life of the upper and lower lives.

It was only then that I realized that before death, people would really quickly recall their own life in a short period of time. I used to think that I had forgotten the appearance of my biological parents and many things in my previous life.

But in the darkness, I saw a young woman and a man smiling at me. They reached out and hugged me. I looked at them and remembered, this is my father and mother.

But soon I saw more of Lin Shuzhen, Xia Chaobei, and Xia Wanwan. In the long video after that, I saw a boy growing up.

I watched him grow from a teenager to a teenager, graduated from high school, graduated from college, and finally he had the face of a man, and I saw him look at me and say, " Elder brother is like father, you are my responsibility."

Then on this day, I died in front of him.

Soon, another ten-year-old boy appeared in front of me. His brows and eyes were terribly indifferent, unlike the expression that a boy of this age should have. I saw that I had been following him.

I saw this person everywhere in my memory, from him as a child to him as an adult, in my two short lives, Gu Tingsheng was really domineering, he occupied almost all of my life remember.

Finally I saw him hold my face in his hands, and he said to me, "If you die, I won't live."

This is the last memory I saw about Gu Tingsheng, but when I opened my eyes again, before I saw Guang and Gu Tingsheng, the last thing I saw was my biological mother.

It was a figure who was held in someone's arms and had to squint to see the other person's face. I saw her looking at me sadly, and heard her say to me, "Little Lu, live on."

This is my last memory of my mother. When the car accident came, she hugged me tightly with her body. These are the last words she said to me.

I thought I forgot, but I always remember.

When I opened my eyes, the first thing I saw was light, my consciousness didn't disappear, but what I thought was am I still alive, or where did I go, like heaven?Like hell?

But soon I felt that someone was trembling and touching my face. It was a pair of trembling hands. I squinted and couldn't open it very far. I felt that the light in front of me dimmed, and a vague figure appeared in front of my eyes.

Immediately afterwards, I felt the cool liquid fall on my face. Before I realized that it was tears, I blinked my eyes very hard, but I still couldn't see clearly, and I was very dizzy.

I moved my mouth, my throat was hoarse and painful, but I still shouted as much as I could.I heard my own voice, and I shouted: "Brother."

"Little Lu." The man responded to me.

He said tremblingly, "Are you awake?"

I said "um", and this person said a lot, but I felt a headache and dizziness, so I closed my eyes again.

When I opened my eyes again, I felt my lips were wet, and I heard the sound of walking around me.

I turned my head sideways, squinted my eyes for a while, and saw a woman standing bent over the bed. I could see her face clearly, it was my mother.

Lin Shuzhen didn't look at me, she was facing the bedside table, I saw the surrounding whiteness, guessed it was in the hospital, I moved my hands, only to find that someone was holding my left hand, I turned my head to look again, only to find that Gu Tingsheng was lying on the bed On the side of the bed, I may have fallen asleep, but one hand held my left hand and did not let go.

I looked at him for a long time, and then I heard a trembling "Xiaolu?" It was Lin Shuzhen's voice, but I couldn't bear to turn my head. I looked at Gu Tingsheng, and couldn't bear to take my eyes off his face.

Because I always feel as if I haven't seen him for a long time.

Lin Shuzhen walked around to the side of the bed, and I saw my mother was wiping tears, and she bent down again, so I shook my head.Lin Shuzhen was about to touch Gu Tingsheng's hand, but Gu Tingsheng still woke up.

Our two eyes met at once, I looked at him, thought for a while and asked him hoarsely: "What day is it today?"

Gu Tingsheng watched, he opened his mouth, and said, "...I forgot."

Then I saw Gu Tingsheng just blinked his eyes, and a lot of tears poured out of his eyes.

I had no choice but to move my fingers to shake his hand back. Gu Tingsheng looked at me with tears streaming down his face, motionless, like a crying sculpture, looking very sad, which made me feel very sad.I had a sore throat, so I had to tell him very slowly. Fortunately, I still had a long time to say a lot to him.

Now, I look at him, and slowly say to him what I always have to say to him.I told Gu Tingsheng, I told Gu Tingsheng who was holding Yang Lu's body in the past, and I told this Gu Tingsheng now.

"elder brother."

"Don't cry."

The author has something to say: The first big brother's point of view outside the fan, writes about the period from Xiao Lu being dragged down by Yuan Mengyu to waking up from a coma, the big brother's point of view.

This is the end of it, I think we can update the episode around 11:30 today ^^