The hero does not look back!

When the secretary heard from the driver that Nancheng Middle School had been demolished long ago, she also suspected that she had heard it wrong. She turned around and went back to confirm with Lu An, and asked, "Boss Qin, is it really Nancheng Middle School?"

Lu An stared out of the window for a moment, then said, "By the way, tell the driver that you don't need to pick him up. He called me just now, but I remembered wrongly. His brother has already picked him up."

The secretary looked at Lu An suspiciously, Lu An smiled, and said, "I don't need to work overtime today, go back and rest early, I've been working hard lately."

The secretary actually likes the amiable little Mr. Qin in front of him. No matter how turbulent and harsh the rumors outside are, he still thinks this little Mr. Qin is very strong and hardworking.Anyone with discerning eyes around him can tell that it is not easy for Mr. Qin. What happened to his family, whoever is put on it will collapse. It is not easy for him to persevere until now. If he is really a dude, It's already gone bankrupt.The secretary looked at the still young Lu An, saw the obvious tiredness on his calm and gentle face, and said with a smile: "Then you should go back to rest early."

Today is the fixed day to pick up Xue Rong.In order to keep Xue Rong from finding fault, Lu An deliberately arranged a schedule in private, picking up Xue Rong from get off work two days a week, treating it like a task.When the car was driving close to Xue Rong's company building, Lu An suddenly had a premonition in his heart that he and Xue Rong would probably separate completely soon.

It's this sense of relief that it's about to come to an end and end everything.

This illusory sense of relief made Lu An couldn't help but sigh with emotion. In all fairness, it was thanks to Xue Rong's help during this period, otherwise the building would collapse in a blink of an eye, but without feelings, many things would change.Lu An got off the car and went upstairs. When he walked to the office of the secretary group, he knocked on the door and went in. Seeing that a few familiar people were surrounding the third secret sister to look at the photos of her little baby, they also surrounded them with a smile, and said, "Work is so difficult. idle?"

Big Secret Wang Lu said in high spirits: "It's not that our boss has been served comfortably by some people recently. The boss is in a good mood, and we doglegs will naturally have a better life. The number of times I commute to and from get off work during normal time recently is more than the total number of times in the past ten years." There are many!"

The third secretary waved a photo of her princess in front of Lu An's eyes, and said, "You are the real big boss behind the scenes! Can you blow the pillow and give me a raise! Diapers and milk powder are so expensive! "

The second secretary adjusted the frame of his glasses and said, "I've known for a long time that such a day would come."

While chatting, Xue Rong also came in. He probably heard the news that Lu An came up. Seeing the group of people enjoying themselves happily, he was also happy, and asked, "What are you talking about?"

"Look at the photos of the third secret's children." Lu An said, pushing Xue Rong's shoulders to go out.

When there were only the two of them in the elevator, Xue Rong asked seriously: "Do you like children? Do you want to start preparing and want one? I planned to have a surrogate child, one for you, one for me, a boy or a girl. I am very curious about your birth. What kind of child will come out, should be very well-behaved, right?"

This proposal definitely had a creepy effect on Lu An's ears. He was tacitly thinking in his heart that he would say goodbye to Xue Rong in the near future. How could he have the idea of ​​raising a child together?Lu An found an excuse to refuse: "Yangyang and Yingying can't take care of them, so I don't have that idea for now."

Xue Rong was a little disappointed, but he could only skip this topic. Lu An quietly stood beside Xue Rong. When they walked to the lobby on the first floor, the two people who were walking together naturally received some attention gifts.Chatting in the secretarial group just now, Lu An heard that many young people in the company regard him and Xue Rong as a fairy couple. They have a matching face and show affection.Lu An really can't help but laugh, he has raised the eyes of others and tortured his own heart, so when he talks about life, he is really like a person who knows how warm and cold he drinks.

On the way home, I stopped by Qin Ning's ward to have a look. It was still the same.

Xue Rong tactfully waited outside, giving Lu An space to be alone. After ten minutes, Lu An came out of the ward with a calm expression.When returning to the car, Xue Rong said: "Experts say it's not impossible to wake up."

Lu An didn't speak, and looked out the car window with an indifferent expression.

When he was still a few hundred meters away from the house, Lu An suddenly asked Xue Rong to stop and said, "There is a kid who said he was waiting for me in the small garden over there and wanted to show me his art class works. You go back first. I'll be home in ten minutes."

Xue Rong asked doubtfully, "What child?"

Lu An said: "I don't know the name, I met him before, a middle school student."

Seeing that he was sure, Xue Rong opened the car door, and saw Lu An walking quickly towards the small park from a distance in the rearview mirror. Xue Rong felt worried, and got out of the car, and followed from a distance.

In the children's play area in the small park, there were only a few two- and three-year-old dolls playing. Not far away, Xue Rong saw Lu An walking around the sandpit, looking around as if looking for someone. After wandering alone by the edge of the woods for a few minutes, he turned around and walked towards the exit.

Lu An saw Xue Rong who was waiting outside, and said, "Didn't you come?"

Lu An glanced back and said, "Come here, tell me his brother will come to pick him up soon, so we didn't have a deep chat."

Xue Rong was taken aback, but he didn't dare to mention anything more, he just followed Lu An and said, "Really? Then let's go back too, the fresh vegetables and fruits bought by the nanny at home, how about a salad."

Lu An responded: "Okay, Yingying and Yangyang also like to eat."

Late that night, after Xue Rong pretended to be asleep, he heard Lu An quietly go to the bathroom to take medicine again, his heart gripped tightly, his breathing was so uncomfortable, he got up and walked to the door, opened the door and went in, Lu An An looked back at him, Lu An's face was even paler under the miserable white light above his head, he was not surprised when he saw Xue Rong, and he swallowed the pills as usual without any explanation.

Xue Rong wanted to hug Lu An, but Lu An took a step back and said wearily, "Sleep, I have to get up early to go to work tomorrow." After speaking, he walked past Xue Rong, leaving Xue Rong standing in the original place. Earth, my heart is sour.

In the second half of the night, Lu An fell into a deep sleep with the help of medicine, and Xue Rong couldn't fall asleep in the middle of the night after tossing and turning. Finally, unable to suppress the anxiety and worry in his heart, he called Tan Feng.Tan Feng was disturbed by him again, very impatient, and said: "What! What time is it?"

Xue Rong stood on the balcony, looked back at the bedroom, and said, "An An...is she hallucinating?"

There was a moment of silence on the other end of the phone, Tan Feng seemed to wake up suddenly, and asked in a calm voice: "Tell me about the symptoms."

"In the afternoon, he said that there was a middle school student waiting for him in the garden. I obviously didn't see anything outside, but An An said that he saw it and talked with him. An An said that the kid's brother came to pick him up, but there was really no one in the park. An An also talks to people, I can see it very clearly.” Xue Rong repeated the details, and the more he thought about it, the more frightened he became, there were several times before when An An said that he was going to pick up a child, Xue Rong always thought it was Yang Yang and Ying Ying , didn't care much.

Tan Feng was silent, Xue Rong said again: "He has taken a lot of medicine recently."

Tan Feng sighed, and said, "Xue Rong, have you ever thought about letting go of Lu An? He is not in a good state of mind, why do you still insist on maintaining this false coexistence mode? You have to make him mentally ill, tie him up. Can’t be around forever? If you really care about him, don’t destroy him. Do you still remember Lu An’s original appearance? He is a normal person who has a hard time when encountering such big accidents with his relatives at the same time. There is no time to breathe to express the pain, just accept the family business directly. After that, you force him to live with you, which puts even more pressure on his spirit. He was originally a writer of novels, and his emotions are more sensitive than others. I knew it. Something will happen sooner or later."

Xue Rong said: "I can't let go."

Tan Feng said: "In my opinion, you are selfish. Forget it, it doesn't make sense to you. You should pay close attention to whether An An has a tendency to self-harm. Tomorrow, I will make an appointment with a psychiatrist to see how far it is."

After Tan Feng finished speaking, he hung up the phone, and Xue Rong stood on the balcony holding the phone until dawn.

Lu An added another sleeping pill at night, and didn't wake up until after ten o'clock the next day. When he woke up, he was a little dizzy. He sat on the edge of the bed for a long time, and saw Xue Rong coming in from the balcony, and asked: " Didn't you go to work?"

Xue Rong walked up to Lu An, reached out and stroked Lu An's hair, and said, "No hurry, did you sleep well?"

Lu An avoided Xue Rong's rather affectionate eyes, and said, "Well, very good."

When Lu An stood up, he felt dizzy in front of his eyes. He tilted his body and was supported by Xue Rong beside him. After standing still, Lu An pushed Xue Rong's hand away and said, "No need."

Xue Rong went to the wardrobe and took out a coat to put on Lu An, saying, "Don't go downstairs, I'll get you some hot porridge."

Lu Anshun nodded obediently, and when Xue Rong went out, he threw himself on the bed again, thinking about taking an extra pill was really uncomfortable, nauseated and dizzy.He touched his mobile phone, saw unread emails, clicked on it, and sat up suddenly from the bed.

It was a group photo. It could be seen that it was on the beach by the sea. The sun was shining brightly. In the photo, there were two people hugging each other tightly. One was Hughes wearing a tattered white vest, and the other was smiling at the camera. , is the elder brother Qin Yan who looks thin but is in good spirits.

Hughes wrote in the email: "Dear baby, wait for us to come back."

Lu An's tears burst out instantly.

Xue Rong, who entered the room with hot porridge, looked at Lu An who was crying so violently, and stood at the door a little helplessly.

Lu An saw Xue Rong, but turned off the email, wiped away his tears, and walked to the bathroom.

Xue Rong's chest was sluggish, and he stood there dumbly holding the steaming rice porridge. Hearing Lu An's suppressed sobbing from the room, he was overwhelmed by the pain he had never felt before.