Huang Liang Yi Meng

When Mo Fan saw this in one breath, he was already immersed in it, and he didn't realize that his face was covered with tears.He was a little dazed, unable to tell for a moment which were his own feelings and which were the empathy generated by the owner of the diary. He forgot the time and space, put down the diary in his hand and stood up, stumbled and opened the door. Following the long-suppressed intuition in my heart, I walked into Chen Yidu's room.

He sat beside Chen Yidu's bed, leaned over and hugged Chen Yidu.

Chen Yidu felt this movement in a daze, and his voice was slightly hoarse: "Brother?"

Mo Fan leaned on him, Chen Yidu stretched out his hand and touched Mo Fan's face, there was a trace of coolness, he realized it might be tears.He didn't understand what happened, so he sat up on the bed with his hands, hugged Mo Fan, let him bury his head in his arms, gently stroked his head, and said softly, "It's okay, it's okay, bro, I'm here."

"What if that if isn't an if?" Mo Fan buried his head in front of Chen Yidu's chest and asked in a muffled voice.

"What if and not if?" Chen Yidu was a little confused, he had just been woken up, and his thinking was still on the way to sobriety.

Suddenly, as if an electric current was connected, he remembered the inexplicable conversation that night.

He smiled and raised Mo Fan's head with both hands so that he could see his eyes.

Chen Yidu's pupils reflected the light inside and outside the room in the darkness, like stars, his voice was deep and gentle, although very soft, but it seemed to fill the whole world: "I've been waiting for a long time. I'm glad it's you, my destined one .”

Chen Yidu's eyes and words seemed to have magical powers, and Mo Fan felt that he had been cast with a immobilization spell, and stood still like a wooden man.

After a few seconds, Mo Fan came back to his soul. Before he could be happy, the stone that had been pressed in his heart for a long time began to scream, reminding him not to forget the past.Will Adu forgive him for what he did to Chen Yidu?

Mo Fan hesitated, but thinking of Gongsun Ze's expectations, he still whispered to Chen Yidu: "But what if I'm not the kind of person you imagined? What if I..."

Chen Yidu covered Mo Fan's mouth, he rubbed Mo Fan's hair, narrowed his eyes and smiled: "How do you know that I don't know anything?"

Chen Yidu's eyes are a bit round, and he usually looks very energetic, even with a youthful look, clean without any impurities.But in this night, his squinted eyes looked narrow and long, with a hint of charm and a hint of danger.

Mo Fan's heart was full of alarm bells, what did Chen Yidu know?A Du, who he thought he knew very well, had a side he didn't know.He was speechless for a while, only to hear Chen Yidu continue to say: "I know everything about you, because I like you too."

Chen Yidu was already awake at this moment, no sleepiness at all.He noticed the uneasiness in Mo Fan's heart, hugged Mo Fan tightly, and said calmly: "The person who funded you is my father. He carefully kept the letters you wrote to him. He saw that every letter you got He will be very happy. I only found out about what he did after reading the letter by accident. I also learned about your life through these letters. Although I have never met, in my heart, you have already become my A friend of mine. The car accident had nothing to do with him. I asked him why he funded a stranger. He said that when he saw you at the scene, he thought of me who was about your age. He knew that you had always mistaken him for the culprit. , remembering and hating him, but he said that's okay, at least you won't bear that heavy guilt since childhood. He said that although the truth cannot be concealed forever, but at that time you didn't have the ability to bear it, until one day you Let’s talk when I can accept the truth of the year. After he passed away, I decided to meet you. Remember our first meeting? There are so many people in the playground, why did I run with you for so long? It’s me Found you. We became friends, and I believe you at the time, like me, genuinely felt that we hit each other. But I didn't tell you who my father was, and the family put his photo away, because I knew At that time, you did not come out from the shadow of the past. Later, I knew everything you did to me, and I also knew that you were merciful. I think my existence at that time has somewhat resolved the hatred in your heart. So I pretended not to know and accepted everything. However, Weiwei and I broke up is a problem between us, and it really has nothing to do with you. You don’t need to feel guilty about this. Now that you have found the truth yourself, I can finally put this It's all said and done."

Mo Fan felt that his brain capacity was not enough. What have he been doing for so many years?He knew everything that he was like a clown, still self-righteous, completely ashamed at this moment.

Mo Fan was ashamed and angry, and wanted to break free from Chen Yidu's embrace and hide in the room, but Chen Yidu did not let go.

Chen Yidu leaned over, his face suddenly enlarged in Mo Fan's field of vision, his eyes darkened, and his lips were covered with two soft lips that did not belong to him.The four lips met, as if two soldiers were facing each other. When they met on the first day of the new year, they were just probing each other, standing still, and neither of them made any further moves.After a moment of stalemate, Mo Fan felt that the opponent launched an attack, close combat, lip and teeth friction and collision, the opponent became more and more presumptuous, swept over, attacked the city, broke through the mouth and teeth, and drove straight in with the tip of the tongue, directly into the interior, the coaches of the two sides met and fought close to each other , entangled together.

It was Mo Fan who lost in the end. When he realized that the battlefield was on his side and he was "attacked", he intended to counterattack.With a force from the back, he hugged Chen Yidu's waist, pressed his head with one hand, and leaned towards himself.

Chen Yidu smiled, it was the first time Mo Fan saw such a close smile, it magnified a lot, it filled Mo Fan's field of vision and heart at once, there was no room for others.

At the moment when Mo Fan lost his mind, Chen Yidu took the dominant position again. He withdrew behind him, put some distance between him and Mo Fan, lit the bedside lamp, and saw that Mo Fan had stayed up all night. Bloodshot, tear-stained eyes.

He gently kissed the corner of Mo Fan's eyes: "Brother, you lied to me all these years and you seem to be addicted! It seems that I have to help you quit."

Mo Fan turned his head and dodged for a while.What happened just now was too sudden, he hadn't figured out how to respond and face Chen Yidu.

Walking into A'Du's room, was it impulsive or following your heart?Didn't he come here just to confess his love? Isn't it great to get a response?It's just that the current scene seems to be different from what I expected.

Chen Yidu's voice rang in Mo Fan's ear, with a trace of moisture and heat, faintly muffled along the ear canal to the bottom of his heart: "I have loved you for a long time, how about you? Tell the truth."

Mo Fan nodded: "I don't know the origin of the love, so I should be the same as the king."

I don't know why...

Someone seemed to have said this to him once, and it seemed to have the same face, as if in a dream, or in a previous life.

Chen Yidu embraced Mo Fan: "Well, it's the truth. Be good, sleep for a while, I don't know what you are doing after staying up all night, you have to report to me honestly when you wake up!"

Chen Yidu's words were like a mantra, Mo Fan's mood after going through a roller coaster suddenly calmed down after hearing this sentence, his consciousness gradually became blurred, his body finally received the signal of fatigue, and all his nerves relaxed.

Mo Fan's last thought before falling asleep was: So Adu's desire to control is so strong...

Chen Yidu put Mo Fan who was asleep in his arms on the bed.

Chen Yidu walked to the window alone, looking out the window at the lights waiting to change with the sun and the sporadic vehicles speeding past on the empty streets.

This is Shanghai at three o'clock in the morning. How long have you not seen it?

In the past few years, when I was working hard, it was almost normal to rush to draft all night. When I was tired, I made a cup of coffee and looked at the night scene. It was like this at three o'clock in the morning.

At that time, he and Li Weiwei had broken up for a while, and the so-called "painful period of broken love" should have passed, but he always felt a little bit disappointed during those days.

That night, the room was too quiet, and the radio that was turned on casually transmitted the timely "Three O'clock in the Morning": "It is three o'clock in the morning, and my head hurts after drinking a little wine, and the lonely smoke ignites the empty night. Empty my heart... From tomorrow on, how will I face the future without you. Those beautiful pictures are broadcast repeatedly, and your scent is still lingering in the messy room, and I can't get rid of your unique smile..."

Beautiful picture, unique smile.In Chen Yidu's mind, it was Mo Fan who repeatedly played along with the music.

"I don't understand now that you have given too much. Only accompanied by cigarettes and wine, at three o'clock in the morning."

Chen Yidu finally discovered that the restlessness and inexplicable loss these days were all because of that person who just went to America not long ago.The sunshine over there should be very good now, what is he busy with?

At three o'clock in the morning, Shanghai alone.That person is not by his side, although he is a little lonely and his future needs to be worked hard, but Chen Yidu is confident, he knows that the dawn will not be long, love and career, he will eventually have it.

Today, he is known as "Du Zong" and one of the most popular designers, and the person sleeping in his bed is the person he missed back then.

I don't know what happened.I thought it was just a momentary curiosity and interest in him, but I lost my heart unknowingly.It turned out that what he cherished for him was not only friendship and family affection.

Chen Yidu looked back at the person on the bed, Mo Fan turned over with a smile on his lips.

Chen Yidu carefully lifted a corner of the quilt, lay down in it, and stretched out his arms to hug Mo Fan.

Mo Fan didn't know how long he slept. When he woke up, it was already daylight and Chen Yidu was not by his side.He walked out of the room and saw the breakfast bag and a note on the dining table: "Brother, I have a meeting in the morning, so I'm leaving first. Breakfast is reserved for you, remember to eat, let's have dinner together after get off work, I'll pick you up, wait my phone."

This Adu... "Pretend to be a pig and eat a tiger" is what he is talking about.

Mo Fan took out breakfast from the bag: a fried dough stick, a bun, an egg, a cup of porridge, and a card.

"Double Eleven package: one of each, single to the end. Buy two sets, good things come in pairs, 666% off, [-] all the way."

"The current merchants really know how to do business. Fortunately, there are two people in our family." Mo Fan was facing the breakfast alone, smiling while eating.If they could be anthropomorphic earlier, they would definitely tremble when they saw the smirking Mo Fan.

Mo Fan went to work as usual after eating.The girls from the company gathered together to chat and gossip during lunch, but when they saw him approaching, they immediately fell silent, and some of them were still sneaking glances at Mo Fan.

Mo Fan was curious, and asked with a smile: "What are you talking about me, let me listen too?"

Mo Fan is usually an airless person, and he gets along very easily with colleagues in the company. The girls are a little embarrassed, but they also jokingly said: "It's nothing, I just feel that you are not the same today as usual. Looking at the phone and laughing, we guess you are in a relationship, we have no chance!"

Chen Yidu sent Mo Fan a wechat message when he was free this day, asking him what he would like to eat and how he slept well. These are all words that usually seem innocuous, but Mo Fan’s eyes are full of love at this time, why? Can not be happy.

Mo Fan showed a regretful expression: "Yes, I'm sorry, I'm out of order! Haha!"

Just when it was time to get off work, Mo Fan's cell phone rang on time, and a pleasant voice came from the phone: "Come out."

Mo Fan said to his colleagues: "Happy holidays! Let's go first!" Then he happily walked out of the office building.

A few girls gathered by the window to watch: "Huh? Does the car Mr. Mo gets in look familiar?"

"The person who got out of the car is more familiar. I seem to have seen it on TV."

"Oh, it's Chen Yidu! He often comes to pick up Mr. Mo. It seems that he is Mr. Mo's younger brother. You don't know that?"

"Oh, I remembered, it's him! But, didn't Mr. Mo date his girlfriend today?" A girl asked suspiciously.

The other girl rolled her eyes and said meaningfully: "Mr. Mo didn't talk about dating a girlfriend, he only said that he has a date! But it's also possible that Chen Yidu just came to pick him up and send him to see his girlfriend."

Then there were one after another, strange, and very clear "ohhh" sounds from the window.

Because of the hasty decision, Chen Yidu didn't book the best seat, and after dinner he felt that he wasn't enjoying himself, so he went to the "Lai Du Lai Lai" bar with Mo Fan.

Seeing two people coming at the same time, Xiao Bu first made eye contact with Mo Fan, and probably understood that Mo Fan had confessed to Chen Yidu, and the sweet look of these two people flashed into his eyes.

"What do you guys want today?" Xiao Bu asked mysteriously, "Would you like to revisit 'Huang Liang Yi Meng'?"

Mo Fan waved his hand: "No, this wine is too strong, one drink is enough. Two glasses of red wine."

Soon, Xiao Bu brought two glasses of red wine and a photo in his chest pocket.Xiao Bu took out the photo, looked at the two people in front of him again and again, and said with emotion: "It's a perfect match, a match made in heaven."

Chen Yidu didn't know what was in the photo, so he asked Xiaobu for the photo, and when he saw the people in the yellowed photo, he couldn't help being stunned.

This photo is the DBI group photo that Mo Fan saw not long ago.Although he heard Mo Fan talk about the diary during the dinner, Chen Yidu was still surprised when he saw the photos of the people he said had the same faces as them.

The vague dream he had last time after drinking seemed to remind him of something: the old streets of the Republic of China, the people coming and going in and out of the police station, the dimly lit bar, the person beside him...

"This is DBI? They are Bao Zheng and Gongsun Ze?" Chen Yidu asked Mo Fan.

Mo Fan nodded.

Chen Yidu raised his glass: "Come on, let's respect Bao Zheng and Gongsun Ze, respect them for protecting the safety of one side, respect their efforts to be able to stay together and their dedication to us."

"Respect them!" Mo Fan clinked glasses, and the two looked at each other and smiled.

A voice with a vicissitudes of life sounded in the bar, singing the old song:

"Yellow beams and a dream for 20 years

Still don't know love or love

Speaking from ancient times to the present

it's just love

what's wrong with this world

I'm afraid I can't meet you

this world is a bit fake

But I fell in love with him inexplicably

......"

Who said that Huang Liang had a dream for 20 years and didn't understand love or affection?

Love is there, even if you don't understand it, you still can't escape it, and you can't hide it.

Now I wake up from the dream, see clearly, and understand.

"The Peony Pavilion" writes: "I don't know where love comes from, but it goes deeper and deeper. The living can die, and the dead can live. Those who are born but cannot be with death, and those who are dead but cannot be resurrected are not the essence of love."

A song "Outside the Peony Pavilion", a big dream, no matter life or death, no matter past life or present life, in the final analysis, it is still a word of "love", life after life, never leave.

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Mo Fan: Adu, I feel that I owe you too much, I think...

Chen Yidu: Do you want to compensate me?

Mo Fan: Well, I want to take care of you for the rest of my life.

Chen Yidu: Let's just take care of you, I think there are more possibilities for me to take care of you, haha!If you must make up for it, then...

Mo Fan: How?

Chen Yidu whispered in Mo Fan's ear: flesh pays.

Mo Fan: ...

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