Happy Life [Rebirth]

I recalled the moment again this evening, and I still remember how surprised I was at the moment.Or I must have looked like a frightened quail.

I think the best result is that Gu Tingsheng is still willing to be friends with me. After all, the past two years of getting along every day is not so easy to erase. I believe that there is an indelible relationship between us.

In fact, this is not considered acceptance, I think it is more about Gu Tingsheng's compromise with me, as he said, you are too young, so why not him, no one of this age knows what liking and love are like.It's something heavy that they don't understand at all.

But I was still shocked, I heard my voice dryly asking him: "Try?"

Gu Tingsheng nodded to me, and he said: "Xiaolu, let's try it, and then you will find..." Gu Tingsheng's eyes changed, and he became very guilty.

He said: "You will find that the eldest brother is not that good, and he is not worthy of your liking."

"Oh." I nodded.

A piece of fireworks exploded in my mind now, and a piece of light flashed in my mind. I think it turns out...is this considered a success?It doesn't seem to count, but he said to try, at least gave me a chance to go further.This is already an answer I never thought of, and a better answer than the best answer I could have imagined.

I feel very happy.

I sat back again, and the corners of my mouth couldn't help grinning happily. I reached out and wanted to touch his face and hold his hand, but soon I realized that there were other students around me. The vines are separated by a few meters, but someone will always pass by here.

I had no choice but to withdraw my hand, looked at Gu Tingsheng and told him seriously: "You are fine."

Gu Tingsheng looked at me: "Only you think I'm good." He said: "You are a very stupid person."

I shook my head, and finally I couldn't help ticking his little finger, and then I heard myself smile silly: "You are really good, brother, you are a very good person."

Gu Tingsheng said: "Fool, don't repeat it, it's too nasty."

I don’t think it’s disgusting. If I want to be disgusting, I can use the sentences I wrote in my novels to give you a hundred sentences of love without repetition.But those words are too superficial, I think if I have to express how much I like you, maybe I need to cut my heart out for you to see.

Hold my heart and let you see how much Yang Lu likes Gu Tingsheng.

Back in the dormitory that night, Zhang Mingchen and Zhang Yueyang entered the dormitory together.Zhang Yueyang didn't come back after slamming the door and running out yesterday.

When he and Zhang Mingchen entered the dormitory, I still had a sense of uncertainty floating in the sky, as if my feet couldn't touch the ground.

It was Li Moxun who said hello first, Li Xun was still fighting on the basketball court but did not come back.

Li Moxun: "Hey, Brother Yang and Xiao Wu are back."

Gu Tingsheng was not in the dormitory either, and after finishing those words under the vines, I asked him: "Do you really want to try, you don't have to compromise for me."

Gu Tingsheng said: "I didn't compromise, my elder brother also likes you."

I was so happy at that time, Gu Tingsheng said again: "I have to leave you for a while, I'm going to play basketball again."

Zhang Mingchen came in now, and the first thing he asked was: "Only Yang Lu... Where's Brother Gu?"

"Gu Tingsheng should be on the basketball court too." I was sitting by the table under my bed, unable to calm down, I turned around to look at Zhang Mingchen and Zhang Yueyang.

Zhang Mingchen was also looking at me, but he only glanced at me and then turned his eyes away. The schoolbag he was carrying was very big and bulging. Zhang Mingchen quickly walked to his desk, put down the schoolbag and began to take things out.

While digging out, he said, "I brought some delicious food, some made by my mother, and some snacks they bought for me. Boss, Yang Lu, come over and get some."

Zhang Yueyang also walked to his table, he pulled the chair and sat upside down, Zhang Yueyang looked at me with his face up, I thought his eyes were a bit strange, I went to see him, Zhang Yueyang smiled at me, Li Moxun asked there : "Xiao Wu, you came very early today. You usually don't come until xx o'clock, but you came so early today."

"I'll be here after five o'clock." Zhang Mingchen said, "I've been here long ago, Boss."

Li Moxun: "Then why did you come to the dormitory at this hour, where did you run off in the middle?"

Zhang Mingchen didn't speak. He paused so obviously that I couldn't help but look at him. It was Zhang Yueyang who explained where Zhang Mingchen had gone.

Zhang Yueyang said: "I ran into the fifth child when I wandered around the school at five o'clock. We ran out for a stroll, and then went to the cafeteria to have a meal."

Li Moxun: "Isn't it heavy? Look at the bag on the fifth's back, it must weigh more than ten catties."

"Not sinking not sinking." Zhang Mingchen said quickly, "Not sinking at all, really!"

Zhang Mingchen: "...No, why are you all quiet?"

I looked at Zhang Mingchen and looked at him very puzzled: "What's wrong with you? What happened?"

I went to see Zhang Yueyang again, and Li Moxun touched his chin and said, "Xiao Wu, what are you hiding from us?"

"It's really nothing." Zhang Yueyang looked back at me, and ran to Zhang Mingchen to eat the food he brought.

Zhang Yueyang said: "You guys, don't be so sensitive. It's really nothing. Even if there is something, we, Xiao Chenchen, are not allowed to have a little secret of our own?"

Zhang Mingchen said, "Brother Yang, get lost..."

I went to see Li Moxun, and Li Moxun squinted his eyes and shook his head with a smile, meaning not to ask any more questions. Of course, I won't meddle in other people's affairs and ask the bottom line, but I think Zhang Yueyang is pretending to be a big-tailed wolf. A little more normal than Zhang Mingchen, but only a little normal.Did he think he was pretending to be similar? Looking at his face, I knew he was the same as Zhang Mingchen, as if he had encountered something wrong but wanted to hide it from us.

When Gu Tingsheng and Li Xun came back, they seemed to be fished out of the water. Zhang Yueyang took the initiative to say hello to Gu Tingsheng, and Gu Tingsheng also responded. Both of them seemed to have let go of what happened yesterday.

Zhang Yueyang also said: "Brother Gu, I think about what happened yesterday because I was too impulsive—"

"I'm going to take a shower first." Gu Tingsheng interrupted Zhang Yueyang, he glanced at me, then looked at Zhang Yueyang again, "We'll talk when we come back."

Li Xun was also carrying a bath basket. He dragged Gu Tingsheng out and ran out, yelling, "Wow, hurry up, it will be miserable when the bathhouse closes!"

When Gu Tingsheng and Li Xun came back with wet hair, the dormitory lights were turned off, we all climbed into bed, and Li Xun asked from below: "Who gave this food, and there are chicken legs."

"It's duck legs." Zhang Mingchen said, "Second brother, it's my mother's marinated ones, it's delicious."

As soon as Zhang Mingchen finished speaking, we smelled the smell of meat. Li Xun chewed something in his mouth and said vaguely: "Auntie is really good at cooking, one word - great!"

Zhang Mingchen: "You're eating it right now... Sigh, I really envy you, second child, you look like a single-celled organism, and you are heartless as a whole."

"Are you looking for a beating?" Li Xun said from below, "Whether you call me the second child, or you call me a single-celled creature, the fifth child, do you want to be beaten?"

Zhang Mingchen: "Ah... teenagers don't know what it means to be sad, and they forcefully express their sorrows in order to write new words, and go up to a higher level, but they say that it's a cool autumn!"

Li Xun: "Don't change the subject, it's amazing to be able to recite a poem."

I lay on the pillow, listening to Li Xun and Zhang Mingchen talking, Gu Tingsheng climbed up after a while, and then the light outside saw him with a towel on his head, and when he got to the bed, he put the towel on the low railing beside the bed.

Zhang Yueyang was over there, and said to Gu Tingsheng from the air: "Brother Gu, I have something to tell you."

Zhang Yueyang said: "Let's reconcile, I am sorry for you what happened yesterday, I shouldn't hurt the brotherhood because of this."

Gu Tingsheng said, "Well, it's nothing."

Zhang Yueyang laughed at the other end, and he also said: "Yes, good brother, do you remember the first time we met, I felt that you were pulling, and I also felt that you were different from others, a junior high school student who is the same, You feel very lonely to us, but I don't think you are so annoying."

Zhang Yueyang: "The first time I saw you, I thought you were very pleasing to the eye."

Li Xun gnawed on the duck leg: "Fourth brother, Brother Yang! Can we stop being so nasty!"

Zhang Yueyang ignored Li Xun, and continued: "So then I thought about it, I shouldn't hurt the brotherhood because of a girl, girls will always be there again, brothers are rare, brother Gu, we are still brothers, right?"

Gu Tingsheng was silent for a while, and the dormitory also fell silent, no one spoke, even the sound of Li Xun gnawing duck legs seemed to be cautious.

After a minute, I heard Gu Tingsheng say in the dark: "Zhang Yueyang, good brother, forever."

Zhang Yueyang laughed again, and when he smiled, the others laughed too. Li Xun hammered the railing of the climbing bed a few times, and he said excitedly: "Hey, that's it, how many brothers who live in the dormitory for three years can meet in this lifetime, beautiful There are so many girls, although I don't know what happened to you two yesterday, but you should always remember that brotherhood is the first!"

Gu Tingsheng: "Damn it, Li Xun."

Li Xun: "Why are you calling me the third child?"

"My towel fell off." Gu Tingsheng said, "What are you hammering on the railing?"

The things about Jon between Gu Tingsheng and Zhang Yueyang seemed to be completely unraveled tonight. I thought that Zhang Yueyang would become like most boys controlled by hormones when he reached puberty, but now I find that he is much better than I thought. He Still value friends more.

When Li Xun also climbed onto the bed, Li Moxun was already snoring, Gu Tingsheng was also lying on the bed, I was still lying on the pillow, I reached out to touch his hair, it was still wet.

Gu Tingsheng also stretched out his hand. He held my hand and scratched my palm. I couldn't help laughing.

Gu Tingsheng said: "You used to always love to scratch my palms."

I whispered to him, "I still feel like I'm dreaming."

Why did Gu Tingsheng agree?

"Go to sleep." Gu Tingsheng said, "It's not a dream, it's all real. If you wake up and call me tomorrow morning, I have to recite vocabulary too."

"En." I nodded and agreed, I wanted to say something more, but Gu Tingsheng shook our hand, and he withdrew it.

In the dark, the ceiling fan on the top squeaked and brought some wind. I lay on the pillow and suddenly froze. I didn't fall asleep until midnight. The excitement and happiness faded away quickly, or It faded away a long time ago, and it was only in the dead of night that I realized that I had already had an indescribable fear when Gu Tingsheng said to try.

I felt my heart start beating again and again, only the beating sound of my heart was left in my ears.

I thought about it, and finally thought very sadly that Gu Tingsheng just compromised, because although I was not adopted by Gu Xingsong and Yuan Mengyu in this life, I walked into his world.Our two lonely children have been together for two years. I am also very important to him. He is not willing to lose me for this, so he compromised me for this.

Yang Lu, you are really despicable, what is the difference between this and a shameless villain.I lay down on the pillow and closed my eyes. The result I got was no different from threatening Gu Tingsheng. What am I happy about? What I hope is that Gu Tingsheng can spend this life in peace and happiness.

What I want is not to bring him into an unethical/reasonable relationship, to be watched like a pervert by everyone, I always want him to spend this life happily, even if his happiness has nothing to do with me.

In the darkness, apart from the sound of the electric fan, Li Moxun's snoring, and the breathing of other people falling asleep, I heard myself sigh in these sounds.

The author has something to say: Think about it, the elder brother will always tell Yang Lu what he thinks at this time, so it’s okay not to write about the elder brother’s perspective_(:зゝ∠)_