fickle midsummer

You Yu's cheeks were flushed, as if he had been burned, as if cut by a knife when the wind blew.He had cried enough, and sat on the edge of the stone platform covering his face to calm down.In fact, he was just shocked. Shocking the reality is better than the blood of the TV series. Drama comes from life, and life is higher than drama. It is more of a distress for Shu Shaoyuan.Whether viewed from the perspective of a relative or an outsider, Shu Shaoyuan is stronger than he imagined.

The rural sky is so blue that it seems to be mixed with the purest white paint and the purest blue, and occasionally white is dotted with a few clouds that look like cotton candy threads.

The fresh air that cannot be felt in developed cities is the most abundant existence here.You Yu looked back at the dilapidated room, and then at the photo of himself and Shu Shaoyuan in his mobile phone.

Shu Shaoyuan's lower abdomen was slightly protruding and covered with a blanket, and he was sitting beside Shu Shaoyuan, which was taken when he went to see Shu Shaoyuan for the first time.Shu Shaoyuan suggested a group photo on the spur of the moment, and it will be considered as a souvenir when the baby grows up.

For so many years, Shu Shaoyuan hardly took pictures, except for important occasions.

Thinking about it now, he was probably afraid that his fame would disturb his peaceful life.

But now she doesn't need to be afraid anymore, because everything about the Fang family will no longer bother her in the future, pulling her back to the whirlpool of darkness when she opens her eyes and closes her eyes.Only he, Youyu, and Fang's family share the same blood, and if he fulfills his obligations, he is the only one. He is a boy, and he is born to bear more burdens than girls. Back then, Shu Shaoyuan was just a little girl.

"I'm her only son." Maybe not the only one, the one in her stomach doesn't know whether it's a boy or a girl, Shu Shaoyuan wants to be surprised, and doesn't want to know the gender of the child early.

For mothers, whether it is a boy or a girl, it is a gift from God.

From this point of view, this child is much happier than You Yu. Before he was born, he brought everyone's blessings and expectations. This is the youngest child of Shu Shaoyuan, a young domestic painter.

"When I was young, my classmates always worried about having a second child at home, and my status would not be guaranteed." You Yu smiled, and seemed to say to himself: "I never worried, because I don't have a father."

"Maybe you will ask me why I knew at such a young age that I can't have children without parents." You Yu lowered her eyes and smiled, "She gave me sex education very early. I saw boys and girls in the class holding hands, everyone When you can coax a girl to hold hands and you will get pregnant, like an adult watching elementary school students count as one plus one, is it God's perspective?"

Later, when he grew up, You Yu realized that Shu Shaoyuan would definitely find a new father for him before he felt the crisis.

"The moment I scolded him just now, I actually wanted the cancer to take him away." You Yu put his fingertips on his knees and smiled helplessly: "But the next second I thought how could I be so vicious."

"I don't blame you." Bao Tanyan said in a deep voice.

Before leaving, You Yu sent Fang Yuan to the hospital he had contacted, which was in the next city. You Yu sent him to the train, and then turned back to fly home.

He was silent all the way, occasionally talking to Fang Zhicai, Fang Zhicai didn't know why the relationship between Fang Yuan and You Yu suddenly became sour.In the car, he tried his best to adjust the atmosphere, and Fang Yuan was very cooperative.You Yu was sitting in the co-pilot, wearing headphones and pretending not to hear, not communicating with anyone.

He even had very little communication with Bo Qinan. After getting on the plane, he asked for a blanket from the flight attendant to rest. When he opened his eyes again, he had to stay in the air for another half an hour.

Bo Qinan was dealing with work, You Yu said in a hoarse voice, with his hands tucked into his cuffs, "I'm sorry for making you delay your work for so long."

Bo Qinan always helped him, so much so that he ignored his identity. He was a doctor, and he had many patients waiting for his treatment, but the people who saved lives and healed the wounded actually accompanied him to do so many things.

Nothing to do with him personally.

"It doesn't count." Bo Qinan said.

Even if they leave their posts, doctors are working non-stop.

Bo Qinyan asked Youyu if he felt a little more relaxed.

You Yu shook his head, "At least give me a few days of buffer."

Bo Qinyu was silent for a moment, and was about to say something, when suddenly the entire fuselage of the plane vibrated very obviously.In the quiet cabin during the entire voyage, there were exclamations of varying degrees immediately, followed by an atmosphere of nervousness and panic in the air.

You Yu's expression didn't change, but he slightly clenched his hands.

Soon the beautiful voice of the flight attendants came from the radio, the plane encountered turbulence due to air currents, please relax.

"What do you want to say?" You Yu asked.

Bo Qinan tilted his head to meet You Yu's eyes, and his eyes met. Bo Qinan said, "If you are afraid, you can also call out like them."

You Yu was silent for a moment, covered his mouth with his hands and said "ah" in a very low voice, seeing the smile that immediately appeared in Bo Qin's eyes, and said in a slightly contemptuous tone: "Are you satisfied?"

"If you're not afraid, recommend a more exciting life experience." Bo Qinan suggested.

You Yu: "What."

"If you have time, you should make an appointment with a therapist."

After the words fell, You Yu even asked Bo Qinan repeatedly what to say, and he sighed softly, "Is this your suggestion?"

"A doctor's suggestion." Bo Qinan said, "The school has minored in this course."

"When did it happen?" You Yu asked again.

Bo Qinyan said: "You should also feel that you are different from other people's emotional extension and outburst very early on. It's just because you have vented once by jumping off a building, and because you don't have such a serious psychological burden and fear of death, you start your life again. .”

You Yu said with a smile: "I heard a saying before that if a person is sick, then the people around him must not tell him how beautiful life is, and don't tell him how important things in the world are waiting for him to do."

"Sunshine, sandy beaches, cacti, and the old captain who brought everyone a good childhood, sick people can't feel it at all."

"It will be more sad, and I will doubt why I am still alive. I will cry more when I see beautiful things. I can't feel it at all when I cry. I can't get happiness when I cry."

There is an emotional obstacle, but because of the obstacle, I get emotions that shouldn't belong to me.

You Yu can feel it, or he knows that something is wrong with him.But he can't help it, he can only let himself live with Fu Xing as much as possible, get more exposure to the sun, and get in touch with everything that seems to be good.

"A doctor is worthy of being a doctor." You Yu sighed.

Then everything makes sense, You Yu smiled: "I am really happy to meet Xie Jiangyu, get autographs, and meet Uncle Shen."

But the most important thing is that my anger towards Shu Shaoyuan over the years, sadness, resentment, and the distress that I have just had recently, all of which have developed in a healthy way, have naturally vented out.

"But Doctor Bo, you just asked me if I was nervous, and I want to ask you too."

"Bo Qinan, are you nervous?"

You Yu stretched out his index finger and made a shaking gesture to Bo Qinan's eyes, which means your pupils are shaking.

Bo Qinan admitted and said that it is really difficult to tell someone that you are sick.

"Are there other people like me in the hospital?" You Yu asked, giving an example: "For example, jumping off a building."

Yes, what can't be seen in the emergency department? Youyu is forced by the family like this, and there are many people who have to go to extremes. Every year, some people do statistics and call for attention to children's growth.

"The day after tomorrow is my adult birthday." You Yu joked: "When reviewing the morning and evening line, Shao Yi said that he wanted to live near the morning and evening line as an adult. It must be very exciting."

"But I feel that when I grow up, I will do something that even adults may not be able to do."

"I would like to see a psychiatrist."

"I think you must have found a psychiatrist for me."

Bo Qinan said, it's up to you to find it yourself.

You Yu shook his head, "When the attending doctor handed over the patient to the next doctor, he must have thought about how to tell that doctor where the patient's treatment is going."

The plane landed safely, and while You Yu was waiting for his suitcase, a call came from Bao Qinan's side as soon as he switched on the phone. You Yu waved to Bo Qinan and said that he could go back.

Bo Qinan told the person on the other end of the phone that he would take a taxi immediately.

"It's hard work to treat illnesses and save lives just after getting off the plane." You Yu took out a piece of grape-flavored fudge from his pocket and put it in Bo Qinan's hand, watching Bo Tanan disappear into the crowd.

Today is a cloudy day, and the airport is a translucent building, even if it is turned on, it cannot stop the heavy gray from the sky.You Yu successfully retrieved the luggage, put the backpack on the luggage and pushed it away.

Going to the bus station to take the bus back to the city, You Yu sent a message to Shu Shaoyuan, asking her what she had for lunch.

Soon Shu Shaoyuan replied that it was cold and decided to eat hot pot at home.

"But with his parents...you..." There was a slight hesitation in Shu Shaoyuan's voice.

You Yu dialed Shu Shaoyuan's cell phone, "Is there anything else missing?"

Shu Shaoyuan seemed to be watching TV on the other end, when Luo Jing's voice was faintly heard, and You Yu wondered again: "Is Luo Jing coming out with a new TV series?"

Shu Shaoyuan said no, it was the same movie as last time.

"I'll ask you later what dramas he has going on recently." You Yu muttered, just as a truck was approaching, honking its horn, and suppressed his voice.

"I didn't buy any drinks." Shu Shaoyuan said.

You Yu: Can you still drink while pregnant?

"You can drink a little."

The tone didn't sound like he could have a drink, You Yu immediately said: "I'll buy some milk, and eating hot pot is just a relief."

Returning home with the smell of hot pot, You Yu hitches a ride with Yang Nuo, and Qi Haina stays at Shu Shaoyuan's place for the night.

They didn't know that Youyu didn't live in NTU's home, and they sent Youyu to the gate of the community, but Youyu had to walk back to Bao Shaoyina after seeing that he couldn't see the car.

It's all about digestion, he ate a lot today.

Halfway there, there was a sale of fried chestnuts at the intersection, and they were still frying, and you had to wait for 10 minutes. You Yu asked for a catty and paid for it and stood waiting, when Bao Qinan called.

"Have you gone home?" Bo Qinan's tone was a little tired, mixed with the unique humming noise in the hospital.

"Buy fried chestnuts." You Yuhui reported, "Go to my mother's and eat hot pot."

"Go home early." After Bao Qinan said that he was about to hang up, You Yu called him softly.

The taste of chestnuts is too sweet, no saccharin is added, and the natural sweetness is refreshing.

You Yu listened to Bo Qinan's breathing, smiled, and said carefully.

"You and Shao Yi are classmates, you can call me Uncle Bo together with Fu Xing..."

"If you don't see others, you can remove the last name."

Uncle Bo, uncle.

He opened his mouth, and the hot air in his mouth ran out.

He breathed a sigh of relief against the night, and squatted down along the side of the street.

"Qin Eucalyptus."