The hero does not look back!

Across the door of the bathroom, Lu An was crying for a long time inside, and Xue Rong was standing quietly outside.Xue Rong thought, if it is a normal couple, what should they do in this situation? If it is normal, with a partner who loves each other, at least they will hug each other for comfort.

Obviously, Lu An doesn't need and doesn't want to get a hug from him.Xue Rong has always been aware of Lu An's thoughts, but in his character of never admitting defeat, never admitting defeat, and almost never losing, he is not allowed to suffer setbacks from Lu An.In the past three years or so, he used to be Lu An's most sincere and favorite person, but at that time, he didn't know how to respond, didn't know how to cherish, until time passed, and he couldn't go back to the past.

Xue Rong also asked himself many times, whether this kind of unwillingness to let go is love, he searched for many ambiguous answers, and finally concluded that since there is a feeling that you must, it is love .He thought that a lifetime is still a long time, and when Lu An's mood slowly calms down, everything will be fine.After all, Lu An once loved him so much.

"He used to love me so much."

Putting so much thought and energy on his love life was something that Xue Rong disdained before. There are so many mountains and mountains waiting to be conquered in the man's world, how could it be possible to waste a good life on love?Xue Rong once firmly believed that he was not a stupid and cowardly emotional man, but when he really longed for someone, the business data and huge profits that filled his brain in the past gradually lost their appeal, and they were no match for his family. The bowl of water noodles that Heshun cooked for him was not worth the satisfaction and warmth of being able to hug and fall asleep in the middle of the night.The fulfillment and stability of the second half of his life seemed to depend on one person. This was a gamble he couldn't afford to lose.

Xue Rong knew that what Tan Feng said was right, he was a strong and selfish person, he paid attention to his own feelings and needs, and used skilled businessman methods to cast and collect the net, and he had countless ways to trap Lu An by his side for the rest of his life.Xue Rong stood outside the door and listened to Lu An's suppressed cries, and even had the idea of ​​ruthlessness, no matter what, he would not let go.

Half an hour later, Lu An finally came out, his eyes were red, he looked at Xue Rong standing by the door, coughed twice in a weak voice, and said, "Still still? Go to work, I won't be here today. Comfortable, rest at home."

Xue Rong bowed his head and kissed Lu An's hair on the top, and said, "Okay, I'll come back early this afternoon to accompany you."

Lu An nodded, fell back on the bed and huddled into a ball, Xue Rong covered him with a quilt, Lu An closed his eyes tightly, and could see that his whole body was still tense, Xue Rong couldn't bear it, and didn't stay any longer , and left quickly.

Xue Rong still had no intention of going to work in the company, a very bad premonition lingered in his heart all the time, and he always felt that something was going to go wrong.He rushed to Tan Feng's place. Tan Feng looked at Xue Rong with an anxious expression on his face, and said, "Lu An needs to decompress, and you, I'm afraid, are the source of that pressure. Many of the root causes of schizophrenia and breakdown are due to the inability to overcome the inner conflict. Contradictions, on the one hand, Xiaoan probably thinks that you are helpful to him, on the other hand, you have a deep relationship in the past, and you know better than me what the relationship is like. Coupled with the changes in the family, perhaps, he also put a lot of negative Emotions have been transferred to you, but because of your strength, his pressure has no outlet at all, instead it accumulates bigger and bigger, people's ability to bear it has its limit, and Xiao An has already endured enough."

As Tan Feng was talking, his mouth felt parched. He tugged at his collar a little irritably, and said, "Xue Rong, there are many ways to express love. You don't have to keep it for yourself. Do you want to think about it seriously?" , Let go of Lu An, he will be free, and you will be free too."

Xue Rong looked at Tan Feng calmly. How could the stubbornness and cruelty in his bones change overnight? He said to Tan Feng: "If you are sick, see a doctor for treatment. Even if he is crazy, I will build the best building for him." Psychiatric hospital."

Tan Feng was taken aback, even as an outsider, he felt disheartened. Dr. Tan leaned on the back of the chair a little slumped, and said: "I feel like you are more like a lunatic who should be locked up in a lunatic asylum. Xue Rong, You don't really love Lu An, the person you love has probably always been yourself, as long as you live a happy life, what does it matter if others live or die? You just want to follow your own mind. "

Xue Rong said: "It's still the same sentence, if you are sick, treat it."

Tan Feng smiled self-deprecatingly, and said: "It can't be cured? Are you afraid that he will swallow a bottle of sleeping pills one day? Physiological diseases can rely on modern advanced medical skills, but psychological diseases can't. Many diseases , cannot be healed."

Xue Rong was unmoved, he stood up, and said to Tan Feng before leaving: "It doesn't matter if he can't recover, I will always take care of him."

"Forcing him into a lunatic just for your fun? Xue Rong! Think about how good Lu An was before! Look now! How can you bear it!" Tan Feng was almost angry and stood up Shouted loudly towards Xue Rong.

Xue Rong stopped in his tracks, looked at Tan Feng with a frown, and said with a sneer, "You care about him? I think it's time for Lu An to find another doctor."

Tan Feng was so mad that he cursed: "Xue Rong! You idiot!"

Xue Rong left the hospital feeling as if he had a bad breath in his heart. When he returned home, he found that Lu An was not at home. He asked the nanny at home, and his aunt said that he had gone out an hour ago.

Not seeing Lu An within his field of vision, Xue Rong felt strongly uneasy, he made several phone calls but no one answered, the irritable Xue Rong threw his phone on the wall and it was broken into pieces.

At this time, Lu An was in the university town near the airport.Because Chen Yuan contacted him early in the morning, saying that the turmoil had passed, and he went back to school to prepare for his graduation defense.Lu An felt relieved and simply went over to ask Chen Yuan what was going on.When I saw Chen Yuan again, I found that the big boy had become dark and thin, and when he smiled at Lu An, his teeth were quite white in contrast.

Lu An cried bitterly in the morning, exhausted too much energy, his eyes were still red and swollen, and his voice was hoarse. He looked very tired, but his spirit looked good. He smiled at Chen Yuan and said, "You look fine, right? What do you need?" Did it help?"

Chen Yuan scratched his head in embarrassment, and said: "There are some things at home that bother you. How about you, do you need any help?"

Lu An said: "Did Xue Rong make things difficult for you?"

Chen Yuan said: "Fortunately, I just warned me not to contact you again. I was in a hurry to spend money and took [-] from him. Will you despise me?"

Lu An smiled and said, "He's not short of money, you should ask for 100 million."

Chen Yuan also laughed and said, "Why are you still with him?"

Lu An said: "It won't be too long. What about you? What are your plans after graduation? Is your major suitable for studying abroad?"

Chen Yuan didn't quite understand Lu An's sudden question, and said suspiciously: "There is nothing suitable or not. I personally don't want to pursue an academic career, and my family is short of money, so I won't study anymore."

Lu An thought for a while, and said, "Read it, I will sponsor you to study abroad, and I will help you pay off your family's debts first, and then pay it back to me when you make money later. How about it?"

Chen Yuan asked: "Why?"

Lu An said: "I know that your family is bankrupt because of my elder brother Qin Yan. Although my elder brother didn't do it intentionally, I still feel sorry for you. In addition, when I was in the mountains, I had a lot of fun and never thanked you. Also, Although I don’t know the specifics of what Xue Rong did to you, I’m still sorry because I made you suffer. These reasons are enough for me to compensate you. I can ask foreign friends to help you contact the school. If you have no objections , Let’s start now, don’t delay your enrollment this year. But studying for a Ph.D. outside is more difficult, and I respect your own wishes.”

Chen Yuan felt that there was not much, and asked: "Is there any other reason?"

Lu An was silent for a moment, then shook his fingers, and said, "I won't stay here for long, Xue Rong is not a kind person, I'm afraid he will trouble you, why don't you leave with me."

Chen Yuan's eyes widened, and he asked, "With you? Wait! You...what do you mean? You...you won't fall in love with me! Are you going to elope with me?!"

Lu An was taken aback, and couldn't help laughing, "What are you thinking about!"

Chen Yuan laughed heartily, and said: "That's right, you are just a few years older than me, and there is still a long way to go in life, there is no need to live so hard."

Lu An also smiled easily, and said, "You have a good attitude, I have to learn from you."

Chen Yuan agreed to Lu An's proposal. Lu An specially arranged for his secretary to contact Chen Yuan. When he was about to leave the campus, Chen Yuan invited Lu An to eat in the school cafeteria. Lu An looked at the food in the campus cafeteria window curiously. , asked in surprise: "Is it true that two or three yuan can fill you up?"

Chen Yuan said happily: "When I am short of funds, I can eat rice with pickled mustard for [-] cents for a week, but today I invite you to eat. I want to eat small stir-fry. Ten yuan a dish is a luxury."

Chen Yuan ordered the BBQ beef set meal. Although there were only a few small pieces of beef, the fried potato chips inside were very delicious, fragrant and crispy. Lu An ate it with rice, which was very delicious. He really ate [-] cents of rice , eating and drinking the mung bean soup provided by the cafeteria for free, and said with emotion: "Why every time I eat with you, I feel that the food is very delicious. I usually don't have an appetite."

Chen Yuan smiled and handed him a bowl of mung bean soup, saying: "Then I will eat with you more."

Lu An smiled and said, "I'm good at cooking. When you go to a foreign city, I can visit you often."

Chen Yuan said: "Really? Don't forget."

After saying goodbye to Chen Yuan, Lu An returned home, saw Xue Rong sitting in the living room, and a strange old man with white hair, when Xue Rong saw him coming back, he stood up and introduced: "An An, this is Doctor Wu. "

Lu An said hello, Dr. Wu stood up, shook hands with Lu An, and said, "Hello, this is my business card."

Lu An was taken aback, looked at Xue Rong suspiciously, took the business card and saw that it was the director of the psychiatry department of the University of Medical Sciences, Dr. Wu made an invitation gesture and said, "Please come here."

Lu An's mind buzzed, he stared at Xue Rong with round eyes, and said, "Who do you think has mental problems? Where's Tan Feng?"