At the end of spring and early summer, I only hear your voice

Qin Zheng silently looked at Liang Yiming, who was so fragile in front of him, and suddenly felt that this was the present, as if it was not real.Liang Yiming has always been his idol. In his heart, he is omnipotent.At this moment, Liang Yiming, who is confident, cheerful and energetic, is more like another person.

Liang Yiming went to this city alone to go to school. Because he couldn't pay the tuition for the second year, and his grandmother in his hometown was also sick and hospitalized, he refused the poverty subsidy and everyone's donations. He chose to take a year off from school and earn money to go to school by working part-time.

No one knows how he passed this year. When he returned to school, there was no stubbornness or humbleness on his face, only calm and confidence.

But now, Liang Yiming, who was nestled on the sofa, was so depressed that it made people feel distressed, and he was still wiping away tears.There was no toilet paper at home, only toilet paper in the toilet. Qin Zheng sat next to him with a roll of paper in his hand. He didn't rush him, but just waited.

After a while, he said, "It's not what you say that can break our friendship, but that you no longer trust me, don't need me anymore, and want me to leave. This is the only possibility." In Qin Zheng's Subconsciously, only Liang Yiming left him, and he would never leave Liang Yiming.

Liang Yiming was still lying on the back of the sofa, and suddenly said, "I want to drink!"

"Okay, I'll get it." Liang Yiming put down the things in his hand, ran to get the beer he bought, opened it for him, and handed it to him.Liang Yiming gulped down two mouthfuls of beer before opening his mouth slowly.

"You want to hear the truth?"

"En!" Qin Zheng nodded solemnly.

"If you want to leave or break up with me after hearing the truth, please tell me the truth!"

"No, it's impossible!" Qin Zheng replied seriously

Liang Yiming took a deep breath and said slowly,

"You know, when I was in school, I took a year off"

"Well, I've heard"

"Because of...economic reasons, I chose to take a break from school to work." Liang Yiming took a sip of wine and continued

"At the beginning, I worked as an hourly worker in convenience stores and fast food restaurants. Later, I heard people said that working in bars at night made a lot of money, so I went to a few bars for interviews, but they didn't succeed.

Because I am inexperienced and I am not smart, the boss looks down on me like this.Until one time I stumbled into a gay bar. "

"Ah?!" Hearing the words Gay Bar, Qin Zheng seemed to have been knocked, and his heart beat non-stop.He suddenly remembered that he once thought about Liang Yiming in the bathroom...

"Hey~ I knew you would be surprised." Liang Yiming smiled lightly, seeing Qin Zheng's face change slightly, he secretly speculated whether he looked down on him a bit

"No, it's not ~ you continue to talk" Qin Zheng hurriedly calmed down

"It was the owner of the bar who interviewed me. He thought I was okay and offered a good offer. I thought about it for a few days, because the offer was too attractive, and finally I agreed.

The owner of that bar was very kind and tolerant, and understood my cautiousness and distrust of him.Later, he often took me to do my hair and buy clothes, saying it was employee benefits.Because my dress is too earthy, it will affect the mood of the guests, and then affect the income.I know, it's all excuses, he just wants to dress me up.

He took me to various places and met different people. At the beginning, I had a grudge against him, but he never crossed the distance. Until now, I still remember how kind he is to me.”

(Since it looks like this is not because of this boss, I am so sad)

As Liang Yiming said, he sat up, lowered his head, and drank beer, but Qin Zheng felt uncomfortable

(It turns out that I am not his best friend yet, there were people like this before me)

He didn't interrupt him, Liang Yiming continued

"He taught me how to communicate with people, how to understand a person by dressing, talking and behaving, how to speak to be liked, what body language is saying? He taught me all of them.

I didn't know anything before, I was a bit withdrawn, and I liked being alone the most, a bit like...you before...

Through him, my social skills really improved a lot, he taught me a lot, but never paid back.

Later, I wanted to repay him. He is gay and also the boss. I helped him sell more alcohol and counted it as a reward for him.”

"I'm definitely his good student. By observing others, I know who wants to drink away their worries today, who is happy today and wants to drink to their heart's content, who is broken in love? Who is unhappy at work? I sell the most wine." Liang Yiming paused for a while

"Maybe it started at that time. I started to help at the bar, sell wine by the way, chat with all kinds of people, and sell wine by the way.

I am also often pursued, although I used to pretend to be stupid and chat with them in order to sell more wine. I have never taken other people's pursuit seriously, but in the end, there are always times when I can't solve it. Every time, the boss comes forward to help. I rescued the siege and declared that I was his person, and I really blocked many people.

For me, that world is unreal and has nothing to do with me, so even if I am in it, I don’t feel much. I am an outsider, watching the people in the field is like watching scenes of a drama,

But I didn't expect that there were people looking at me like watching a play." Liang Yiming was a little excited when he said this, took a deep breath, and continued

"He has been staring at me. I found that he often stared at me. Later, he knew that I had noticed. He simply sat by the bar. He didn't talk to me much, so I didn't dislike him.

The boss warned me many times, telling me to be careful of him, but to be honest, I didn't know where the danger was, but I obeyed the boss's words and was always on guard against him from the bottom of my heart.

At first he only asked me to pour wine for him. Gradually, I got used to it. As long as his glass was empty, I would ask him. I would pay attention to his glass and pay attention to his drinking habits unconsciously. Later, he Let me recommend wines to him, and we gradually chatted over and over again, "

"To be honest, chatting with him is really fun. He can always understand my thoughts, even if it's just a sad look in my eyes, and what I don't say in my expression, it may be because he is much older than me. , I don't know, anyway, my heart is a little bit...a little bit...attracted to him."

Hearing this, Qin Zheng's heart skipped a beat, (He was also...attracted by men, did that...I have..., wait! What am I looking forward to?)

"He never made excessive demands, so I never felt that I was pursued, and I never regarded him as someone who could fall in love," Liang Yiming said, his voice changed, became trembling and sad, tears drip down the tip of the nose

"He gave me a warmth that I have never experienced before, like a brother...like...and like a father. At that time, I was too greedy for that kind of warmth and ignored many things." He stabilized his emotions and continued.

"Later he often invited me out to play, and at first I rejected him every time, and later he asked me why I rejected him, and I told the truth, I didn't want him to think he had a chance, he laughed so hard that he lay on the bar and couldn't straighten up.

Then he told me that even heterosexual people will have a few friends who have a good relationship with the opposite sex. Although he likes men, he is also an ordinary friend who has men. He knows that I am a straight man and will not treat me How about me, I think what he said makes sense.

Later we often went out together, and he really treated me like he said he was a friend, we always went out during the holidays, and we went for a whole day.

In fact, we just eat together, go to the bookstore, and go to the supermarket or shopping mall if there is something we want to buy. Most of the time, where to go is just an excuse, and we end up looking for a place to eat and chatting until late.

After half a year like this, I am completely used to his existence, and I have complete trust in him. "Liang Yiming panted heavily, trying to suppress his heart, because of nervousness or fear, he began to tremble slightly

"Until one time..." When he said this, he was so choked up that he couldn't continue. Qin was holding his shoulders next to him. Hearing that brother Yiming had been so close to others before, he felt his breath rising and his breathing becoming Short, he didn't let the emotion show, didn't rush or interrupt him.

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