Huang Liang Yi Meng

The room with only the bedside lamp turned on was dark and quiet. With the curtains drawn and the door closed, the flow of time was not so obvious.

Mo Fan didn't know how long he looked at it, but his body had already sent a signal, and the same posture made him a little tired.Mo Fan adjusted his sitting position, rubbed his eyes, and looked at the alarm clock on the bedside table. It turned out that it was almost nine o'clock.

In the photo frame next to the alarm clock is a group photo of Mo Fan, Chen Yidu and Chen's mother many years ago. It was a sunny year, two young people in their early 20s put their arms around each other's shoulders, standing behind Chen's mother, grinning at the camera .

Isn't it just a family portrait? We already have it.Bao Zheng, it seems that I won this round.

A ray of light leaked through the crack of the door, it was the light of the living room.

What is Adu doing?

His thoughts were out of control. Mo Fan's eyes were glued to the light. Through the door, he seemed to see the person behind the door. He had his back to him. Maybe he was looking at materials, maybe he was drawing drawings, or Maybe I'm playing that mobile game called "Carrot"...

Following his out-of-control thoughts, Mo Fan's body also tended to lose his rational control. Before he could figure out what to do, his legs had already dropped to the ground, and he walked towards the light. He opened the door and saw him.

Chen Yidu was not sitting on the sofa, he was holding a jar of sweet-scented osmanthus tea in his hand, and walked towards the small bar where the cup holders were placed.

Hearing the sound of footsteps, Chen Yidu raised his head and saw Mo Fan walking out, his big eyes were deeper and more affectionate due to his dark pupils.

"Brother, are you better?"

Mo Fan walked up to Chen Yidu, opened the lid of the teapot and put it in Chen Yidu's hand, looked at him and said, "It's much better."

Chen Yidu poured the scented tea into the teapot very naturally, this kind of cooperation is common in this family, he has long been used to this pattern: "I think you should wake up at this time, and you won't be able to sleep at night if you sleep too much. I am going to make a pot of sweet-scented osmanthus tea and send it to you."

Chen Yidu turned around and went to the water dispenser to get hot water. Mo Fan put their cups on the tea table in front of the sofa. Chen Yidu came back and put down the teapot, and sat down beside Mo Fan.

Mo Fan didn't speak, just watched every movement of Chen Yidu with a smile.Chen Yidu just thought it was Mo Fan who was sleepy and dazed, and let him stare at him relentlessly.

After 3 minutes, guessing that the tea was almost brewed, Chen Yidu reached out to get the pot to pour the tea, just lifted it up a centimeter, a hand covered it, took the pot from his hand, and poured two cups of tea.

Chen Yidu watched in surprise as Mo Fan stuffed the Gongsun mug into his hand.

It's really stuffed into your hands.

Mo Fan took Chen Yidu's hand, put the cup in, pressed his hand, let him hold the cup.It was the same when he took the teapot from his hand just now, Mo Fan grabbed the spout with one hand, and grabbed his hand holding the handle of the pot with the other hand, and pulled it off the pot.

Chen Yidu wanted to remind Mo Fan that the spout was hot, but Mo Fan didn't seem to feel the heat from the teapot.He suspected that Mo Fan had slept stupidly, and that he was not normal all night.

"Do you believe in past lives?" Mo Fan asked suddenly.

"..." Chen Yidu felt that Mo Fan had really fallen asleep.

"Don't look at me like that, I'm not stupid." Mo Fan said seriously.

Chen Yidu burst out laughing, he actually thought Mo Fan's appearance was a little cute, so he immediately restrained his smile and seriously thought about Mo Fan's question.

"I do not know."

"I thought all of you who are creative would believe in these more romantic and mysterious things." Mo Fan seemed a little disappointed.

"Who are you referring to by 'you'? Besides me, have you asked this question to anyone else?" Chen Yidu continued to ask.

Mo Fan felt that Chen Yidu didn't seem to be engaged in artistic creation, but more like Gongsun Ze's possession, and he instantly transformed into a brother inspector.He was also too keen, and even such a small loophole was discovered.

"No one, I just mean it in general, don't think too much." Mo Fan perfunctory.

"If it was Weiwei, she would probably believe it. She said before that when she saw me for the first time, she had a familiar feeling, as if she knew me in the previous life. But you see, we are still separated. I don't deny the previous life The possibility of existence in this life, but I probably believe in science and evidence more." Chen Yidu shrugged, and then asked: "Why do you ask this question suddenly?"

"It's nothing, I just read a story about the past and present life recently, and I haven't finished it yet. The story tells about two people who have gone through various hardships in the previous life and finally got together, but in the second life, because one of them misunderstood something, and The two of you have been getting along as family members before, and seeing that there has been no progress. After sleeping for a while, I suddenly remembered this story, and I want to ask you what you think about the past life and present life."

Chen Yidu jokingly said with a smile: "Brother, you read romance novels!"

Mo Fan hesitated: "The protagonists are all men..."

Chen Yidu understood, and made a long voice: "Oh, it's Danmei. It's a bit unexpected."

Mo Fan was also very surprised: "You still know Danmei!"

Chen Yidu stroked his chin, as if savoring the aftertaste of delicious food, and smiled mysteriously: "I learned the 'professional term' from Lin Ju next door."

"Lin Ju? You chatted a lot..." Hearing this name, Mo Fan recalled the girl's eyes on Chen Yidu, and it was a little tasteful.

"We chatted by chance. Isn't she a writer? I used to think she wrote children's books or romance novels. That day when I went out, I saw a few books in her hand and was about to open the door to go home. When I saw her, I seemed scared. After a jump, the book fell off. I helped to pick it up, and found that it was the same book, with two men on the cover, and the name was "The Cohabiting Boyfriend of the Domineering President". I wanted to look through it, but she snatched it back immediately. The action was quite big, but later I might feel sorry for my reaction, so I explained it and said it was written by her, it was a Tanmei novel, and I just got the sample book back.”

Chen Yidu laughed while talking, Mo Fan always felt that things were not as simple as Chen Yidu said.

"Then you can accept such a story?" Mo Fan asked tentatively.

Chen Yidu said frankly: "Why not? In love, age and race are not the problem, why is gender the problem? As long as the person is right, everything is right. This is my position."

"Then what do you think, if the two people in the story loved each other in the previous life, will they still love each other in the second life?"

"Whether two people love or not is their own business. The fate of the past life should not be used to set their future development. After all, they are independent people. But if the past lives exist in the present, then the fate of the three lives and the three lives are related to each other. Destiny should also exist. According to the routine of the story, they will definitely be together. I bet, the ending of this story must be a happy ending, otherwise this kind of setting will be boring. Who would like to read the story of HE in the past life and BE in this life? , not heart-stirring enough."

Mo Fan felt relieved after hearing this: Chen Yidu does not reject same-sex love, and it is possible to believe in fate in past and present lives.

He calculated in his mind that the probability of his confession being successful should rise from 20% to 60%.

"If, I mean, if this story happened to you, and someone told you that you were meant to be, would you accept it?"

Chen Yidu thought for a while: "I don't know, let's see who it is. If I liked this person in the first place, I wouldn't need him to say that this is an arrangement of fate, I would accept it. I always think that love requires more than just fate, It takes both of you to work together.”

"What if that person is me?" Mo Fan was silent for a moment, and mustered up the courage to ask, feeling uneasy like beating a drum.He was a little scared, afraid that he was still moving too fast, and also afraid that he would miss this opportunity, and he would not be able to speak in the future.

This question was so sudden, Chen Yidu was also stunned, he looked a little unnatural, but soon laughed again: "If it was you, I don't think you need to rely on 'fate' to get extra points, haha! I said It's also if."

After Chen Yidu finished speaking, he stood up and patted Mo Fan on the shoulder: "Okay, it's getting late, I'll take a shower first. Do you want to continue reading that story before going to sleep?"

Mo Fan nodded and said "OK", thinking: That story is not finished yet, the ending is in your hands!

Mo Fan returned to the room and continued to read the rest of the diary.There are really too many diaries. Mo Fan checked them visually. It is impossible to read such a large amount of diaries in one night. Moreover, LEO did not ask him to return them as soon as possible. There is still plenty of time and he is not in a hurry. Read all the books, and read them one by one when you have time.

A few years after the family portrait, Vivienne gave birth to a boy, who looked very similar to Zhan Chao with a tiger head and a tiger head, and a pair of big and round eyes inherited the characteristics of the Gongsun family, very cute.

When the child was full moon, a lot of relatives and friends from both Zhan Chao and Vivienne came. The little guy was not afraid of strangers, his big eyes rolled around, he looked left and right, he didn't cry or make trouble, he was born with a lively personality .

Bai Yutang also showed up that day, and Bao Zheng didn't know when Kitten Zhan and White Mouse had such a good relationship. When they got married, they gave a pair of golden apples, and when the child was full moon, he gave him a longevity lock inlaid with gold and jade.

The pure white and flawless Hetian mutton fat white jade is inlaid with exquisitely carved pure gold locks, no matter how you look at it, it is too precious.

Vivienne was still refusing at first, but Zhan Chao accepted it with a smile, and even joked that Bai Yutang looked like a nouveau riche after changing his identity, and always dazzled people with gold.

Bai Yutang said solemnly: "There is also white jade. It is hard to find such a good mutton fat white jade. This mutton fat white jade symbolizes 'benevolence, righteousness, wisdom, courage, and cleanliness', just like my Bai Yutang. If you don't look Your cat gave birth to a tiger cub, so I am reluctant to part with it."

As he spoke, he stretched out his hand to tease the baby in Vivian's arms: "Yes, little tiger!"

Zhan Chao corrected him next to him: "He's not called 'little tiger', but 'big cat', and he specializes in catching mice! Be careful he bites you!"

The "big cat" kid seemed to understand his father's words, stretched out his small hand and grabbed a finger that Bai Yutang put under his chin, put it into his mouth, and smiled at Bai Yutang with narrowed eyes.

The little baby's first name is Zhan Xiongfei, and because of this joke, he got the nickname "Big Cat".When he grew up, he felt that the name was not domineering, so he changed his nickname to "Da Hu".

Dahu likes "Uncle Black Face" very much, because "Uncle Black Face" can always tell a lot of interesting stories, unlike Uncle, who tells historical stories like "Frog in Song Dynasty", and "Uncle Black Face" can also fold paper, It will be magical magic.

Not long after the full moon wine, Hu Xueli suddenly announced that she would leave DBI and return to teach at her alma mater in S City.Everyone held a grand farewell party for her. This time Bai Yutang came again. As soon as Zhan Chao saw Bai Yutang, he ran to the door to meet him. The two talked and laughed mysteriously. If Bao Zheng knew Zhan Chao is a straight man, he would wonder if the two of them are getting together.

But soon, Bao Zheng discovered that Bai Yutang's target was the protagonist of the night.

A year later, Bao Zheng and Gongsun Ze received a wedding invitation from Hu Xueli. The man's name was "Tang Yubai", and they immediately guessed that "Tang Yubai" was the pseudonym Bai Yutang later used.

This person is really wild and unruly, as arrogant as ever.He was asked to change his name in the first place to erase his previous bad record and have a clean identity, and secondly to prevent revenge from his former enemies and peacock-eyed followers, but he just changed the name and changed it. a surname.

Three years later, Mengfei also received good news.After years of drifting across the country, she finally settled down.

After Mengfei left, he was in a state of no news.Bao Zheng has always felt guilty for using Mengfei's feelings back then. Gongsun Ze comforted him that no news is good news. She cut off contact with the former people, which means that she has started a new life.She has a new name, a new identity, and a new heart. She is free and should live for herself.

Bao Zheng was surprised and delighted by Mengfei's letter this time.He and Gongsun Ze opened the letter together.

Mengfei said in her letter that she met a person who could give her a warm home and make her feel at ease.Before meeting this person, she still had Bao Zheng's shadow in her heart. The reason why she no longer contacted Bao Zheng was because she didn't want to give herself any room for nostalgia.And when she met that person, her already empty heart was filled again, as if she had walked so many roads and passed through so many cities just to meet this person in this city.She said that she had found her own happiness, and hoped that the shackles in Bao Zheng's heart could be untied.She resented Bao Zheng's use of her, but it was only a temporary outburst. After all, she was someone she loved deeply, and she didn't blame him.

Choose a city to die in old age, and meet a person with a white head.The stability after going through vicissitudes is the happiness that people want to cherish and keep most.

DBI's work is still the same, and there are more busy times.Some people left, some came, some retired, and some got promoted. Fortunately, no one died in the line of duty, but a few people were injured.

Bao Zheng recorded several difficult and important cases, but looking at his diary later, these cases were sorted out by Vivian and used as materials for her novel.

Later, Gongsun Ze was promoted to the deputy director of the police department in charge of criminal cases. After several years of tempering, Zhan Chao became the main force in handling cases and the new DBI detective. The intern who came here, he was lectured by Zhan Chao almost every day, and the scene from a few years ago reappeared again, as if a new reincarnation had started.

The independent prosecutor system was abolished during the reform, and Bao Zheng was transferred back to the Decheng Procuratorate as the Director of the Public Prosecution Division.

After the old director retired, Gongsun Ze became the director. At the same time, Bao Zheng served as the deputy chief prosecutor of the procuratorate, and he still had close business contacts with Gongsun Ze.Although some people suggested that the special relationship between the two of them should be avoided for a while, but the tacit understanding between the two is too high, and it is easy to communicate with each other. Most people think that this is quite efficient, and the two are also clear about public and private, fair It's good to be famous for being straightforward.

The year of the diary has entered the 60s, and there is only one diary left.

From here, Mo Fan noticed that Bao Zheng's diary began to be intermittent, and his handwriting was not the same as before, sometimes light or heavy.

One day, Bao Zheng finally wrote down the following content:

What should come is still here.When I had a headache, Sherry warned me that the shrapnel in my brain had begun to compress the nerves and might be in danger of being displaced.But then the headache symptoms disappeared. After I came back from Peacock Eye, Sherry helped me to see it, and said that the shrapnel had been displaced, but the position after the shift had no effect on the brain, and it was relatively stable. There should be no such thing in a few years. Problem, but one that requires constant attention, and the danger is multiplied if another move occurs in this position.

Almost 20 years have passed, and I am content to be able to survive until now.In the past two months, I went for an examination as soon as I realized that the headache might be related to the shrapnel, and the doctor's answer was not very optimistic. Through her connections in the academic world, Sherry helped me find well-known experts and professors. They all suggested that I perform an immediate operation to remove the shrapnel, but they also warned that the shrapnel had been in my brain for many years, and there were risks after removal.But if there is no surgery, I can only wait for the situation to deteriorate step by step.

Aze is also hesitant, after all, I am no longer young, although medical science has made great progress over the years, the risk of surgery is still too great.He held my hand tightly and I knew he was nervous too, he was afraid of losing me.Me too, I'm afraid he won't be able to adapt to the world without me.Since I have earned so many years last time, I still want to try my luck this time, and I want to stay with him like this until I can no longer be with him.

In the past two months, apart from getting more and more frequent headaches, my hands have become a little uncontrollable, and my vision has been a little blurry these days, and I probably can't hold it anymore.

The melancholy on Aze's face became more and more intense.If things go on like this, maybe tomorrow or the day after tomorrow I might get a brain hemorrhage from the moving shrapnel, and I still won't be able to escape surgery by then, so it's time to give it a go.

I told Azer yesterday that I was going to have an operation.Ze's eyes panicked for a moment, then he forced a smile and said, "Okay, it will be successful, for sure." Mom also knew about this decision, and she went to ask for a safe talisman early this morning to bless the operation to go smoothly.

Sherry has put me in touch with the doctor and the surgery is scheduled for a week later.I'm going to the hospital tomorrow.I hope this is not the last entry in this diary, and I hope I can come back and continue writing.

Good night, Ze.

Mo Fan had a bad premonition. Although there was still writing on the back, there were not many pages left.

Mo Fan paused for a moment, and he realized that he didn't dare to turn to the next page, as if he was very absorbed in watching a very wonderful story, and it was about to end, but he was reluctant to end the story.

In the end, he turned the page in his hand.

The diary seems to be still going on, the date is five months later, but the font has changed.

Bao Zheng's characters can be written in both regular script and running script. The square is round, and the pen is strong, muscular, and sharp, just like his personality.And the new diary is Ouyang Xun's regular script, rigorous and neat, meticulous, every horizontal, vertical, horizontal, and vertical strokes are just right, neither too much nor too little.If the handwriting is like the person, then the handwriting must have been written by Gongsun Ze.

According to Gongsun Ze's records, Hu Xueli participated in the operation that day, and the operation lasted more than ten hours. Gongsun Ze, Bao Ma, and others were all waiting outside the ward. Bao Zheng was pushed out of the operating room and directly entered the intensive care unit. , The doctor said that they have tried their best, whether he can wake up, and whether he will be affected after waking up, they can't say.Hu Xueli explained that the position of the shrapnel was not very good. It had moved in the past two months. Compared with the pictures taken before the operation, the actual situation was more complicated. What was even worse was that the shift of the shrapnel in Bao Zheng’s brain was due to the birth of a baby under the shrapnel. A small tumor, not very obvious, was found under the shrapnel again after the shrapnel was taken out.

Everyone's heart is heavy, but we can only accept it.

Bao Zheng's condition is not very good, he has some complications, most of the time he is in a coma, occasionally he can wake up for a while, but his consciousness is not very clear, his eyes are not focused, like an empty shell.

Gongsun Ze found Bao Zheng's previous diary, talked to him every day, and read him his own diary, hoping that he could recall the past and return to this side of the world.

A month later, Bao Zheng's health did not improve.One day, Baozheng suddenly started to convulse. The doctor found that Baozheng's intracranial blood pressure was elevated. After careful examination, it was found that a new small tumor had grown on the site where the brain tumor was removed, and it was speculated that it would continue to grow.However, given Bao Zheng's current physical condition, the risk of another operation is too high, so he can only choose conservative treatment.

Half a month later, Bao Zheng's consciousness recovered a bit, but Gongsun Ze was a little worried, fearing that it was "returning to the light". Fortunately, after the doctor's examination, he said nothing was wrong, but Bao Zheng really didn't have much time left.

Although the tumor in the brain was suppressed by medical means, it did not stop growing. Bao Zheng once again fell into a long-term coma and died of illness in the hospital more than a month later.

On that day, Bao Zheng, who had been in a coma for a week, suddenly woke up, and Gongsun Ze realized that this time it was really a "return to the light".

Bao Zheng's hand had lost its grip, and Gongsun Ze held onto him tightly, trying to keep him.The last sentence he tried to say was: "I love you, live well, and see you in the next life."

Gongsun Ze recalled that Bao Zheng held his hand before entering the operating room and said to him: "Wait for me to come back. If you can't wait in this life, we will meet again in the next life. Wait for me, and I will find you."

After Bao Zheng's funeral, it took a long time for Gongsun Ze to gradually accept the fact that he was no longer there.He looked through the diary left by Bao Zheng again, and began to respond to the message that Bao Zheng had left for him while he was in a coma.

Do you still remember what you wrote "In case you wake up tomorrow and see me like a ghost who has lost his soul, you will definitely regret it".

How can I regret it?

I clearly remember that when I woke up, my world was completely occupied by you, and I was full of you.In the darkness, I saw a light, at the end of that light, is you.

I remember you crying and I laughed.You are crying with joy, I am very happy that you are fine.I'm sorry to keep you on your toes for three months, even if we're even, that's how I came here when you disappeared for three months.I thought at the time that we would not owe each other, but in the end you still owed me three months. When it was your turn to lie on the hospital bed, why wouldn't you find your way back like me...

I tore a page from your diary, do you really think no one will see this diary?What are you writing!Write everything up, without shame or shame, very proud!Fortunately, I found out later that I restrained myself, otherwise people would have thought that what you wrote was a pornographic book.

I was drunk on Vivienne's wedding day, and the reason was not what you thought. I didn't drink because of Vivienne's sadness at getting married. I felt very complicated that day, but I was very happy with your "marriage proposal". After returning to the venue, Under that kind of atmosphere, I got carried away for a moment and regarded myself as the bridegroom, so all the attendees were accepted and all blessings were accepted.

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Finally, regarding your yellow beam dream, what I want to tell you is that when I was unconscious, I also saw the scene you mentioned.But what I saw was another ending.In the future world, the two people who look the same as us finally resolve all misunderstandings, meet each other frankly, and live happily together.

I think what we see may be our afterlife, it seems that I found you first.

The different endings are caused by the different choices of the two people. Since God has given us a prophecy, I think we should do something.I will keep these diaries and let Dumb pass them on.If there is fate, they should see this, hoping to give them some enlightenment.

See you in the next life.

Turning the page is a folded newspaper pasted on a diary.

After opening it, a big headline pierced Mo Fan's eyes - "Decheng Public Security Bureau Cracks the Largest Drug Production and Trafficking Syndicate, the Chief of the Public Security Bureau Dies in the Line of Duty".Next to the title is Gongsun Ze's ID photo. In the photo, he looks like he is in his 40s, with some wrinkles between his brows and the corners of his eyes.That newspaper was black and white in his condolences.In addition to this report, this entire page is introducing Gongsun Ze's deeds during his lifetime.

The date of the newspaper is half a year after the last diary entry.Below is a line of beautiful lower characters: "I am Vivienne, and I miss my brother and the people he loves so much. If someone in the future is lucky enough to see these, please fulfill their wishes and live happily."