Happy Life [Rebirth]
Chapter 119 Longevity
Gu Tingsheng and I almost spoke in unison, and we both froze after we finished speaking.
Gu Tingsheng reacted quickly, he took the cigarette out of his mouth, and walked towards me, I took two steps back, I thought he was going to hit someone - because he looked really angry, like being beaten A male beast that steals a mate.
But he was beautiful, too, I thought, and even this angry look was beautiful.
Gu Tingsheng didn't beat me up, he just took me into his arms and put the cigarette in his hand into the wine glass on the table.
The anger on his face is now replaced by a kind of indifference, which is not as good as when he was in junior high school. It is a very deep world-weary emotion, with a kind of anger that I can't understand but is very familiar with.
I used to, in my previous life, because I couldn't get him, I used to grit my teeth and look in the mirror, unable to enlighten my emotions for a long time. I really hated this world, but I was powerless.
After hating helplessly for a long time, this is the look on his face, world-weary, without any concealment of his disgust for everything, as if there is nothing in this world worth laughing at.
"Brother——" I went to shake Gu Tingsheng's hand. I don't know why he hates him so deeply. I think we are both alive now, we are together, we have friends, and we have a relationship that can be called normal. So why do you have to show such an expression, life is moving forward, this life has not seen the end, but it is getting better and better after seeing it.
"Yang Lu." Gu Tingsheng yelled viciously in his ear, using a lot of energy.
The background sound of the bar was noisy, and that bad guy named Alon was still shouting on the stage: "Yang Lu, I know you're still here, I like you, please don't leave me, okay!"
Gu Tingsheng held my hand instead, he squeezed me hard, I didn't dare to make a sound, it's all about that bad guy named Alon, it made me feel guilty too, but why am I guilty, I think I'm innocent too.
But Gu Tingsheng obviously couldn't understand that I was innocent. I heard him gasp a few times, and I saw him turn around, and his eyes fell on the idiot who called my name on the stage.
Most of the people in the bar were idiots. After alon finished shouting, they shouted "Yang Lu" and "Yang Lu", which made me feel more and more guilty. At this time, that boy Xiaotao ran over. He was standing a few steps away from Gu Tingsheng. I stopped at the place where my eyes were first looking at Gu Tingsheng, but soon I saw Gu Tingsheng holding my hand.
I also looked at him, this boy is really short, I think, not even 1.7 meters, he is thin, his face seems to have the delicate features of a boy of this age, and he has not yet shown the sharp lines of a man.
The boy looked at me and he said to me, "Who are you?"
Then he jumped in front of Gu Tingsheng and stretched out his hand to pull Gu Tingsheng, but Gu Tingsheng avoided him and separated him to grab someone's hand.
Gu Tingsheng said: "I am not the same kind of person as you are."
I smiled unconsciously, and the boy stared at me, and he suddenly smiled mockingly at me: "You are his boyfriend, aren't you?"
I looked at him, he looked at me and said mockingly: "You are just a substitute, the person he liked before died, you know."
I nodded: "I know." I thought, that person... maybe it's me.
Xiaotao: "..." Xiaotao raised her voice and said, "You know? You know, can you bear being a substitute?"
Gu Tingsheng turned around quickly at this moment, and he said to Xiaotao: "Shut up." His voice was cold.
But when I looked at me, I saw his eyes and eyebrows, those bright world-weary emotions finally disappeared, and he looked at me a little flustered.
Gu Tingsheng wiped his eyes suddenly, and said, "Yang Lu."
In the bar, Alon shouted affectionately: "Yang Lu!"
Countless people shouted "Yang Lu" happily and excitedly!
Among so many voices, I shook my body, and the smell of alcohol came to my mind. I suddenly felt that this scene was like a dream. Among so many voices, why is only your voice so sad.And why are you crying again, I don't want to see your crying face anymore, I don't want to see the scene where you hug me and cry, but I can't touch you anymore.
In the end, it was Gu Tingsheng who helped me out of the bar. I can't drink very well, a glass of whiskey knocked me down, and I don't know how I managed to stand up before.
Xu Haifeng found Lin Yi, Lin Yi was drunk enough to be able to stand, but his thoughts were confused and excited, Xu Haifeng also brought over my coat, hat and scarf, Gu Tingsheng put one arm around my shoulder, and put my clothes in the bend of the other arm .Xu Haifeng wanted to send the two of us off, Lin Yi got excited and got into the dance floor again, Xu Haifeng wiped off his sweat, apologized, and quickly followed.
All the way out of the bar, the noisy voices behind me became farther and farther away, and the voice calling Yang Lu was like snow melting in winter, gradually melting into the heating behind me, I felt the winter wind with the smell of cold snow blowing on my face On the morning, Gu Tingsheng put on a coat for me, a hat and a scarf for me, leaving me with only one pair of eyes exposed.
I don't know how I got on his back. The bar street is also very bright at night, and all kinds of lights are dazzling, which makes my eyes hurt.
I lay on Gu Tingsheng's shoulder, closed my eyes, my head hurt, but I wasn't dizzy or sleepy, I just felt a throbbing throbbing in my temple, as if something was about to come out of it.
I touched Gu Tingsheng's chest and heard Gu Tingsheng yawn, his back was arched, and I could clearly feel the hardness of his spine.
I realized again that he was only wearing a sweater. I opened my eyes, and Gu Tingsheng under me supported my legs with both hands. Many men and women passing by the street looked back at him.
"Brother." I yelled, and found that my voice was hoarse. Through the scarf, my voice was not only hoarse but also muffled.
"Where are your clothes?"
Gu Tingsheng said: "I forgot the bar, I'm so excited." He said: "You are all angry, Yang Lu, why are you coming to the bar at your age?"
Then Gu Tingsheng reacted quickly, he said, "Are you following me?"
I lay on his back, looked sideways at the street lights, and told him honestly: "I saw you chatting with Lin Yi, why did you come to this place, are you very old? "
Gu Tingsheng was silent, he walked very slowly, I think it might be because I was already very heavy for him, not like a long time ago, when I was only eight years old, thin and small, 11-year-old Gu Tingsheng had two Hands stretched out, passed under my arms, and lifted me up.
At that time, I seemed to him like a puppy, a cat, or a gadget. He hugged me effortlessly, and he liked to walk around with me very much, which made me always avoid him for a while. , because at that time I was not used to contacting people.
But in the past so many years, I have grown taller, and finally Gu Tingsheng has to walk slowly and carry me on his back.
I lay on his back, and at this moment, I suddenly understood the traces of the past, and also understood that the past years will never come back.
"Brother." I heard myself calling him in a low voice, and Gu Tingsheng responded.
I said to him, "I'm a little uncomfortable."
Gu Tingsheng was surprised and panicked and turned his head to ask me: "What's wrong with you, what kind of wine did you drink, are you dizzy?"
"I'm uncomfortable." I hugged Gu Tingsheng's neck, "In a blink of an eye, you are so tall and big, I am sad that I didn't see you when you were young this time, and accidentally missed your childhood."
Gu Tingsheng was silent, and after a long time he said to me in a hoarse voice, "Brother is too."
"If you are not careful, you will miss your past time." Gu Tingsheng said, "When I see you again, you are so old."
Gu Tingsheng lowered his voice and asked me again: "When did you come here, when I was chatting with that boy?"
"When you said I bought you something to drink." I replied to Gu Tingsheng, "At that time, I sat behind you."
It was silent again, I put my arms around Gu Tingsheng's neck, maybe I was really drunk, I could take advantage of this time to ask many things, but my mind started to get a little excited again, I said: "Brother, sing, sing for me."
Gu Tingsheng didn't sing, he opened his mouth and explained anxiously to me: "Brother only has you as his lover, there is no dead lover, and he didn't regard you as a substitute."
"I know I'm not a substitute." I interrupted Gu Tingsheng and told him, "Sometimes you look at me strangely, you know that?"
"You look at me, but it seems that you are looking at a place far away through me. You look at me with deep nostalgia." I touched Gu Tingsheng's chin, and then touched his eyes. To Gu Tingsheng's tears.
I pulled the scarf off my neck and wrapped it around Gu Tingsheng's neck, and I said to him, confess everything about me: "I'm very surprised why you look at me like this, and then I thought of when you were in junior high school, you told me You have schizophrenia, you remember you have a brother, but it’s all real, it’s not a fantasy you’ve had.”
"Did you remember?" I asked Gu Tingsheng, "Remember, a lifetime ago, Gu Xingsong and Yuan Mengyu adopted me. We lived in a small two-story mansion on Beihuan Road. We grew peonies in the front yard and peonies in the backyard. The plant is alfalfa, and there is a banyan tree, and a swing is installed under the banyan tree."
"We grew up together there." I finally said, and then I wiped my eyes indiscriminately, but the crying was too sudden, and I cried as soon as I spoke, the tears fell from my face to Gu Tingsheng's neck, on the shoulders.
I went to wipe the tears that fell on Gu Tingsheng's body, but my eyes were like a faucet that had been turned on. I couldn't stop the water from leaking out. The winter was terribly cold, and the winter wind blew over at night, and I felt my face was going to be frozen. .
But I couldn't help it, and wept softly on Gu Tingsheng's shoulder.
Gu Tingsheng didn't speak for a long time, he walked on the street with my back in silence, we walked out of the bar street, there were not many people on the street outside, the tall street lights were brightly lit, I have cried enough, whispered to Gu Tingsheng :"sorry."
Gu Tingsheng asked me, "Why do you say sorry?"
His voice was very hoarse, then he bent down, I slid off his back, Gu Tingsheng squatted on the ground with his head hanging, he suddenly let out a hoarse cry, I have never seen him cry like this, never again There was no forbearance or concealment, like a very small child who couldn't bear it anymore after being wronged so much, and like a young animal crying ferociously with its mouth wide open.
I don't know what my words made him so sad, but this time I can touch him, I hold him from behind, one hand touches his hair, one hand touches his back, I want to say don't cry Yes, but I want to cry, just cry.
There are not many people passing by on the street, but everyone takes a look and then walks away. Everyone's emotions are not interlinked, and no one can empathize with them.
But I held Gu Tingsheng in my arms, and I felt that I understood his sadness and his grievances, but fortunately, we still met each other after so many years.
Gu Tingsheng's voice became hoarse from crying, and his eyes were red from crying. He took my hand and held it tightly, and I hugged him, and he turned around and hugged me.
When we got home, the two of us walked lightly. At home, Xia Wanwan was asleep. When I got home and entered the bedroom, I felt that Gu Tingsheng's hands and face were cold. His nose was red and his face was covered with messy tears. Looking very embarrassed.
I told him to go to the bathroom to take a shower, he just wore a sweater and jeans, and I forgot that he would catch a cold when he came back from such a day.
But Gu Tingsheng didn't speak, he became very hoarse when he spoke now, he said that his throat was a little sore, and he kept holding his hand, I said, "Go take a hot shower, brother."
Gu Tingsheng said to me in a hoarse voice, "I never want to let go of your hand."
I had no choice but to take off my clothes, and the two of us squeezed our hands together to flush hot water in the bathroom. It seemed very silly and hypocritical, but I thought Gu Tingsheng was unwilling to let go of my hand, so what if I held it tightly for the rest of my life? Sample.
At this moment, I no longer think about the eyes of the world, I am even willing to tell everyone that I love him, I love him very much, because I lost him once, but now I have him again.
I am grateful to fate. Fate has never been stingy with me. It has always been just me being too harsh on me.
When lying on the bed, the lights were not turned off, we lay on our sides and looked at each other, Gu Tingsheng's eyes were a little red, I went to touch his face, he was very obedient and let me do it.I had a little misconception, as if I had become an elder brother, and he was still the young Gu Tingsheng I thought. I was the only one who was reborn, and I wanted to protect him.
But after a long time, the two of us looked at each other, but our eyes became more and more sad. The sadness of the two seemed to overlap and become doubled.
"You remember." Gu Tingsheng held my hand, his tone was sad as if he was going to die.
I nodded, and I said to him: "I don't want to forget, I think it's good to remember you, so that I will always love you."
Gu Tingsheng just looked at me, tears fell from his eyes again, I think Gu Tingsheng shed a lot of tears tonight.Gu Tingsheng let the tears fall from the corners of his eyes, across the bridge of his nose and into his hair.
Gu Tingsheng said in a hoarse voice, "It's my elder brother's fault. I have misunderstood you all this time."
When I heard this sentence and saw his tears, I felt a choking feeling in my throat. I swallowed hard to suppress this feeling. I shook my head and told Gu Tingsheng: "Brother, you are very happy." Well, I can't even imagine what it would be like if I missed you."
"You don't know." I told Gu Tingsheng, "You are my light, like the sun, you will shine a very warm light on me."
"You are my very important treasure." I looked at Gu Tingsheng and said slowly, I have a hundred love words, and I can tell you all night without repetition.
I told him: "I have traveled many roads, and you are the pursuit of my whole life. You are the burning fire in the long night without light, and the dream of my life—"
"Xiaolu." Gu Tingsheng called me.
I stopped my voice and looked at him very intently. He coughed several times. I turned over and he hugged me. I lay on top of him. Because my words were very pale, I went to kiss his chin. Gu Tingsheng kept going. He stroked my hair, wrapped my face in his hands, and I looked up at him.
He said to me, "You are my love."
He laughed when he said it, but after the laugh there was a heavy gasp in his throat, and then he covered his face with his hands, and I saw tears fall down his chin, I hung my head and put my ear against his chest , feeling the steady and rapid beating of the heart in his chest.
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Maybe ten minutes or an hour later, the heart in Gu Tingsheng's chest returned to its normal beating speed, and he coughed several times again.
I asked him, "Brother, does your throat hurt?"
"Just rest for one night." Gu Tingsheng said to me.
He put his arms around my waist, I thought about it and felt that Gu Tingsheng was not strong, so I moved my body and wanted to roll over, but Gu Tingsheng didn't let go.
Both of us calmed down a bit, Gu Tingsheng asked me: "Did you...know that I was also born again."
I shook my head: "I just found out recently that your eyes can't hide your feelings. I can see it. Later, when I thought about what you said to me before, I was actually too stupid. I should have thought that you have no energy. Illness, you are the same as me, you have the memory of that lifetime."
"Brother, I'm sorry." Gu Tingsheng sighed for a long, long time, with deep guilt.
"You didn't apologize to me." I leaned on Gu Tingsheng and told him very seriously, "Brother, you are very good to me, but I am not good enough, I am not smart enough, I don't know how to find those files."
When I said this, I paused, and I asked Gu Tingsheng: "Do you know...the things that Gu Xingsong and Yuan Mengyu did?"
"I found out later." Gu Tingsheng said, he thought for a long time, and said with difficulty, "After you died..."
Gu Tingsheng choked up, he coughed, and then continued: "I bought Gu's shares, the company was later financed, merged, and personnel were purged. At that time, many illegal industries were found out, and some of them were fatal. At that time, I was very glad that none of the shares left by my grandma involved those subsidiaries. Luckily, Haiyun was independent back then, and the accounts were handled differently. Can't get away."
"Yuan Mengyu told me when she was in prison." Gu Tingsheng's voice sank, "She might have gone crazy at that time, she told me that the agreement I signed back then was a smuggling project, if it wasn't for that document It was destroyed by you, and those who are imprisoned will also have my share."
"I just know... I know..." Gu Tingsheng's voice tightened, as if something rough was stuck in his throat.
I raised my head to touch his neck, and saw his expression was very painful and remorseful.
Gu Tingsheng said in pain: "...I just realized that everything you do is for me."
"The person who killed you is Zhao Yingying." Gu Tingsheng continued, "Zhao Yingying's mother has uremia and needs a kidney transplant and dialysis. Her father was the person in charge of one of the shipping smuggling projects. The document you destroyed Yuan Mengyu told Zhao Yingying that the person in charge was her father, and you took it away privately to report the person involved. Zhao Yingying thought that killing you would ensure that her father would not go to jail, but her father was still arrested and the death penalty was executed immediately."
"Zhao Yingying also committed suicide by jumping off the building."
When Gu Tingsheng said this, the corners of his mouth twitched tightly, his whole face was cold and hard, and Gu Tingsheng continued in a very cold voice: "Yuan Mengyu's death sentence will be executed immediately, but the day before the execution, she swallowed a blade in prison. She committed suicide successfully, but I don’t know where she hid the blade.”
"It was a painful death." Gu Tingsheng said expressionlessly, "Gu Xingsong died with a reprieve. The morning after knowing that Yuan Mengyu committed suicide, he was found dead as well. The test result was a myocardial infarction."
I nodded and said "Yes", I touched the corner of Gu Tingsheng's mouth, trying to pull out a smile, and asked Gu Tingsheng: "In this life, stay away from Yuan Mengyu and Gu Xingsong."
"I have a diagnosis certificate of schizophrenia." Gu Tingsheng said to me, "Killing people is not criminally responsible. After Yuan Mengyu found out, his expression was very strange. It may be that there is no way for me to sign the document. I Signed documents in this case can apply for handling as invalid documents.”
"Brother." I lay on Gu Tingsheng's body, and I couldn't help asking him, "How did you do after that?"
Gu Tingsheng didn't answer, I thought maybe my question was too general, I asked him: "Did you become the chairman later, did the company grow very big, did you find a girlfriend or boyfriend, did you have any children?" ?”
Gu Tingsheng grabbed my hand, he lowered his head and kissed my forehead, and said in a hoarse voice, "After you left, brother found out that he likes you... No, I lied to you."
Gu Tingsheng looked into my eyes: "I have always liked you, and I told you not to find a girlfriend because of how I feel, because I have you in my heart, and no one has that feeling."
I was stunned, and felt my heart suddenly turned into a fast sports car. I thought I heard it wrong. Gu Tingsheng repeated it several times in a very painful tone.
He repeated: "I lost you..."
"I lost you." Gu Tingsheng looked at me, "I just realized that I don't want anyone in this life or that life except you."
"Have you been single?"
I asked, and I felt that I was smiling, but I was just smiling and sad, so I asked Gu Tingsheng, "Will it be lonely?"
"Yes." Gu Tingsheng looked at me, "After you left, I felt very lonely, and I missed you every day. I always thought that I was a hopeless person. I only realized that I lost it after I lost it." What."
"It's okay." I kissed him, "We will never be separated in this life."
I also asked Gu Tingsheng: "You later... so Yuan Mengyu and Gu Xingsong died, how long have you lived alone, did you live to be a hundred years old, and did you adopt a child?"
After I asked, Gu Tingsheng didn't answer me immediately, my heart tightened, and then Gu Tingsheng patted my back lightly.
"I was over 30 years old." Gu Tingsheng said, "When the adoption conditions came, I adopted a boy and a girl. The boy was an older brother and the girl was a younger sister. Then I retired at the age of 50 and traveled around the world. But when I was young If you don’t pay attention to exercise, you will not be in good health when you are in your 60s.”
"I was ill at the age of 73." Gu Tingsheng lowered his head, and he smiled, "I died of illness in the hospital. When I died, my child and his grandchildren were guarding me. I thought I was going to find you."
"As soon as I open my eyes, I really went back to the past." Gu Tingsheng's voice trembled, "Brother lived a long and good life in his last life, it was a very good life."
"It's just that after you leave, I will miss you for the rest of my life."
When I heard the answer, I thought that although I didn't live to be a hundred years old, 73 years old is not a short life.I went to hold his hand, held his hand and said to him: "I will try my best to live to be a hundred years old in this life, you should pay attention to exercise now."
"Okay." Gu Tingsheng said, "In this life, I will live to be a hundred years old, and in this life, Xiao Lu will also live to be a hundred years old. Stay with my elder brother. No one should leave first."
"En." I nodded, holding Gu Tingsheng's hand, a knot in my heart was untied.
"I thought you were reborn because you were killed by Gu Xingsong and Yuan Mengyu..."
I start to feel sleepy.
"But luckily it's not... Fortunately, brother, you had a good life in your last life..."
I closed my eyes and muttered to myself, it’s such a good thing to be alive, no matter what the road ahead is, at least I have to be alive to walk side by side with the one I love.
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I overslept the next day, but luckily it was winter vacation and no one cared about it. When I woke up, Gu Tingsheng hugged me, his head was buried on my shoulder, my thighs were on his waist, and I hugged him with both hands, moving like It is an action of sleeping and holding a doll, with a strong possessive desire.
I stayed silent for a while, pushed Gu Tingsheng, and asked him if he could get up, Gu Tingsheng muttered, and I felt the hot breath from his neck, so I moved my throat and called out, "Brother."
I found that my voice was also hoarse and my nose was a bit blocked. I got out of Gu Tingsheng's arms, and Gu Tingsheng turned around himself. I saw his forehead and hair stuck to his forehead, so I touched his face and forehead. It's hot to the touch.
I quickly rolled over and got out of bed. Gu Tingsheng said it was hot, and he couldn't open his eyes, he could only open them slightly. I ran to the toilet and twisted a towel back to put it on his forehead.
Gu Tingsheng gritted his teeth, feeling a little confused all morning, Xia Wanwan was also taken aback, and offered to help me go to the pharmacy to buy medicine, while I cooked porridge in the kitchen.
When Xu Haifeng called, my sister and I were researching about a dozen medicines she had bought, ranging from antipyretic and painkillers to cold medicines for clearing away heat and detoxification. It turned out that the pharmacy clerk asked her if she had a cold and sore throat besides fever. Xia Wanwan I can't tell, I just bought the same for every possibility.
I was holding my phone, and Xu Haifeng asked me over there: "Brother, did you get home safely yesterday?"
"If I don't get home safely." I took a box of medicine and saw that it was an anal plug, "Isn't it too late for you to call now?"
Xu Haifeng laughed over there, and after he finished laughing, he said: "It's over after you left, alon has been pestering me for your mobile phone number and WeChat, but how can brother tell him, by the way, if Zhou Hao harass you, you Just ignore him, block him directly!"
"Yeah." I took a box of antipyretic and painkillers, then my sister went to the kitchen to look at the porridge, and I went to pour water for Gu Tingsheng.
"Are you serious?" I asked Xu Haifeng, "If you don't, I'll die."
Xu Haifeng: "Don't hang up, Lin Yi has something to tell you about Gu Tingsheng."
The person on the phone changed, Lin Yi said, "Yang Lu?"
"It's me." I replied.
Lin Yi: "Is Gu Tingsheng by your side?"
I thought for a while and told Lin Yi: "He's still sleeping on the bed."
After listening to Lin Yi for a while, he asked me in a strange tone: "You two slept very late last night."
As soon as I heard it, I knew he misunderstood something, but I didn't bother to pay attention to it. I said to Lin Yi: "If you have nothing else to say, I'll hang up."
Lin Yi said over there: "Did Gu Tingsheng tell you why he went gay?"
When I heard it, I still felt very uncomfortable. Lin Yi must have noticed my pause, so he said, "It seems that I didn't tell you."
"Because Gu Tingsheng thinks you are not gay." Lin Yi said to me over there, "You know, he thinks you are too young, you don't understand anything, your age makes him very insecure."
I quickly said to Lin Yi, "You are lying."
Lin Yi: "I lied, but everything I said was true."
"I'm hanging up." I hung up the phone, and went back to the room with water and medicine.
The towel on Gu Tingsheng's head was crooked. I sat on the edge of the bed and took the towel away, only to find that the cold towel had become hot.I bent down to help him up, and said to him, "Brother, take the medicine, you have a very bad fever."
I thought maybe I should take Gu Tingsheng to get a fever-reducing injection, but he couldn't walk at all with his current appearance. I looked at my arms, and I couldn't carry Gu Tingsheng with my small body.
Gu Tingsheng also had a hard time swallowing. He drank a lot of water to swallow a fever-reducing medicine. I touched his head and wanted to change the towel and put it on his head. He stopped me and said vaguely: "Little Lu, don't go."
I put my forehead against his and told him, "I'm not going."
"Kiss me." Gu Tingsheng squinted his eyes, and his breath was still hot.I printed my lips, and his lips were dry, but they were still soft, just like him, although his appearance is always cold, but I know his heart is very gentle.
Gu Tingsheng stuck out his tongue, and I felt his mouth was very hot, we sucked/kissed each other for a while, Gu Tingsheng coughed, he suddenly reacted, waved his hand to me, and said: "I forgot, in case it infects you what to do."
"You just have a fever." I went to wring out the towel and put it on his forehead when I came back, "It won't infect me."
"I must have caught a cold."
I held his hand and asked him, "Brother, are you hungry?"
Gu Tingsheng's voice was still hoarse: "Big Brother is not hungry. You stay here with Big Brother, don't leave."
I held his hand, and after a while I asked him: "Why did you go gay with Lin Yi?"
"I think..." Gu Tingsheng lay on the bed and sighed, he opened his eyes and glanced at me, "I didn't know that you also had the memory of that lifetime, I'm not sure, big brother is afraid of delaying you."
"I just want to go to the gay bar to see other people... just want to see what kind of group this is..." Gu Tingsheng's voice became lower and lower, and he said with self-deprecation, "but it's not the same kind of people at all."
The author has something to say: How old is the eldest brother in Fanwai, 30 years old (still 31 years old), died in a car accident and saved a child...(___)ノ|
Brother, let’s go gay, just want to see the gay group, brother is free ╮(╯▽╰)╭
Gu Tingsheng reacted quickly, he took the cigarette out of his mouth, and walked towards me, I took two steps back, I thought he was going to hit someone - because he looked really angry, like being beaten A male beast that steals a mate.
But he was beautiful, too, I thought, and even this angry look was beautiful.
Gu Tingsheng didn't beat me up, he just took me into his arms and put the cigarette in his hand into the wine glass on the table.
The anger on his face is now replaced by a kind of indifference, which is not as good as when he was in junior high school. It is a very deep world-weary emotion, with a kind of anger that I can't understand but is very familiar with.
I used to, in my previous life, because I couldn't get him, I used to grit my teeth and look in the mirror, unable to enlighten my emotions for a long time. I really hated this world, but I was powerless.
After hating helplessly for a long time, this is the look on his face, world-weary, without any concealment of his disgust for everything, as if there is nothing in this world worth laughing at.
"Brother——" I went to shake Gu Tingsheng's hand. I don't know why he hates him so deeply. I think we are both alive now, we are together, we have friends, and we have a relationship that can be called normal. So why do you have to show such an expression, life is moving forward, this life has not seen the end, but it is getting better and better after seeing it.
"Yang Lu." Gu Tingsheng yelled viciously in his ear, using a lot of energy.
The background sound of the bar was noisy, and that bad guy named Alon was still shouting on the stage: "Yang Lu, I know you're still here, I like you, please don't leave me, okay!"
Gu Tingsheng held my hand instead, he squeezed me hard, I didn't dare to make a sound, it's all about that bad guy named Alon, it made me feel guilty too, but why am I guilty, I think I'm innocent too.
But Gu Tingsheng obviously couldn't understand that I was innocent. I heard him gasp a few times, and I saw him turn around, and his eyes fell on the idiot who called my name on the stage.
Most of the people in the bar were idiots. After alon finished shouting, they shouted "Yang Lu" and "Yang Lu", which made me feel more and more guilty. At this time, that boy Xiaotao ran over. He was standing a few steps away from Gu Tingsheng. I stopped at the place where my eyes were first looking at Gu Tingsheng, but soon I saw Gu Tingsheng holding my hand.
I also looked at him, this boy is really short, I think, not even 1.7 meters, he is thin, his face seems to have the delicate features of a boy of this age, and he has not yet shown the sharp lines of a man.
The boy looked at me and he said to me, "Who are you?"
Then he jumped in front of Gu Tingsheng and stretched out his hand to pull Gu Tingsheng, but Gu Tingsheng avoided him and separated him to grab someone's hand.
Gu Tingsheng said: "I am not the same kind of person as you are."
I smiled unconsciously, and the boy stared at me, and he suddenly smiled mockingly at me: "You are his boyfriend, aren't you?"
I looked at him, he looked at me and said mockingly: "You are just a substitute, the person he liked before died, you know."
I nodded: "I know." I thought, that person... maybe it's me.
Xiaotao: "..." Xiaotao raised her voice and said, "You know? You know, can you bear being a substitute?"
Gu Tingsheng turned around quickly at this moment, and he said to Xiaotao: "Shut up." His voice was cold.
But when I looked at me, I saw his eyes and eyebrows, those bright world-weary emotions finally disappeared, and he looked at me a little flustered.
Gu Tingsheng wiped his eyes suddenly, and said, "Yang Lu."
In the bar, Alon shouted affectionately: "Yang Lu!"
Countless people shouted "Yang Lu" happily and excitedly!
Among so many voices, I shook my body, and the smell of alcohol came to my mind. I suddenly felt that this scene was like a dream. Among so many voices, why is only your voice so sad.And why are you crying again, I don't want to see your crying face anymore, I don't want to see the scene where you hug me and cry, but I can't touch you anymore.
In the end, it was Gu Tingsheng who helped me out of the bar. I can't drink very well, a glass of whiskey knocked me down, and I don't know how I managed to stand up before.
Xu Haifeng found Lin Yi, Lin Yi was drunk enough to be able to stand, but his thoughts were confused and excited, Xu Haifeng also brought over my coat, hat and scarf, Gu Tingsheng put one arm around my shoulder, and put my clothes in the bend of the other arm .Xu Haifeng wanted to send the two of us off, Lin Yi got excited and got into the dance floor again, Xu Haifeng wiped off his sweat, apologized, and quickly followed.
All the way out of the bar, the noisy voices behind me became farther and farther away, and the voice calling Yang Lu was like snow melting in winter, gradually melting into the heating behind me, I felt the winter wind with the smell of cold snow blowing on my face On the morning, Gu Tingsheng put on a coat for me, a hat and a scarf for me, leaving me with only one pair of eyes exposed.
I don't know how I got on his back. The bar street is also very bright at night, and all kinds of lights are dazzling, which makes my eyes hurt.
I lay on Gu Tingsheng's shoulder, closed my eyes, my head hurt, but I wasn't dizzy or sleepy, I just felt a throbbing throbbing in my temple, as if something was about to come out of it.
I touched Gu Tingsheng's chest and heard Gu Tingsheng yawn, his back was arched, and I could clearly feel the hardness of his spine.
I realized again that he was only wearing a sweater. I opened my eyes, and Gu Tingsheng under me supported my legs with both hands. Many men and women passing by the street looked back at him.
"Brother." I yelled, and found that my voice was hoarse. Through the scarf, my voice was not only hoarse but also muffled.
"Where are your clothes?"
Gu Tingsheng said: "I forgot the bar, I'm so excited." He said: "You are all angry, Yang Lu, why are you coming to the bar at your age?"
Then Gu Tingsheng reacted quickly, he said, "Are you following me?"
I lay on his back, looked sideways at the street lights, and told him honestly: "I saw you chatting with Lin Yi, why did you come to this place, are you very old? "
Gu Tingsheng was silent, he walked very slowly, I think it might be because I was already very heavy for him, not like a long time ago, when I was only eight years old, thin and small, 11-year-old Gu Tingsheng had two Hands stretched out, passed under my arms, and lifted me up.
At that time, I seemed to him like a puppy, a cat, or a gadget. He hugged me effortlessly, and he liked to walk around with me very much, which made me always avoid him for a while. , because at that time I was not used to contacting people.
But in the past so many years, I have grown taller, and finally Gu Tingsheng has to walk slowly and carry me on his back.
I lay on his back, and at this moment, I suddenly understood the traces of the past, and also understood that the past years will never come back.
"Brother." I heard myself calling him in a low voice, and Gu Tingsheng responded.
I said to him, "I'm a little uncomfortable."
Gu Tingsheng was surprised and panicked and turned his head to ask me: "What's wrong with you, what kind of wine did you drink, are you dizzy?"
"I'm uncomfortable." I hugged Gu Tingsheng's neck, "In a blink of an eye, you are so tall and big, I am sad that I didn't see you when you were young this time, and accidentally missed your childhood."
Gu Tingsheng was silent, and after a long time he said to me in a hoarse voice, "Brother is too."
"If you are not careful, you will miss your past time." Gu Tingsheng said, "When I see you again, you are so old."
Gu Tingsheng lowered his voice and asked me again: "When did you come here, when I was chatting with that boy?"
"When you said I bought you something to drink." I replied to Gu Tingsheng, "At that time, I sat behind you."
It was silent again, I put my arms around Gu Tingsheng's neck, maybe I was really drunk, I could take advantage of this time to ask many things, but my mind started to get a little excited again, I said: "Brother, sing, sing for me."
Gu Tingsheng didn't sing, he opened his mouth and explained anxiously to me: "Brother only has you as his lover, there is no dead lover, and he didn't regard you as a substitute."
"I know I'm not a substitute." I interrupted Gu Tingsheng and told him, "Sometimes you look at me strangely, you know that?"
"You look at me, but it seems that you are looking at a place far away through me. You look at me with deep nostalgia." I touched Gu Tingsheng's chin, and then touched his eyes. To Gu Tingsheng's tears.
I pulled the scarf off my neck and wrapped it around Gu Tingsheng's neck, and I said to him, confess everything about me: "I'm very surprised why you look at me like this, and then I thought of when you were in junior high school, you told me You have schizophrenia, you remember you have a brother, but it’s all real, it’s not a fantasy you’ve had.”
"Did you remember?" I asked Gu Tingsheng, "Remember, a lifetime ago, Gu Xingsong and Yuan Mengyu adopted me. We lived in a small two-story mansion on Beihuan Road. We grew peonies in the front yard and peonies in the backyard. The plant is alfalfa, and there is a banyan tree, and a swing is installed under the banyan tree."
"We grew up together there." I finally said, and then I wiped my eyes indiscriminately, but the crying was too sudden, and I cried as soon as I spoke, the tears fell from my face to Gu Tingsheng's neck, on the shoulders.
I went to wipe the tears that fell on Gu Tingsheng's body, but my eyes were like a faucet that had been turned on. I couldn't stop the water from leaking out. The winter was terribly cold, and the winter wind blew over at night, and I felt my face was going to be frozen. .
But I couldn't help it, and wept softly on Gu Tingsheng's shoulder.
Gu Tingsheng didn't speak for a long time, he walked on the street with my back in silence, we walked out of the bar street, there were not many people on the street outside, the tall street lights were brightly lit, I have cried enough, whispered to Gu Tingsheng :"sorry."
Gu Tingsheng asked me, "Why do you say sorry?"
His voice was very hoarse, then he bent down, I slid off his back, Gu Tingsheng squatted on the ground with his head hanging, he suddenly let out a hoarse cry, I have never seen him cry like this, never again There was no forbearance or concealment, like a very small child who couldn't bear it anymore after being wronged so much, and like a young animal crying ferociously with its mouth wide open.
I don't know what my words made him so sad, but this time I can touch him, I hold him from behind, one hand touches his hair, one hand touches his back, I want to say don't cry Yes, but I want to cry, just cry.
There are not many people passing by on the street, but everyone takes a look and then walks away. Everyone's emotions are not interlinked, and no one can empathize with them.
But I held Gu Tingsheng in my arms, and I felt that I understood his sadness and his grievances, but fortunately, we still met each other after so many years.
Gu Tingsheng's voice became hoarse from crying, and his eyes were red from crying. He took my hand and held it tightly, and I hugged him, and he turned around and hugged me.
When we got home, the two of us walked lightly. At home, Xia Wanwan was asleep. When I got home and entered the bedroom, I felt that Gu Tingsheng's hands and face were cold. His nose was red and his face was covered with messy tears. Looking very embarrassed.
I told him to go to the bathroom to take a shower, he just wore a sweater and jeans, and I forgot that he would catch a cold when he came back from such a day.
But Gu Tingsheng didn't speak, he became very hoarse when he spoke now, he said that his throat was a little sore, and he kept holding his hand, I said, "Go take a hot shower, brother."
Gu Tingsheng said to me in a hoarse voice, "I never want to let go of your hand."
I had no choice but to take off my clothes, and the two of us squeezed our hands together to flush hot water in the bathroom. It seemed very silly and hypocritical, but I thought Gu Tingsheng was unwilling to let go of my hand, so what if I held it tightly for the rest of my life? Sample.
At this moment, I no longer think about the eyes of the world, I am even willing to tell everyone that I love him, I love him very much, because I lost him once, but now I have him again.
I am grateful to fate. Fate has never been stingy with me. It has always been just me being too harsh on me.
When lying on the bed, the lights were not turned off, we lay on our sides and looked at each other, Gu Tingsheng's eyes were a little red, I went to touch his face, he was very obedient and let me do it.I had a little misconception, as if I had become an elder brother, and he was still the young Gu Tingsheng I thought. I was the only one who was reborn, and I wanted to protect him.
But after a long time, the two of us looked at each other, but our eyes became more and more sad. The sadness of the two seemed to overlap and become doubled.
"You remember." Gu Tingsheng held my hand, his tone was sad as if he was going to die.
I nodded, and I said to him: "I don't want to forget, I think it's good to remember you, so that I will always love you."
Gu Tingsheng just looked at me, tears fell from his eyes again, I think Gu Tingsheng shed a lot of tears tonight.Gu Tingsheng let the tears fall from the corners of his eyes, across the bridge of his nose and into his hair.
Gu Tingsheng said in a hoarse voice, "It's my elder brother's fault. I have misunderstood you all this time."
When I heard this sentence and saw his tears, I felt a choking feeling in my throat. I swallowed hard to suppress this feeling. I shook my head and told Gu Tingsheng: "Brother, you are very happy." Well, I can't even imagine what it would be like if I missed you."
"You don't know." I told Gu Tingsheng, "You are my light, like the sun, you will shine a very warm light on me."
"You are my very important treasure." I looked at Gu Tingsheng and said slowly, I have a hundred love words, and I can tell you all night without repetition.
I told him: "I have traveled many roads, and you are the pursuit of my whole life. You are the burning fire in the long night without light, and the dream of my life—"
"Xiaolu." Gu Tingsheng called me.
I stopped my voice and looked at him very intently. He coughed several times. I turned over and he hugged me. I lay on top of him. Because my words were very pale, I went to kiss his chin. Gu Tingsheng kept going. He stroked my hair, wrapped my face in his hands, and I looked up at him.
He said to me, "You are my love."
He laughed when he said it, but after the laugh there was a heavy gasp in his throat, and then he covered his face with his hands, and I saw tears fall down his chin, I hung my head and put my ear against his chest , feeling the steady and rapid beating of the heart in his chest.
……
Maybe ten minutes or an hour later, the heart in Gu Tingsheng's chest returned to its normal beating speed, and he coughed several times again.
I asked him, "Brother, does your throat hurt?"
"Just rest for one night." Gu Tingsheng said to me.
He put his arms around my waist, I thought about it and felt that Gu Tingsheng was not strong, so I moved my body and wanted to roll over, but Gu Tingsheng didn't let go.
Both of us calmed down a bit, Gu Tingsheng asked me: "Did you...know that I was also born again."
I shook my head: "I just found out recently that your eyes can't hide your feelings. I can see it. Later, when I thought about what you said to me before, I was actually too stupid. I should have thought that you have no energy. Illness, you are the same as me, you have the memory of that lifetime."
"Brother, I'm sorry." Gu Tingsheng sighed for a long, long time, with deep guilt.
"You didn't apologize to me." I leaned on Gu Tingsheng and told him very seriously, "Brother, you are very good to me, but I am not good enough, I am not smart enough, I don't know how to find those files."
When I said this, I paused, and I asked Gu Tingsheng: "Do you know...the things that Gu Xingsong and Yuan Mengyu did?"
"I found out later." Gu Tingsheng said, he thought for a long time, and said with difficulty, "After you died..."
Gu Tingsheng choked up, he coughed, and then continued: "I bought Gu's shares, the company was later financed, merged, and personnel were purged. At that time, many illegal industries were found out, and some of them were fatal. At that time, I was very glad that none of the shares left by my grandma involved those subsidiaries. Luckily, Haiyun was independent back then, and the accounts were handled differently. Can't get away."
"Yuan Mengyu told me when she was in prison." Gu Tingsheng's voice sank, "She might have gone crazy at that time, she told me that the agreement I signed back then was a smuggling project, if it wasn't for that document It was destroyed by you, and those who are imprisoned will also have my share."
"I just know... I know..." Gu Tingsheng's voice tightened, as if something rough was stuck in his throat.
I raised my head to touch his neck, and saw his expression was very painful and remorseful.
Gu Tingsheng said in pain: "...I just realized that everything you do is for me."
"The person who killed you is Zhao Yingying." Gu Tingsheng continued, "Zhao Yingying's mother has uremia and needs a kidney transplant and dialysis. Her father was the person in charge of one of the shipping smuggling projects. The document you destroyed Yuan Mengyu told Zhao Yingying that the person in charge was her father, and you took it away privately to report the person involved. Zhao Yingying thought that killing you would ensure that her father would not go to jail, but her father was still arrested and the death penalty was executed immediately."
"Zhao Yingying also committed suicide by jumping off the building."
When Gu Tingsheng said this, the corners of his mouth twitched tightly, his whole face was cold and hard, and Gu Tingsheng continued in a very cold voice: "Yuan Mengyu's death sentence will be executed immediately, but the day before the execution, she swallowed a blade in prison. She committed suicide successfully, but I don’t know where she hid the blade.”
"It was a painful death." Gu Tingsheng said expressionlessly, "Gu Xingsong died with a reprieve. The morning after knowing that Yuan Mengyu committed suicide, he was found dead as well. The test result was a myocardial infarction."
I nodded and said "Yes", I touched the corner of Gu Tingsheng's mouth, trying to pull out a smile, and asked Gu Tingsheng: "In this life, stay away from Yuan Mengyu and Gu Xingsong."
"I have a diagnosis certificate of schizophrenia." Gu Tingsheng said to me, "Killing people is not criminally responsible. After Yuan Mengyu found out, his expression was very strange. It may be that there is no way for me to sign the document. I Signed documents in this case can apply for handling as invalid documents.”
"Brother." I lay on Gu Tingsheng's body, and I couldn't help asking him, "How did you do after that?"
Gu Tingsheng didn't answer, I thought maybe my question was too general, I asked him: "Did you become the chairman later, did the company grow very big, did you find a girlfriend or boyfriend, did you have any children?" ?”
Gu Tingsheng grabbed my hand, he lowered his head and kissed my forehead, and said in a hoarse voice, "After you left, brother found out that he likes you... No, I lied to you."
Gu Tingsheng looked into my eyes: "I have always liked you, and I told you not to find a girlfriend because of how I feel, because I have you in my heart, and no one has that feeling."
I was stunned, and felt my heart suddenly turned into a fast sports car. I thought I heard it wrong. Gu Tingsheng repeated it several times in a very painful tone.
He repeated: "I lost you..."
"I lost you." Gu Tingsheng looked at me, "I just realized that I don't want anyone in this life or that life except you."
"Have you been single?"
I asked, and I felt that I was smiling, but I was just smiling and sad, so I asked Gu Tingsheng, "Will it be lonely?"
"Yes." Gu Tingsheng looked at me, "After you left, I felt very lonely, and I missed you every day. I always thought that I was a hopeless person. I only realized that I lost it after I lost it." What."
"It's okay." I kissed him, "We will never be separated in this life."
I also asked Gu Tingsheng: "You later... so Yuan Mengyu and Gu Xingsong died, how long have you lived alone, did you live to be a hundred years old, and did you adopt a child?"
After I asked, Gu Tingsheng didn't answer me immediately, my heart tightened, and then Gu Tingsheng patted my back lightly.
"I was over 30 years old." Gu Tingsheng said, "When the adoption conditions came, I adopted a boy and a girl. The boy was an older brother and the girl was a younger sister. Then I retired at the age of 50 and traveled around the world. But when I was young If you don’t pay attention to exercise, you will not be in good health when you are in your 60s.”
"I was ill at the age of 73." Gu Tingsheng lowered his head, and he smiled, "I died of illness in the hospital. When I died, my child and his grandchildren were guarding me. I thought I was going to find you."
"As soon as I open my eyes, I really went back to the past." Gu Tingsheng's voice trembled, "Brother lived a long and good life in his last life, it was a very good life."
"It's just that after you leave, I will miss you for the rest of my life."
When I heard the answer, I thought that although I didn't live to be a hundred years old, 73 years old is not a short life.I went to hold his hand, held his hand and said to him: "I will try my best to live to be a hundred years old in this life, you should pay attention to exercise now."
"Okay." Gu Tingsheng said, "In this life, I will live to be a hundred years old, and in this life, Xiao Lu will also live to be a hundred years old. Stay with my elder brother. No one should leave first."
"En." I nodded, holding Gu Tingsheng's hand, a knot in my heart was untied.
"I thought you were reborn because you were killed by Gu Xingsong and Yuan Mengyu..."
I start to feel sleepy.
"But luckily it's not... Fortunately, brother, you had a good life in your last life..."
I closed my eyes and muttered to myself, it’s such a good thing to be alive, no matter what the road ahead is, at least I have to be alive to walk side by side with the one I love.
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I overslept the next day, but luckily it was winter vacation and no one cared about it. When I woke up, Gu Tingsheng hugged me, his head was buried on my shoulder, my thighs were on his waist, and I hugged him with both hands, moving like It is an action of sleeping and holding a doll, with a strong possessive desire.
I stayed silent for a while, pushed Gu Tingsheng, and asked him if he could get up, Gu Tingsheng muttered, and I felt the hot breath from his neck, so I moved my throat and called out, "Brother."
I found that my voice was also hoarse and my nose was a bit blocked. I got out of Gu Tingsheng's arms, and Gu Tingsheng turned around himself. I saw his forehead and hair stuck to his forehead, so I touched his face and forehead. It's hot to the touch.
I quickly rolled over and got out of bed. Gu Tingsheng said it was hot, and he couldn't open his eyes, he could only open them slightly. I ran to the toilet and twisted a towel back to put it on his forehead.
Gu Tingsheng gritted his teeth, feeling a little confused all morning, Xia Wanwan was also taken aback, and offered to help me go to the pharmacy to buy medicine, while I cooked porridge in the kitchen.
When Xu Haifeng called, my sister and I were researching about a dozen medicines she had bought, ranging from antipyretic and painkillers to cold medicines for clearing away heat and detoxification. It turned out that the pharmacy clerk asked her if she had a cold and sore throat besides fever. Xia Wanwan I can't tell, I just bought the same for every possibility.
I was holding my phone, and Xu Haifeng asked me over there: "Brother, did you get home safely yesterday?"
"If I don't get home safely." I took a box of medicine and saw that it was an anal plug, "Isn't it too late for you to call now?"
Xu Haifeng laughed over there, and after he finished laughing, he said: "It's over after you left, alon has been pestering me for your mobile phone number and WeChat, but how can brother tell him, by the way, if Zhou Hao harass you, you Just ignore him, block him directly!"
"Yeah." I took a box of antipyretic and painkillers, then my sister went to the kitchen to look at the porridge, and I went to pour water for Gu Tingsheng.
"Are you serious?" I asked Xu Haifeng, "If you don't, I'll die."
Xu Haifeng: "Don't hang up, Lin Yi has something to tell you about Gu Tingsheng."
The person on the phone changed, Lin Yi said, "Yang Lu?"
"It's me." I replied.
Lin Yi: "Is Gu Tingsheng by your side?"
I thought for a while and told Lin Yi: "He's still sleeping on the bed."
After listening to Lin Yi for a while, he asked me in a strange tone: "You two slept very late last night."
As soon as I heard it, I knew he misunderstood something, but I didn't bother to pay attention to it. I said to Lin Yi: "If you have nothing else to say, I'll hang up."
Lin Yi said over there: "Did Gu Tingsheng tell you why he went gay?"
When I heard it, I still felt very uncomfortable. Lin Yi must have noticed my pause, so he said, "It seems that I didn't tell you."
"Because Gu Tingsheng thinks you are not gay." Lin Yi said to me over there, "You know, he thinks you are too young, you don't understand anything, your age makes him very insecure."
I quickly said to Lin Yi, "You are lying."
Lin Yi: "I lied, but everything I said was true."
"I'm hanging up." I hung up the phone, and went back to the room with water and medicine.
The towel on Gu Tingsheng's head was crooked. I sat on the edge of the bed and took the towel away, only to find that the cold towel had become hot.I bent down to help him up, and said to him, "Brother, take the medicine, you have a very bad fever."
I thought maybe I should take Gu Tingsheng to get a fever-reducing injection, but he couldn't walk at all with his current appearance. I looked at my arms, and I couldn't carry Gu Tingsheng with my small body.
Gu Tingsheng also had a hard time swallowing. He drank a lot of water to swallow a fever-reducing medicine. I touched his head and wanted to change the towel and put it on his head. He stopped me and said vaguely: "Little Lu, don't go."
I put my forehead against his and told him, "I'm not going."
"Kiss me." Gu Tingsheng squinted his eyes, and his breath was still hot.I printed my lips, and his lips were dry, but they were still soft, just like him, although his appearance is always cold, but I know his heart is very gentle.
Gu Tingsheng stuck out his tongue, and I felt his mouth was very hot, we sucked/kissed each other for a while, Gu Tingsheng coughed, he suddenly reacted, waved his hand to me, and said: "I forgot, in case it infects you what to do."
"You just have a fever." I went to wring out the towel and put it on his forehead when I came back, "It won't infect me."
"I must have caught a cold."
I held his hand and asked him, "Brother, are you hungry?"
Gu Tingsheng's voice was still hoarse: "Big Brother is not hungry. You stay here with Big Brother, don't leave."
I held his hand, and after a while I asked him: "Why did you go gay with Lin Yi?"
"I think..." Gu Tingsheng lay on the bed and sighed, he opened his eyes and glanced at me, "I didn't know that you also had the memory of that lifetime, I'm not sure, big brother is afraid of delaying you."
"I just want to go to the gay bar to see other people... just want to see what kind of group this is..." Gu Tingsheng's voice became lower and lower, and he said with self-deprecation, "but it's not the same kind of people at all."
The author has something to say: How old is the eldest brother in Fanwai, 30 years old (still 31 years old), died in a car accident and saved a child...(___)ノ|
Brother, let’s go gay, just want to see the gay group, brother is free ╮(╯▽╰)╭
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