At the end of spring and early summer, I only hear your voice

"Until one time, a movie that I liked very much before was shown in the cinema. It was not a new release, but an encore screening. So at the midnight show, he heard the news and knew that I liked this movie, so he invited me to watch it together.

It was past two o'clock when the show ended, and he drove me home. On the way, I kept talking to him excitedly about the plot and the actors, and I didn't even notice where he drove.

He parked the car on a secluded road, and took out a sketch book from the back seat, which was a sketch of the leading actor he had drawn by himself. He said that when he was lucky enough to meet a real person, he had the other party sign it, knowing that I liked him , so send it to me.

He said it lightly, but when I opened the sketchbook and saw the signature, the signature was actually written for me, and the last three pictures in the sketchbook were me, and he drew me in the bar."

Speaking of this, Qin Zheng's hands clenched unconsciously, Liang Yiming felt the movement of his hands and said

"That's right, my feeling at that time was similar to yours now. I was very surprised and at the same time... very moved, not to mention that I was only under 20 years old at the time,

So, when he kissed... mine..., I didn't know how to refuse him, I pulled his clothes, he still didn't stop, I struggled like hell, and finally... finally I hit him and kicked him with my knee He, ran out,

He clutched his sore spot and got out of the car to chase me. I got into an unknown path, and after a long detour, I found my way home. "Liang Yiming curled up his legs unconsciously, hugged his knees tightly with his hands, buried his head in his knees, tears fell down.

"I'm terribly scared... I'm afraid of him, and I hate myself even more. He hugged me and held my... in his hand. I actually... felt it. I clearly heard him chuckling in my ear,

In an instant... my world has changed. I was able to be in this circle before because I don't belong here. I can choose to retreat at any time.

I don't think I'm a wine holder for laughing, I'm not a selfish villain who just wants to get the warmth I want, I'm not just for money like my father..." Liang Yiming laughed suddenly, "But at that moment, I was ! "

"I suddenly became the kind of person I hate and despise the most. I... Do I still have the right to hate? Who to hate? Hate the father who abandoned me since I was a child? I have grown up, and the rebellion and resentment of green onion belong to the past ,

Hate the man in front of you?But it's all my fault to develop to this point. If I didn't give him a chance from the beginning, if I refused more resolutely, he wouldn't make it to this point. It's me...it's all my fault...my fault... ..."

Qin Zheng hugged Liang Yiming in his arms, and the person in his arms was crying and laughing, torturing himself with self-blame, all the grievances had nowhere to vent, the annoyance and guilt towards himself was greater than what he had suffered, He didn't know how to comfort him, just hugged him,

He didn't want Liang Yiming to see his face, he was ashamed to see him, just a few days ago he wanted to take pictures of him in heat to tease him, and even wanted to rape him when he was drunk, he felt that he was extremely dirty .

He secretly swore in his heart that he would do his best to protect him and support him in the future, suppress all inappropriate thoughts and feelings, and not let brother Yiming get hurt because of himself.He said to Liang Yiming, "That's not your fault, it's not your fault!"

The person in my arms gradually stopped crying,

"Since then, I stopped working in bars, and I lost contact with the bar owner. I changed my clothes, my hairstyle, and my job. No matter how tired I am, I will do it, punish myself like atonement, work day and night,

In the end, I earned enough for the second year of tuition and paid off my debts.I don't use the money I earn in the bar, I feel a little more at ease, otherwise I will look down on myself and don't know how to live in the future,

When I went back to school, I never dressed myself up. The confidence I showed was just to cover up my guilty conscience. I was trembling every day, and it was like that for a year, until I met you, "

Qin Zheng was very surprised. Except that Liang Yiming never dressed himself up, he didn't notice anything wrong with Liang Yiming. He didn't expect that his true heart was hidden behind his confident smile, and he didn't expect him to mention himself suddenly.

Liang Yiming did not continue to talk about Qin Zheng, but continued,

"Do you still remember that half a month ago I went to our brother radio station to discuss our radio drama?"

"Well, remember, it's the brother station that wants to broadcast our show?"

"Yes, I met that person again there." Liang Yiming stopped crying, but his face was still full of fear and helplessness

"That person? The one who kissed you?"

Liang Yiming lowered his head and nodded. Qin Zheng felt that what he said was too straightforward, and he was a little sorry. "No, I'm sorry." Liang Yiming shook his head and said he didn't mind.

"It's him. He only occasionally went to that station to do business. When he saw me, he was stunned. We didn't say hello, but just passed by.

After returning to Taiwan, I suddenly received a call from him, saying that he wanted to meet with me. I don’t know how he got my phone number. Of course, I refused him. He called me for several days, and then I simply refused. I answered his phone, and then there was no movement for several days, I thought he finally gave up,

Last week, Director Sun of our station came to me and said that a famous producer wanted to meet me because he was interested in me because of a popular radio drama recently.

The director has already arranged a time for me, unexpectedly, this famous producer who wants to meet me is called Wu Dong, that is him, that, that person"

"Wu Dong?! It's that Wu Dong!" Qin Zheng was very surprised. He had also heard of this person, and he seemed to have seen an interview with him in some magazine. He looked less than forty years old, and he was very energetic. A very famous producer.

"But you didn't go out often before, don't you know his name?"

"At that time, he only asked me to call him Leon. I didn't know his Chinese name. Besides, in that circle...many people didn't use their own name." Liang Yiming said a little embarrassed because he also used a pseudonym

"Oh~, what happened next?"

"He proposed to reconcile with me, even if it was just to be friends. He has been thinking about me for so many years, but he couldn't find me anyway.

I rejected him at that time, I can't make the same mistake again, I can't make him feel that there is still a chance, he said at that time, 'I won't let me go', I just ran away and left.

Not long after I returned to the station, the director told me...the contract with the brother station about the rebroadcasting...was not signed, saying that the relevant personnel felt that the show was not good and had problems, so it failed.

Two days later, our advertising contract... also fell through. My intuition is that he did it. The director said that the producer still wanted to see me. I didn't go this time. I don't want to compromise.

But... the day before yesterday, the day before yesterday, Director Sun came to me and suddenly said that personnel and program adjustments, our program was off the shelves, and all team members arranged work separately, and I... asked me to temporarily stop work and stand by, so I was "taken" off the annual leave , In fact, he was sent home. "

"Ah?!" Qin Zheng didn't expect Liang Yiming to be suspended from work.

"Director Sun told me that Wu Dong wanted to see me and asked me to go to him. He also asked if I offended...someone, because of my relationship, Taili also suffered losses, and asked me to quickly find a solution.

I solve?How can I solve it? "Liang Yiming became more and more excited as he spoke, "Unexpectedly, my years of hard work would be knocked back to the original point in just a moment. In just a moment~, all I had was taken away by one person.

It makes me feel that what I have is just a living under his handouts. "Liang Yiming stopped crying, and the tears on his face dried up. He said these things calmly, as if resigned to his fate. His eyes were dim and dull.

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