fickle midsummer

Fu Xing can understand what You Yu wants to do. From the perspective of a friend, he naturally supports all his decisions, but from the perspective of an outsider, he said: "Recover blood! Give me a cure!"

You Yu immediately manipulated the character to fill up Fu Xing's life points.

Fu Xing thought for a while and said, "I have no position to persuade you, but I hope you can think carefully."

You Yu laughed angrily, Fu Xing said helplessly, "Don't laugh."

"You're dead." You Yu said again.

As soon as the words fell, Fu Xing's game profile picture turned black, and there was a wailing sound from the other end of the phone.

Fu Xing has also been under a lot of pressure recently. He only played three games with Youyu and then went offline to rest.You Yu doesn't recognize the bed, but as long as he thinks that he is at Fang's house now, he finds it difficult to fall asleep.The mattress was a little damp, and he lay flat on the bed with his eyes open, his mobile phone turned off and placed an inch away from his face.

Going to bed early corresponds to waking up early, and Youyu heard the loud crowing of chickens at five o'clock in the morning the next day.Fang's family didn't raise chickens, so they could hear so clearly, it was probably the neighbor's.

Work at sunrise and rest at sunset, countless city people tend to return to the countryside because they yearn for the rare comfort and tranquility, but few people really want to return.Those who can tell that they want to live in a farmhouse are mostly business people who are in commercial streets in prosperous areas, have independent offices with bright windows and clean windows, and have millions or even tens of millions of projects in their hands.

Few people really like rural life. This kind of life is accompanied by heavy farming, relying on the sky to enjoy food and uncertainty.

From You Yu's side, you can see the kitchen downstairs. The lights in the kitchen turned on first, and then the smoke rose. He huddled under the quilt, changed his clothes, and walked out with his coat on.

Fang Zhicai was in the kitchen, surprised to see You Yu getting up so early, and then smiled and said good morning.

With a hoarse voice, You Yu took the hot water he had boiled from the pot, and Fang Zhicai added spring water to it, and the temperature was just right.He raised his head and drank it all, and heard Fang Zhicai say that your father is also awake, in the living room.

You Yu probed to see the ingredients Xia Zhicai put into the steamer, six round sweet potatoes, Fang Zhicai said: "It's sweet and watery, we grow it ourselves, you will definitely not be able to eat such sweet ones over there. "

Although the spring water is cold and cold to wash your face, it is perfect for refreshing your mind.After You Yu washed up, he went to the living room to find Fang Yuan. Fang Yuan was still sitting near the heater yesterday, with an easel in front of him. He was practicing drawing simple geometric figures.

After You Yu gave Fang Yuan the drawing paper, he found sketching tutorials on the Internet and sent them to Fang Yuan.Fang Yuan was very focused, You Yu didn't bother him, and sat by the side with a knife to help him sharpen the dull pencil.

It is true that Fang Yuan has no talent for painting, but fortunately, he has learned with his heart, and he can correct it immediately if You Yu gives some pointers occasionally.

During the meal, Fang Yuan smiled and said, We Youyu have the talent to be teachers.

You Yuxin said, I don't want to be a teacher.

He often made Shu Shaoyuan angry, and later the angry person became Chen Kasi.

Shu Shaoyuan was reluctant to fight Youyu, but Chen Kasi dared.Piano learners are often beaten by the teacher, while Youyu is attacked on the back, and is often taught by Chen Kasi to the point that he almost thinks he is about to vomit blood.

After dinner, Grandma Fang went to the elderly activity center in the village. Fang Zhicai took care of Fang Yuan. Fang Yuan said to You Yu: "Go out and turn left and cross the bridge. Go straight to the place where your mother lived before."

You Yu didn't speak, but nodded slightly.

It's really easy to find, because there is only one family living there after walking across the small bridge, but due to years of disrepair, the inside and outside of the house have long been dilapidated.You Yu didn't go in, but stood in front of the door. He rubbed his arms and turned around and smiled at Bao Tanan, who was always behind him, "I always feel that my whole body is numb now."

"My heart is also beating fast." He said again, covering his heart.

"Although I really don't want to cry." You Yu raised his hand and stroked the word "demolition" painted with red paint on the wall. For some reason, he felt sad unconsciously when he saw these dilapidated things.

Even if it was dilapidated, traces of Shu Shaoyuan's life could still be vaguely seen.She likes to draw, and there are traces of her strokes on the wall. Although the furnishings in the house are dusty, it can still make people feel that the family loves life.All the objects were neatly stacked, including the decayed dead wood piled in the corner.

Fang Yuan said that the government decided to demolish the uninhabitable buildings in the village, and start construction in the spring, and the Shu family's house was also included in the plan.

He opened his eyes, and the wind rushed past his eyes. The eyeballs wrapped in tears felt the coolness, and they closed unconsciously. The tears all stuck to the eyelashes and did not fall.

Although I really didn't want to cry, I couldn't help it.

He clenched his jaw tightly, and looked down for his cell phone, when Bo Qinan's voice came from above his head.

"Mr. Fang told me that your mother and he did not fall in love and get married."

"Why did he tell you this?" You Yu asked.

Bo Qinan said, "He probably doesn't know how to tell you."

You Yu laughed out loud, and said to himself: "I knew Fang Zhicai's words were all false, how could I trust him."

When he didn't see it, he didn't feel it, but when he saw it with his own eyes, he was shocked by reality.

He couldn't imagine that Shu Shaoyuan was such an exquisite woman who pursued a high-quality life. She used to be a poor rural girl chasing her dreams.She is so glamorous, so glamorous that he once thought that she should have a golden spoon in her mouth and accept the pursuit of countless men.

Live like a princess until you die.

"What else did he say?" He tells you everything.

"Forget it or don't tell me." As soon as the words fell, the phone in his hand vibrated, and You Yu picked it up.

"Why did she marry you." He cut to the point.

The people over there were silent for a long time before saying, "Grandma passed away in her second year of college."

You Yu choked up, "And then."

When Shu Shaoyuan entered high school and was regarded as a key student for special recruitment, Grandma Fang fell seriously ill, and Shu Shaoyuan had to work part-time to earn medical expenses.Although the village has helped a lot, it is only a drop in the bucket for the sick.After being admitted to university, Shu Shaoyuan worked harder, applying for scholarship grants every semester, doing tutoring outside the school, tutoring students in make-up institutions during the day, and rushing to a studio in the city to be a painting teacher in the evening.

The remedial class has a commission, but she didn't earn much, so she had to quit later, and posted tutoring advertisements on the bulletin board near the middle school to earn more directly.

She studied a year earlier than her peers, and was already in her sophomore year at the age of 19, that is, when her sophomore year was about to end the first half of her semester, she received a call from Fang's parents in the middle of the night.

I'm afraid your grandma is dying, come back soon.

Maybe God still took pity on her and let her catch up with her for the last time. Grandma held her hand and said, "You must live a good life."

Grandma beckoned Fang Yuan to come closer, held Shu Shaoyuan's hand and said, Fang Yuan is a good boy, worthy of your entrustment for the rest of his life.

It was these words that became Shu Shaoyuan's lifelong shackles.

"So you married her when she was stimulated?" You Yu trembled and suppressed his anger, his mind roared, as if he had been hit by a shell, and repeated: "You married her when she was irrational .”

"Fang...Fang Yuan."

Are you still a man?

He had imagined a lot before, and thought that it was more likely that Shu Shaoyuan would start messing around and end up abandoning her. After all, what Shu Shaoyuan did had made him extremely disgusted for so many years.

The rural people don't care about the legal age of marriage in the city. At that time, the news lagged behind and the law was not popularized.The two families finalize the time, and they can get married and live if they agree.Shu's parents gave birth to another child, a boy, while they were working.If it wasn't for grandma's funeral, Shu Shaoyuan wouldn't have known that she had an extra brother out of thin air. No wonder her parents didn't go home to see her and grandma these years, and the money they sent was less and less.

The patriarchal idea has existed since ancient times, and the parents received a large gift money to return to the city, leaving Shu Shaoyuan alone in Fang's house.

On the day of her wedding, she was given alcohol, and when she woke up the next day, she finally collapsed looking at Fang Yuan, who was also naked.

You Yu said coldly, "You really make me sick."

"Xiaoyu, your mother and I actually..."

"You don't deserve to call me by my name." You Yu sneered, "I often think that if she feels guilty and nostalgic for my father, then my surname will be my father's surname."

What is my father's name?Youyu couldn't help but recall with tears in his eyes that when he was a child, when he was filling out the family survey issued by the school, he often asked Shu Shaoyuan, "You is a rare surname. What is my father's name?"

Shu Shaoyuan stroked You Yu's head, "You just need to remember that your name was given by your father, and your name is You Yu."

You Yu only felt that his back was getting cold, but his brain was so hot that he was about to explode. He could hardly see what was in front of him. He only knew that he could not fall down, and he must not fall down.

"It turns out that my father's surname is not You." You Yu raised his head, he couldn't breathe, and he couldn't even control his dissipated hatred for Shu Shaoyuan in an instant.

It turned out that she was so miserable.

But why don't you say it, why don't you tell yourself that he and she are the only relatives who depend on each other for life.

He covered the phone, didn't listen to Fang Yuan's explanation, just looked at Bao Tanan who was closest to him, and rubbed his eyes with his cuff until he could see his face clearly.

He smiled bitterly, not to let himself be so embarrassed, "Bo Qinan, I feel so disgusted."

I am disgusted with my own waywardness, I am disgusted with Fang Yuan as my father, and I am disgusted with Fang Yuan's blood flowing on my body.

What Shu Shaoyuan encountered was more terrifying than rape. She even had no power to resist this justifiable wedding, so she could only choose to escape.

When she found out that she was pregnant, she could have killed her life, but she chose to let it grow.

Fang Yuan's voice leaked through his fingers, he heard sorry, forgiveness, and countless words of repentance.

If you repent, why do you still have to use any means to find Shu Shaoyuan?

You Yu said softly: "Actually, not only Shu's family is patriarchal, but yours is too."

"If I were a daughter would you come to me?"

The voice over there stopped abruptly, only the sound of heavy breathing could be heard, You Yu laughed and said sarcastically: "You are afraid, Fang Yuan, why are you afraid?"

Even taking care of Grandma Shu is worthy of gratitude, "After Ms. Shu left, you didn't look for it at all, did you?"

Many years later, I accidentally learned that Shu Shaoyuan had a son from the villagers who came back to the village. The villagers went to the same high school as Shu Shaoyuan. Although Shu Shaoyuan did not come to the high school reunion, everyone chatted about her, and they all lamented that Shu Shaoyuan was one of them. The best mix.

In addition to the confusing private life, a beautiful son in kindergarten appeared out of nowhere.

No wonder he moved when he was a child, no wonder he never had relatives.

Those are not considered relatives, the real relatives have long passed away.

You Yu hung up the phone, tried to take a deep breath, tried to keep himself calm, loosened his fingertips, and the phone slipped from his fingers.It was as if the floodgate of resentment had been opened in his heart. When he landed, he suddenly knelt down and covered his face with tears.

He couldn't make a sound, letting hatred and distress fill his body.

"You Yu, look up."

Bo Qinan's voice came from his ear, it was already such a crushing situation, this man still chilled him coldly, but he still did as he did, he looked up hopelessly.

Immediately afterwards, his eyes went dark, and his whole body was wrapped in warmth.

Bo Qinan opened up his down jacket, wrapped the huddled Youyu into his arms, and covered his head half-bowed.

"Cry."

He said.

You Yu finally burst into tears again.

He was afraid that the tears would wet Qin Yu's beige sweater, so he only pressed his forehead against his chest, and all the tears fell on his hands.

Soon Bo Qinan said again, "How can you catch tears with your hands."

"I... I don't know." You Yu cried.

Bo Qinan touched You Yu's cheek, "When you grow up, you will lose the right to cry, but you are still young, and you can cry like this for a long time."

"So Youyu, don't hold back when you want to cry."

"The right to cry is one less cry."

Shu Shaoyuan hasn't cried in front of You Yu for so many years, but You Yu can almost imagine how much Shu Shaoyuan collapsed when she found out she was pregnant, whether she collapsed in the quiet midnight, whether she cried uncontrollably after every smile.

Doctor Bo, no, Bo Qinyan.

thank you.

You Yu raised his head with tears in his eyes, and he took off the down jacket that blocked his sight, "Thank you, Bo Qinan."

"It's ok."

I don't know where the courage came from, You Yu suddenly stood up, so violently that he was dizzy, but he didn't forget to grab Bo Qinan's cuff.

With his ugly face full of tears, he threw himself into Bao Qinan's arms again, crying even louder.

Bo Qinan smiled, rubbed the back of You Yu's neck and said, "It's okay."