The hero does not look back!

Lu An showed very strong resistance to Dr. Wu. He refused to see a doctor, and said to Xue Rong: "I am very healthy. If I could be crazy, I would have been crazy long ago. Why wait until now? There is nothing to talk about. Besides, my Tan Feng is the only doctor."

Xue Rong had already suspected that Tan Feng had feelings for Lu An. When he heard that Lu An was so determined to only want Tan Feng, he felt very upset and said forcefully: "It's very healthy, why do you take so many medicines every day? Avoiding diseases and avoiding doctors can only delay things. Dr. Wu is a senior expert Come on, go talk to the doctor."

Lu An was very tired, calmed down his temper, and said kindly to Xue Rong: "Then can I do it another day? I am a little tired today, my voice is hoarse, and I have exhausted my words. Another day, another day, I must have a good time with the doctor." chat."

Xue Rong frowned, seeing that Lu An was indeed in a bad state, he also compromised and said: "Well, let's take a good rest first."

Lu An went to the bedroom, found the photo that Hughes had sent him, carefully looked at the familiar face of his eldest brother, smiled, and said to himself: "Second brother will be happy when he knows." The news told Xue Rong, who looked at it for a while, and smiled and lay on the bed with her mobile phone in her arms.

Lu An fell into a light sleep for a while, then got up suddenly, and ran downstairs quickly, seeing Xue Rong standing in the living room, Lu An hurriedly said: "That kid said he needed something urgent, so I'll go out."

Can't wait for Xue Rong to answer, Lu An has already ran out quickly, and ran to the park outside the community in one breath.

Lu An saw a boy in a clean school uniform standing in front of him, with well-cut short hair, carrying a backpack, and a bicycle parked beside him. The boy was fair-skinned and thin, a bit like his childhood appearance.

Lu An ran up to the boy, put his hands on his knees, gasped and said, "Why didn't you tell me in advance?"

Seeing the boy smiling gently and sunnyly, he sat down on a bench beside him and continued, "Is your brother coming to pick you up today too? You must have a good relationship with your brothers. Let me tell you a secret." , my elder brother is coming back too, I am very happy, but... I just know how to face my elder brother, I feel that I am not doing well enough, and my elder brother may be disappointed. Also, I always feel like an ominous person recently Existence will bring bad luck to those around you. The eldest brother escaped death and is a very lucky person. I don’t want to hold him back. And the second brother, if the eldest brother comes back, he will definitely find a way to wake up the second brother. I can’t, I'm not capable, and I always bring bad luck to others."

"When the eldest brother comes back, I will probably leave and I will not be able to see you again. Of course, I will also leave Xue Rong. You haven't seen Xue Rong, have you? He is a very handsome man. Before we lived together, I In fact, I have been secretly in love with him for many years, more than three years, and it has been running for ten years. This is also a secret, and I have never told anyone. At that time, I was still studying and heard about him at the school alumni association I was amazed by your speech." Lu An said, as if recalling the absurd past when he was young, he smiled a little embarrassedly and pulled his earlobe, and said:

"Later, I thought about a lot of ways, and finally got stuck. Unfortunately, it was not as good as I imagined. I was worried about gains and losses. Xue Rong's character was different from others. He was a very cold person. I didn't regret it at all. In all fairness, it was me who posted it. I am willing, leaving is also my wish, and now I choose to live with him again. He has done his best to me during this time, but I don't want to be with him anymore. "

"He is very good to me, but I feel out of breath when I see him. Hey, you are still young, why tell you these things, tell me about your brother. I have two brothers above me, and the eldest brother is always stiff. The face is fierce, but he is actually very conniving towards me, my second brother has a good temper and is kind to everyone, how about you, is your brother fierce?"

"Do you like to write? I used to love writing very much. I wrote many, many stories, but I don't write any more now. My readers are still young, but I am old, and I can't write the stories they like. In the future, if If there is still a chance, I will write children's literature and write stories for children, what do you think of this idea?"

"What major do you want to study after you go to college? I recently met a nice boy. He is very talented. I plan to sponsor him to study for a doctorate abroad. I like him very much. There is no pressure to chat with him, and the food is delicious. .”

"What about you? Do you have any good friends?"

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Lu An chatted with the boy for more than half an hour. When he saw Xue Rong who was looking for him from a distance, Lu An hurriedly stood up and said to the boy beside him: "Look, look, I only came out for a few minutes, and Xue Rong came out." It's really annoying to follow behind to find someone, isn't it, then I'm leaving, and your brother will come to pick you up in a while."

Xue Rong took a thin coat, approached Lu An, put it on Lu An, and asked, "Go back."

Lu An got up, rolled up his collar, and said, "The weather is getting colder."

"Do you want to go to the southern seaside for a while?"

"Let's talk about it in a few days, have Yangyang and Yingying come back?"

"I just came back, and I was clamoring to find my little uncle. Yang Yang said that he wanted to eat the omelet rice you made."

"I think he likes ketchup."

"It looks like I'm starving, just waiting for you to join me."

The two of them arrived at the door of the house within a short while, Lu An looked back at the small garden, Xue Rong followed his gaze to look at the empty place, feeling more and more uncomfortable.

Lu An is not the only one who avoids medical treatment. Xue Rong seems to be afraid of breaking the balance, so he is not active towards Lu An's symptoms.Lu An met Tan Feng a few times in private. Tan Feng pretended to be casual and asked, "I heard that you recently had a middle school student who forgot to make friends with children? Do you often see each other? What's the situation?"

Lu An replied: "Oh, how did you know? One day I ran into him at the gate of Nancheng Middle School, and he told me to wait for my brother to pick him up. I thought it happened to be on the way, so I saw him off once. After getting acquainted, I saw him often."

In just a few words from Lu An, Tan Feng immediately understood that Lu An's split fantasy was probably his own image from before, a half-grown child who was sheltered by his elder brother and was waiting for his elder brother to take him home.Tan Feng is more cautious. He thinks it is still necessary to communicate with Xue Rong and carry out systematic treatment.

Tan Feng had planned a diagnosis and treatment plan in private, but before the plan was implemented, Lu An suddenly fell ill, a real cold turned into pneumonia, and was directly admitted to the hospital.These days, Lu An is very attached to Tan Feng, Tan Feng is not like Xue Rong's childhood, but Lu An's childhood.

When Lu An was hospitalized, he insisted on staying with Tan Feng. Xue Rong originally wanted to firmly refuse, but seeing Lu An's face that was tortured by the high fever became thinner, his heart softened, so he compromised. When he was sent to the hospital, Tan Feng greeted him. At the entrance of the hospital, stopped Xue Rong who wanted to follow in together, and said, "Can you let him be clean for a few days?"

Xue Rong blocked Tan Feng's arm and said stubbornly, "No."

In fact, Lu An has been in good health for more than half a year, with occasional low-grade fever, and he will recover the next day, but since he learned that his eldest brother is coming back, his tight strings suddenly seemed to be broken, and together with the Body.After slackening the mind, many problems appeared instead. The immune system was vulnerable, and a small seasonal cold developed into severe pneumonia.

He took a lot of drips every day, but he still didn't get better, and he would have a fever again the next day. Tan Feng saw the severity of this repeated illness, and felt that he was simply a quack doctor.Xue Rong worked conscientiously with the bed, and took care of Lu An at every step. Lu An was calm, and Xue Rong was still an old couple. Xue Rong asked him what he wanted to eat. If he wanted to eat, he told Xue Rong, and Xue Rong went to buy it. .

One day after being hospitalized for more than half a month, Lu An suddenly wanted to eat shrimp dumplings. He had been eating vegetarian dishes for a long time. When Xue Rong heard that he finally wanted to eat something oily, he hurried out to buy it.Lu An looked at the back of Xue Rong leaving in a hurry, and stood in front of the window sill of the ward and said to Tan Feng, "He is really caring about me now, and I don't think he is sorry for me now. It's more like that heartless one."

Tan Feng looked at the dense needle holes in the back of Lu An's arms, turned his eyes away, and said, "He just follows his own temper and doesn't consider other people's feelings."

Lu An smiled and said, "No, he still lives happily."

Tan Feng told Lu An to sit down and get an IV drip. After giving the injection himself, he went back to the office to get some magazines for Lu An to pass the time, but after a few minutes, when he returned to the ward, no one was there.

Tan Feng searched around in the corridor of the ward, but still saw no one. He became more and more frightened. He went to the monitoring room and started to tune the video. After searching for a while, he saw Lu An leaving the hospital wearing a hospital gown.

After talking with Tan Feng just now, Lu An saw the boy appearing in his field of vision again. The boy waved at Lu An and shouted, "Go home and have a look! Your elder brother and second brother are back!"

Lu An was very excited and rushed out. He took a taxi back home, but found that there was no one in the house, and his heart became more and more panicked. When Lu An saw the car keys on the cabinet, he grabbed them and ran to the garage. Drive out a car that has been idle for a long time.

When he first got his driver's license, he drove a car. Later, he suffered from psychological trauma and stopped moving, but he still drove.

Lu An's unintentional actions were actually subconsciously deliberate actions. For example, when he saw an oncoming truck, he swung the steering wheel and rushed to the side guardrail, clearly keeping a safe distance from the safe track.

When Xue Rong heard Tan Feng's call, he hurried home. On the way he had to pass, there was a traffic jam. Police cars and ambulances roared past. Xue Rong's heart was beating violently. He got out of the car and ran to the scene. Turning over on the side of the road, the thick metal guardrail was inserted straight into the cab from the windshield, and there was thick blood on the seat and outside the door.

People around said that the injured driver had been taken to the hospital by ambulance. Xue Rong obtained the address as a family member. He ran wildly in the corridor outside the emergency operating room of the hospital. When he arrived at the door of the operating room, he saw the light on the door just The doctor came out and asked, "Who is his family member? The heart and lungs were punctured, and the rescue failed."

Two weeks later, Qin Yan, known as the miracle of life, returned to the public view. It is said that he was shocked by the news of his younger brother's death. After returning, he immediately sold most of the family property and donated it to charity. He will still be in a coma His second brother, Qin Ning, also took him abroad, and the whole family moved away, even selling the ancestral house that they had lived in for several generations.

The once glorious big family, in the face of parting from life and death, seemed to have completely broken through the world of mortals, and walked away cleanly, becoming a truly unrestrained mortal.

Volume Four Exploration