fickle midsummer

Bo Qinan tilted his head and stared at You Yu.

You Yu's fingertips trembled, he opened his mouth and suddenly didn't know what to say.

The three words he asked for came inadvertently, and in surprise, strong emotions poured down, and then all that overflowed was bitterness that came from nowhere.

The heart seemed to be tightly pulled by some heavy object, and even the internal organs seemed to be tied with iron chains as thick as wrists.While dizzy, You Yu said with red eyes.

"If you had told me so years ago."

I will probably be very happy.

"Bo Qinyan." He gritted his teeth.

"You bastard!"

When swearing, he articulated every word clearly, for fear that the man in front of him might not be able to hear clearly.

Of course, Bo Qinan also gave him enough reaction, he grabbed his wrist and took him into his arms.You Yu's face was pressed against his chest by him, clinging to his shirt, with the tip of his nose pressed against the transparent button.Bo Qinan used all his strength, but he couldn't break free. Apart from the anger and unwillingness in his heart, he was not prepared to resist.

What should be vented has long been crushed by the long years, leaving only the courage that cannot be burned again.The little bit of sincerity he had was given to the doctor who taught him how to do function problems that summer.In his eyes, this doctor seemed to know nothing. He knew how to educate a rebellious teenager, and he also knew how to cure a patient suffering from illness. He seemed to have a little psychology.

He said he minored in that in college.

But the only one who failed, probably how to tell the other party——

Don't wait, don't hesitate, come to me.

You Yu wanted to cry aggrievedly, and even wished to leave, so that Bo Qinan could also feel the fear of being alone and helpless in the whole world.

"you're a bastard."

"Yes." Bo Qinan said.

"shameless."

"Yes."

"You are a coward!"

……

Bo Qinyu didn't answer, there were only two people in the car, the strong and light atmosphere intertwined, and finally poured out as the man opened the car window.

You Yu felt that Bo Qinan didn't strangle him any more, his hands and feet were numb, and when he wanted to raise his head, Bo Qinan pushed him down again.

Only Bo Qinan's voice was deep.

"You said yes, that's it."

Immediately afterwards, You Yu heard Bo Qinyan's disordered breathing.

Trying to cover up, forcibly suppressing.

He was at a loss and asked, "Bo Tanyan?"

"Don't talk." Bo Qinan lowered his head and put his face close to his, You Yu stretched out his hand, and gently placed his palm on the side of Bao Qinan's face.

He closed his eyes, and his fingertips just rested on the corners of Bo Qinan's eyes.

"Remember you asked me to follow Fu Xing and call you Uncle Bo?"

"Later I called you Qin An, did you hear that?"

At that time, You Yu felt that the three words Bo Qinan were really pleasant to hear. Every time you read a word, it was like stepping on cotton, and it seemed to contain sweet but not greasy soft chestnuts.But later, these three words became his unspeakable secret, and only he himself knew that those sour youths seemed to become a regular yearning with the change of seasons.

Only at a certain time, certain things will be ticked off, like an illusory memory like a dream.

He added, "You think about me, so I became the current Youyu."

Youyu can live well without relying on anyone.

"But letting go is not the best way to make the other person happy."

You Yu said softly, "What do you think?"

Bo Qinan answered him, "Yes."

For someone like Bo Qinan to say the three words "I love you", it's like going to heaven.But You Yu did it, so You Yu said to Bo Qinan as if he had succeeded.

I won.

The burial is scheduled for tomorrow morning, and there are many customs in the countryside, so I have to toss for several hours the night before the burial.When everything was over, You Yu didn't find Bo Qinan, so he asked someone to ask, and said that Bo Qinan was called away by Shu Shaoyuan.

Everyone thought that Bo Qinan was Shu Shaoyuan's husband, and there was nothing wrong with the couple staying together. The person who said it saw that You Yu's expression was wrong, and asked You Yu if you and your stepfather didn't get along well?

You Yu didn't answer, went to the kitchen to wash a tomato and sat in the yard to eat.The past few days have been smoky, and the whole person seems to have a taint. When tomorrow is over, I will go home immediately, and I will never come to this poor place to suffer.

He didn't see Bao Qinan that night, the car was there, but He Zhizhou's was gone.He Zhizhou didn't drive back until the burial the next day.

The elders asked You Yu to stand on the grave and kowtow, but You Yu didn't kowtow, and came down from the mountain after helping to bury him.The filial piety clothes on his body were also burned when the paper money was burned, and the ashes rose with the wind, sticking all over his body.

Across a stream, he saw Bao Qinan standing beside the car. Bao Qinan looked up at him, and he was about to pass.

"Small island."

You Yu's footsteps faltered, but he didn't stop, he just walked towards Bao Qin'an at a faster speed.

When Fang Yuan was buried, Aunt Bai cried bitterly, and Shu Shaoyuan stayed with her all the time.The women stood aside, and the digging and burial were done by the men.You Yu ignored Shu Shaoyuan at all, even if Shu Shaoyuan wanted to talk to him, he didn't have that chance.

"Xiaoyu, let's talk." Shu Shaoyuan shouted hastily.

Shu Shaoyuan was some distance away from him, but You Yu quickened his pace as if he had seen a ghost.Without hesitation, he rushed towards Bao Tanyan,

He even ran to Bo Qinan.The wind passed by his cheeks, and then drifted away slightly along his ears. He could hear the whistling wind, and he could also hear his own heartbeat.Bo Qinan had already opened the car door for him. After he got in the car, he told Bo Qinan to go home.

Bo Qinan said, okay, let's go home.

The car kept driving on the road, You Yu saw the luggage on the car seat from the rearview mirror, Bo Qinan said that you probably don't want to go back.

Because he didn't want to go back again, You Yu smiled, "Where did you go last night?"

"Report?" Bo Qinyan asked.

You Yu said, "I don't want to know what she said to you."

He took out the computer from the bag that Bo Qinan helped him pack, and said with a smile, "How do you write your resignation letter?"

"If you want to change jobs, you have to find someone else first." Bo Qinan said.

Some things don't need to be asked so carefully.As long as Youyu asks, Bo Qinan will definitely respond to him, but how can there be so much reason for the parents' short-sightedness?

You Yu feels that he is the most benevolent, and his mother-child relationship with Shu Shaoyuan will take time to repair, but he knows that there will always be a gap between him and Shu Shaoyuan, an insurmountable canyon.Everything left by neither of them willing to give in will become a scar, forever covered with an indelible mask as time goes by.

He is simply fed up with this life, especially when he wants to step into a new environment.

He told Bo Qinan, He Zhizhou is my senior and takes good care of me, but I never seem to have a good impression of him.

"Because he never cherishes the things I work hard for." You Yu said, "He comes from a good family, and there were many girls around him when he went to school abroad, but he carried a shopping bag and said he would go back to the dormitory to make it for me. meal."

"He is like a thing to my creativity and persistence to me."

Because what You Yu worked so hard to have was that He Zhizhou could hook his fingers and be handed in his arms since he was born.This kind of person is good to everyone, and he can make money even if he likes someone, but what is rare is sincerity.

All of You Yu's sincerity was given to Bo Qinan, and it so happened that Bo Qinan's sincerity——

After hearing this, Bo Qinan put a hand on You Yu's shoulder.

He didn't shake his hand, he said, "Just let go of what you want to do."

This man gives maximum freedom to the young man in front of him, who will always be in his eyes.He said, if you are tired, go home, with me, you can rest.

You Yu pressed his forehead against the car window, and bent his eyes to look at himself in the rearview mirror.

"Bo Qinan, I owe you a painting."

I was supposed to send you off during the art exam, but I never had the courage to look for you again.

"But now I may not be able to get Mr. Chen's paintings." He laughed. Chen Kasi stopped painting two or three years ago, and now there are only some creators who are not well-known named You Yu who can draw and send them away. for you.

You Yu feels that he cannot be called a painter. He has no paintings that can be sold. Even if he has held an exhibition and been invited, he still feels that he is just a creator.

Only creators can constantly motivate themselves to improve and avoid being blinded by pride.

Bo Qinan said to You Yu, you gave it to me a long time ago.

The words were in a fog, but looking at Bo Qinan's appearance, he didn't seem to be lying. He remembered that Chang Ke said that Bo Qinan had bought his own painting, "You don't count if you bought it."

The two didn't go back immediately, Bao Qinan took Youyu back to the place where Youyu grew up, and took Youyu to the villa he was familiar with.

The changes in the city are often beyond people's imagination. You Yu only comes back to accompany Shu Shaoyuan for a few days during the Chinese New Year, and does not go shopping in the streets from the airport to Shu Shaoyuan's place.Bo Qinyan let the taxi circle around the city, and Youyu pulled the window like a child and sighed, "Everything has changed."

The taxi driver smiled and said, "Are you a local?"

You Yu smiled and said, "Yes, but I didn't come back after work."

"In recent years, the government has developed new districts, and the new districts are more prosperous." The driver said, "House prices in the new districts are also cheap, and all investors buy houses there."

You Yu laughed, "I have no money."

Taking advantage of the traffic lights, the driver turned his head and glanced at Bao Qinan in the back seat, "You two are the big boss at first sight."

"He's the boss, I'm not." You Yu said that I was just a part-time worker and was fired by the boss.

The driver was enthusiastic, and You Yu chatted with him all the way, while Bo Qinan sat behind and listened to You Yu's nonsense, occasionally smiling when he thought it was funny, but most of the time he was dealing with hospital affairs.

When arriving at the villa, You Yu mysteriously told the driver whether you think I look like his son.

The driver suddenly realized, looked up and down Youyu, and figured out his age.He clenched his right fist and hit his left palm, saying that it was his son.

You Yu paid the money and watched the driver leave before he couldn't help laughing.

He hopped to Bo Qinan's side, and while he was looking for the key from his pocket, he jumped on him, put his arms around Bao Qinan, and wrapped his legs around his waist. Bo Qinan found the key and opened the door, carrying Youyu on his back enter the door.

The room seemed to have been cleaned by someone, and there were two pairs of brand new cotton slippers neatly placed beside the shoe cabinet.The floor-to-ceiling windows on the window sill were also wide open, and because it was summer, beige curtains were hung.Looking through the gaps in the curtains, there are blooming roses in the garden, and a low table and two futons are placed on the porch.

"Welcome home."

You Yu lay on Bao Qinan's back, wrapped his arms around his neck, rubbed his nose against his face, his eyes bent into crescent moons.

"I am back."

Like a dream, he had the sour but sweetest dream.

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