"Not good." Fei Yuan laughed, "Lin Yu, if you don't stay with me, what if something happens to me?"
"Fei Yuan, don't go too far! There is a limit to my patience!" Lin Yu almost threw his bag and lost his temper. He spoke urgently and quickly, and glared at Fei Yuan angrily as if on fire.
Fei Yuan tilted his head, not at all as if he was scared when he saw his mother angry: "What are you talking about, Mom?"
This "Mom", Fei Yuan's articulation is light and soft, as if shouting from the tip of his tongue, as soft as a big boy who is embarrassed to act like a spoiled child to his mother.
Not only did Lin Yu not feel the softness, but he felt a creepy tremor. He just touched his eyes slightly, and Lin Yu turned his head quickly.
dare not look again.
"Sister, let me tell you something. Your son is not a guest. If there is any chaos at home, he has a leg injury. If the parents are not around, I really don't dare to hold him alone." Go back!"
Finally, under the neutralization of Brother Xi, Lin Yu tremblingly sat on the third wheel.
Figaki...
Bitch!bastard!Sure enough, the son of a bitch would not be a good thing!
"Mom, is there something wrong with you?"
"No, no." Lin Yu reluctantly twitched the corners of his mouth, hooked the hair blown by the wind around his ears, and smiled very reluctantly.
Lin Yu was good-looking, with a sweet mouth, and when she came back, even without Fei Chengfeng and not working, she hadn't suffered much with the child alone.
Only the wronged one rushes to give her money.
Although Fei Yuan is poor, she is not poor.
Although the environmentally friendly public transportation promoted in the city is good, and there are many people riding electric tricycles on the road, Lin Yu feels a great shame.
She doesn't want to touch this kind of life where she cares about it for a few dollars.
She should be glamorous, and should be sought after and envied by everyone.
Instead of sitting on this kind of shabby little tricycle and being watched by others.
Shame, shame, anger!
Lin Yu didn't dare to raise her head, but she could always feel countless hot eyes cast on her.
The nails, which were much harder than flesh but not sharper than metal, pierced her palm, and the dull pain was clear but uncomfortable.
This kind of humiliation reminded her of that woman 19 years ago, around this time, who told her to go away with that superior attitude!
Why? !Why is it that she has everything since she was born and is held in the palm of someone's hand, but she has nothing? !To take away even the last hope from her? !
Obviously she came first!Obviously she came first!
it's fine.
it's OK.
Those who look down on me, those who look down on me, those who think they are great, will they be manipulated by me in the end?
"Mom, what are you thinking about?"
"No, it's nothing." Lin Yu suppressed her pleasure, and after calming down, she quickly put on a worried expression, "Fei Yuan, is there any pain in your leg?"
As long as Fei Yuan is still under her control, she is the biggest winner.
It's okay for children to lose their temper if they can't accept the reality all of a sudden, just coax them.
As soon as he got there, Lin Yu jumped off the tricycle as if he had been burned, and was about to rush home with his head down.
"Mom, help me." Fei Yuan had an innocent face, and even smiled.
Lin Yu was so angry that he wanted to break Fei Yuan's leg again, but at this time, he couldn't do anything.
"Come on, be careful." Lin Yu tremblingly put down the small bag.
Fei Yuan really only thought of himself as a cripple. Although he was thin, he was about 1.8 meters tall and full of bones, and he was not light. The weight of more than 100 catties made Lin Yu stagger.
Lin Yu almost wanted to strangle Fei Yuan to death in his heart, but he still had to maintain a smile on his face, and gently took him home.
Feigaki's legs are not fully healed yet, so walking on flat ground is fine, but going up and down stairs is not enough. Bisheng Feigaki also said that he has space claustrophobia, and he is determined not to take the elevator.
Lin Yu couldn't hold on to his smile anymore.
"What the hell are you going to do, Fei Yuan?! Don't you know how tall your family is? What's the matter if you bear it?!" Lin Yu has never been a good-tempered person, she can just pretend and be patient.
But in front of Fei Yuan, she relaxed a lot.After all, in the relationship between Fei Yuan and her, Lin Yu is in an absolute leadership position.
Fei Yuan was soft-tempered, his ears were also soft, and he couldn't see tears. When Lin Yu cried, he felt more uncomfortable than her.So Lin Yu was the only one who could hold him firmly.
I'm afraid that she will be angry, and even more afraid that she will be sad.
Fei Yuan, once really regarded his mother as the person who needed his protection the most in this world.
"Mom, help me up."
Sure enough, I can't help you not to torture you.
Fei Yuan's expression and tone obviously didn't change, but Lin Yu felt that Fei Yuan was angry.
But Lin Yu was even angrier than him!
For Fei Chengfeng, she thought she had made a lot of concessions and compromises.
If you want to go to the hospital, go to the hospital; if you want to take him home, take him home; !
"Fei Yuan, don't go too far! Don't you know how high your family is?! You are killing your mother! Do you hate your mother so much?! Yes! I didn't give you a good birth! I didn't let you live Live like a young master! I didn’t give you a complete family! But I’ve tried my best to give you the best I can! What’s your dissatisfaction?! You’re only happy if I’m dead. Is it?! Fei Yuan, you are already eighteen, you are an adult! Can you be more sensible! Do you have to force me to death?!"
Lin Yu always spoke like this, putting himself in a weak position, holding Fei Yuan firmly with morality, filial piety and motherhood.
There are many elderly people in the old community, even in the hottest afternoon, there are people coming and going downstairs.
The people who live here are all old neighbors who have been there for more than ten years. When they heard the motive, many people came to be peacemakers.
Those who persuaded Fei Yuan were nothing more than the old tricks.The son quarreled with his mother, and the position was naturally on the parent's side, and Lin Yu even said that he was going to force her to die, the big guy subconsciously felt that it was Fei Yuan's fault.
However, Fei Yuan is sensible and obedient, enthusiastic and cheerful, even if he subconsciously thinks that Fei Yuan is at fault, the attitude of the big guys to persuade them is relatively gentle.
"Yakigaki, aren't you hospitalized? Why did you come back in hospital gowns? Be good, be sensible, and admit your mistakes to your mother. It's not easy for your mother to drag you up alone."
"Yakigaki, did you suffer some grievances in the hospital? Tell grandma, your mother is getting angry these days because of your affairs, and it's not easy for her. Just be obedient and don't make her angry."
"Quickly admit your mistake to your mother, don't stick your neck here, look at your mother who has lost a few pounds because of getting angry for you these days, and her face is so pale, how much she loves you !"
There are also those who persuade Lin Yu.
"Fei Yuan's mother, don't act like a child, all youngsters at this age are like this. Your Fei Yuan is already very well-behaved. Look at my family. If we don't slam the door for three days, his father and I will burn incense and worship Buddha!"
"Don't cry, don't cry, kid, there's no gatekeeper in your mouth, don't take his words too seriously. Let him admit his mistake later, there's no overnight feud between mother and child."
Lin Yu knows how to be a human being. She looks good, but she never dresses herself up in a glamorous way. The people in this community are basically old residents who don't know any fashion brands. Although I feel that Lin Yu's life is not the same every day, but Lin Yu found someone who worked in someone else's clothing store and had to repeat the same style every day before people could buy them. He never said that the clothes belonged to him, only that they belonged to the store. .
She doesn't reveal her wealth and doesn't have the opportunity to be alone with other men, and she is smart enough to pretend to be poor and complain to others about how hard and tiring it is to raise children.Talking about how honest Fei Yuan's father was back then, and how he died is unsatisfactory.
Although a beautiful single mother attracts people to gossip, Lin Yu has always portrayed herself as a person who has grown up in bitter water, giving others a feeling that "she is more beautiful than me, but much worse than me", and it is natural for people to trouble her less.
Not only did he get a good reputation for himself, but he also held Fei Yuan firmly by virtue of this.
Since childhood, everyone around would touch Fei Yuan with pity, sigh "What a poor boy", and then say to him earnestly, "It's not easy for your mother to raise you up alone, you have to work hard in the future." Honor him well."
Every time, regardless of whether it was his fault or not, Fei Yuan had to admit his mistakes to Lin Yu, compromise with her, and promise her.
For the first half of his life, it seemed that he could never escape this curse.
Everyone is persuading him, admit your mistakes to your mother, apologize to her, make a promise, respect her, and study hard.
Obviously he did nothing wrong.
Even a few years later, someone told him——
Although Lin Yu was wrong, she has been raising her for 18 years, no matter how you say it is your mother, you are too cruel to her.
Although Fei Chengfeng is not responsible, he said that you are the father. How can there be a parent who does not love you?Your heart is too hard.
Although Fei Ruian has done something sorry for you, he is also a victim, and it is not easy for him. Are you being too narrow-minded if you hold on to it like this?
Although Chang Yuesheng is sorry for you, she has already regretted it, she is crazy, you still don't forgive her, is your heart made of stone? !
Even if they ruined my life together, do I have to forgive them?
how can that be possible?
My heart is not something like a stone.
My heart is made of knives.
The chattering voices were still so noisy that it made one's head swell, but Fei Yuan became more and more sober.
It hurts only when the knife cuts himself. He has listened to these innocuous exhortations too much and too falsely.
Fei Yuan ignored and didn't respond, just staring at Lin Yu: "Mom, do you still remember how you told me about my dad when you were young?"
His deep gaze passed through the crowd and pierced directly into Lin Yu's eyes.
Lin Yu's heart skipped a beat.
Fei Yuan is a person with strong self-esteem, so strong that even if his hands are shaking from hunger, he still has to pretend that today's chicken legs are too big and he is too full.
Lin Yu didn't pay attention to Fei Yuan's extreme behavior, Zuo Zuo just knew the identity of his illegitimate child and couldn't accept that he was throwing a temper tantrum with her.
But it doesn't matter, just teach yourself a lesson.
No matter how big the dissatisfaction is, just press your head to make him admit his mistake, and after admitting his mistake, he will be that obedient and filial pawn again.
Lin Yu is very confident in himself, and also in Fei Yuan.
——So, without any hesitation, Lin Yu took the opportunity to explode.
Although Fei Yuan has a good temper, he is a boring gourd, and an illegitimate child is disgraceful. Lin Yu has eaten him to death, that's why he dared to pour all the dirty water on Fei Yuan.
But what she would never have imagined was that the current Fei Yuan was far from the little rice cake she could control.
He will neither be sold by her nor count money for her.
"Fei Yuan..." Lin Yu started to panic.
Fei Yuan hasn't been recognized yet, and she hasn't seen Fei Chengfeng yet, so the matter must not stop here.
"Yes, your father's matter is that I am sorry for you. I know you blame me for not being able to give you a complete family, but think about it for yourself. Has mother treated you badly over the years?! Fei Yuan, you really want to force me to death!" Lin Yu cried while covering his face.
"Hey! Fei Yuan, how can you be so ignorant?! You know that every time you mention your parents, your mother's heart hurts. Why do you still mention this? Hurry up and apologize to your mother!"
"You child! Sister Lin Yu, don't feel bad, children are ignorant, and when they grow up, they will know your difficulties."
"Hurry up, bah, can you say this to your mother? You really killed your mother! You can't say that again!"
"Are you forcing me or am I forcing you?" Fei Yuan's voice could not hear any anger or sadness, and there was even a hint of a smile, as if watching a funny clown perform in front of him.
"Mom, tell me, how can my father, who has been dead for 18 years, come to me with a son who is older than me? You really did what others said. Have you paid someone else's wife 300 million?"
Although this is false, it is not bad.Fei Chengfeng did have someone come to him, and Chang Yuesheng did give Lin Yu 300 million back then.Lin Yu hasn't been to the hospital these days, so he doesn't know who came to him, but as soon as the keyword "300 million" comes out, Lin Yu automatically thinks what Fei Yuan said is true.
Fei Yuan's voice was not loud, but like a thunderbolt, everyone was stunned.
The others were shocked at first, and then looked at each other, with the color of eating melon flashing in their eyes.
Lin Yu's popularity in the community is quite good, but it's impossible for every family to live like this without any conflicts.Everyone is able to live well with you and me on the surface, but how can you not say a word of gossip behind your back?
When it comes to persuasion, just listen to it, there is no [-]% position.
Moreover, most of the people present were married middle-aged elderly women. When it comes to mistresses, words like money, they are more sensitive than anyone else.
Lin Yu could clearly feel that there was something wrong with the way everyone looked at him.
But she can only hold on: "Do you believe what others say? I raised you so much and you believe what other people say?!"
"Then tell me, why isn't my dad dead?"
Fei Yuan's question was so sharp that Lin Yu almost lost his voice.
How can she answer?Can she say that if she didn't say that her husband was dead, she would have a bad reputation, so she could only make up lies about her husband's death, embarrassment for her husband's family, and a lie about pulling children?
"To put it bluntly, you don't believe in other people's mothers?! You believe what others say, and you see that other people have money and own it, just like being someone else's son?" Lin Yu cried louder and felt very wronged. She shouted, "If I took so much money from her, would I still need to find someone else's house and take you to rent someone else's house to worry about our mother's rent, water, electricity, three meals a month, and your tuition fees? ! You are my son, if I have money, can I not use it for you?!"
"Fei Yuan, do you punish your heart or not?!"
Lin Yu's angry cry and accusation made people feel sympathetic again.
Thinking about it carefully, it seems to be the same. Everyone here can see that Lin Yu and Fei Yuan's life is hard. In order to make money, Lin Yu works the night shift and the morning shift consecutively. I was too tired to go home for several days just to earn a few hundred dollars more.
Lin Yu doesn't have a diploma, can't do office work, has no insurance and savings, and everyone has watched her life all these years.
After all, they were old neighbors for more than ten years, and they all sided with Lin Yu again.
"Fei Yuan, what should you tell your mother well? There is no overnight feud between mother and child, and what your mother said is true. What if there is a misunderstanding? Your mother is the one who gave birth to you and raised you, so she will not harm you. "
"What are you talking about? My son looks at me like that. What else can I say?! I just think that I have raised a dog for nothing in the past ten years! If you are willing to trust others, you go with them! I only think of myself My son died 18 years ago!" Lin Yu looked like he was about to faint from crying.
"Fei Yuan's mother, you can't talk nonsense, Fei Yuan, what are you still doing?! Come here and apologize to your mother! You silly child!"
Once Lin Yu said such a serious word, no one would think about the mistress and the 300 million things.
"Figaki, please apologize!"
Fei Yuan just stood there with a very indifferent expression, like a spectator watching a monkey show, and Lin Yu, of course, was the monkey for people's entertainment.
While crying, Lin Yu went to look at Fei Yuan, but when he saw his cold expression, his heart skipped a beat.
Seeing that Fei Yuan was motionless, the person trying to persuade him pushed him up to Lin Yu.
Lin Yu suppressed the unspeakable panic in his heart, and turned his head away with resentment.
"Don't talk to me! What's the point of my life?!" Lin Yu cried angrily, and pushed Fei Yuan with his hand.
Lin Yu's strength was not strong, Fei Yuan didn't feel any pain, but because of Lin Yu's touch, he frowned uncomfortably.
"Hurry up, you kid!" The neighbor next to him watched him stand still and stomped his feet anxiously.
Fei Yuan stared at Lin Yu and thought about it for a while, then he seemed to think of something happy, his dark eyes also had a gleam, and the smile on his lips was lingering and lingering: "Then go and die."
Fei Yuan has never been stingy with his gloominess and curses, no matter to others, or - to himself.
"Mom, let's go die together." Fei Yuan's eyes were tinged with excitement, and his gloomy facial features also came alive. He took Lin Yu's hand and said with a high spirit, "Mom, let's jump into the river. Cut your wrists, jump off a building, or just take sleeping pills, there is always a way to die."
"If you die, you won't be Lin Yu, and I won't be Fei Yuan. We're still good mothers and good sons. Let's die together!"
Fei Yuan's fingers are not thin, although he is thin, but his joints are thick, his slender and strong fingers can easily wrap around Lin Yu's hand: "Mom, shall we go?"
His hand was like a pair of iron pliers, almost the moment he grabbed her, that iron-like palm was about to crush her wrist.
"Where are you going?" Lin Yu looked at Fei Yuan unconsciously with panic and fear.
Fei Yuan saw that her lips darkened in an instant, even with lipstick on, it lost its luster in an instant.
"Go to hell!" Fei Yuan bent slightly, approaching the woman who was much shorter than him, "Didn't you say it? Let's die together."
Lin Yu was stunned for a few seconds, the muscles on his face trembled slightly, his complexion was paler than flour.
"Let, let go of me!" Fei Yuan was serious, and Lin Yu could tell from his face that Fei Yuan was serious, "Crazy! What are you doing?! Let me go!"
Lin Yu scratched and grabbed the big palm of her left hand with his right hand. The beautiful round but sharp nails drew bloody red marks one after another on the back of his thin hand. Flesh-colored flesh mixed with red was stuffed between her fingers. inside.
"Let go! Crazy! Let go of me! If you want to die, just go and die! Let go! I tell you to let go—" Lin Yu struggled violently, while she was frightened. Shouting loudly, she slapped Feigaki's body, and when she found that such an approach was useless, she twisted her waist almost desperately, trying to pull her hand out of Feigaki's confinement.
"Fei Yuan...don't be like this..." She was almost dizzy from the pain, after a while, feeling a little tired, she knelt down and began to cry.
Fei Yuan has been watching her struggling, crying, and shouting calmly, quietly like an outsider who has nothing to do with himself, after a long time, he slowly said: "Mom, you are the one who said you were going to die, let me let you go Yes, it's you too. What do you want from me?"
—Of course, when you are told to die, just die yourself.Tell you to let go, you just let go obediently!Is that not clear? !Do you think she didn't speak clearly enough? !
"You, do you know what you're talking about?" Lin Yu felt a chill, from the place where Fei Yuan was holding her wrist, a chilling colder than ice invaded her limbs and body bit by bit .
"Let go, let me go, Fei Yuan!" Lin Yu's eyes and face were filled with tears, her vision was hazy, she twisted her hands to try to break free, but Fei Yuan's strength was terrifying.
Although Fei Yuan didn't eat very well, his development was not affected too much. He has long hands and long legs and a pair of slender hands with ten fingers.After staying in the hospital for dozens of days, the five long and thin fingers that had been muffled were tightly wrapped around Lin Yu's hand like handcuffs, making her wrists hurt and her eyes sore.
"Fei Yuan..." Lin Yu started to get scared.
Fei Yuan's eyes were too terrifying, he wasn't scaring her, he really wanted to drag her to die together, when he said death, his eyes were so bright that Lin Yu didn't dare to look directly.
"Fei Yuan, let me go!" Lin Yu cried heart-piercingly, it wasn't a fake cry for acting, but a cry that was so flustered that the body couldn't control it.
"Mom, aren't we each other's only relatives? Am I not the child you would rather give up your life to have? Why don't you stay with me? Didn't you say you love me the most?" Fei Yuan smiled softly, His tone was gentle, as if he was afraid of scaring Lin Yu, but the more he spoke like this, the more Lin Yu's body trembled.
"Fei Yuan, let me go, Fei Yuan let go, let go, I tell you to let go!!!" Lin Yu couldn't help crying.
It was Lin Yu's call that brought the others back to their senses. The people present looked at each other, hesitating whether to do something or not.
In the end, Grandma Chen, who was on Fei Yuan's arm, went up and slapped Fei Yuan on the back: "You bastard, what did you say that you can't die! When something happens, you want to die! How old are you! What do you know about dying?! Hurry up and let your mother go, be careful and threaten people with death at an early age, will you still have it in the future?!"
Grandma Chen spoke loudly, but she also felt a little guilty. Fei Yuan's appearance was too scary to look at, but after thinking about it, she suddenly realized that her father was fine, and her mother was a mistress for others. Hungry all day long, anyone's mentality would collapse.
Being able to force such a good child into such a situation... the old lady sighed, and followed Fei Yuan's back to give him some comfort: "If you have something to say, life is still long, and there is nothing that is difficult to overcome. Yuan Yuan Ah, you are still young, there are still many things to experience in the future!"
Grandma Chen only thinks that Fei Yuan is an impulsive and overbearing "threat" by young people. Isn't this the case for children of this age?He puts death on his lips every day.
Lin Yu was still crying.
Feigaki felt a little bored.
Pointless.
He let go, and the expression on his face slowly faded into a blank expression. Then he took a deep, deep look at Lin Yu, and limped into the elevator with a cane.
smooth all the way.
The emotions of Yu Sheng after the catastrophe surged up, Lin Yu lost all thoughts, and cried while holding his hands.
The people who persuaded the fight before looked at me and I looked at you, and then they all dispersed.
【Figaki, please let me go, please!For the sake of how we have been mother and child for more than 20 years, please let me go, please, please, please let me go! 】
【If you can go back in time when nothing happened in time, Lin Yu, let's die together, no matter who lives or dies, I will let you go. 】
"Lin Yu, I gave you a chance." It was you who gave up again.
This house in the old community doesn't have anything belonging to Fei Yuan, but there is one thing that he wants to come back to take away and destroy himself.
Lin Yu has been very strict with Fei Yuan since he was a child, asking him to study hard and work hard, and he is not allowed to slack off.
Therefore, hobbies are not allowed to exist.
Fei Yuan has been obedient and obedient since he was a child, but in this respect, he rebelled against his mother for the first time.
He learned to play Go secretly by himself. He enjoyed the process of the game, the process of calculating chess, and the process of thinking and falling of each piece at this stage.
Like it, like it very much, like it very much.
Lin Yu rarely gave him money, but it didn't matter, he could save it himself.He puts away the bottles that classmates don’t want, the notebooks that others don’t want, the paper that others don’t want, and even the paper airplanes that others have played with.
It may only be a few cents at a time, but more than ten or dozens of times, he can not only buy chess pieces but also chess records.
In the first few days, he always had to reach out to touch, touch the plastic box, touch the cover of the chess record, and put it in the innermost corner of his desk, always worrying that it would be lost or damaged. Have to touch it with your finger to make sure it's still there.
I am afraid that my mother will find out that I am playing secretly, and I have to work hard to improve my grades. I think that as long as I get back to get full marks, my mother will not find that I am distracted in my studies.
He never played when there were people around, and only when he couldn't help it, he opened the chess box and touched the slippery Reversi.The book is also reluctant to get dirty. I have to wash my hands before reading it every time, and read it again after reading a page. I don’t turn to the next page until I can draw and write all the contents on this page by hand.
But the number of pages in a book is limited, and no matter how slowly he reads it, he will still finish it one day.
At the age of ten, he couldn't resist signing up for a competition and successfully won the provincial gold medal.Got the first bonus in my life.
He wanted to tell his mother, Mom, I will not delay my studies, and I can help you reduce the burden a little bit.
But when he excitedly handed over the bonus to Lin Yu, Lin Yu beat him up.
Baby's chessboard was trampled to pieces, the black and white chess pieces hit his head, fell to the ground and bounced all over the floor, the book was torn apart, and finally got stuck in the water and turned into a ball of paste. The difficult trophy was broken into several pieces, and even the medal was thrown into the trash can.
Feigaki could feel the sticky red liquid flowing from his head, but he neither dared to move nor cry, and knelt on the ground watching his mother hysterical.
Fei Yuan is very thin, but not shorter than children of the same age. In order to save money, Lin Yu buys clothes one size larger for him, so that he can wear them for a longer period of time.The wide round neck clothes have been deformed after being washed many times in the washing machine. There is no need to buy new ones. They are already two sizes bigger and looser for him.
The fleshless shoulders protruded from one side of the slipped neckline, and the inside of the clothes was as empty as his face, thin and long like a match, not even a big head.
"Da——" The amount of sticky red liquid is not much, and the speed of rolling down is naturally not slow.From the top of the head, to the forehead, to the temples and then to the chin, it dripped unsteadily onto the clothes. The sound was small and subtle, numb and itchy, like a group of ants slowly rubbing their hands.
Children's eyes always look bigger, but Fei Yuan's eyes are not only round, but also black, matching with a face with little flesh, it becomes more and more distinct in black and white.
"—" He wanted to say he was sorry, he wanted to apologize to his mother, and he wanted to make sure that he wouldn't dare next time.
But he couldn't make a sound.
"Fei Yuan, are you wrong?!" Lin Yu's sharp voice could almost pierce the glass.
I was wrong, I dare not, Mom, I was wrong.
But there was no way, he couldn't make a sound.
Figaki looked at his mother trembling all over.
"Get out! Get out! Get out! The little bastard just can't learn well! Don't come into my house again! Get out now! Get out!"
don't, don't—
Please, don't drive me away.
Fei Yuan didn't dare to move, even the trembling of his body was suddenly stopped, he just stared at Lin Yu in fear.
The moment Lin Yu's gaze met Shangfei Yuan, he saw himself in the black eyes.
Her hair was disheveled, her cheeks were flushed, and her eyes slowly became bloodshot.
Embarrassed and crazy.
Lin Yu stopped his movements, pinched Fei Yuan's face, and poked his smooth and beautiful nails on his face, making two deep dents.
Like, really like.She looked so much like that bitch, and her Cheng Feng.
"Mom—" Fei Yuan worked hard for a long time, and finally called out with a trembling voice. Although it was hoarse and broken, it did make a sound.
I was wrong, sorry.
—— Before he could apologize, Lin Yu grabbed his hair frantically and dragged him away.
"mom--"
Fei Yuan hugged Lin Yu's hand tightly.
Lin Yu didn't care about it, and just kept pulling him outside.
The roots of the hair and the scalp were torn apart, causing Fei Yuan to burst into tears.
Fei Yuan's hair hadn't been cut for a while, but the length was limited. Lin Yu scratched and fell it, and finally could only grab his head and pull it out together.
It hurts, it hurts, but compared to the physical pain, Fei Yuan is more afraid that he will really become a street child.
"Mom—" He didn't dare to let go, he was afraid that his mother really didn't want him anymore, he was afraid that his mother would really drive him out.
Lin Yu didn't have much strength. Although Fei Yuan was light, he still weighed several dozen kilograms. Coupled with this desperate struggle, Lin Yu couldn't take him out smoothly.
But it was a waste of effort.
The more Fei Yuan struggled, the more things Lin Yu bumped into along the way, stumbling on the ground, Lin Yu led Fei Yuan out of the door.
"Mom!!!!" Fei Yuan could already feel the smell of rust on his throat, but he just stared at Lin Yu, holding her tightly and not letting go.
"..."
The hard nails pinched straight into Fei Yuan's finger, it hurt very much, very painful.
Fei Yuan used his greatest strength to hold Lin Yu tightly, and Lin Yu couldn't break free, so he could only pull it off.
One, two, three...
Fei Yuan could only watch helplessly as his fingers were broken off one by one.
"Snapped--"
The door was closed in front of him.
"—"
Fei Yuan clenched his fist and knocked on the door again and again.
It was quiet in the hallway, and quiet in the door.
"Boom—" I was wrong.
"Boom—" I'm sorry.
"Boom—" I will never dare again next time.
"Boom—" Don't drive me away.
"Boom—" Let me... go in.
"Boom—" Mom, please.
"Boom-"
The sound insulation of the old community was poor, and it was not that no one could hear Lin Yu beating the children, but it would be better if it was quiet.
Who doesn't beat their children?Which child does not cry or make trouble after being beaten?
Fei Yuan couldn't make a sound, Lin Yu didn't stop beating, it's all over now.
But Figaki really knocked on the door all night.
"Figaki, do you know you're wrong?"
Lin Yu opened the door, and Fei Yuan, who had been crying and knocking all night against the door, fell down along the door, but when he heard Lin Yu's voice, he straightened up immediately.
"Mom, I was wrong, I must listen to you carefully in the future, I won't be naughty anymore, don't throw me away, please." Fei Yuan's voice was hoarse, numbly repeating the apology he had rehearsed all night.
"Figaki, mom knows that you hate me for not giving you a rich family, but can you not hurt mom so much?! I only hope for you! You are my last resort! Feigaki! Professional chess player! You are looking forward to the scenery, but do you know how much it costs to hire a teacher for the training class?! My mother sold both kidneys and can’t afford you, Fei Yuan! And is the career path so easy? Mom doesn’t want you After spending so much time and energy, there is still nothing!" Lin Yu cried hoarsely while hugging Fei Yuan.
"Mom, I was wrong. I must listen to you carefully in the future. I'm not being naughty anymore. Don't throw me away, please."
"Fei Yuan, if you want to blame, blame you for not having a capable father, blame your father for being so cruel and leave our mother and daughter alone, ignore him, ignore him, if you want to hate, then hate him! If you have a good father If so, you can do it no matter what, you know, Fei Yuan." When Fei Yuan didn't see the place, Lin Yu smiled and said to Fei Yuan faintly.
"Mom, I was wrong, I will definitely listen to you in the future, I won't be naughty anymore, don't throw me away, please." Fei Yuan assured her.
Just like what Lin Yu said, only studying is his only way out. Professional chess players are either [-]% or [-]%, and their family can't afford to gamble.
Fei Yuan didn't tell Lin Yu that he didn't care if he could become a professional chess player.
He just likes it, and can make money.
It has nothing to do with talent, future, or anything else, he just simply...he doesn't want his mother to be so tired.
It doesn't matter if you like it or not. If you don't like it, then I won't play it.
I want to make it easier for you.
— That's all.
"Fei Yuan, don't go too far! There is a limit to my patience!" Lin Yu almost threw his bag and lost his temper. He spoke urgently and quickly, and glared at Fei Yuan angrily as if on fire.
Fei Yuan tilted his head, not at all as if he was scared when he saw his mother angry: "What are you talking about, Mom?"
This "Mom", Fei Yuan's articulation is light and soft, as if shouting from the tip of his tongue, as soft as a big boy who is embarrassed to act like a spoiled child to his mother.
Not only did Lin Yu not feel the softness, but he felt a creepy tremor. He just touched his eyes slightly, and Lin Yu turned his head quickly.
dare not look again.
"Sister, let me tell you something. Your son is not a guest. If there is any chaos at home, he has a leg injury. If the parents are not around, I really don't dare to hold him alone." Go back!"
Finally, under the neutralization of Brother Xi, Lin Yu tremblingly sat on the third wheel.
Figaki...
Bitch!bastard!Sure enough, the son of a bitch would not be a good thing!
"Mom, is there something wrong with you?"
"No, no." Lin Yu reluctantly twitched the corners of his mouth, hooked the hair blown by the wind around his ears, and smiled very reluctantly.
Lin Yu was good-looking, with a sweet mouth, and when she came back, even without Fei Chengfeng and not working, she hadn't suffered much with the child alone.
Only the wronged one rushes to give her money.
Although Fei Yuan is poor, she is not poor.
Although the environmentally friendly public transportation promoted in the city is good, and there are many people riding electric tricycles on the road, Lin Yu feels a great shame.
She doesn't want to touch this kind of life where she cares about it for a few dollars.
She should be glamorous, and should be sought after and envied by everyone.
Instead of sitting on this kind of shabby little tricycle and being watched by others.
Shame, shame, anger!
Lin Yu didn't dare to raise her head, but she could always feel countless hot eyes cast on her.
The nails, which were much harder than flesh but not sharper than metal, pierced her palm, and the dull pain was clear but uncomfortable.
This kind of humiliation reminded her of that woman 19 years ago, around this time, who told her to go away with that superior attitude!
Why? !Why is it that she has everything since she was born and is held in the palm of someone's hand, but she has nothing? !To take away even the last hope from her? !
Obviously she came first!Obviously she came first!
it's fine.
it's OK.
Those who look down on me, those who look down on me, those who think they are great, will they be manipulated by me in the end?
"Mom, what are you thinking about?"
"No, it's nothing." Lin Yu suppressed her pleasure, and after calming down, she quickly put on a worried expression, "Fei Yuan, is there any pain in your leg?"
As long as Fei Yuan is still under her control, she is the biggest winner.
It's okay for children to lose their temper if they can't accept the reality all of a sudden, just coax them.
As soon as he got there, Lin Yu jumped off the tricycle as if he had been burned, and was about to rush home with his head down.
"Mom, help me." Fei Yuan had an innocent face, and even smiled.
Lin Yu was so angry that he wanted to break Fei Yuan's leg again, but at this time, he couldn't do anything.
"Come on, be careful." Lin Yu tremblingly put down the small bag.
Fei Yuan really only thought of himself as a cripple. Although he was thin, he was about 1.8 meters tall and full of bones, and he was not light. The weight of more than 100 catties made Lin Yu stagger.
Lin Yu almost wanted to strangle Fei Yuan to death in his heart, but he still had to maintain a smile on his face, and gently took him home.
Feigaki's legs are not fully healed yet, so walking on flat ground is fine, but going up and down stairs is not enough. Bisheng Feigaki also said that he has space claustrophobia, and he is determined not to take the elevator.
Lin Yu couldn't hold on to his smile anymore.
"What the hell are you going to do, Fei Yuan?! Don't you know how tall your family is? What's the matter if you bear it?!" Lin Yu has never been a good-tempered person, she can just pretend and be patient.
But in front of Fei Yuan, she relaxed a lot.After all, in the relationship between Fei Yuan and her, Lin Yu is in an absolute leadership position.
Fei Yuan was soft-tempered, his ears were also soft, and he couldn't see tears. When Lin Yu cried, he felt more uncomfortable than her.So Lin Yu was the only one who could hold him firmly.
I'm afraid that she will be angry, and even more afraid that she will be sad.
Fei Yuan, once really regarded his mother as the person who needed his protection the most in this world.
"Mom, help me up."
Sure enough, I can't help you not to torture you.
Fei Yuan's expression and tone obviously didn't change, but Lin Yu felt that Fei Yuan was angry.
But Lin Yu was even angrier than him!
For Fei Chengfeng, she thought she had made a lot of concessions and compromises.
If you want to go to the hospital, go to the hospital; if you want to take him home, take him home; !
"Fei Yuan, don't go too far! Don't you know how high your family is?! You are killing your mother! Do you hate your mother so much?! Yes! I didn't give you a good birth! I didn't let you live Live like a young master! I didn’t give you a complete family! But I’ve tried my best to give you the best I can! What’s your dissatisfaction?! You’re only happy if I’m dead. Is it?! Fei Yuan, you are already eighteen, you are an adult! Can you be more sensible! Do you have to force me to death?!"
Lin Yu always spoke like this, putting himself in a weak position, holding Fei Yuan firmly with morality, filial piety and motherhood.
There are many elderly people in the old community, even in the hottest afternoon, there are people coming and going downstairs.
The people who live here are all old neighbors who have been there for more than ten years. When they heard the motive, many people came to be peacemakers.
Those who persuaded Fei Yuan were nothing more than the old tricks.The son quarreled with his mother, and the position was naturally on the parent's side, and Lin Yu even said that he was going to force her to die, the big guy subconsciously felt that it was Fei Yuan's fault.
However, Fei Yuan is sensible and obedient, enthusiastic and cheerful, even if he subconsciously thinks that Fei Yuan is at fault, the attitude of the big guys to persuade them is relatively gentle.
"Yakigaki, aren't you hospitalized? Why did you come back in hospital gowns? Be good, be sensible, and admit your mistakes to your mother. It's not easy for your mother to drag you up alone."
"Yakigaki, did you suffer some grievances in the hospital? Tell grandma, your mother is getting angry these days because of your affairs, and it's not easy for her. Just be obedient and don't make her angry."
"Quickly admit your mistake to your mother, don't stick your neck here, look at your mother who has lost a few pounds because of getting angry for you these days, and her face is so pale, how much she loves you !"
There are also those who persuade Lin Yu.
"Fei Yuan's mother, don't act like a child, all youngsters at this age are like this. Your Fei Yuan is already very well-behaved. Look at my family. If we don't slam the door for three days, his father and I will burn incense and worship Buddha!"
"Don't cry, don't cry, kid, there's no gatekeeper in your mouth, don't take his words too seriously. Let him admit his mistake later, there's no overnight feud between mother and child."
Lin Yu knows how to be a human being. She looks good, but she never dresses herself up in a glamorous way. The people in this community are basically old residents who don't know any fashion brands. Although I feel that Lin Yu's life is not the same every day, but Lin Yu found someone who worked in someone else's clothing store and had to repeat the same style every day before people could buy them. He never said that the clothes belonged to him, only that they belonged to the store. .
She doesn't reveal her wealth and doesn't have the opportunity to be alone with other men, and she is smart enough to pretend to be poor and complain to others about how hard and tiring it is to raise children.Talking about how honest Fei Yuan's father was back then, and how he died is unsatisfactory.
Although a beautiful single mother attracts people to gossip, Lin Yu has always portrayed herself as a person who has grown up in bitter water, giving others a feeling that "she is more beautiful than me, but much worse than me", and it is natural for people to trouble her less.
Not only did he get a good reputation for himself, but he also held Fei Yuan firmly by virtue of this.
Since childhood, everyone around would touch Fei Yuan with pity, sigh "What a poor boy", and then say to him earnestly, "It's not easy for your mother to raise you up alone, you have to work hard in the future." Honor him well."
Every time, regardless of whether it was his fault or not, Fei Yuan had to admit his mistakes to Lin Yu, compromise with her, and promise her.
For the first half of his life, it seemed that he could never escape this curse.
Everyone is persuading him, admit your mistakes to your mother, apologize to her, make a promise, respect her, and study hard.
Obviously he did nothing wrong.
Even a few years later, someone told him——
Although Lin Yu was wrong, she has been raising her for 18 years, no matter how you say it is your mother, you are too cruel to her.
Although Fei Chengfeng is not responsible, he said that you are the father. How can there be a parent who does not love you?Your heart is too hard.
Although Fei Ruian has done something sorry for you, he is also a victim, and it is not easy for him. Are you being too narrow-minded if you hold on to it like this?
Although Chang Yuesheng is sorry for you, she has already regretted it, she is crazy, you still don't forgive her, is your heart made of stone? !
Even if they ruined my life together, do I have to forgive them?
how can that be possible?
My heart is not something like a stone.
My heart is made of knives.
The chattering voices were still so noisy that it made one's head swell, but Fei Yuan became more and more sober.
It hurts only when the knife cuts himself. He has listened to these innocuous exhortations too much and too falsely.
Fei Yuan ignored and didn't respond, just staring at Lin Yu: "Mom, do you still remember how you told me about my dad when you were young?"
His deep gaze passed through the crowd and pierced directly into Lin Yu's eyes.
Lin Yu's heart skipped a beat.
Fei Yuan is a person with strong self-esteem, so strong that even if his hands are shaking from hunger, he still has to pretend that today's chicken legs are too big and he is too full.
Lin Yu didn't pay attention to Fei Yuan's extreme behavior, Zuo Zuo just knew the identity of his illegitimate child and couldn't accept that he was throwing a temper tantrum with her.
But it doesn't matter, just teach yourself a lesson.
No matter how big the dissatisfaction is, just press your head to make him admit his mistake, and after admitting his mistake, he will be that obedient and filial pawn again.
Lin Yu is very confident in himself, and also in Fei Yuan.
——So, without any hesitation, Lin Yu took the opportunity to explode.
Although Fei Yuan has a good temper, he is a boring gourd, and an illegitimate child is disgraceful. Lin Yu has eaten him to death, that's why he dared to pour all the dirty water on Fei Yuan.
But what she would never have imagined was that the current Fei Yuan was far from the little rice cake she could control.
He will neither be sold by her nor count money for her.
"Fei Yuan..." Lin Yu started to panic.
Fei Yuan hasn't been recognized yet, and she hasn't seen Fei Chengfeng yet, so the matter must not stop here.
"Yes, your father's matter is that I am sorry for you. I know you blame me for not being able to give you a complete family, but think about it for yourself. Has mother treated you badly over the years?! Fei Yuan, you really want to force me to death!" Lin Yu cried while covering his face.
"Hey! Fei Yuan, how can you be so ignorant?! You know that every time you mention your parents, your mother's heart hurts. Why do you still mention this? Hurry up and apologize to your mother!"
"You child! Sister Lin Yu, don't feel bad, children are ignorant, and when they grow up, they will know your difficulties."
"Hurry up, bah, can you say this to your mother? You really killed your mother! You can't say that again!"
"Are you forcing me or am I forcing you?" Fei Yuan's voice could not hear any anger or sadness, and there was even a hint of a smile, as if watching a funny clown perform in front of him.
"Mom, tell me, how can my father, who has been dead for 18 years, come to me with a son who is older than me? You really did what others said. Have you paid someone else's wife 300 million?"
Although this is false, it is not bad.Fei Chengfeng did have someone come to him, and Chang Yuesheng did give Lin Yu 300 million back then.Lin Yu hasn't been to the hospital these days, so he doesn't know who came to him, but as soon as the keyword "300 million" comes out, Lin Yu automatically thinks what Fei Yuan said is true.
Fei Yuan's voice was not loud, but like a thunderbolt, everyone was stunned.
The others were shocked at first, and then looked at each other, with the color of eating melon flashing in their eyes.
Lin Yu's popularity in the community is quite good, but it's impossible for every family to live like this without any conflicts.Everyone is able to live well with you and me on the surface, but how can you not say a word of gossip behind your back?
When it comes to persuasion, just listen to it, there is no [-]% position.
Moreover, most of the people present were married middle-aged elderly women. When it comes to mistresses, words like money, they are more sensitive than anyone else.
Lin Yu could clearly feel that there was something wrong with the way everyone looked at him.
But she can only hold on: "Do you believe what others say? I raised you so much and you believe what other people say?!"
"Then tell me, why isn't my dad dead?"
Fei Yuan's question was so sharp that Lin Yu almost lost his voice.
How can she answer?Can she say that if she didn't say that her husband was dead, she would have a bad reputation, so she could only make up lies about her husband's death, embarrassment for her husband's family, and a lie about pulling children?
"To put it bluntly, you don't believe in other people's mothers?! You believe what others say, and you see that other people have money and own it, just like being someone else's son?" Lin Yu cried louder and felt very wronged. She shouted, "If I took so much money from her, would I still need to find someone else's house and take you to rent someone else's house to worry about our mother's rent, water, electricity, three meals a month, and your tuition fees? ! You are my son, if I have money, can I not use it for you?!"
"Fei Yuan, do you punish your heart or not?!"
Lin Yu's angry cry and accusation made people feel sympathetic again.
Thinking about it carefully, it seems to be the same. Everyone here can see that Lin Yu and Fei Yuan's life is hard. In order to make money, Lin Yu works the night shift and the morning shift consecutively. I was too tired to go home for several days just to earn a few hundred dollars more.
Lin Yu doesn't have a diploma, can't do office work, has no insurance and savings, and everyone has watched her life all these years.
After all, they were old neighbors for more than ten years, and they all sided with Lin Yu again.
"Fei Yuan, what should you tell your mother well? There is no overnight feud between mother and child, and what your mother said is true. What if there is a misunderstanding? Your mother is the one who gave birth to you and raised you, so she will not harm you. "
"What are you talking about? My son looks at me like that. What else can I say?! I just think that I have raised a dog for nothing in the past ten years! If you are willing to trust others, you go with them! I only think of myself My son died 18 years ago!" Lin Yu looked like he was about to faint from crying.
"Fei Yuan's mother, you can't talk nonsense, Fei Yuan, what are you still doing?! Come here and apologize to your mother! You silly child!"
Once Lin Yu said such a serious word, no one would think about the mistress and the 300 million things.
"Figaki, please apologize!"
Fei Yuan just stood there with a very indifferent expression, like a spectator watching a monkey show, and Lin Yu, of course, was the monkey for people's entertainment.
While crying, Lin Yu went to look at Fei Yuan, but when he saw his cold expression, his heart skipped a beat.
Seeing that Fei Yuan was motionless, the person trying to persuade him pushed him up to Lin Yu.
Lin Yu suppressed the unspeakable panic in his heart, and turned his head away with resentment.
"Don't talk to me! What's the point of my life?!" Lin Yu cried angrily, and pushed Fei Yuan with his hand.
Lin Yu's strength was not strong, Fei Yuan didn't feel any pain, but because of Lin Yu's touch, he frowned uncomfortably.
"Hurry up, you kid!" The neighbor next to him watched him stand still and stomped his feet anxiously.
Fei Yuan stared at Lin Yu and thought about it for a while, then he seemed to think of something happy, his dark eyes also had a gleam, and the smile on his lips was lingering and lingering: "Then go and die."
Fei Yuan has never been stingy with his gloominess and curses, no matter to others, or - to himself.
"Mom, let's go die together." Fei Yuan's eyes were tinged with excitement, and his gloomy facial features also came alive. He took Lin Yu's hand and said with a high spirit, "Mom, let's jump into the river. Cut your wrists, jump off a building, or just take sleeping pills, there is always a way to die."
"If you die, you won't be Lin Yu, and I won't be Fei Yuan. We're still good mothers and good sons. Let's die together!"
Fei Yuan's fingers are not thin, although he is thin, but his joints are thick, his slender and strong fingers can easily wrap around Lin Yu's hand: "Mom, shall we go?"
His hand was like a pair of iron pliers, almost the moment he grabbed her, that iron-like palm was about to crush her wrist.
"Where are you going?" Lin Yu looked at Fei Yuan unconsciously with panic and fear.
Fei Yuan saw that her lips darkened in an instant, even with lipstick on, it lost its luster in an instant.
"Go to hell!" Fei Yuan bent slightly, approaching the woman who was much shorter than him, "Didn't you say it? Let's die together."
Lin Yu was stunned for a few seconds, the muscles on his face trembled slightly, his complexion was paler than flour.
"Let, let go of me!" Fei Yuan was serious, and Lin Yu could tell from his face that Fei Yuan was serious, "Crazy! What are you doing?! Let me go!"
Lin Yu scratched and grabbed the big palm of her left hand with his right hand. The beautiful round but sharp nails drew bloody red marks one after another on the back of his thin hand. Flesh-colored flesh mixed with red was stuffed between her fingers. inside.
"Let go! Crazy! Let go of me! If you want to die, just go and die! Let go! I tell you to let go—" Lin Yu struggled violently, while she was frightened. Shouting loudly, she slapped Feigaki's body, and when she found that such an approach was useless, she twisted her waist almost desperately, trying to pull her hand out of Feigaki's confinement.
"Fei Yuan...don't be like this..." She was almost dizzy from the pain, after a while, feeling a little tired, she knelt down and began to cry.
Fei Yuan has been watching her struggling, crying, and shouting calmly, quietly like an outsider who has nothing to do with himself, after a long time, he slowly said: "Mom, you are the one who said you were going to die, let me let you go Yes, it's you too. What do you want from me?"
—Of course, when you are told to die, just die yourself.Tell you to let go, you just let go obediently!Is that not clear? !Do you think she didn't speak clearly enough? !
"You, do you know what you're talking about?" Lin Yu felt a chill, from the place where Fei Yuan was holding her wrist, a chilling colder than ice invaded her limbs and body bit by bit .
"Let go, let me go, Fei Yuan!" Lin Yu's eyes and face were filled with tears, her vision was hazy, she twisted her hands to try to break free, but Fei Yuan's strength was terrifying.
Although Fei Yuan didn't eat very well, his development was not affected too much. He has long hands and long legs and a pair of slender hands with ten fingers.After staying in the hospital for dozens of days, the five long and thin fingers that had been muffled were tightly wrapped around Lin Yu's hand like handcuffs, making her wrists hurt and her eyes sore.
"Fei Yuan..." Lin Yu started to get scared.
Fei Yuan's eyes were too terrifying, he wasn't scaring her, he really wanted to drag her to die together, when he said death, his eyes were so bright that Lin Yu didn't dare to look directly.
"Fei Yuan, let me go!" Lin Yu cried heart-piercingly, it wasn't a fake cry for acting, but a cry that was so flustered that the body couldn't control it.
"Mom, aren't we each other's only relatives? Am I not the child you would rather give up your life to have? Why don't you stay with me? Didn't you say you love me the most?" Fei Yuan smiled softly, His tone was gentle, as if he was afraid of scaring Lin Yu, but the more he spoke like this, the more Lin Yu's body trembled.
"Fei Yuan, let me go, Fei Yuan let go, let go, I tell you to let go!!!" Lin Yu couldn't help crying.
It was Lin Yu's call that brought the others back to their senses. The people present looked at each other, hesitating whether to do something or not.
In the end, Grandma Chen, who was on Fei Yuan's arm, went up and slapped Fei Yuan on the back: "You bastard, what did you say that you can't die! When something happens, you want to die! How old are you! What do you know about dying?! Hurry up and let your mother go, be careful and threaten people with death at an early age, will you still have it in the future?!"
Grandma Chen spoke loudly, but she also felt a little guilty. Fei Yuan's appearance was too scary to look at, but after thinking about it, she suddenly realized that her father was fine, and her mother was a mistress for others. Hungry all day long, anyone's mentality would collapse.
Being able to force such a good child into such a situation... the old lady sighed, and followed Fei Yuan's back to give him some comfort: "If you have something to say, life is still long, and there is nothing that is difficult to overcome. Yuan Yuan Ah, you are still young, there are still many things to experience in the future!"
Grandma Chen only thinks that Fei Yuan is an impulsive and overbearing "threat" by young people. Isn't this the case for children of this age?He puts death on his lips every day.
Lin Yu was still crying.
Feigaki felt a little bored.
Pointless.
He let go, and the expression on his face slowly faded into a blank expression. Then he took a deep, deep look at Lin Yu, and limped into the elevator with a cane.
smooth all the way.
The emotions of Yu Sheng after the catastrophe surged up, Lin Yu lost all thoughts, and cried while holding his hands.
The people who persuaded the fight before looked at me and I looked at you, and then they all dispersed.
【Figaki, please let me go, please!For the sake of how we have been mother and child for more than 20 years, please let me go, please, please, please let me go! 】
【If you can go back in time when nothing happened in time, Lin Yu, let's die together, no matter who lives or dies, I will let you go. 】
"Lin Yu, I gave you a chance." It was you who gave up again.
This house in the old community doesn't have anything belonging to Fei Yuan, but there is one thing that he wants to come back to take away and destroy himself.
Lin Yu has been very strict with Fei Yuan since he was a child, asking him to study hard and work hard, and he is not allowed to slack off.
Therefore, hobbies are not allowed to exist.
Fei Yuan has been obedient and obedient since he was a child, but in this respect, he rebelled against his mother for the first time.
He learned to play Go secretly by himself. He enjoyed the process of the game, the process of calculating chess, and the process of thinking and falling of each piece at this stage.
Like it, like it very much, like it very much.
Lin Yu rarely gave him money, but it didn't matter, he could save it himself.He puts away the bottles that classmates don’t want, the notebooks that others don’t want, the paper that others don’t want, and even the paper airplanes that others have played with.
It may only be a few cents at a time, but more than ten or dozens of times, he can not only buy chess pieces but also chess records.
In the first few days, he always had to reach out to touch, touch the plastic box, touch the cover of the chess record, and put it in the innermost corner of his desk, always worrying that it would be lost or damaged. Have to touch it with your finger to make sure it's still there.
I am afraid that my mother will find out that I am playing secretly, and I have to work hard to improve my grades. I think that as long as I get back to get full marks, my mother will not find that I am distracted in my studies.
He never played when there were people around, and only when he couldn't help it, he opened the chess box and touched the slippery Reversi.The book is also reluctant to get dirty. I have to wash my hands before reading it every time, and read it again after reading a page. I don’t turn to the next page until I can draw and write all the contents on this page by hand.
But the number of pages in a book is limited, and no matter how slowly he reads it, he will still finish it one day.
At the age of ten, he couldn't resist signing up for a competition and successfully won the provincial gold medal.Got the first bonus in my life.
He wanted to tell his mother, Mom, I will not delay my studies, and I can help you reduce the burden a little bit.
But when he excitedly handed over the bonus to Lin Yu, Lin Yu beat him up.
Baby's chessboard was trampled to pieces, the black and white chess pieces hit his head, fell to the ground and bounced all over the floor, the book was torn apart, and finally got stuck in the water and turned into a ball of paste. The difficult trophy was broken into several pieces, and even the medal was thrown into the trash can.
Feigaki could feel the sticky red liquid flowing from his head, but he neither dared to move nor cry, and knelt on the ground watching his mother hysterical.
Fei Yuan is very thin, but not shorter than children of the same age. In order to save money, Lin Yu buys clothes one size larger for him, so that he can wear them for a longer period of time.The wide round neck clothes have been deformed after being washed many times in the washing machine. There is no need to buy new ones. They are already two sizes bigger and looser for him.
The fleshless shoulders protruded from one side of the slipped neckline, and the inside of the clothes was as empty as his face, thin and long like a match, not even a big head.
"Da——" The amount of sticky red liquid is not much, and the speed of rolling down is naturally not slow.From the top of the head, to the forehead, to the temples and then to the chin, it dripped unsteadily onto the clothes. The sound was small and subtle, numb and itchy, like a group of ants slowly rubbing their hands.
Children's eyes always look bigger, but Fei Yuan's eyes are not only round, but also black, matching with a face with little flesh, it becomes more and more distinct in black and white.
"—" He wanted to say he was sorry, he wanted to apologize to his mother, and he wanted to make sure that he wouldn't dare next time.
But he couldn't make a sound.
"Fei Yuan, are you wrong?!" Lin Yu's sharp voice could almost pierce the glass.
I was wrong, I dare not, Mom, I was wrong.
But there was no way, he couldn't make a sound.
Figaki looked at his mother trembling all over.
"Get out! Get out! Get out! The little bastard just can't learn well! Don't come into my house again! Get out now! Get out!"
don't, don't—
Please, don't drive me away.
Fei Yuan didn't dare to move, even the trembling of his body was suddenly stopped, he just stared at Lin Yu in fear.
The moment Lin Yu's gaze met Shangfei Yuan, he saw himself in the black eyes.
Her hair was disheveled, her cheeks were flushed, and her eyes slowly became bloodshot.
Embarrassed and crazy.
Lin Yu stopped his movements, pinched Fei Yuan's face, and poked his smooth and beautiful nails on his face, making two deep dents.
Like, really like.She looked so much like that bitch, and her Cheng Feng.
"Mom—" Fei Yuan worked hard for a long time, and finally called out with a trembling voice. Although it was hoarse and broken, it did make a sound.
I was wrong, sorry.
—— Before he could apologize, Lin Yu grabbed his hair frantically and dragged him away.
"mom--"
Fei Yuan hugged Lin Yu's hand tightly.
Lin Yu didn't care about it, and just kept pulling him outside.
The roots of the hair and the scalp were torn apart, causing Fei Yuan to burst into tears.
Fei Yuan's hair hadn't been cut for a while, but the length was limited. Lin Yu scratched and fell it, and finally could only grab his head and pull it out together.
It hurts, it hurts, but compared to the physical pain, Fei Yuan is more afraid that he will really become a street child.
"Mom—" He didn't dare to let go, he was afraid that his mother really didn't want him anymore, he was afraid that his mother would really drive him out.
Lin Yu didn't have much strength. Although Fei Yuan was light, he still weighed several dozen kilograms. Coupled with this desperate struggle, Lin Yu couldn't take him out smoothly.
But it was a waste of effort.
The more Fei Yuan struggled, the more things Lin Yu bumped into along the way, stumbling on the ground, Lin Yu led Fei Yuan out of the door.
"Mom!!!!" Fei Yuan could already feel the smell of rust on his throat, but he just stared at Lin Yu, holding her tightly and not letting go.
"..."
The hard nails pinched straight into Fei Yuan's finger, it hurt very much, very painful.
Fei Yuan used his greatest strength to hold Lin Yu tightly, and Lin Yu couldn't break free, so he could only pull it off.
One, two, three...
Fei Yuan could only watch helplessly as his fingers were broken off one by one.
"Snapped--"
The door was closed in front of him.
"—"
Fei Yuan clenched his fist and knocked on the door again and again.
It was quiet in the hallway, and quiet in the door.
"Boom—" I was wrong.
"Boom—" I'm sorry.
"Boom—" I will never dare again next time.
"Boom—" Don't drive me away.
"Boom—" Let me... go in.
"Boom—" Mom, please.
"Boom-"
The sound insulation of the old community was poor, and it was not that no one could hear Lin Yu beating the children, but it would be better if it was quiet.
Who doesn't beat their children?Which child does not cry or make trouble after being beaten?
Fei Yuan couldn't make a sound, Lin Yu didn't stop beating, it's all over now.
But Figaki really knocked on the door all night.
"Figaki, do you know you're wrong?"
Lin Yu opened the door, and Fei Yuan, who had been crying and knocking all night against the door, fell down along the door, but when he heard Lin Yu's voice, he straightened up immediately.
"Mom, I was wrong, I must listen to you carefully in the future, I won't be naughty anymore, don't throw me away, please." Fei Yuan's voice was hoarse, numbly repeating the apology he had rehearsed all night.
"Figaki, mom knows that you hate me for not giving you a rich family, but can you not hurt mom so much?! I only hope for you! You are my last resort! Feigaki! Professional chess player! You are looking forward to the scenery, but do you know how much it costs to hire a teacher for the training class?! My mother sold both kidneys and can’t afford you, Fei Yuan! And is the career path so easy? Mom doesn’t want you After spending so much time and energy, there is still nothing!" Lin Yu cried hoarsely while hugging Fei Yuan.
"Mom, I was wrong. I must listen to you carefully in the future. I'm not being naughty anymore. Don't throw me away, please."
"Fei Yuan, if you want to blame, blame you for not having a capable father, blame your father for being so cruel and leave our mother and daughter alone, ignore him, ignore him, if you want to hate, then hate him! If you have a good father If so, you can do it no matter what, you know, Fei Yuan." When Fei Yuan didn't see the place, Lin Yu smiled and said to Fei Yuan faintly.
"Mom, I was wrong, I will definitely listen to you in the future, I won't be naughty anymore, don't throw me away, please." Fei Yuan assured her.
Just like what Lin Yu said, only studying is his only way out. Professional chess players are either [-]% or [-]%, and their family can't afford to gamble.
Fei Yuan didn't tell Lin Yu that he didn't care if he could become a professional chess player.
He just likes it, and can make money.
It has nothing to do with talent, future, or anything else, he just simply...he doesn't want his mother to be so tired.
It doesn't matter if you like it or not. If you don't like it, then I won't play it.
I want to make it easier for you.
— That's all.
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