mentally handicapped life

Zuo Wen was dumbfounded.

Why did he come to the wedding scene when he was clearly painting?Or Zhong Yang's wedding?When did Zhong Yang find someone?Why is everyone looking at him?Who overturned the table?Who the hell am I to mess with Zhong Yang? !

……

Until being taken away by Zuo Nianhang, Zuo Wen still had a confused expression on his face. Who will explain to him?

He heard Zuo Nianhang on the phone in the driver's seat: "Well, Yang Zi is really sorry, your wedding...he's fine, I'll take him to the hospital now, and I'll make a separate apology to you later...That's still necessary, Don't be polite to me, it's my responsibility. Well, okay. Hey, don't worry, I'm fine."

Seeing Zuo Nianhang hang up the phone, Zuo Wen thought for a while and said, "You and Yang Zi look familiar?"

"Yes, very familiar." Zuo Nianhang said.

Zuo Wen was a little puzzled, but he didn't bother to study it carefully. He now has more important issues to understand. "What's the matter with me? You know?"

"Let's go to the hospital first." Zuo Nianhang said.

Zuo Wen picked up Zuo Nianhang's phone and glanced at the date, it was February 2th. After doing some calculations, I had disappeared for a total of 14 days!Why did you go?Why is there no impression at all?Amnesia?

"My phone is missing." Zuo Wen suddenly said something irrelevant.

"Yeah, I was thrown by you." Zuo Nianhang said.

Did you drop it yourself?Where did you fall?There seems to be a broken mobile phone at the wedding... Fuck! ! !

Zuo Wen swallowed, and said, "Yangzi's wedding... I smashed it?"

"Yeah, you smashed it." Zuo Nianhang said.

Zuo Wen frowned, in an understatement tone since he got in the car, tsk. "Are you angry?"

"No, I'm sad." Zuo Nianhang said.

Zuo Wen thought about it for a while, and said: "Yangzi's wedding, I... I will tell her myself."

"It's not this." Zuo Nianhang said, "I'm not sad about this. You don't need to tell Yangzi anymore, I've already told her."

"I'm sorry..." Zuo Wen said guiltily.

"fine."

No one spoke.Zuo Nianhang drove the car, thinking over and over what he did wrong.He just went out to answer the phone, and he talked to Yi Zhihang before answering the phone. He was afraid that the scene was too noisy and Yi Zhihang couldn't hear clearly, so he confirmed it several times in a row. .As a result, when he came back after answering the phone, he saw the bewildered relatives and friends in the audience and Zuo Wen who was standing on the side in a daze.

Where did I go wrong?

Zuo Wen was also thinking, what did he do during the 50 blank days?He must still be living as usual, otherwise he wouldn't have appeared at Yangzi's wedding.Since life has not stopped but he has no memory, then someone must be living in his place, could it be... "Zhihang is back?" Zuo Wen asked tentatively.

Zuo Nianhang paused, then said, "Yes."

Zuo Wen immediately lost his composure, Yi Zhihang came back, would that little fool mistake Zuo Nianhang for him when he saw Zuo Nianhang?Also, he just noticed that Zuo Nianhang actually has an extra ring on his hand!A ring that is exactly the same as my own!

"Why do you have the pairing ring between me and Zhihang?!" You shouldn't be wearing this to deceive Yi Zhihang!

Zuo Nianhang took a look at him and said, "Go to the hospital first."

"Go to what hospital! I'm not sick! You've been in trouble since you saw me in the hotel. Are you very upset that I'm back? Zuo Nianhang, you'd better tell me clearly, are you taking advantage of my absence? Yi Zhihang has been kidnapped!" Zuo Wen shouted.

"No." Zuo Nianhang said, "Go to the hospital first, okay?"

"I'll fuck you!" Zuo Wen pounced and was about to grab the steering wheel, Zuo Nianhang fought with him several times and slammed on the brakes, the car would stop beside a green belt.Zuo Nianhang pushed Zuo Wen away, and roared, "Are you fucking dead!"

"That's still necessary." Zuo Wen said in shock.

Zuo Nianhang pinched the center of his brows, and said wearily: "What do you want to do, tell me, what exactly do you want to do."

Just as Zuo Wen was about to speak, Zuo Nianhang's phone rang, it was a landline number: "Mr. Zuo, hello..."

"Well, good." After glancing at Zuo Wen, Zuo Nianhang continued, "Please help me light up, thank you." After hanging up the phone, Zuo Nianhang lay down on the steering wheel, looked at Zuo Wen and said, "Hey... ...I'm so tired, baby. Tell me when it's a head. When can you not be like this? Okay, as you wish, instead of going to the hospital, I'll take you to a place where you are not allowed to grab my steering wheel, Otherwise I will beat you."

Zuo Wen didn't know what to say, maybe as long as it was about Yi Zhihang, he would always lose control.

Zuo Nianhang took him to another hotel, opened the door, and smelled the scent of roses.The room was quite dark, but it could be seen that the ground was full of red roses, leaving only one path leading to the bed, which was also sprinkled with a bed of petals.Brackets are hung in a patchwork pattern on the roof, and a candle is placed on each bracket. The fire is flickering, warm and romantic.

What do these mean?Who is it for?

Zuo Nianhang pushed Zuo Wen to the bed, and said in his ear: "Don't talk now." He walked to Zuo Wen's waist with his hands, hugged him, buried his head in Zuo Wen's neck, and said, "Lover Happy Holidays, my little tiger." After speaking, he kissed Zuo Wen's neck again.

Zuo asked a jerk, turned around and pushed Zuo Nianhang away, almost going crazy: "What are you doing! You fucking took advantage of my absence... Ugh!"

Zuo Nianhang covered Zuo Wen's mouth with one hand, restrained Zuo Wen with the other to prevent him from struggling, and pressed his nose against his nose and said, "Shh...don't talk. It's Valentine's Day, please satisfy me, okay?"

Zuo Wen's eyes widened, what is this beast going to do to him!If he dares... Fuck!How dare he!

As if seeing his fear, Zuo Nianhang immediately said, "I won't do anything to you. If you promise me not to talk, I will let you go."

Being under the eaves, he had to bow his head, Zuo Wen thought he was enduring the humiliation and nodded.

When Zuo Nianhang was happy, he couldn't help laughing out loud, said "Good boy", and gently let go of Zuo Wen.

As soon as Zuo Wen got his freedom, he just wanted to run away, thinking that this idiot is crazy.Before he could take a full step, he was grabbed by Zuo Nianhang and slammed him on the bed, and Zuo Nianhang also directly pushed him up.

"Fuck! Zuo Nianhang! You're fucking crazy! I'm... oh!" And his mother was good at covering him!

"I said it! Don't talk! Are you fucking deaf! Ah?! Still want to run? Are you so courageous? Huh? I don't know if it hurts until I teach you a lesson!" Zuo Nianhang pressed Zuo and asked Roaring, he was about to take off Zuo Wen's pants.

Zuo Wen struggled desperately, thinking that I am your elder brother!Brother!Brat, you are a mess. Lun!Struggling for a long time but it was of no use, the trousers had already faded down to the calf.Zuo Nianhang touched him and said viciously: "Does it feel familiar? Huh? Does your body miss me? Did you react? Is it comfortable for me to touch you? Do you want it? Hmm?"

When Zuo Wen heard Zuo Nianhang's unsavory words, he felt dizzy and nauseated.Finally found a chance to bite Zuo Nianhang's tiger's mouth, Zuo Nianhang froze for a moment, stopped, and let him bite like this, his hand was bitten, blood flowed from Zuo Wen's mouth.

Zuo Wen turned his head to the side and said in a dry voice, "I'm your brother."

Zuo Nianhang stroked Zuo Wen's face and straightened him, bent down, bit on Zuo Wen's lips, and said depressingly: "You are not, you are Yi Zhihang, my Yi Zhihang. Today is Valentine's Day, I want to spend Valentine's Day with you." After speaking, he buried his face in Zuo Wen's neck and did not move, panting restrainedly.

Zuo Wen was silent for a while, and said, "Stop fucking crying. I want to go home."

"The room was arranged for you, take a look, does it look good?" Zuo Nianhang was still buried in Zuo Wen's neck and did not move.

Zuo Wen looked around in a strange way, thinking that I was really crazy, to coax such a fucking two hundred and five, but he still said: "It's very beautiful, you let me go home."

Zuo Nianhang buried himself for a while, turned over, lay on his back on the bed, and said in a hoarse voice, "You go."

Zuo Wen pulled up his pants without hesitation and ran away.

As soon as the door was closed, Zuo Nianhang couldn't help laughing, idiot, what a fucking idiot.

……

When Zuo Nianhang got home at night, as soon as Zuo Nianhang turned on the light, he saw Zuo Wen sitting on the sofa like a ghost, which frightened him greatly.Zuo Nianhang changed his shoes and walked over, scratched Zuo Wen's head naturally with his hand, and said, "What are you doing sitting on the sofa without turning on the light?"

Zuo Wen endured and endured, but still couldn't hold back, he threw the condom and lubricant in his hand on Zuo Nianhang's face, and glared at Zuo Nianhang: "You fucking really slept with Yi Zhihang while I was away Already?!"

Zuo Nianhang tilted his head when he was hit by the lubricant bottle, and thought it was fine, but it wasn't over yet.After adjusting his breathing, he said, "Yes."

Zuo Wen stood up abruptly, punched Zuo Nianhang in the face, and yelled, "He's just a child! You can fucking do it!"

Zuo Nianhang staggered from the beating, tsk, it still hurts.So he pressed his tongue against his cheek, laughed lightly, and said, with a ruthless viciousness, "Of course. Not only during the time you were away, but before you came, we were in bed all the time, well, it's been three years .”

"What do you mean?"

Zuo Nianhang laughed again, "What do I mean? I'll tell you what I mean!" Zuo Nianhang pulled Zuo Wen away, dragged him to the bathroom, took off his shirt in front of the mirror, and pointed at his neck. The hickey that hasn't faded said: "See? This is the proof. Whether it's you, me or me, you're so damn good!"

"I hate you so much, Yi Zhihang, I really hate you like this, it's like I'm so heinous, it's too tormenting. But what to do, I love you. I can't leave you, I can't let go You. You fucking became like this because of me, what do you think we did wrong? "

"Don't you understand? I really feel like I'm asking the left? I feel tired for you when you say that the soul is out of the body. Do you see the ring on my hand? Huh? Take a closer look, you gave it to me, and you gave it to me personally. I put it on."

"What body is in the United States, I lied to you, fart body. I don't want to lie to you now, I'm too fucking tired. The twin brothers, Zuo Nianhang, all lied to you. I lied to you together with my parents. Yours. I am Zuowen, the only Zuowen."

"Yi Zhihang, take a good look at me. You touch me. There is a heartbeat. There is a temperature. I am not dead. What are you afraid of? Do you think I will leave you? You have become like this, I still guard You, how can I leave you? How can I leave you? Can you come back, I don't want to see you like this, the more you are like this, the sadder I am. "

"Didn't you say you love me? You love me, why are you willing to make me so sad? Can you feel it? I'm very sad. "

Zuo Wen shivered and covered his body, not wanting to see the trace that made him angry, his voice trembled, but also with the taste of gnashing of teeth: "You really... slept with Yi Zhihang... you bastard ..."

"I fucking slept with you!" Zuo Nianhang howled wildly, grabbed Zuo Wen's chin with one hand and forced him to look up at himself in the mirror, and whispered next to his ear, "Look clearly, you Is it Zuo Wen? Look at me again, do you think I’m really not Zuo Wen?”

"Fuck you! You fucking seduce. Rape. I, Yi Zhihang, have a reason!" Zuo Wen bumped his elbow on Zuo Nianhang's chest, turned around and kicked over, Zuo Nianhang didn't notice and let him kick and fell to the ground, Zuo Wen jumped on him again, swung his fist and smashed it to death.

Both of them were facing each other with fists and feet.

The glass screen in the bathroom was smashed, and the supplies fell all over the floor during their pushing and pulling, and the whole bathroom was in a mess.

In the end, Zuo Wen was suppressed by Zuo Nianhang on the ground. Zuo Nianhang pressed his forehead against his forehead, choked up and said, "Can you stop torturing me? Huh? I beg you, don't torture me, okay? I I beg you……"

Zuo Wen's voice was also trembling, and tears flowed out accidentally, what a bitch, he thought. "Who is torturing whom? You kidnapped me, Yi Zhihang, while I was away, you fucking kidnapped me, Yi Zhihang! I really want to kill you, I really fucking want to kill you..."

Zuo Nianhang chuckled, kissed Zuo Wen's lips, and said, "I'm dead, and you won't live either. Do you still want to beat me?"

"Don't fight anymore." Anyway, he couldn't beat him anymore, and he was not the one who was injured in the end.It seems that the little tiger's physical fitness is still not good, and he still needs to strengthen his exercise.

Zuo Nianhang kissed him again, and said, "Then go to the hospital, okay? If you don't go, I'll tie you up and put you in the trunk."

Zuo Wenxin said that you fucking said that, why can't I go?Are you looking for abuse?

The three of them sat in the office relatively silently.

Doctor Zhang looked at the two people who had bruised noses and swollen faces covered in blood, and said to himself that there was no domestic violence?It's all done like this.

Zuo Nianhang continued to think about the afternoon question: what did he do wrong?

Zuo Wen was thinking about how to speak, which one to talk about first, why he fought, or why he disappeared for 50 days.

"Tell me, why did you fight?" Doctor Zhang broke the silence and made the choice for Zuo Wen.

"He, my own brother, tempted Yi Zhihang while I was away." Zuo Wen pointed at Zuo Nianhang.

Zuo Nianhang took a look at him and said to Doctor Zhang: "Look at how seriously ill he is, how many times have I told him that he is Yi Zhihang and I am Zuo Wen, but I just can't listen."

Doctor Zhang was surprised for a moment, and said, "Did you tell him?" Calling him to the hospital at night really gave him a big surgery!But it is indeed time... But it can't be so radical!

"What do you mean?" Zuo Wen looked at Doctor Zhang vigilantly, why did he think there was a story between these two people?

Doctor Zhang ignored Zuo's question, and continued to ask Zuo Nianhang: "How did he come back?"

Zuo Nianhang rubbed his temples and said, "I don't know. My friend's wedding was originally fine, but I went out to answer the phone, and it was like this when I came back."

"Did you go out to answer the phone without talking to him?" Doctor Zhang asked.

"Why didn't you say it? I said it several times, just because I was afraid that he would panic if he didn't hear me and turned around and couldn't see me." Zuo Nianhang said with a bit of a breakdown.

Doctor Zhang thought about it for a while and said, "That may be because he didn't..."

"What do you mean!" Zuo Wen interrupted Doctor Zhang, holding back his anger and raising his voice.

Doctor Zhang sighed, and said, "Zuo Wen, you are so smart, I don't believe you haven't doubted after waking up. Nianhang made it very clear, do you really not believe it or can't believe it? Are you afraid of disappearing by yourself? Bar?"

Zuo Wen stopped talking, remained silent for a long time, and said, "I want Zhihang to come back."

"You don't want to." Doctor Zhang said, "You are afraid that you will disappear when he comes back. You don't want to disappear at all. It can't be all your fault. This is Yi Zhihang's self-protection mechanism. When he is injured, he hides himself , don’t want to come back and face it again. So it’s normal that you don’t want to disappear, don’t feel guilty.”

"Are you also thinking that it's good for you to monopolize his body like this, and maintain this kind of intimacy with him that no one can achieve, and no one can take him away?"

"Zuo Wen, if you keep occupying Yi Zhihang's body like this, he will never come back one day, then he really doesn't exist. You know that this is suicide in disguise?"

"Why did you appear in Yi Zhihang's body? It's not the soul boarding you said. It's not so mysterious. You are the product of Yi Zhihang's stimulation. Do you understand the split personality?"

"He saw Zuo Wen fall from upstairs, which stimulated him to think of the past, but he also thought that Zuo Wen was dead. The first time he was stimulated, he chose to escape and hide himself completely; the second time, he became Zuo Wen. , that is you."

"You have always known that you have a memory defect, right? You don't remember many things at all? It's not because you fell from upstairs and hit your head, but because your understanding of Zuo Wen only started from the day you knew him."

"You are a personality woven by Yi Zhihang to deceive yourself, do you understand?"

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Zuo Wen listened to Doctor Zhang's words in shock, finally digested it, and said with difficulty: "What do you mean, I'm not really Zuo Wen?"

"Yes." Doctor Zhang said, "If you don't believe me, you can go and find your so-called own body to see if it exists. Or more simply, ask Nianhang to do a test. DNA can't fool people. Indeed, he is Zuo Wen."

Zuo Wen was silent for a moment, then said, "What about me? Who am I?"

"You are Yi Zhihang." Doctor Zhang said.

"Fart!" Zuo Wen hurriedly rushed over and strangled Doctor Zhang's neck, muttering nervously: "Cheat me, you all fucking lie to me! I'm Zuo Wen, I'm Zuo Wen! You all Want me to die and replace me, don't you? Dreaming! I won't go, I won't let... ah!"

Zuo Nianhang shook his hands, looked at Zuo Wen who was already half kneeling on the ground, bent down, pinched his chin and lifted it up, and said fiercely: "Is half of your body numb? Hold on to me! I can't die !” Turning to ask Doctor Zhang again: “Are you all right?”

Dr. Zhang blushed and coughed while waving his hands, indicating that he was fine.

Zuo Nianhang turned his face to look at Zuo Wen again, and then half-kneeled down, holding Zuo Wen's face and said softly: "Calm down, huh? No one will replace you, stop thinking about it. Are you still numb? Come and hug." Saying that, he hugged Zuo Wen into his arms.

Doctor Zhang looked at the two people on the ground with a complicated expression.

Zuo Wen and Zuo Nianhang hugged him for a while, the numbness in his body gradually disappeared, and finally he couldn't bear it anymore and said: "If you don't let me go, I can't calm down, I just feel sick."

Zuo Nianhang let him go obediently.

Zuo Wen stood up, looked at Doctor Zhang apologetically, and said, "I'm really sorry, I was impulsive just now. I don't know what happened... Fortunately, I didn't hurt you."

Doctor Zhang waved his hand, saying that this is nothing, as mental patients are like this.

Zuo asked: "..."

Zuo Nianhang: "..."

Doctor Zhang said that the hypnotherapy had to continue, Zuo Wen was a little tangled, Doctor Zhang urged him: "Don't you want Yi Zhihang to come back? This is the only way."

Zuo Wen paused and said, "What about me? What should I do?"

Doctor Zhang thought for a while, and said: "I will not let you disappear, and I have no ability to make you disappear. I will do my best to integrate you into one person. This is my promise. Between you and Yi Zhihang , the biggest bond is love, and it’s easy to handle if there is a bond. You believe in me, and I will find the best home for you.”

Zuo Wen looked at Zuo Nianhang who was sitting on the side without saying a word, and suddenly felt a little guilty.If Zuo Nianhang was Zuo Wen and he was Yi Zhihang, wouldn't Zuo Wen have been hurt by himself all the time?

"Can we start?" Dr. Zhang asked.

"Let's get started." Zuo Wen said.

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Continue the day after tomorrow.It's not easy to attack from the left