Happy Life [Rebirth]

At nine o'clock, the black swan is very lively. I calculated the time, and there was no one here until after seven o'clock. The bar seemed to be a clear bar, very quiet.It was past nine o'clock, first of all, the soft music that had been playing all the time changed its voice, and turned into a very exciting rock music. Zhou Hao and Xu Haifeng kept buttoning their phones.

The two of them were holding their mobile phones there, and I, who was infected, also took out my mobile phone-to read novels.

The waiter came again, but this time it was a different person. The waiter who came to deliver the wine before was a tall and thin man. This time, it was a shorter boy who didn't even look twenty years old.

The waiter bent slightly, looked at me and then at Zhou Hao, and said, "The two gentlemen over there ordered for you two."

Zhou Hao raised his head from the phone, and the waiter said, "Here is a cup of Long Island iced tea."

I looked at the other cup, and Zhou Hao also said in doubt: "Why does that cup look like milk?"

The waiter nodded to me with a suppressed smile on his face: "This glass of pure milk is for you."

I asked him, "Which side?"

"What?" The waiter paused, and he looked behind me, "Two tables behind you, the one with the guitar standing beside the table."

I turned around and saw that person, no need to count, because that person was also looking at me, he nodded to me, smiled, I turned around, the waiter was going to bring down the milk and wine, Xu Haifeng Said: "This rank is relatively high, and delivering milk is much more interesting than delivering wine."

Zhou Hao said: "The first cup tonight." Zhou Hao said again: "Take it back, I don't want it."

"Neither do I."

The waiter stopped. Xu Haifeng smiled and asked the waiter. He called him "bob" and asked him, "Why did you come to deliver the wine? Wasn't Jason the one who delivered the wine just now?"

Bob shook his head, he looked at me again, he suddenly said: "Jason said he was hurt by someone, so he refused to come to deliver the wine."

Xu Haifeng and Zhou Hao hugged their stomachs and laughed on the deck with a poof.

Zhou Hao also joked, "Aren't you afraid that you will be sad too?"

Bob, the boy, smiled at me and said, "I like someone who is older than me, not as unruly as Jason."

After bob left, Zhou Hao began to complain: "Yang Lu, if you hadn't come with me tonight, I definitely wouldn't just have a glass of wine tonight."

"But you refused." I thought Zhou Hao was so immoral that someone came to hook him up and left.

Zhou Hao waved his hand to me, came over with his mobile phone and said, "Come on, let's add WeChat and take a group photo for a selfie."

I held my mobile phone and wanted to say that adding WeChat would be fine, but it was fine to take a selfie. He suddenly hooked my neck, and before I could react, I raised my head, and he took a selfie with his mobile phone.Zhou Hao shrank back after taking the photo, and said to me: "Don't worry, I promise that the whitening and microdermabrasion will take care of you...I'm stupid, you don't need to add filters to be beautiful enough."

"Who asked you to take a photo with Yang Lu." Xu Haifeng said from the other side, "Are you asking for shame?"

"Get out." Zhou Hao stared at the phone, pointing his fingertips. I thought he might be processing the photos in post-processing, not to mention adding WeChat, so I put away the phone.

Who knew that the phone hadn't been put away yet, Zhou Hao said again: "Give me your phone number, I'll add you."

After being added by him, and I passed his friend, Zhou Hao sent a "What a da", the profile picture is his selfie, but the color is white, the chin is also very sharp, his eyes are foggy, it looks like A sleepy face that seems to be overindulgent.

This guy also asked me: "What do you think of my profile picture? Does it look good? Do you feel sleepy?"

I ignored him, but he went on to say, "How about changing my profile picture to the one we just took together?"

"……not so good."

I grabbed Zhou Hao's wrist, feeling as if I could break it with a little effort. Under the light, I saw him grit his teeth and said, "Take it easy, it hurts me a lot."

I put more effort into it, and said to him: "Delete it, you are not allowed to make an avatar—" I didn't say any more, this guy suddenly came over, I hurriedly let go to hide, and Xu Haifeng also stood up Get up and grab Zhou Hao's hair.

Zhou Hao yelled "Wow Wow" in pain, and said to Xu Haifeng: "Brother Xu, you have done something, you are bullying me!"

Xu Haifeng dragged him all the way to his own booth. I knew Zhou Hao didn't kiss me on the face, but I felt really hiccupped. I thought this was gay?This is no different from a wild beast that is in heat anytime, anywhere, how could someone come over to kiss him suddenly.

"Zhou Hao." Xu Haifeng also raised his voice, "Do you want to be so exaggerated, I said that you are having sex/estrus/period today, and you are going to do it with the child? Don't be ashamed, okay?"

"I'm just kidding." Zhou Hao retracted the booth and leaned on the back of the sofa seat, he looked over with aggrieved look, Zhou Hao said to me: "Just let go when you come out to play, it's just for fun, Yang Lu, don't be so exaggerated."

I frowned, touched my phone, and looked around. I thought that if Gu Tingsheng appeared here, I would drag him away without saying a word. Even if he is an adult, he can't let Gu Tingsheng come here.

The person who ordered the milk and delivered it, when he walked over, the Black Swan was already very lively, with more and more people, many people on the dance floor got high, and someone walked to the stage in the center of the bar to adjust the microphone.

Zhou Hao also left the booth and got off the dance floor, and only Xu Haifeng and I were left in the booth.

Xu Haifeng said to me: "Zhou Hao is not like this usually, he may really like you."

I have been looking around, there are too many people, half of them have colorful hair, I also saw someone dyed green hair, I thought to myself what do you think, a man with a green hat, is it funny? .

I stood up and looked for Gu Tingsheng in the crowd. Gu Tingsheng is 1.8 meters three. I think it would be obvious if he appeared. Besides, Gu Tingsheng is so beautiful, it must be obvious if he appeared.

But I haven’t found it, so I think it’s a good thing that I didn’t find it. This shows that there may be a misunderstanding, and the elder brother never came to this place at all. However, seeing the lively atmosphere, I have to admit that the place in the photo is here.

I asked Xu Haifeng: "There is a 14-year-old boy here, is he here to go clubbing?"

Xu Haifeng raised his voice: "What are you talking about? Can you speak louder? I can't hear you clearly!"

I had no choice but to face Xu Haifeng and say to him: "Here is a 14-year-old boy, come here to club, do you know him?"

Xu Haifeng opened his mouth, he pointed behind me, someone patted me on the shoulder, I turned my head, a man with a guitar on his back smiled at me, showing his neat big white teeth.

I recognized him, it was the milkman, he sat in the booth that Zhou Hao had vacated, so he knew him very well.He put the guitar aside, nodded to Xu Haifeng, and called out: "Brother Xu."

Xu Haifeng looked at me, then at this person, and said, "alon, why are you here?"

I looked at this person and found that he was very handsome, a bit like Lin Yi, and about the same age, 21, but his temperament was not as soft as Lin Yi, and he looked more refreshing and sunny.

But after he sat down, he looked at me, with a little melancholy in his eyes. I think this kind of melancholy is a very mysterious temperament to me, but when I look into his eyes, But I feel that this melancholy is not worth mentioning.I think it's just a superficial melancholy.

The man smiled at me again, I counted how many times he laughed, and he said to me: "I'm alon, can I meet you, I know you returned the glass of milk, but I still want to try .”

The man said, looking at me very intently, he said: "You have a pair of beautiful eyes, and there is a heavy melancholy in your eyes."

"It makes you look stunning."

Xu Haifeng: "Brother Xu wrote down the high-level love words, and I'll use them to meet handsome guys in the future."

Alon: "Brother Xu, don't make jokes at this time." He looked at me with focused and gentle eyes: "I'm telling the truth."

"I saw you from a distance." Alon said, "I thought you were beautiful at first glance, but you looked only fifteen or sixteen years old, which was too young. Then you turned your head and I saw your eyes , quiet and silent, I have rarely seen such quiet eyes."

Alon said: "You are so young, but you are a person with a story, I want to know you."

"If I miss you." Alon put away his smile, I saw that his eyes could be called serious, "I will definitely regret it."

I frowned, subconsciously went to look at Xu Haifeng, Xu Haifeng had opened his mouth wide, he made a mouth shape to me, but I didn't understand what it meant, I went to see Alon again, he didn't speak, just smiled He looked at me, waiting for my answer.

I looked at him, thought about it, and how to answer, I don't like you like this, you read it wrong, I don't mind missing you, but Xu Haifeng said: "Hey, alon, Yang Lu is pure 1, and you are also pure 1. It’s no joke, look at Brother Xu, Brother Xu thinks what you just said is very touching, and Brother Xu’s heart softens after hearing it.”

After Xu Haifeng said these words, alon laughed. When he laughed, he also had a melancholy look, as if his smile was always reserved. There was no intention to completely eliminate his melancholy in this world. When he was happy, he I can't be completely happy either.

"Stop making such jokes." Alon said to Xu Haifeng.

Then he asked me: "Is your name Yang Lu, if you are willing to go with me tonight, I can do 0 once."

I... I thought to myself, what's the matter, am I so charming? 1 can be changed to 0?No, what do 1 and 0 mean, what is above and below...

Alon said again: "Of course, not only tonight, if we can get along, we can talk for a long time. I really, really haven't been like this for a long time."

He said: "It's love at first sight, and it's hard to get rid of it for a long time."

Xu Haifeng took a deep breath from the opposite side, Xu Haifeng spoke for me, and his tone was sympathetic: "alon, Yang Lu has a boyfriend."

Alon looked at me, I nodded, and I said to him: "But I didn't fall in love with you at first sight, I love my boyfriend very much."

I have liked Gu Tingsheng for two lifetimes, and I think you are also excellent, but even if Gu Tingsheng is not excellent, I only like Gu Tingsheng.I don't like other people, no matter how good other people are, it has nothing to do with me.

Xu Haifeng's cell phone rang at this moment, and when he saw the incoming call, he said to me: "Yang Lu."

I went to see Xu Haifeng, Xu Haifeng looked at me and answered the phone, he said, "Lin Yi? Are you with Gu Tingsheng? Is he here too?"

"Where are you?" Xu Haifeng asked, "Just came in? Come to me? No, no, I'll go find you. See you at the bar, I'll buy you a drink."

Xu Haifeng hung up the phone, he suddenly smiled, his smile was very obscene, I thought about this fat man, Xu Haifeng suddenly said: "I suddenly remembered, Yang Lu, you are here to catch rape!"

There are only three words in my heart, catch your sister, I think the expression on my face turned cold instantly, Xu Haifeng stood up and shook the flesh on his stomach, he waved to me: "Brother Xu, help you to the end today , go and confirm the location first, and report to you later."

Xu Haifeng walked two steps while talking, then he turned around and said, "alon, my younger brother is young, please take care of him."

After Xu Haifeng finished speaking, the fat man's gait and posture were quite flexible. I watched him leave the booth, twist left and right, and then disappeared into the crowd.

At this time, music came from the stage, which was very provocative music, and the stage was high. When I looked up, I saw a row of women wearing short skirts and suspenders, dancing there with their legs raised and walking sticks.

I feel very puzzled, why there are women dancing in the gay bar, but the people in the audience are surrounded by them. The woman leading the dance is very tall. When she jumped to the edge of the stage, I have good eyesight and saw a man wearing a sling on her calf A few [-]-yuan RMB bills were stuffed there, and the woman bent down and pulled them out, blowing a kiss to the man.

Alon said: "I haven't seen you before. You are here for the first time. Are you still in high school? Study hard, college is still very important."

I looked away and asked him, "Why would a gay bar have women dancing?"

Alon looked at me, he covered his mouth and smiled again, as if I asked some ridiculous question, my heart was in a mess, maybe it had something to do with his smile, or it might be that there was finally a group of demons dancing here Essentially, the music here is very loud, and the tune is also the kind of very provocative and bad music. When I close my eyes and open them again, the drumbeat of the music seems to be hitting my heart.

I want to stand up and leave now, but hold back, I ask alon: "What are you laughing at?"

"Those are not women." Alon pointed to the stage, "Those are also men."

I didn't think it was unbelievable after hearing it. I turned my head to look at it, and found that if I looked carefully, I could indeed see that the "women" on the stage were all taller, and their skeletons could be seen to be wider than real women.

But they were wearing short skirts, suspenders, low-cut tops, and long hair—wigs, I realized, which I thought was absurd and ridiculous.

"Obviously a homosexual." I said to Alon, "But she dresses like a woman and is so popular. What kind of homosexual is this? This is a sexual inversion, a gender cognition disorder."

"...inverted?" Alon looked at me, and he laughed again.

I leaned against the back of the sofa and didn't want to pay attention to him anymore. I really didn't fit in with these people here. Zhou Hao laughed all the way here, Xu Haifeng also laughed, and this alon was also laughing, and they were all laughing at me. They thought what I said It's ridiculous, but when I look at them, I think they are the only ones who are ridiculous.

"You're really different." Alon laughed a few times, leaned over, and said to me, "I'll have my show later, and I'm going to sing on stage. Do you have a favorite song?"

I stared at my fingers and ignored this person. Although Xu Haifeng asked him to look after me, this person must be trustworthy, but I think he is no different from other people here.Do they understand what they want? I think it is a shameless thing to say go to bed with someone they meet for the first time. If they meet someone they really like in the future, what kind of face should they use to face their past? Let yourself go.

But then I thought, in the twentieth century, sex/liberation/liberation/has long been achieved. Yang Lu, you are really an antique. You can’t live your life as an ascetic and deny other people’s way of life. It is a kind of prejudice and discrimination in itself.

But when alon's hand reached out and put it on my shoulder, caressing ambiguously, I raised my eyes to look at him, there was still that faint melancholy in his eyes, but his voice was ambiguous and low: "Are you really 1, we can do each other a 0, for you I can try."

I looked at him and I said to him, "I just started looking at you people and it was disgusting."

Alon let go of his hand, his face changed, and he said, "Don't look at me with such eyes, why are you arrogant? You come to clubs at such a young age, do you think you are clean?"

I shook my head, this person finally left, stood up, picked up the guitar and walked away quickly.

When Xu Haifeng came back, a fat man walked out of the silent sound effect, maybe it was too noisy around, the booth was still quiet, and no one came to harass me, the stage dance floor was getting more and more lively, the booth There are not many people here.

Xu Haifeng patted me on the shoulder, I stood up and followed him in another direction.

Xu Haifeng said to me: "Don't get excited, Yang Lu, Gu Tingsheng is now with a boy named Xiaotao, 14 years old, and the two of them went to the booth over there. He is just picking young children to like him?"

I followed behind Xu Haifeng with a dull head. We walked from the edge of the dance floor. Someone reached out to grab me and Xu Haifeng from time to time. Xu Haifeng stood in front of me. Halfway through, someone jumped out. Lin Yi wiped the sweat from his head , with flushed face and bright eyes.

He looked at me but his eyes didn't change, and he greeted me with a smile. I saw his clothes were turned up, and his jeans were hanging loosely on his crotch.

Xu Haifeng yelled: "Don't play too crazy, be careful!"

Lin Yi smiled at me: "Yang Lu, you're here too, are you dancing?"

Xu Haifeng grabbed my arm and continued walking, ignoring Lin Yi, he said: "Lin Yi is drunk, Yang Lu, I will send you there, you can eavesdrop on it yourself, I have to turn back and fish Lin Yi out. "

I think it's messy enough.

After walking through the dance floor, I realized that there are booths at both ends of the Black Swan. The booths here are quieter, but they face the stage and can be seen clearly. The stage is a circle, and the dancers circle around 360 degrees. The bar Anyone can see the performer.

I saw a lot of people sending flowers to the stage and giving money to those dancers, and I found that those dancers came in very quickly, so it’s no problem to say that they can earn a few hundred at least this night.

Xu Haifeng brought me here, he patted me, and said: "Don't look, just speak softly."

The two of us walked lightly to the booth here, there was a wooden step, we walked up, the booth inside was partitioned by green plants, Xu Haifeng took me to a position very far inside , motioning for me to sit down, he squeezed his voice and said: "Brother will go first, you wait for me here."

I was sitting there, beside the green plants behind me, a very cold voice said, "What do you drink?"

I couldn't help but look back, but the green plants were very dense, I only saw fragmentary shadows through a little gap, and Xu Haifeng had already tiptoed to find Lin Yi.

I moved my nose, and another voice sounded from the next door. It was the same boy's voice, but it was softer than Gu Tingsheng's.

"Give me a glass of whiskey," said the boy.

Gu Tingsheng said: "Underage, what kind of wine do you drink?"

The boy let out a giggle.

I lowered my eyes, and felt that the boy was smiling like a hen, and the boy quickly replied: "You are also underage, how old are you?"

Gu Tingsheng said, "I'm sixteen."

"I'm fourteen." The boy said, "I don't like people under the age of 30, they are not masculine, but you are too high-quality, take me away at night, you will know that I am pure 1 when you look at me."

When the boy said this, the waiter came over. There was a service button on the table. The waiter came over and saw me, and was stunned for a while. He walked to the table behind me. I heard Gu Tingsheng say, "I want a drink." Juice, a glass of lemonade."

The boy protested: "I want to drink."

Gu Tingsheng probably glanced at the waiter, and said, "I'll pay, as I say."

The waiter answered and looked at me a few more times as he walked past me and I was sitting on the couch with my hands on my knees, I was wearing a shirt and a pullover and jeans with the collar of the shirt sticking out of the sweater, I thought it was because my clothes didn't fit here, maybe I was too student-like, and the boy's voice continued to ring out.

The boy's voice sounded sweet and soft to me, and I felt like a bird was choked and talking. I thought to myself, my elder brother wouldn't like you like this.

The boy said: "I have met many men who bought me a drink. You are the first one to buy me juice."

The waiter came with drinks and left.

The boy said exaggeratedly: "I think I'm in love with you, we both match our age."

I clenched my fists, I think this boy named Xiaotao deserves a beating just like Zhou Hao.I took a few deep breaths, and there was a sudden burst of cheers on the dance floor. I glanced at the stage and saw a man carrying a guitar on his back. The lights dimmed, leaving only the man on the stage with a beam of light in the whole bar. .

The prelude to the music started, it was very low and gentle music, I was still thinking that the Black Swan Bar at this time did not match at all, all the demons danced wildly, so why pretend to be fresh and artistic, but when the voice of the man named alon sounded, I just It turned out that he sang really well.

No wonder he was able to get a place in the dance of demons, it turned out to be a real skill.I looked back, and the little boy sitting with Gu Tingsheng was still chirping, saying that this time it looks like a sparrow.

The boy said to Gu Tingsheng: "Can you sing? The person who sang on stage is also Chun 1. His name is Alon. Last time I went to ask him out, he said I was too young. But I looked at him and thought you were here." He must be more handsome in his 20s."

I thought to myself, do I still need to think about it? Just looking at it now, Gu Tingsheng is also more handsome than this alon, and then I heard the boy say again: "Brother, your eyes are more melancholy than Alon's, I can't tell... It's not melancholy, yours There's so much in the eyes, it's so fascinating."

When I heard this, I was angry and wanted to laugh at the same time. I suspected that gay bars all have the same routines for dating men. They always talk about eyes, so there are no other advantages to praise.

If it were me, I could say a hundred kinds of love words, and I could confess to Gu Tingsheng in endless languages, and are you worthy of calling Gu Tingsheng brother?

I called the waiter, asked the waiter to bend down, and I whispered to him, "Give me a glass of whiskey with ice."

Because I was really too angry, I was afraid that if I didn't drink something to suppress the anger in my heart, I could step forward and tear that boy up now, but I wanted to keep listening, and I wanted to know what Gu Tingsheng was going to do.

Before the whiskey was served, I heard the boy talking all the time. I thought he was a bitch when he talked a lot. Gu Tingsheng only responded occasionally, and the boy chirped happily like a bird.

The whiskey was served.

I drank a couple of sips and wiped my mouth. I thought I couldn't understand why, so I jumped out to say hello, and said what a coincidence, brother, I didn't expect to meet you here.I think that scene must be very interesting, just like Xu Haifeng said, catching rape.

But I waited until what Gu Tingsheng said.

Through the green plants, I heard him say: "I want to talk to you, but I don't want to sleep with you."

The boy said, "I just want to sleep with you, not just to talk."

"You're still young." Gu Tingsheng said, "How can you be sure that you only like men? What do you know at your age?"

I took another sip of the whiskey and pricked up my ears. The alon in the bar sang one song after another. This time he changed to a Chinese song, which was "Ten Years" by Eason Chan.

During the singing, I heard the boy say again: "There is no certainty about this. I feel that if I don't call a girl, my ass will itch when I see a guy. Don't you know that I am gay?"

Gu Tingsheng said: "You are still in school at this age, why did you come to this kind of place?"

"What on earth are you here for?" The boy's voice became wary.

The boy said: "If you don't go with me tonight, then I will go."

I think you should leave quickly, get out of here quickly, it seems that you have slept with many people, and you still dare to touch my elder brother.I rubbed my head, only to realize that I might also be under the influence of alcohol, which is very unwise, I can probably imagine what it would be like to get drunk in this kind of place, but I was too angry, I couldn't help it.

I was even about to stand up staggeringly, wanting to walk over to Gu Tingsheng, pour the rest of the wine on the boy's face, beat him up, on the stomach, and tell him, get out of here, this is not what you can do A worthy person, don't talk about sleeping with him, you are not even qualified to talk to him.

He is Gu Tingsheng, my treasure, my beautiful crane.I was the one who met him first, and I met him earlier than anyone else. I myself felt that I was not good enough for big brother.You people, looking at your face in the mirror, don't you feel guilty, living in the world but not living well, debauching your body and appearance, but not understanding that just being alive is something that makes people cry something happened.

"Xiao Tao." I had already stood up when I heard Gu Tingsheng call out to the boy.

My blood rushed to my brain, but Gu Tingsheng said, "I have someone I like."

I stabilized my body and felt that the blood had gone down a bit. I stood on the edge of the sofa, swayed, and sat back.

I wanted to listen patiently, but I heard the boy named Xiaotao hesitantly say: "The look in your eyes...is he dead?"

I almost spit out my wine, the conversation was amazing, but soon my heart became sour, Xiaotao and I both heard Gu Tingsheng say: "He has passed away."

At this moment, I grabbed my knee and put the wine glass back on the table in a panic. I heard Gu Tingsheng say the words of death. His voice was very calm, but also very sad, as if he had been sad many times before he became silent. No breath, but everyone who listened could feel his sadness.

Gu Tingsheng said: "After he died, I realized that I didn't like him."

"I love him."

"You...then why are you gay?" Xiaotao asked Gu Tingsheng.

Gu Tingsheng said, "Do you mind if I light a cigarette?"

"do not mind."

I heard a rustling, then the clicking of a lighter, and the next thing I could smell smoke.

Gu Tingsheng should have taken a deep breath, the smell of smoke wafted over, I covered my nose uncomfortably, my first reaction was that smoking is harmful to health, I want to rush over now and pull out the eye in Gu Tingsheng's mouth Throw it on the ground and crush it with your toes.

"I later...I now have another lover." Gu Tingsheng said, "but he is too young."

Xiaotao: "Brother, you are sixteen, you have a dead lover, and now you have a very young lover, do you have such a rich relationship history?"

Gu Tingsheng didn't speak.

"It's fine if you don't want to say it." Xiao Tao said, "Give me a cigarette too."

"You are so young, why are you smoking?"

"Are you very old?" Xiaotao said.

"I'm very old."

Xiaotao: "Would you like to do this, your eyes look like that."

I was on the sofa, biting my fingers unconsciously, I thought he couldn't understand Gu Tingsheng's words, but I could.I bit my finger and thought nervously, why did Gu Tingsheng come to this place to say these words, no one would understand, except me, who would understand you? Brother, are you here to relieve stress, but everything is messed up here Yes, I looked around, and I still say that we are always facing strangers so that we don't have pressure.

"Peach."

I heard Gu Tingsheng calling the child's name again, Gu Tingsheng said: "I'm looking for you, I don't mean anything else, I just want to ask you something."

Xiaotao said: "You can ask, but if you want to leave with me tonight, I will answer you."

After the boy finished speaking, I could feel that Gu Tingsheng was quiet for a while, and I heard him say, "Yes."

Xiao Tao let out that giggling sound again, I leaned on the sofa, I suddenly felt very tired, it turned out that I really never understood Gu Tingsheng, is he such a person?

I heard Gu Tingsheng say, "When did you discover your sexual orientation?"

"I discovered it at the age of 13."

"How did you find out?"

"Students around me began to fall in love, and I liked to stare at boys. The day I had a nocturnal emission, I dreamed of my best friend, a boy, and I knew I was gay."

Gu Tingsheng said, "Then why did you touch this place?"

"Someone took me, I met on the Internet." Xiaotao said very casually, very indifferent.

Gu Tingsheng asked him: "Is there no possibility of liking girls? Why do you like boys?"

"Born." Xiaotao said, "You're also gay, don't you understand?"

"I have never liked other men, nor have I dreamed of other men." Gu Tingsheng said, "I probably understand, I was born, and you are asking the wrong person."

Xiaotao: "Where are you going?"

"I am going home."

I sat up straight and felt, huh?Gu Tingsheng was about to leave. The boy named Xiaotao was as confused as I was. I turned my head and saw him standing up vaguely. Xiaotao said, "Who are you going back to? Take me with you?"

"No matter what I promised you before, I lied to you."

I heard Gu Tingsheng say in a very indifferent voice.

"leave me alone."

He said again, his tone blatantly disgusting.

Xiaotao: "Are you sick? Are you kidding me?"

I also stood up, if Gu Tingsheng wanted to leave here, he had to pass by me, I found that I didn't understand what Gu Tingsheng was doing here, but I knew at least not to let Gu Tingsheng find out that I was following him.

I raised my feet and was about to run, but the lights in the bar were all on, and the singing stopped. Alon used a microphone on the stage, and everyone in the bar could hear his voice. He said: "I met a boy today, the age A very small child, but with a pair of quiet and sad eyes, I just want to hug this boy just looking at it."

I think this routine is really easy to play, boasting sad and charming eyes, this must be the tradition of gay bars.

"I had a few words with him and there were some unpleasant quarrels, because he looked at me with pity, and I felt very angry."

"But I still don't want to miss this boy."

Alon said: "Yang Lu, can you hear what I said, you are still here, I know, you must be still here."

Me: "..." I found that there are indeed a lot of abnormal people here. What's even more frightening is that I heard footsteps, and Gu Tingsheng and I were face to face. He hasn't seen me yet, but I have already heard him biting. Grinding his teeth, he squeezed out two words.

He said: "Yang! Lu!"

My stepping foot almost tripped the furious Gu Tingsheng, he stopped, turned his head and was stunned.We looked at each other, Gu Tingsheng still had an unburned cigarette in his mouth, the smoke curled up, his face behind the smoke looked like a young but angry bull.

"Brother." I took a step back.

Gu Tingsheng looked at me, my hands trembled, the wine glass on the table was knocked over, and the unfinished wine spilled out.

Gu Tingsheng said, "Are you still drinking?"

I looked at him: "You still smoke."