fickle midsummer

In front of Bo Qinan, You Yu revealed all the temper that had been hidden for many years. In addition, Bo Qinan was indulged again. The next morning, he leaned on the pillow and was fed by Bo Qinan one bite at a time. .

The room is the master bedroom that You Yu never entered when he was young. When he lived in Bao Qinan's house, the door of the master bedroom was often locked, and even Bao Shaoyi was not allowed to enter.

In the past, You Yu thought that Bo Qinan had some secrets, but in fact, there was only one ridiculously big bed in this room, and the rest was no different from the second bedroom.

He threw his phone into his bag and never turned it on again, wandering around in the villa in his pajamas.Bo Qinan went out for a trip, and when he came back, he brought a whole set of painting tools.You Yu followed behind him and didn't help.When Bo Qinan was unpacking the painting utensils, he lay in his arms and looked at the shopping list.

"It's quite expensive." You Yu said.

"Want to draw?" Bo Qinan asked him.

You Yu nodded, hugged his waist and said, I would like to draw for you.

Treat painting as a profession, no matter how much you love it, it will change in the end.You Yu knows that he has a bad mentality now, he always thinks about making money, and loses his original intention a thousand miles away.

In terms of painting, he and Bo Qinan had nothing in common.No matter how good Bo Qinan is, he is only at the aesthetic level of ordinary people. If you ask him to talk about medicine, You Yu will not understand at all.But if You Yu were to pull Bo Qinan to talk about art history, a science student like Bo Qinan would probably not understand the so-called abstract romance.

You Yu doesn't like drawing human bodies, even if it's because of art, he still panics looking at those nude models.

"Nude model, eight-pack abs." You Yu made an exaggerated eight to Bo Qinan. Seeing that Bo Qinan smiled and said nothing, he knew that this person would not be jealous like an ordinary couple.

He touched Bao Qinan's abdominal muscles, then poked his own nipples, and sighed, "Those models look good, but foreigners have a lot of hair on their chests and legs, and I can't stand it even thinking about it."

After that, he hissed to seek comfort from Bao Qinan, and Bao Qinan covered his face and said, "I've seen a lot."

Come on, You Yu muttered, no matter what kind of handsome man or beauty is naked in front of you, they can only be regarded as "human beings".

Bo Tan was overjoyed, and asked You Yu what are you?

You Yu pointed at himself, and punched Bao Qinan's chest again, with light force, but Bo Qinan still cooperated with him to strategically lean back.You Yu nodded in satisfaction, "It's your heart."

The words were so innocent and showing off, Bo Qinan was finally amused by him and laughed out loud.It was rare for You Yu to see Bao Qinan smiling so happily, so he also laughed along with him.

After graduating from university, You Yu seldom had the time to concentrate on one thing.His vacation wasn't over yet, but Bo Qin'an had an operation to be done temporarily, and the patient was brought over from another hospital.Bo Qinan prepared meals for two days, put them in a lunch box for You Yu to remember to eat, and went back to the hospital to deal with the patient.

Youyu didn't have a big appetite, but Bo Qinan made enough food. On the first night of his departure, Youyu only took out one dish and put it in the microwave to heat it up. He didn't finish it, and there was still half of it left.

The next day, before the dew had dispersed, You Yu sat in bed in a daze.The master bedroom can also see the garden downstairs. In the early morning, the fog was heavy and the visibility was insufficient. Youyu looked at it for a long time but didn't see anything, so he got out of bed in a daze and stumbled to the bathroom to wash up.

The meaning of Bo Qinan bringing him back to Youyu is different.I can't even tell what my mood is at this time, there must be some joy, but it seems that the sourness is also the overwhelming majority.He painted quietly for three days, and finally heard the sound of the door closing in the middle of the night when he was drowsy. Then, someone was going upstairs, and soon the bedroom door was opened.

"You sleep in yours." Bo Qinan put down the keys in his hand, saw You Yu was sweating profusely and covered himself with the quilt, took a tissue and sat on the side of the bed to help him wipe his sweat.

You Yu took advantage of the situation and rubbed his face against the back of Bao Qin'an's hand, and said the disinfectant in a hoarse voice.

"Was the operation successful?"

"No." Bo Qinyu said.

You Yu closed his eyes and was silent for a while, and when he opened it, it was clear.

"You don't seem very happy." He shook Bo Qinan's hand and asked, "How is your hand? It's my fault. I didn't wait for your hand to fully recover before leaving. Will the operation affect it?"

"Very good." Bo Qinan spread his hands.

Really?You Yu didn't say anything, he reached out and turned on the night light next to the bedside table.The soft yellow light diffused from the lampshade, lightly covering the range within three steps.At the same time, he saw Bo Tanyu's red eyes and his slightly stubbled chin.

"Are you sad that the operation didn't work?" You Yu continued to ask.

Bo Qinyan shook his head.

People like Bo Qin'an, who have practiced medicine for several years, have long been numb to the emotions of patients.You Yu was about to ask something, but Bo Qinan spoke up.

"The hospital admitted a senior high school student. He was under too much study pressure and committed suicide in the dormitory."

"I was rescued for four days, but I didn't come back."

Bo Qinan said, "The student's mother knelt in front of me and begged me to save the child."

In fact, when Bo Qinan arrived, he consulted with other doctors, and they all thought that there was no need to operate on the patient, and there was no need for surgery.Another operation is just tossing the doctor and tossing the patient, wasting money.

The patient died on the operating table, just when Bao Qinan was about to have an operation.The patient's condition suddenly took a turn for the worse, and finally died after rescue failed.

"I guess what's on your mind." You Yu said with a smile.

Before he could speak, Bo Qinan interrupted him again and shushed him.

This is the first time Youyu has faced Bo Qinan's fragility directly, as if the man in front of him is not as indestructible as he imagined.I have done suicide before, if I hadn't jumped off a building, I probably wouldn't have met Bo Qinan.He was both fortunate and afraid, he was glad that he did not choose a higher floor because he was afraid of death, and he was afraid, afraid that if he hadn't met Bao Qinan, his future would still be held tightly by Shu Shaoyuan.

Bo Qinan didn't allow him to guess, but he didn't speak either. The two of them sat face to face for an unknown how long.Until Bo Qinan suddenly hugged him and let out a sigh similar to luck.

"I've seen many students who committed suicide." Bo Qinan said in a low voice, "but..."

"But I'm the only one who only cares about hands and not about people." Many things, on the contrary, are more open to the person involved.

You Yu shook his head and said, "I am different from others, my hands are indeed more important."

Before the operation, Bo Qinan told the patient's family that even if the operation is successful, the patient will most likely become a vegetable, which is no different from death.

The patient's mother knelt in front of him, crying and said, didn't you say that there is still some hope of waking up, as long as there is hope, they are willing to make any attempt.

"Whose child is not mother's treasure, please, save my child."

Whose child is not the mother's treasure, Bo Qinan put his fingertips into // Youyu's hair, and said: "Are you tired from living?"

You Yu's eyes are bent, life was very tiring before meeting you.

But this is nothing, the bitterness comes, the tears of so many years are like a dream, and more than ten years are gone in a blink of an eye.Life will always get better and better, even if it is bad, it will never be so bad.

Bo Qinyan's ability to adjust is strong, and You Yu healed himself without much comfort.In fact, it's not a big deal, the family is different, and the treatment they receive is too different, which makes Bo Qinan's thoughts go astray.

Taking advantage of Bo Qinan's soft mood, You Yu asked Bo Qinan, why didn't you find me when you met me abroad.

Bo Qinan said, "I always know where you are."

From college to studying abroad, I didn't choose painting as a career, but instead plunged into design and made some achievements.

"But you have a life of your own."

"That's why you never came to me." You Yu said, "You always feel that you are justified."

"Bo Qinan, I haven't had a good life these past few years."

"Why didn't you find me?"

"Do you think you are not good enough for me now, or is it because the age between us makes you feel guilty. But now I am not young, and people urge me to get married every year, but I don't like it."

Bo Qinan, I only like you, I just want to live with the person I love, I don't want to find a woman to marry and have children.

You Yu asked, how many paintings did you buy.

I have participated in many art exhibitions, and almost every time someone buys it, is that you?

"I can't remember." Bo Qinan was very honest this time.

You Yu bent his eyes, grabbed Bao Qinan's hand, and placed it on his heart.

"I'm very sad, thinking that you didn't come to me because of scruples, I want to cry."

"But I am not suffering alone, we are together."

Every minute and every second since then, the joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys in each other's hearts are shared by each other.

At the end of the holiday, You Yu finally turned on his phone to accept the huge amount of information conveyed to him from the outside world.Qin Shanshan's work emails are full of mailboxes, and Party A's missed calls come one after another.During his brief disappearance, it was his happiest day.But once the happiness comes to an end, what follows closely is the pain of being dizzy.

Bo Qinan helped him write his resignation letter, and asked You Yu if he was ready to leave home?You Yu blinked and said he had made up his mind.

……

He Zhizhou seemed to know that You Yu's resignation was for real, so he no longer assigned projects to him, and rarely even forced him to attend meetings.

Except for the necessary exchanges at work, the two hardly ever see each other again.Everyone in the company seemed to have noticed the unusual atmosphere between them, and finally when she went to work on Monday of the second week, Qin Shanshan risked speaking with everyone's questions.

"Are you going to quit?"

You Yu usually has a heavy workload, not to mention the backlog that has to be dealt with as soon as possible. He lay on the desk drawing pictures half dead, and when he heard Qin Shanshan's gossip, he finally gave her a thumbs up in the expectant eyes.

He said, your boss, I finally lived up to expectations and wanted to quit.

Qin Shanshan wowed cooperatively, but was not surprised.

"Have you decided where to go?"

Asking no matter what, You Yu rubbed her ears and asked Qin Shanshan, "Do you want to come with me?"

Qin Shanshan nodded, "Thought, I'll go wherever you go."

Okay, You Yu stood up, "I've already made a deal, and I want to take my entire project team with me."

"Find time to get the members of the group together, and I won't show up. You can ask them if they would like to come with me."

"You have to tell me which company to go to." Qin Shanshan said.

You Yu pointed to the office building across the road outside the window, and said happily.

"Canxing."