Happy Life [Rebirth]
Chapter 120 Sweet
I replied to Gu Tingsheng: "Yes, we are different."
Gu Tingsheng took my hand, he looked at me for a long time, and then he called, "Xiaolu."
I answered, and Gu Tingsheng called "Xiaolu" again. He called several times, but I answered all of them.
I bent down and kissed his eyes, and I said to him: "Brother, I am here, I have always been here."
"I will never leave you again."
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In this life, after I was reborn and adopted, I often repeated two dreams.
The first dream was the first time I met Gu Tingsheng. I never thought that this memory would be so profound.Sometimes I am also very strange. When I was eight years old, did I have a premonition that Gu Tingsheng had too many entanglements for me when I saw him for the first time?
So many years have passed in my previous life, and so many years have passed in this life, but I always remember that 11-year-old Gu Tingsheng opened the curtain, bent down to look at me, and asked my name.At that time, I actually thought, his eyes are so beautiful, I think I should have told him then.If I can go back to that scene, I must call him brother, and I will tell Gu Tingsheng that you have a pair of beautiful eyes.
The second dream was the scene of my death.
After I was reborn, I often dreamed at midnight that he hugged my dead body and cried, surrounded by endless wilderness, he was crying so sadly, I was like a ghost, I wanted to hug him and wipe away his blood. Tears, he cried so sadly, I have never seen a person cry so desperately, as if he was buried with this dead person for the rest of his life.
I think I'm just stupid, and I should have understood at that time that he was crying like this because I was very important to him, so important that I died, and his life would never be happy again.
Thinking about loving someone too much is a very scary thing. If you love him too much, your emotions will always be related to him. You know that you will be entangled with him for the rest of your life, but this person The "click" disappeared.
Like the rest of my life.
One click, and it's over.
But fortunately, fate has been kind to me so far, and I finally did not miss my happiness.
After all, Gu Tingsheng is young and has a good foundation. When his fever subsided it was after eleven o'clock that night. At that time, Zhang Mingchen couldn't sleep and called me to chat.
He talked a lot, and I mainly listened. At that time, I was sitting next to Gu Tingsheng and grabbed his hand. Gu Tingsheng also held my hand when he was sleeping and refused to let go. Wanwan came to bring me porridge and made a joke. But after she finished speaking, her expression changed. I think Wanwan, no matter how sloppy she is, must have realized something.
Zhang Mingchen asked me on the phone: "Xiao Liu, have you talked with Brother Gu?"
"It's over."
"What happened?" Zhang Mingchen asked me.
"He has something to deal with." I didn't tell Zhang Mingchen about Gu Tingsheng's going to a gay bar. Zhang Mingchen is too straight-headed and can't hide things in his heart. I also said it out, I think that the picture is so beautiful, the reputation of the eldest brother will be ruined by him.
Zhang Mingchen didn't ask in detail, and he replied to me in a very old-fashioned way: "Understood, everyone has their own secrets, just talk about it between you, I don't think Brother Gu is a bad person, he is a very good person. "
I couldn't help asking Zhang Mingchen: "How do you look after Gu Tingsheng?"
Zhang Mingchen talked a lot about bullshit, and I didn't need to ask, he just talked on the phone.
"Let me tell you, I just came to our dormitory, and I was very scared. It was the first time I lived in school, and I was young. My parents always told me to be careful, saying that everyone else was older than me, stronger, and scared. I can't speak and get beaten up."
Me: "I think your parents' consideration is very reasonable."
“哎呀。”张明晨在那边说,“你怎么也学会开玩笑了,哈哈哈哈,这有啥道理啊,事实证明我人见人爱花见花开,你们舍得揍我啊?”
I want to be willing, I think Zhang Yueyang is very willing to beat you up, really.
Zhang Mingchen continued to say over there: "By the way, what's the matter? By the way, if you ask me what impression I have of Brother Gu, I will tell you in order. Let me talk about the boss first. My first reaction is, oh my god, big brother." Fatty."
I think you have the ability to say something in front of the boss: big fat man.
Zhang Mingchen: "Oh my god, don't mess with this fat man. If you mess with him, sit down and my small body will definitely break."
"And the second brother, Brother Xun." Zhang Mingchen said, "You can't mess with this one either. He's tall and thin. He looks athletic. His muscles are often exercised. Although his skin is too dark, he looks like a black monkey. Also a strong black monkey, I can't mess with him."
Me: "Why do you give people nicknames when you see them?" Li Xun provoked you... Black Monkey...
Zhang Mingchen: "Then let's talk about the third brother, Gu brother, and Yang brother together, and I immediately reacted, oh my god, why is he so handsome! It's too bad, I will definitely not find a girlfriend if I go with these two, I absolutely can't Go with these two."
"Brother Gu and Brother Yang have different temperaments." Zhang Mingchen said excitedly, "Brother Gu looks difficult to get along with, but he feels that he is very decent, while Brother Yang looks more flamboyant. Use the English word to describe it, playboy, playboy! I Just like Big Ice Cube and Playboy, it must be very interesting for them to fight each other."
"Yeah." I replied to Zhang Yueyang, "How do you feel when you are angered by Brother Yang?"
Zhang Mingchen: "I don't feel very good, I think he really wants to beat me up!"
"Finally, I'm talking about you, Xiaoliu." Zhang Mingchen coughed, "Fifth brother will tell you something from his heart, since having you in the dormitory, Fifth brother feels that he has become a lot more manly, and since then no one has said that fifth brother Delicate like a little girl, I am so grateful for meeting you, Brother Wu feels like a man when he stands with you!"
"Believe it or not..." I sighed, "I can hate you too."
"Tell me how you look." Zhang Mingchen said with emotion in his tone, "I'll tell you, when I get home, my mother doesn't ask me, but first asks me if I have made friends. The beautiful child in the dormitory will take home with me. Play, I knew it was you when I heard it, Yang Lu, you are all human, why do you look like a porcelain doll, let me tell you, if you were a woman, you might be more popular than Jon and Xiang Linlin high."
"I seem to understand why Brother Gu likes you." Zhang Mingchen said.
"..." I took a deep breath, "Believe it or not, porcelain dolls are also temperamental, I'll kill you, believe it or not!"
Zhang Mingchen laughed loudly on the phone, and then I heard a "bang" on the phone, the sound was quite loud, and then I heard Zhang Mingchen's wailing, I was startled, and quickly shouted into the phone : "Zhang Mingchen? Zhang Mingchen! Are you okay?"
After a few seconds, I heard a groan/groan from the phone, and Zhang Mingchen said in a crying voice, "I laughed so hard that I fell off the chair."
I was worried and funny when I heard it, the voice of the boss came from over there, and the boss said over there, Xiao Chenchen, what are you doing, you are a demolition team at night?
I trembled with laughter, thinking that Zhang Mingchen should give me the nickname of monkey. I kept holding Gu Tingsheng's left hand and felt the fingers move. I put down the phone and saw Gu Tingsheng turned his head sideways. His emotions were gentle and nostalgic, he moved his throat, but his voice was hoarse.
Gu Tingsheng said, "What are you laughing at?"
I repeated what Zhang Mingchen said to Gu Tingsheng, and I said, "Big Ice Cube, Iceberg Prince, super cool and handsome."
Gu Tingsheng held my hand, sat up, and dragged me over with his hands. The phone was not hung up, and Zhang Mingchen's voice came over there very loudly.
Zhang Mingchen said: "Yang Lu, you can't be so mean! Brother Gu is by your side? Why did you turn around and sell me out!"
Gu Tingsheng directly pulled out the cell phone I was holding with his other hand, he hung up the phone, leaned over and kissed me directly.His lips were very dry, and his mouth felt dry and warm. When we were kissing, I touched his forehead with one hand and found that his fever had subsided. It was eleven o'clock at this time.
This time the kiss was very gentle, without any sexual connotation. I could feel that both of us were in a very peaceful mood. The kiss became just kissing without any other purpose, just wanting to touch each other, because words Can't express how much I like it.
I used to watch movies with Gu Tingsheng when I was very young. In foreign movies, the blond-haired and blue-eyed heroes and heroines kiss very revealingly. Their tongues are mixed together, and they suck each other’s lips. At that time, I was a child, Gu Tingsheng was a young boy, and Gu Tingsheng was pretending cover my eyes.
I said, "Brother, it's disgusting, you don't pay attention to hygiene."
Gu Tingsheng, a young man, expressed great agreement with this. He nodded in agreement at the time: "It's too unhygienic. Eating other people's saliva is a very unhygienic thing. Xiaolu must not learn from it in the future."
I nodded: "I will definitely not eat other people's saliva."
Gu Tingsheng: "Me too!"
Now Gu Tingsheng puts his tongue into my mouth, and he gently licks the tip of my tongue. When I think of the past, I find it very funny. I also think that when we were young, we were very innocent and did not understand what love is.When everything looks strange and the premise of love is added, I understand why I do these "disgusting" things.I went to touch Gu Tingsheng's back, and slowly groped along his spine. When I fell in love with someone, I felt that everything about him was beautiful. I was attracted by his soul, and at the same time, I sincerely wanted to possess his* *.
"Brother." In the gap between the kisses, I stroked every segment of his spine, and I whispered between his lips, "Eat a little fatter."
Gu Tingsheng said: "Brother is too thin, did he catch you?"
"It's a bit handy." I said to him, "It's more comfortable to hold if you are fatter."
"What if you gain weight and don't look handsome?"
I thought about it and touched his face. I can't imagine what this face would look like if it became fat. I also don't know what the old Gu Tingsheng would be like. The fate of my previous life didn't give me this opportunity.
But I thought about it and told him: "I love you not only for your young and beautiful face. I love you for our blended soul under your skin. If you will be old in the next moment, then I will be too. Love you this moment."
How many people have loved your youthful film, loved your beauty, with hypocrisy or true feelings.There is only one who loves your pilgrim's heart and the marks of age on your mournful face. [1]
I like your beautiful face, but what I like more is the soul that grew up with Yang Lu under your face.
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In August, our second year of high school started two weeks ahead of schedule and went to school for military training.
At that time, the arts and sciences were divided into classes. Gu Tingsheng was in the first class, the key science class, and Li Xun, Zhang Yueyang and him were in the same class.
During the military training, they were divided into classes. The instructors were very strict in the first three days. Zhang Mingchen got up late in the morning and was fined to run 3000 meters.
Zhang Mingchen was crying. The instructor's surname was He, and he was not very old. He was a freshman in the military academy. I heard that he was only 17 years old. He would blush when facing girls in the liberal arts class, and he was very cold when facing boys.
Zhang Yueyang said that Instructor He is sure that the straight man didn't run away.
Zhang Mingchen was kicked by Instructor He and sat on the ground. He didn't get up, and sat there wiping tears. The tip of his nose was red from crying. Gu Tingsheng and his team were free to rest. Seeing this, they ran over worriedly, but also dare not say anything.
Zhang Yueyang yelled at Zhang Mingchen from the side: "Are you promising, Xiao Wu, don't cry, stand up quickly."
I was standing in the team with the boss at the time, looking at Zhang Mingchen very worriedly. Instructor He also said a few words to Zhang Mingchen, and then saw him squatting down and pointing to one side. Zhang Mingchen was supported by Gu Tingsheng and Zhang Yueyang, and the two of them The two drove to the shade of the tree.
Zhang Yueyang had dinner and free time at night, so he scolded Zhang Mingchen all the time. The rest under the shade of the tree were all girls with poor health and some aunts.
Zhang Mingchen sat among the group of people all afternoon, his eyes were crying like a rabbit, and when Zhang Yueyang scolded him, he didn't dare to make a sound.
Sitting next to Gu Tingsheng, I felt that Zhang Yueyang was really like Zhang Mingchen's brother.
"Instructor He." Li Moxun and I stood up and saluted.
Instructor He is not ugly, tall, thin and thin, I look at him, because of his psychological age, I see him as a child in my heart.He waved his hand and held a popsicle in his hand. Zhang Mingchen trembled when he heard Li Moxun and I calling for someone. Instructor He stretched out a hand from behind and put the popsicle in front of Zhang Mingchen.
Zhang Mingchen stood up tremblingly, turned around and saluted, and called out: "Instructor."
Instructor He's face, neck, exposed hands and arms are all dark. It looks like Li Xun has been exercising outside all year round and was tanned by the sun.
He smiled at Zhang Mingchen, showing two rows of big white teeth. He usually wears military uniform and doesn’t like to smile. We think he looks very mature. With such a smile, we found that he is the same age as Gu Tingsheng, Zhang Yueyang, and Li Xun. , are all seventeen.
Instructor He pointed to the table and said to Zhang Mingchen, "Are you still crying? This is for your cold eyes."
Zhang Mingchen shrank his neck, he seemed to be a little afraid of Instructor He, Instructor He smiled, and I whispered to Gu Tingsheng, "Brother, when you have black teeth, your mouth looks very white."
Gu Tingsheng nodded, and squeezed my palm under the table.
"Thank you...instructor." Zhang Mingchen thanked dryly. Instructor He stood there without saying a word. Instructor He was here, and we boys didn't know what to say. The atmosphere was a bit awkward for a while.
After a while, all the students at the other tables looked over, Instructor He coughed, his face turned dark, but we saw that the instructor still blushed, and he said softly to Zhang Mingchen: "I'm sorry during the day, it's me No consideration was given to your physical strength."
Instructor He said: "With your small body, you will definitely end up in the hospital after running down 3000 meters. It's my fault, but don't cry next time, you scared me to death."
Zhang Mingchen: "I...I...you..."
Instructor He turned and left.
The five boys at our table looked at each other. Zhang Mingchen sat down and looked at the popsicle with a ghostly expression on his face. Li Xun said, "If you don't want to eat it, give it to me. I will eat it."
Zhang Mingchen immediately peeled off the ice cream bag, stuck out his tongue and licked the ice cream from the beginning to the end, and then handed it to Li Xun: "Second brother, do you want to eat?"
Li Xun: "I'm stupid, I'm disgusting! Get lost!"
At this time, I felt that Instructor He seemed to be the same.
The overall military training in No. 09 Middle School is still very relaxed. Day students can go home until 30 o'clock in the military training. Resident students will sing nursery rhymes, and they can do whatever they want at [-]:[-].
After 09:30, Gu Tingsheng and I slipped out of the crowd. The lights on the playground were not very bright, and there were many people running and walking in the playground. Occasionally, the teaching director would catch a man and a woman in pairs with a flashlight.
Gu Tingsheng stretched out his hand to hold mine, and I whispered, "Let go, we are at school after all."
But in fact, even if I wasn't at school, even if I was outside, walking on the street, I never held hands with Gu Tingsheng.
Gu Tingsheng said, "Xiaolu, I want to hold your hand."
He added: "After the class is divided, the eldest brother can't see you, and I miss you so much."
I couldn't bear to let go of my hand, so I held his hand and dragged him for a walk in the shade. I thought that girls are born with a gender advantage. Two girls are holding hands. Who would say anything? They will be regarded as good sisters, but if there are two boys, I think they can also be fooled by good brothers?
But I looked at the way the two of us shook hands, our fingers intertwined. This way of shaking hands is too difficult to explain. If you think about it for a while, you will know what happened to our two boys.
"Brother." I mentioned the incident at dinner to Gu Tingsheng, "Do you think Instructor He is also the same?"
Gu Tingsheng: "What?"
"gay," I said, "I kind of feel like it."
But Gu Tingsheng asked me, "Can you feel it?"
"It's not particularly obvious. I can't feel it." I was also a little hesitant. I judge whether a man is gay or not depends entirely on his mother or not. Like Jim, I think it is at first sight. Lin Yi's words get along for a long time I can feel it too.
"I'm not sure." I said hesitantly, "but I think the way he looks at Zhang Mingchen is different from how Zhang Yueyang, you and the boss look at Zhang Mingchen."
Gu Tingsheng let out an "oh" and said, "I don't pay much attention to their eyes, my brother only cares about you."
"I see what they do." Gu Ting said to me naturally, "Brother sees that you don't have enough time."
I stopped in my tracks, and Gu Tingsheng also stopped, and he called me suspiciously: "Xiao Lu?"
"I found that your love words are getting more and more slippery now." I looked at Gu Tingsheng, I didn't know what I felt in my heart, it was sweet, but also very complicated, "I used to be very good at talking about love, but now it's not as good as yours. nature."
"What kind of love talk?" Gu Tingsheng said with a smile, "I'm showing my heart, not a deliberate love talk."
"Besides, when did you say love words to me?" Gu Tingsheng asked me, "You tell me a few words now."
"How many times have I told you?" I shook my hand, "You are right to tell me."
Gu Tingsheng: "Old husband and wife, don't do this anymore, brother will be embarrassed."
I thought that Gu Tingsheng was becoming less and less like a big ice cube, but he was not the same as the big brother in my previous impression. I wanted to get close to him, stood on tiptoe and kissed him. Gu Tingsheng said to me solemnly: "You They're taking advantage of me."
I said, "Brother, you have changed and become sweeter."
Gu Tingsheng: "...What do you mean?"
"You changed from a big ice cube to a little sweet." I said, "Is it the power of love, I changed you?"
Gu Tingsheng was silent for a while, I guessed he was messed up by the wind I was teasing, I shook my hand, he suddenly pulled me to a dark corner of the wall, he was taller than me, when he bent down, he looked like a piece of thick ink The black shadow poured down, covering me completely.
I was pressed against the wall by him and kissed me a few times, and the voice of a girl walking and reciting words came from not far behind, and the two quietly held their breath in the darkness and remained motionless.
When the girl was gone, Gu Tingsheng leaned into my ear and said to me, "Even the eldest brother is molesting, Yang Lu, you have grown courage."
I also feel that I have changed a lot from before. I used to always want to hold Gu Tingsheng in the palm of my hand and put it in my mouth, but after being together for a long time, I found that Gu Tingsheng also has many shortcomings. I noticed it before, but after being together It's very obvious.
I found that he threw all his bathing clothes in a ball, regardless of his trousers, tops, and underwear. Like a child, you must take the initiative to coax him.
I even suspected that the big brother in my previous life was a fake big brother. Did I beautify him too much, and only discovered why this person has so many shortcomings after I really approached him without any scruples.
But I looked at him self-willed, pretending, and sometimes he didn't look like a big brother, but I still couldn't help thinking, such a big brother is so cute, even if he is not the iceberg prince and turned into a funny clown, I still think he is The most handsome boy in my eyes.
"You've really become sweeter." I moved closer to Gu Tingsheng's mouth, stuck out my tongue and licked his lips, "Really, very sweet."
Gu Tingsheng's breathing became heavy, he panted a few times, and said to me in a low voice: "Yang Xiaolu, just punish me, and I will punish you later."
"I love you." I suddenly opened my mouth and told him, did I think I was joking after I finished speaking, why did I suddenly answer such a sentence, and suddenly opened my mouth to confess in a illogical manner.
What's even more hopeless is that this confession is not formal. I love you is a more sincere and weighty word than I like you. I also think I said it too casually.
Just like I also like Zhang Yueyang, Zhang Mingchen, the boss and the second child, Xia Wanwan, Lin Shuzhen, and Xia Chaobei, I also like junior high school teacher Xu Meihui and the resigned Jiang Shaoning.
I have met a lot of good people in my current life. They have different personalities, but they are all kind and wonderful people at heart. I am very grateful to have met them in my life. I like them.But I only love Gu Tingsheng.
Gu Tingsheng: "...Yang Lu, even if you say that, I won't soften my heart, it's too dishonest."
"I really love you."
I said again.
Gu Tingsheng: "...this time I'm a little more sincere."
"I love you more than you can imagine, and more than I can imagine."
I held Gu Tingsheng's hand, and couldn't help standing on tiptoe to kiss him. I thought to myself that spring has passed for a long time, and we have been together for more than half a year, why is it sour again at this time.But I looked at him suddenly, there was only a faint outline in the darkness, I couldn't see his face clearly, but suddenly countless gratitude and surging joy surged in my heart.
I realized that Gu Tingsheng was standing in front of me. We not only fell in love yesterday, but we will continue to love each other tomorrow, in the future, and many years later. I suddenly wanted to tell him——
"Every day I live, I love you more than the day before."
"Brother." I kissed his ear all the way, kissing his ear full of gratitude.
In the summer night, the cicadas are singing on the trees, there are billions of stars above the head, the sea passes through the mulberry fields, and the people on the ground looking at the stars change from batch to batch.
I called out his name again amidst the sound of cicadas: "Gu Tingsheng."
"Ah."
"Tingsheng."
Gu Tingsheng said: "Yang Lu, listen carefully, elder brother is shy and not good at words, just say it once."
"I love you."
Amidst the cicadas, Gu Tingsheng's voice was solemn.
I hugged him and said, "I didn't hear clearly, what did you just say?"
Gu Tingsheng said: "Just for a moment, brother wanted to beat you up."
"I really didn't hear clearly." I told Gu Tingsheng.
"Didn't hear what you were laughing at?" Gu Tingsheng pinched my face.
"The wind is too strong." I said it, and realized something was wrong, there was no wind here, so I quickly changed the sentence, "The cicadas are too loud, I can't hear what you said."
Gu Tingsheng patted my head, tapped my forehead twice, and said, "It's just a chance, if you talk too much, you won't be sincere, and forget it if you didn't hear it."
Gu Tingsheng is really eloquent. I pestered him to say it again, but he just refused to say it. I don’t know why tonight. I didn’t drink but I seemed drunk. He refused to say it, so I said many times in a fit of anger, "I love you You", "I love you the most" and "I only like my brother".
When I walked all the way to the dormitory and lay on the bed at night, I saw that the corners of his mouth hadn't dropped, so I realized that I had suffered a disadvantage.
Everyone in the dormitory went to bed very early that night. They were too tired from military training, and the boys in dormitory 203 were so sleepy that they closed their eyes immediately.
I was lying on the bed but counting sheep. I happily recalled Gu Tingsheng’s words I love you. Although he said it too solemnly, it felt like he was swearing to join the party under the red flag, but he was at least full of sincerity, which was better than me saying it casually. It sounds more sincere.
I counted sheep to 350 five, and was about to turn over when I heard Gu Ting move his body, he seemed to be lying on the pillow, with his head poked over.
I felt that he was watching me for a long time in the dark, Li Xun was snoring in the background, and the boy from Class [-] was grinding his teeth.
I was ready to get up too, and asked Gu Tingsheng if you were insomnia. I heard Gu Tingsheng sigh in these voices, and he called my name in the dark: "Yang Lu."
He said, "I love you."
I blinked. In the sweltering midnight of the summer night, a stream of tears flowed from the corner of my eyes down my cheeks to my temples and into my ears.
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After the military training, Gu Tingsheng and I moved out of the dormitory, because the dormitory began to be redistributed after class division, and we were not used to having separate classes, so we simply moved out.
The rented house is in the same neighborhood as Boss Li and Zhang Mingchen. They were upstairs, and Zhang Mingchen helped inquire about it. On the day of moving out, Zhang Yueyang and Li Xun kept sighing, shouting that Gu Tingsheng and I had abandoned them.
Zhang Yueyang kept saying: "Brothers agreed, after moving away, only Brother Xun and Brother Yang will be left. Are we two gay?"
Li Xun said: "Brother Yang please let me go, I still love my girlfriend more."
Li Moxun helped me resist the quilt, Zhang Mingchen helped me carry the washbasin and thermos bottle, two boys from the extra class came back, bumped into each other, asked about moving out, asked where the rented house was, and sighed with emotion He is rich and lives off-campus, so he doesn't say much.
Zhang Yueyang was on the road, carrying Gu Tingsheng's quilt, walking like a fighting cock, we could all see that he seemed to be angry.
Li Xun walked over and put his arm on his shoulder, Zhang Yueyang shouted: "Second brother, what are you doing! I'm carrying the quilt, you don't think it's heavy, you resist!"
Li Xun squeezed out a smile, leaned into Zhang Yueyang's ear and asked him: "Brother Yang, why are you angry, tell us and let's have fun together."
"Get out." Zhang Yueyang said, and he popped out another word, "Day!"
Li Xun: "Okay, come on, face to face, do you dare?"
Zhang Yueyang: "..."
Li Xun: "I dare not, you are a dog."
Zhang Yueyang: "I'm so fucking old..." Zhang Yueyang said: "Wow, woof!"
Couldn't help it, we all laughed together.
Zhang Yueyang said: "Oh my god, Brother Xun, I can't talk to you. I would rather be a dog than hate you."
Li Xun: "Brother Yang, if you have a girlfriend, don't change this catchphrase. I'll see if your girlfriend slaps you every day."
Li Xun is still showing off: "Comrades, I think we only have family members throughout our high school life. Brother Xun blesses you to have girlfriends after you go to college."
After Zhang Yueyang finished speaking to Li Xun, he turned his head and looked at Gu Tingsheng and me with a complicated expression.
Li Moxun suddenly said: "Brother Yang, what happened to you and Xiang Linlin? Are you okay?"
"Why are you mentioning her, boss..." Zhang Yueyang wondered.
Li Moxun said: "You talked in your sleep at night and called her name several times."
Zhang Yueyang turned his head around quickly, he looked at Li Moxun, then at us, and asked us, "Did I really yell?"
I told Zhang Yueyang with some sympathy: "I heard it twice."
Gu Tingsheng said, "I've heard it three or four times."
Li Xun and Zhang Mingchen: "I've heard it too."
Zhang Yueyang had a very strange expression at that time, as if he was a little embarrassed, and also a little indescribable, and there seemed to be a subtle loneliness.
I sometimes think that Zhang Yueyang should be like this, Xiang Linlin is really good, Zhang Yueyang is too quick to empathize with others, and I think he lost his enthusiasm for Jon later, so he chased him for a while. The way Jon feels to me is different from how he feels to Xiang Linlin.
When the first year of high school started, Zhang Yueyang mentioned Jon with an excited expression, as if he had discovered a beautiful flower, and also like a little boy who found a toy he liked very much, and saw the long-coveted limited-edition racing car model Right in front of you.
But I always remember junior high school, I went to Class [-] to find Gu Tingsheng, the first time I saw him and Xiang Linlin, Xiang Linlin tiptoed to wipe the blackboard, I saw him looking behind Xiang Linlin for a long time, he was smiling , he probably didn't even know he was smiling, the fourteen or fifteen year old boy showed a kind of sincere and pure joy on his face.
Then he walked over, took the blackboard eraser from Xiang Linlin's hand from behind, and wiped the blackboard for Xiang Linlin. Xiang Linlin got out of his arms and ran to look at him. had the same smile as him.
It was a kind of very pure and clean joy that teenagers have. I looked at it more purely than I liked it. Just seeing each other made me happy. At that time, I thought these two people were a couple.Although I don't understand why Xiang Linlin didn't agree to Zhang Yueyang's confession, I always feel that at least I shouldn't go to a stranger.
Sometimes I see Zhang Yueyang and Xiang Linlin passing by, and no one pays attention to the other. Maybe because I got Gu Tingsheng, I just meddle in my own business and hope that the two of them can be together.
Because I always feel that if two people really love each other but are not together, this is really a particularly sighing and embarrassing thing.I even feel that it is the biggest tragedy besides death.
After all, it is too difficult to meet someone who you like and who also likes you.
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Gu Tingsheng took my hand, he looked at me for a long time, and then he called, "Xiaolu."
I answered, and Gu Tingsheng called "Xiaolu" again. He called several times, but I answered all of them.
I bent down and kissed his eyes, and I said to him: "Brother, I am here, I have always been here."
"I will never leave you again."
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In this life, after I was reborn and adopted, I often repeated two dreams.
The first dream was the first time I met Gu Tingsheng. I never thought that this memory would be so profound.Sometimes I am also very strange. When I was eight years old, did I have a premonition that Gu Tingsheng had too many entanglements for me when I saw him for the first time?
So many years have passed in my previous life, and so many years have passed in this life, but I always remember that 11-year-old Gu Tingsheng opened the curtain, bent down to look at me, and asked my name.At that time, I actually thought, his eyes are so beautiful, I think I should have told him then.If I can go back to that scene, I must call him brother, and I will tell Gu Tingsheng that you have a pair of beautiful eyes.
The second dream was the scene of my death.
After I was reborn, I often dreamed at midnight that he hugged my dead body and cried, surrounded by endless wilderness, he was crying so sadly, I was like a ghost, I wanted to hug him and wipe away his blood. Tears, he cried so sadly, I have never seen a person cry so desperately, as if he was buried with this dead person for the rest of his life.
I think I'm just stupid, and I should have understood at that time that he was crying like this because I was very important to him, so important that I died, and his life would never be happy again.
Thinking about loving someone too much is a very scary thing. If you love him too much, your emotions will always be related to him. You know that you will be entangled with him for the rest of your life, but this person The "click" disappeared.
Like the rest of my life.
One click, and it's over.
But fortunately, fate has been kind to me so far, and I finally did not miss my happiness.
After all, Gu Tingsheng is young and has a good foundation. When his fever subsided it was after eleven o'clock that night. At that time, Zhang Mingchen couldn't sleep and called me to chat.
He talked a lot, and I mainly listened. At that time, I was sitting next to Gu Tingsheng and grabbed his hand. Gu Tingsheng also held my hand when he was sleeping and refused to let go. Wanwan came to bring me porridge and made a joke. But after she finished speaking, her expression changed. I think Wanwan, no matter how sloppy she is, must have realized something.
Zhang Mingchen asked me on the phone: "Xiao Liu, have you talked with Brother Gu?"
"It's over."
"What happened?" Zhang Mingchen asked me.
"He has something to deal with." I didn't tell Zhang Mingchen about Gu Tingsheng's going to a gay bar. Zhang Mingchen is too straight-headed and can't hide things in his heart. I also said it out, I think that the picture is so beautiful, the reputation of the eldest brother will be ruined by him.
Zhang Mingchen didn't ask in detail, and he replied to me in a very old-fashioned way: "Understood, everyone has their own secrets, just talk about it between you, I don't think Brother Gu is a bad person, he is a very good person. "
I couldn't help asking Zhang Mingchen: "How do you look after Gu Tingsheng?"
Zhang Mingchen talked a lot about bullshit, and I didn't need to ask, he just talked on the phone.
"Let me tell you, I just came to our dormitory, and I was very scared. It was the first time I lived in school, and I was young. My parents always told me to be careful, saying that everyone else was older than me, stronger, and scared. I can't speak and get beaten up."
Me: "I think your parents' consideration is very reasonable."
“哎呀。”张明晨在那边说,“你怎么也学会开玩笑了,哈哈哈哈,这有啥道理啊,事实证明我人见人爱花见花开,你们舍得揍我啊?”
I want to be willing, I think Zhang Yueyang is very willing to beat you up, really.
Zhang Mingchen continued to say over there: "By the way, what's the matter? By the way, if you ask me what impression I have of Brother Gu, I will tell you in order. Let me talk about the boss first. My first reaction is, oh my god, big brother." Fatty."
I think you have the ability to say something in front of the boss: big fat man.
Zhang Mingchen: "Oh my god, don't mess with this fat man. If you mess with him, sit down and my small body will definitely break."
"And the second brother, Brother Xun." Zhang Mingchen said, "You can't mess with this one either. He's tall and thin. He looks athletic. His muscles are often exercised. Although his skin is too dark, he looks like a black monkey. Also a strong black monkey, I can't mess with him."
Me: "Why do you give people nicknames when you see them?" Li Xun provoked you... Black Monkey...
Zhang Mingchen: "Then let's talk about the third brother, Gu brother, and Yang brother together, and I immediately reacted, oh my god, why is he so handsome! It's too bad, I will definitely not find a girlfriend if I go with these two, I absolutely can't Go with these two."
"Brother Gu and Brother Yang have different temperaments." Zhang Mingchen said excitedly, "Brother Gu looks difficult to get along with, but he feels that he is very decent, while Brother Yang looks more flamboyant. Use the English word to describe it, playboy, playboy! I Just like Big Ice Cube and Playboy, it must be very interesting for them to fight each other."
"Yeah." I replied to Zhang Yueyang, "How do you feel when you are angered by Brother Yang?"
Zhang Mingchen: "I don't feel very good, I think he really wants to beat me up!"
"Finally, I'm talking about you, Xiaoliu." Zhang Mingchen coughed, "Fifth brother will tell you something from his heart, since having you in the dormitory, Fifth brother feels that he has become a lot more manly, and since then no one has said that fifth brother Delicate like a little girl, I am so grateful for meeting you, Brother Wu feels like a man when he stands with you!"
"Believe it or not..." I sighed, "I can hate you too."
"Tell me how you look." Zhang Mingchen said with emotion in his tone, "I'll tell you, when I get home, my mother doesn't ask me, but first asks me if I have made friends. The beautiful child in the dormitory will take home with me. Play, I knew it was you when I heard it, Yang Lu, you are all human, why do you look like a porcelain doll, let me tell you, if you were a woman, you might be more popular than Jon and Xiang Linlin high."
"I seem to understand why Brother Gu likes you." Zhang Mingchen said.
"..." I took a deep breath, "Believe it or not, porcelain dolls are also temperamental, I'll kill you, believe it or not!"
Zhang Mingchen laughed loudly on the phone, and then I heard a "bang" on the phone, the sound was quite loud, and then I heard Zhang Mingchen's wailing, I was startled, and quickly shouted into the phone : "Zhang Mingchen? Zhang Mingchen! Are you okay?"
After a few seconds, I heard a groan/groan from the phone, and Zhang Mingchen said in a crying voice, "I laughed so hard that I fell off the chair."
I was worried and funny when I heard it, the voice of the boss came from over there, and the boss said over there, Xiao Chenchen, what are you doing, you are a demolition team at night?
I trembled with laughter, thinking that Zhang Mingchen should give me the nickname of monkey. I kept holding Gu Tingsheng's left hand and felt the fingers move. I put down the phone and saw Gu Tingsheng turned his head sideways. His emotions were gentle and nostalgic, he moved his throat, but his voice was hoarse.
Gu Tingsheng said, "What are you laughing at?"
I repeated what Zhang Mingchen said to Gu Tingsheng, and I said, "Big Ice Cube, Iceberg Prince, super cool and handsome."
Gu Tingsheng held my hand, sat up, and dragged me over with his hands. The phone was not hung up, and Zhang Mingchen's voice came over there very loudly.
Zhang Mingchen said: "Yang Lu, you can't be so mean! Brother Gu is by your side? Why did you turn around and sell me out!"
Gu Tingsheng directly pulled out the cell phone I was holding with his other hand, he hung up the phone, leaned over and kissed me directly.His lips were very dry, and his mouth felt dry and warm. When we were kissing, I touched his forehead with one hand and found that his fever had subsided. It was eleven o'clock at this time.
This time the kiss was very gentle, without any sexual connotation. I could feel that both of us were in a very peaceful mood. The kiss became just kissing without any other purpose, just wanting to touch each other, because words Can't express how much I like it.
I used to watch movies with Gu Tingsheng when I was very young. In foreign movies, the blond-haired and blue-eyed heroes and heroines kiss very revealingly. Their tongues are mixed together, and they suck each other’s lips. At that time, I was a child, Gu Tingsheng was a young boy, and Gu Tingsheng was pretending cover my eyes.
I said, "Brother, it's disgusting, you don't pay attention to hygiene."
Gu Tingsheng, a young man, expressed great agreement with this. He nodded in agreement at the time: "It's too unhygienic. Eating other people's saliva is a very unhygienic thing. Xiaolu must not learn from it in the future."
I nodded: "I will definitely not eat other people's saliva."
Gu Tingsheng: "Me too!"
Now Gu Tingsheng puts his tongue into my mouth, and he gently licks the tip of my tongue. When I think of the past, I find it very funny. I also think that when we were young, we were very innocent and did not understand what love is.When everything looks strange and the premise of love is added, I understand why I do these "disgusting" things.I went to touch Gu Tingsheng's back, and slowly groped along his spine. When I fell in love with someone, I felt that everything about him was beautiful. I was attracted by his soul, and at the same time, I sincerely wanted to possess his* *.
"Brother." In the gap between the kisses, I stroked every segment of his spine, and I whispered between his lips, "Eat a little fatter."
Gu Tingsheng said: "Brother is too thin, did he catch you?"
"It's a bit handy." I said to him, "It's more comfortable to hold if you are fatter."
"What if you gain weight and don't look handsome?"
I thought about it and touched his face. I can't imagine what this face would look like if it became fat. I also don't know what the old Gu Tingsheng would be like. The fate of my previous life didn't give me this opportunity.
But I thought about it and told him: "I love you not only for your young and beautiful face. I love you for our blended soul under your skin. If you will be old in the next moment, then I will be too. Love you this moment."
How many people have loved your youthful film, loved your beauty, with hypocrisy or true feelings.There is only one who loves your pilgrim's heart and the marks of age on your mournful face. [1]
I like your beautiful face, but what I like more is the soul that grew up with Yang Lu under your face.
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In August, our second year of high school started two weeks ahead of schedule and went to school for military training.
At that time, the arts and sciences were divided into classes. Gu Tingsheng was in the first class, the key science class, and Li Xun, Zhang Yueyang and him were in the same class.
During the military training, they were divided into classes. The instructors were very strict in the first three days. Zhang Mingchen got up late in the morning and was fined to run 3000 meters.
Zhang Mingchen was crying. The instructor's surname was He, and he was not very old. He was a freshman in the military academy. I heard that he was only 17 years old. He would blush when facing girls in the liberal arts class, and he was very cold when facing boys.
Zhang Yueyang said that Instructor He is sure that the straight man didn't run away.
Zhang Mingchen was kicked by Instructor He and sat on the ground. He didn't get up, and sat there wiping tears. The tip of his nose was red from crying. Gu Tingsheng and his team were free to rest. Seeing this, they ran over worriedly, but also dare not say anything.
Zhang Yueyang yelled at Zhang Mingchen from the side: "Are you promising, Xiao Wu, don't cry, stand up quickly."
I was standing in the team with the boss at the time, looking at Zhang Mingchen very worriedly. Instructor He also said a few words to Zhang Mingchen, and then saw him squatting down and pointing to one side. Zhang Mingchen was supported by Gu Tingsheng and Zhang Yueyang, and the two of them The two drove to the shade of the tree.
Zhang Yueyang had dinner and free time at night, so he scolded Zhang Mingchen all the time. The rest under the shade of the tree were all girls with poor health and some aunts.
Zhang Mingchen sat among the group of people all afternoon, his eyes were crying like a rabbit, and when Zhang Yueyang scolded him, he didn't dare to make a sound.
Sitting next to Gu Tingsheng, I felt that Zhang Yueyang was really like Zhang Mingchen's brother.
"Instructor He." Li Moxun and I stood up and saluted.
Instructor He is not ugly, tall, thin and thin, I look at him, because of his psychological age, I see him as a child in my heart.He waved his hand and held a popsicle in his hand. Zhang Mingchen trembled when he heard Li Moxun and I calling for someone. Instructor He stretched out a hand from behind and put the popsicle in front of Zhang Mingchen.
Zhang Mingchen stood up tremblingly, turned around and saluted, and called out: "Instructor."
Instructor He's face, neck, exposed hands and arms are all dark. It looks like Li Xun has been exercising outside all year round and was tanned by the sun.
He smiled at Zhang Mingchen, showing two rows of big white teeth. He usually wears military uniform and doesn’t like to smile. We think he looks very mature. With such a smile, we found that he is the same age as Gu Tingsheng, Zhang Yueyang, and Li Xun. , are all seventeen.
Instructor He pointed to the table and said to Zhang Mingchen, "Are you still crying? This is for your cold eyes."
Zhang Mingchen shrank his neck, he seemed to be a little afraid of Instructor He, Instructor He smiled, and I whispered to Gu Tingsheng, "Brother, when you have black teeth, your mouth looks very white."
Gu Tingsheng nodded, and squeezed my palm under the table.
"Thank you...instructor." Zhang Mingchen thanked dryly. Instructor He stood there without saying a word. Instructor He was here, and we boys didn't know what to say. The atmosphere was a bit awkward for a while.
After a while, all the students at the other tables looked over, Instructor He coughed, his face turned dark, but we saw that the instructor still blushed, and he said softly to Zhang Mingchen: "I'm sorry during the day, it's me No consideration was given to your physical strength."
Instructor He said: "With your small body, you will definitely end up in the hospital after running down 3000 meters. It's my fault, but don't cry next time, you scared me to death."
Zhang Mingchen: "I...I...you..."
Instructor He turned and left.
The five boys at our table looked at each other. Zhang Mingchen sat down and looked at the popsicle with a ghostly expression on his face. Li Xun said, "If you don't want to eat it, give it to me. I will eat it."
Zhang Mingchen immediately peeled off the ice cream bag, stuck out his tongue and licked the ice cream from the beginning to the end, and then handed it to Li Xun: "Second brother, do you want to eat?"
Li Xun: "I'm stupid, I'm disgusting! Get lost!"
At this time, I felt that Instructor He seemed to be the same.
The overall military training in No. 09 Middle School is still very relaxed. Day students can go home until 30 o'clock in the military training. Resident students will sing nursery rhymes, and they can do whatever they want at [-]:[-].
After 09:30, Gu Tingsheng and I slipped out of the crowd. The lights on the playground were not very bright, and there were many people running and walking in the playground. Occasionally, the teaching director would catch a man and a woman in pairs with a flashlight.
Gu Tingsheng stretched out his hand to hold mine, and I whispered, "Let go, we are at school after all."
But in fact, even if I wasn't at school, even if I was outside, walking on the street, I never held hands with Gu Tingsheng.
Gu Tingsheng said, "Xiaolu, I want to hold your hand."
He added: "After the class is divided, the eldest brother can't see you, and I miss you so much."
I couldn't bear to let go of my hand, so I held his hand and dragged him for a walk in the shade. I thought that girls are born with a gender advantage. Two girls are holding hands. Who would say anything? They will be regarded as good sisters, but if there are two boys, I think they can also be fooled by good brothers?
But I looked at the way the two of us shook hands, our fingers intertwined. This way of shaking hands is too difficult to explain. If you think about it for a while, you will know what happened to our two boys.
"Brother." I mentioned the incident at dinner to Gu Tingsheng, "Do you think Instructor He is also the same?"
Gu Tingsheng: "What?"
"gay," I said, "I kind of feel like it."
But Gu Tingsheng asked me, "Can you feel it?"
"It's not particularly obvious. I can't feel it." I was also a little hesitant. I judge whether a man is gay or not depends entirely on his mother or not. Like Jim, I think it is at first sight. Lin Yi's words get along for a long time I can feel it too.
"I'm not sure." I said hesitantly, "but I think the way he looks at Zhang Mingchen is different from how Zhang Yueyang, you and the boss look at Zhang Mingchen."
Gu Tingsheng let out an "oh" and said, "I don't pay much attention to their eyes, my brother only cares about you."
"I see what they do." Gu Ting said to me naturally, "Brother sees that you don't have enough time."
I stopped in my tracks, and Gu Tingsheng also stopped, and he called me suspiciously: "Xiao Lu?"
"I found that your love words are getting more and more slippery now." I looked at Gu Tingsheng, I didn't know what I felt in my heart, it was sweet, but also very complicated, "I used to be very good at talking about love, but now it's not as good as yours. nature."
"What kind of love talk?" Gu Tingsheng said with a smile, "I'm showing my heart, not a deliberate love talk."
"Besides, when did you say love words to me?" Gu Tingsheng asked me, "You tell me a few words now."
"How many times have I told you?" I shook my hand, "You are right to tell me."
Gu Tingsheng: "Old husband and wife, don't do this anymore, brother will be embarrassed."
I thought that Gu Tingsheng was becoming less and less like a big ice cube, but he was not the same as the big brother in my previous impression. I wanted to get close to him, stood on tiptoe and kissed him. Gu Tingsheng said to me solemnly: "You They're taking advantage of me."
I said, "Brother, you have changed and become sweeter."
Gu Tingsheng: "...What do you mean?"
"You changed from a big ice cube to a little sweet." I said, "Is it the power of love, I changed you?"
Gu Tingsheng was silent for a while, I guessed he was messed up by the wind I was teasing, I shook my hand, he suddenly pulled me to a dark corner of the wall, he was taller than me, when he bent down, he looked like a piece of thick ink The black shadow poured down, covering me completely.
I was pressed against the wall by him and kissed me a few times, and the voice of a girl walking and reciting words came from not far behind, and the two quietly held their breath in the darkness and remained motionless.
When the girl was gone, Gu Tingsheng leaned into my ear and said to me, "Even the eldest brother is molesting, Yang Lu, you have grown courage."
I also feel that I have changed a lot from before. I used to always want to hold Gu Tingsheng in the palm of my hand and put it in my mouth, but after being together for a long time, I found that Gu Tingsheng also has many shortcomings. I noticed it before, but after being together It's very obvious.
I found that he threw all his bathing clothes in a ball, regardless of his trousers, tops, and underwear. Like a child, you must take the initiative to coax him.
I even suspected that the big brother in my previous life was a fake big brother. Did I beautify him too much, and only discovered why this person has so many shortcomings after I really approached him without any scruples.
But I looked at him self-willed, pretending, and sometimes he didn't look like a big brother, but I still couldn't help thinking, such a big brother is so cute, even if he is not the iceberg prince and turned into a funny clown, I still think he is The most handsome boy in my eyes.
"You've really become sweeter." I moved closer to Gu Tingsheng's mouth, stuck out my tongue and licked his lips, "Really, very sweet."
Gu Tingsheng's breathing became heavy, he panted a few times, and said to me in a low voice: "Yang Xiaolu, just punish me, and I will punish you later."
"I love you." I suddenly opened my mouth and told him, did I think I was joking after I finished speaking, why did I suddenly answer such a sentence, and suddenly opened my mouth to confess in a illogical manner.
What's even more hopeless is that this confession is not formal. I love you is a more sincere and weighty word than I like you. I also think I said it too casually.
Just like I also like Zhang Yueyang, Zhang Mingchen, the boss and the second child, Xia Wanwan, Lin Shuzhen, and Xia Chaobei, I also like junior high school teacher Xu Meihui and the resigned Jiang Shaoning.
I have met a lot of good people in my current life. They have different personalities, but they are all kind and wonderful people at heart. I am very grateful to have met them in my life. I like them.But I only love Gu Tingsheng.
Gu Tingsheng: "...Yang Lu, even if you say that, I won't soften my heart, it's too dishonest."
"I really love you."
I said again.
Gu Tingsheng: "...this time I'm a little more sincere."
"I love you more than you can imagine, and more than I can imagine."
I held Gu Tingsheng's hand, and couldn't help standing on tiptoe to kiss him. I thought to myself that spring has passed for a long time, and we have been together for more than half a year, why is it sour again at this time.But I looked at him suddenly, there was only a faint outline in the darkness, I couldn't see his face clearly, but suddenly countless gratitude and surging joy surged in my heart.
I realized that Gu Tingsheng was standing in front of me. We not only fell in love yesterday, but we will continue to love each other tomorrow, in the future, and many years later. I suddenly wanted to tell him——
"Every day I live, I love you more than the day before."
"Brother." I kissed his ear all the way, kissing his ear full of gratitude.
In the summer night, the cicadas are singing on the trees, there are billions of stars above the head, the sea passes through the mulberry fields, and the people on the ground looking at the stars change from batch to batch.
I called out his name again amidst the sound of cicadas: "Gu Tingsheng."
"Ah."
"Tingsheng."
Gu Tingsheng said: "Yang Lu, listen carefully, elder brother is shy and not good at words, just say it once."
"I love you."
Amidst the cicadas, Gu Tingsheng's voice was solemn.
I hugged him and said, "I didn't hear clearly, what did you just say?"
Gu Tingsheng said: "Just for a moment, brother wanted to beat you up."
"I really didn't hear clearly." I told Gu Tingsheng.
"Didn't hear what you were laughing at?" Gu Tingsheng pinched my face.
"The wind is too strong." I said it, and realized something was wrong, there was no wind here, so I quickly changed the sentence, "The cicadas are too loud, I can't hear what you said."
Gu Tingsheng patted my head, tapped my forehead twice, and said, "It's just a chance, if you talk too much, you won't be sincere, and forget it if you didn't hear it."
Gu Tingsheng is really eloquent. I pestered him to say it again, but he just refused to say it. I don’t know why tonight. I didn’t drink but I seemed drunk. He refused to say it, so I said many times in a fit of anger, "I love you You", "I love you the most" and "I only like my brother".
When I walked all the way to the dormitory and lay on the bed at night, I saw that the corners of his mouth hadn't dropped, so I realized that I had suffered a disadvantage.
Everyone in the dormitory went to bed very early that night. They were too tired from military training, and the boys in dormitory 203 were so sleepy that they closed their eyes immediately.
I was lying on the bed but counting sheep. I happily recalled Gu Tingsheng’s words I love you. Although he said it too solemnly, it felt like he was swearing to join the party under the red flag, but he was at least full of sincerity, which was better than me saying it casually. It sounds more sincere.
I counted sheep to 350 five, and was about to turn over when I heard Gu Ting move his body, he seemed to be lying on the pillow, with his head poked over.
I felt that he was watching me for a long time in the dark, Li Xun was snoring in the background, and the boy from Class [-] was grinding his teeth.
I was ready to get up too, and asked Gu Tingsheng if you were insomnia. I heard Gu Tingsheng sigh in these voices, and he called my name in the dark: "Yang Lu."
He said, "I love you."
I blinked. In the sweltering midnight of the summer night, a stream of tears flowed from the corner of my eyes down my cheeks to my temples and into my ears.
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After the military training, Gu Tingsheng and I moved out of the dormitory, because the dormitory began to be redistributed after class division, and we were not used to having separate classes, so we simply moved out.
The rented house is in the same neighborhood as Boss Li and Zhang Mingchen. They were upstairs, and Zhang Mingchen helped inquire about it. On the day of moving out, Zhang Yueyang and Li Xun kept sighing, shouting that Gu Tingsheng and I had abandoned them.
Zhang Yueyang kept saying: "Brothers agreed, after moving away, only Brother Xun and Brother Yang will be left. Are we two gay?"
Li Xun said: "Brother Yang please let me go, I still love my girlfriend more."
Li Moxun helped me resist the quilt, Zhang Mingchen helped me carry the washbasin and thermos bottle, two boys from the extra class came back, bumped into each other, asked about moving out, asked where the rented house was, and sighed with emotion He is rich and lives off-campus, so he doesn't say much.
Zhang Yueyang was on the road, carrying Gu Tingsheng's quilt, walking like a fighting cock, we could all see that he seemed to be angry.
Li Xun walked over and put his arm on his shoulder, Zhang Yueyang shouted: "Second brother, what are you doing! I'm carrying the quilt, you don't think it's heavy, you resist!"
Li Xun squeezed out a smile, leaned into Zhang Yueyang's ear and asked him: "Brother Yang, why are you angry, tell us and let's have fun together."
"Get out." Zhang Yueyang said, and he popped out another word, "Day!"
Li Xun: "Okay, come on, face to face, do you dare?"
Zhang Yueyang: "..."
Li Xun: "I dare not, you are a dog."
Zhang Yueyang: "I'm so fucking old..." Zhang Yueyang said: "Wow, woof!"
Couldn't help it, we all laughed together.
Zhang Yueyang said: "Oh my god, Brother Xun, I can't talk to you. I would rather be a dog than hate you."
Li Xun: "Brother Yang, if you have a girlfriend, don't change this catchphrase. I'll see if your girlfriend slaps you every day."
Li Xun is still showing off: "Comrades, I think we only have family members throughout our high school life. Brother Xun blesses you to have girlfriends after you go to college."
After Zhang Yueyang finished speaking to Li Xun, he turned his head and looked at Gu Tingsheng and me with a complicated expression.
Li Moxun suddenly said: "Brother Yang, what happened to you and Xiang Linlin? Are you okay?"
"Why are you mentioning her, boss..." Zhang Yueyang wondered.
Li Moxun said: "You talked in your sleep at night and called her name several times."
Zhang Yueyang turned his head around quickly, he looked at Li Moxun, then at us, and asked us, "Did I really yell?"
I told Zhang Yueyang with some sympathy: "I heard it twice."
Gu Tingsheng said, "I've heard it three or four times."
Li Xun and Zhang Mingchen: "I've heard it too."
Zhang Yueyang had a very strange expression at that time, as if he was a little embarrassed, and also a little indescribable, and there seemed to be a subtle loneliness.
I sometimes think that Zhang Yueyang should be like this, Xiang Linlin is really good, Zhang Yueyang is too quick to empathize with others, and I think he lost his enthusiasm for Jon later, so he chased him for a while. The way Jon feels to me is different from how he feels to Xiang Linlin.
When the first year of high school started, Zhang Yueyang mentioned Jon with an excited expression, as if he had discovered a beautiful flower, and also like a little boy who found a toy he liked very much, and saw the long-coveted limited-edition racing car model Right in front of you.
But I always remember junior high school, I went to Class [-] to find Gu Tingsheng, the first time I saw him and Xiang Linlin, Xiang Linlin tiptoed to wipe the blackboard, I saw him looking behind Xiang Linlin for a long time, he was smiling , he probably didn't even know he was smiling, the fourteen or fifteen year old boy showed a kind of sincere and pure joy on his face.
Then he walked over, took the blackboard eraser from Xiang Linlin's hand from behind, and wiped the blackboard for Xiang Linlin. Xiang Linlin got out of his arms and ran to look at him. had the same smile as him.
It was a kind of very pure and clean joy that teenagers have. I looked at it more purely than I liked it. Just seeing each other made me happy. At that time, I thought these two people were a couple.Although I don't understand why Xiang Linlin didn't agree to Zhang Yueyang's confession, I always feel that at least I shouldn't go to a stranger.
Sometimes I see Zhang Yueyang and Xiang Linlin passing by, and no one pays attention to the other. Maybe because I got Gu Tingsheng, I just meddle in my own business and hope that the two of them can be together.
Because I always feel that if two people really love each other but are not together, this is really a particularly sighing and embarrassing thing.I even feel that it is the biggest tragedy besides death.
After all, it is too difficult to meet someone who you like and who also likes you.
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