At the end of spring and early summer, I only hear your voice

"You still have me, I, I mean you still have friends, I, we will help you." Qin Zheng looked at Liang Yiming, his attitude of accepting his fate made him very uneasy, Liang Yiming had no fighting spirit or anger in his eyes, He was really afraid that he would give up just like this, and he was afraid that he would compromise.

"If you give up now, wouldn't the previous efforts be in vain? You have suffered... the hurt you have suffered, just admit it? Don't be discouraged, don't be discouraged!"

For Liang Yiming, what is sad is not only the re-encountering of the past, or losing his job, but also the helplessness of life.All of a sudden, all my work, achievements, and honors were wiped out, and the efforts I had made seemed so naive and ridiculous.

Qin was thinking about how to persuade him.

"Don't think about what you have lost now, but think about why you rejected him back then. Could it be that you rejected him because you were afraid of losing what you have now? If so, then you might as well just accept it back then!" Qin Zheng yelled loudly at Liang Yiming. , he didn't really want to yell at him, he just wanted to wake him up.

<Yeah, back then...,>

When you reject him, you are never afraid of losing anything, but afraid of what you get, afraid that everything you have or will get is an ugly and vulgar transaction, afraid of destroying the oath you once made, afraid of what you once underestimated. Come and take yourself lightly.

The grievance in Liang Yiming's heart seemed to disappear all of a sudden, and the confident expression returned to his face. Liang Yiming raised his head, looked straight at Qin Zheng, and suddenly there was light in his eyes again.

<Yes!I have my perseverance, I will not be easily defeated! >

Liang Yiming finally calmed down, it was the real peace in his heart, not the dead silence of despair, Qin Zheng saw the obvious changes on his face, knew that what he said just now had an effect, and finally felt at ease.

They sat on the rug by the coffee table, and both of them leaned their heads on the sofa, relaxing.

after a long time,

"I'm hungry!" Liang Yiming said suddenly.

"Ah? Oh~ I'm going to reheat the leftovers from just now."

Qin Zheng was pouring all the leftovers into the pot in the kitchen, adding some water and briefly frying them, and when they were served on the table, Liang Yiming changed his sluggish state and muttered to Qin Zheng

"It's so unpalatable. For a person who has been hurt, you just let him eat this?" Hearing what Liang Yiming said, he knew that he was much better. Although he finished complaining, he continued to say, "I will treat you to eat another day." Get over it!"

Qin Zheng didn't look up at him, but just bowed his head and hummed.Liang Yiming's knot can be untied, but Qin Zheng's guilt towards him has not diminished.Liang Yiming's own strength and courage did not obliterate what Qin Zheng had done to Liang Yiming, as well as the unspeakable throbbing in his heart.

Liang Yiming looked at Qin Zheng, thinking that he was still worried about himself, and while eating, he talked about the past.

"I haven't seen my dad much since I was a child. My mother said that he was working in the city to earn money. When I was six years old, my mother took me to the city to find my dad, but found...but found that he was with a 40-year-old The woman is living together"

(Ah? Living with someone else~) Qin Zheng couldn't believe his ears, he didn't expect Brother Yiming's father to be such a person, but he must be very handsome, Qin Zheng looked carefully at Liang Yiming's face again,

(If you look at it, you have a lot of capital)

Qin Zheng was thinking wildly but still didn't understand why he suddenly talked about the past, and it was such a thing, but he didn't interrupt him.

"My dad was only 25 years old at that time, and he dressed like a city person. Rural people get married and have children early. The woman obviously didn't know that he had a wife and children, and there was a big scene. My mother threw me away in a fit of anger. I went back to my hometown,

It didn’t take long before the divorce papers arrived, and my dad signed the divorce papers with the support of that woman, and after a while he said that it’s best for a child to be by my mother’s side, so he handed me over to a fellow countryman and brought me back to my hometown.” Liang Yiming spoke slowly, without sadness, but Qin Zheng felt sad when he heard it.

"When I returned to my hometown, I found out that my mother was already married, and I was kicked out again. Fortunately, I still have my grandma, and I have been living with her since then.

There is only one grandma, and she thinks my dad was sorry for my mom first, so she doesn't ask my mom for child support, and my dad never gives money to the family. year college entrance examination,

I was admitted to Communication University and needed tuition fees. Grandma didn’t have so much money, not only tuition fees but also living expenses. I borrowed all the money I would borrow in my life that year, but it was still not enough. See you, father, hehehe..." Liang Yiming said with a wry smile,

"I was shocked when he opened the door. He has hardly changed. He is less than [-] years old, and he is well maintained. He looks a few years older than me. On the contrary, it is me, covered with loess and disheveled.

At that time, I was very uncomfortable, why?Why can he live such a glamorous life by abandoning his wife and son, and what did I do wrong to live like this?

I secretly swear, I, Liang Yiming, will definitely live a good life, let you see, if I don't beg for help, I don't do low work, if I can't live on my own ability.Hehehe~ I still feel that I was so cute back then! "Liang Yiming said while eating, as if talking about someone else.

"He kicked me out at that time, and came to me a few days later, gave me the tuition fee for the first year, told me that he only had so much, told me not to go to him again, and completely cut off from me relation.

I was holding the money, standing in the sun, and I remember that feeling, that sunshine didn't belong to me. "Qin Zheng heard him say this, as if seeing a scene,

The little boy who was lonely and helpless since he was a child grew up lonely. When he was most helpless, he went to his relatives for help, and what he got was hurt again. The one who stood in the sun on the street was actually that lonely little boy. He did not change. Qin Zhengzhen I wish I was there so I could hug him tightly and comfort him.He unconsciously took Liang Yiming's hand

"I used his money to pay the tuition for the first year, and then I still had some left over. I planned to work and go to school at the same time, without delay, but my grandma suddenly fell ill and was hospitalized. She was also tired. I can't just care about myself. Money I gave it to my grandma, and borrowed some, and then took a year off from school to work, planning to pay off the loan and then go to school.”

"After that..." Qin Zheng heard him pause, and immediately went on to say, "What about going to school again?" Qin Zheng skipped over what happened that year for him.

"How do you feel? To be honest, I'm not doing well. My self-esteem prevents me from showing my humbleness. I try to keep a distance from others. Although I look confident and calm on the surface, I can't touch the calmness. reason"

Liang Yiming raised his head, smiled and continued, "I can feel the warmth of the sun until I see you in junior year!" Qin Zheng scolded him

"Meaty!"

"Hehe~, I can feel your loneliness from your face, you avoid the crowd, your eyes flicker, there is a kind of uneasiness, I suddenly understand why the bar owner helped me back then, it was just seeing you like that... The former self, there is no way to leave it there.”

"I started to approach you, I wanted to put you by my side, and I wanted to make you more cheerful. Sure enough, you became more and more cheerful and optimistic, and you had more and more friends, but I was a little lost. I drew a circle around you again, only to let you You stay in the circle, separated from the others,"

After hearing his words, although Liang Yiming said that he wanted to apologize to Qin Zheng, Qin Zheng felt warm in his heart.

(It turned out that he thought so)

Qin Zheng felt very comfortable with Liang Yiming's actions. With so many friends and so many entertainments at once, he didn't know how to deal with it, and he didn't know how to reject what he didn't want to accept. Liang Yiming's circle just protected him .

"Maybe I am selfish by nature. With you by my side, I say I want to help you. In fact, I am the one who feels more at ease. Helping you, it seems that I have been redeemed. I can gradually forgive myself."

These words, which seemed to be a confession, made Qin Zheng's heart thump and beat non-stop. He told himself in his heart that it was not the time, so don't stop beating now.

"So, you don't need to feel that I've been helping you all the time, and you've been helping me too, and you've been helping me all the time. You don't have to force yourself with the childish idea of ​​wanting to repay me." Qin Zheng finally understood why he talked about himself Yes, it is to give him a step away from him.Liang Yiming continued what he said just now.

"Qin Zheng, you never owed me anything, so you don't need to repay me..."

"I understand!" Qin Zheng said before he finished speaking, "I stay by your side because I feel very relaxed with you." Qin Zheng didn't know whether he should say the following, but he still said with a little blush Come out "I need you badly."

Liang Yiming looked at his serious look, he didn't make fun of him like usual, and he didn't tease him further, but raised his hand to caress the top of his head and said

"Me too."

Qin Zheng's heart seemed to be jumping out, he knew that what Liang Yiming said needed him to be different from what he said, but he was still jumping with joy, so excited that he couldn't calm down.

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