The system knelt down and begged me to let it go [unlimited]

Figaki is real and wants to be nice to his mother.

Even if he later found out that Chang Yuesheng was his real mother.

【Fei Yuan, the value of your life is to torture Chang Yuesheng, to prove that Lin Yu is a thousand times better than Chang Yuesheng!What are you!How can it be compared to my son? ! 】

"Mom, last time, I was too late and too slow. This time, I will let you see with my own eyes how Ferian cried and begged me for mercy." Fei Yuan touched the piece that he had hidden for eight hours. The medals from [-], but the golden color of the paint has not been well maintained, and the dazzling color has slowly faded to a grayish pale.

Lin Yu "had no money" to take him to the hospital, red-eyed and spent a few dollars to buy a bottle of alcohol and red syrup to wipe it on by himself.

Lin Yu's distressing theory of "I don't have money to train him so I don't want him to be defeated by reality after he has hope" was not at all agreed by Fei Yuan at all.

If Lin Yu was not happy, he would not learn it.Lin Yu was not happy, so he stopped playing.

Just listen to your mother.

Mom is happy.

In his 23 years of life, Feigaki's biggest resistance was this medal.

Trophies were smashed, certificates were torn, chessboards were broken, and pieces were thrown away.

The medal was also thrown away, but he didn't hold back, he picked it up secretly by himself, because Lin Yu didn't find it because he had rubbed red potion on his hands and smudged his hands through the trash.

He searched for five days to get it back, but found nothing.

"Look, everything will change." Fei Yuan murmured, not knowing who he was talking to.

What's the use of cherishing once again?

I still forget you, I still lose it.

After losing it and recovering it, Fei Yuan lifted the medal with difficulty and hid it in the bed. For eight years, he never dared to take it out to see it secretly.As long as he thinks about it, he is very satisfied.

Even just lying on this bed, closing his eyes and imagining the medal underneath, he could laugh happily for several nights.

The slender fingers tightened on the medal, the thin arms and the bulging veins on the arms were long and deep, and with a "click", the medal was pinched in half.

Even if it is the most important and favorite thing, it must be taken as a funeral object and accompanied on the road.

"Don't worry, I will make it up for you for what's regrettable."

farewell.

In the end, Fei Yuan only sent Chang Yuesheng away. Lin Yu and Fei Chengfeng were chopped up by Chang Yuesheng. Fei Ruian died in internal strife because of the uneven distribution of spoils when he ran away. To be honest, even Chang Yuesheng, It was she who drove herself to death.

It has always been Feigaki's regret not to be able to watch them with his own eyes, and to torture them with his own hands until the last moment of his life.

Fortunately, God gave him a chance to make up for it.

what……

Thinking of the way you cry makes me excited...

Can't stop.

Fei Yuan had nothing to clean up, so he took the crushed medal and left. When he went downstairs, he ran into Lin Yu. When Lin Yu saw him, he flinched subconsciously. The shock of seeing her die was too strong, and she still hasn't recovered from it yet.

"Di-"

In a coastal provincial capital city like Jiang City, the traffic flow will never be interrupted 24 hours a day.

The exhaust fumes and dust from the cars all over the street make people feel irritable and disgusting.

The sky was so dark and depressing, Fei Yuan took a breath of the air full of car exhaust, the world in his eyes was distorted for a moment, but it quickly returned to normal.

Am I still human?Fei Yuan raised his head and thought a little dullly.

Whether it's human or not, it doesn't seem to make any difference, right?He was a little unsure.After snatching the evil spirit from Fang Tingting, something was wrong with him.

Figaki has been wrong, very wrong.But he is indeed a lunatic. His physical disease and mental distortion have turned him into a normal state that no normal person should have.He's always been twisted, but he's supposed to be calm.

Unlike other lunatics, he always knew how he was crazy, why he was crazy, and how crazy he was.He seemed to be split into two parts, one was crazy, and the other watched him go crazy with cold eyes.

Therefore, he reacted to the provocation of reason by the evil spirit in an instant.Negative and strong lifelessness haunted him relentlessly.

To die, to destroy, to kill them all, to kill themselves, to eat them.

But Figaki found it boring.

The evil spirit smuggled out of the system's suppression surrounded him, wantonly scrambling for the unowned evil spirit floating in the air, bullying the few with more, surrounded him, and then pulled into Fei Yuan's soul.

The evil spirit in his body became stronger and stronger, and the killing intent rolled more and more intensely, but Fei Yuan just walked slowly on the street full of flying dust.

The scorching sun was baking, the gloomy ghostly air was blowing, and the world, which was cloudy and sunny again, was in chaos.

But Feigaki has long been used to it.

What does the world of mental illness look like?

Broken and messy, right?Fei Yuan is not sure, but he probably knows that the world in his eyes has long been different from ordinary people.

Fei Yuan didn't ask Lin Yu for money, he had already bought beef powder with all his savings, and made a phone call. It can be said that he was penniless, but he didn't care.

When people want to live, they can live no matter what.

"A suite." Fei Yuan found a big hotel with a casual attitude.

— Not to mention, he is not short of money now.

Should I say...thank you?While he doesn't like the feeling of being controlled, Hunting Grounds does currently offer a solution to his property woes.

It's not that you can't make money, but it's unnecessary.

The heavy body made Fei Yuan a little tired, he felt that he should have a good sleep.

Lin Yu was frightened by Fei Yuan, and he was so frightened that his whole body went limp, and he couldn't recover for a long time.

But after recovering, she didn't believe that Fei Yuan could really pull out the palm of her hand, she just felt that it was a little gaffe of her own.

I want to get Feigaki back.

Lin Yu didn't believe that Fei Yuan could really escape his control.

Although she can't see through Fei Yuan today, it is impossible for Fei Yuan who has been together and controlled him for more than ten years to change.

Even if it changes, it is impossible to change so fast.

It must be because of the sudden incident, the stimulation and provocation, otherwise it would not have happened.

Blame her too.

Blame her for being too excited and not going to the hospital with him for a long time, that's why Fei Yuan lost his temper.

But it doesn't matter, Fei Yuan is so obedient, as long as he lowers his posture, Fei Yuan will obediently return to her side immediately.

Lin Yu firmly believed in it.

Lin Yuqiang calmed down and stabilized his mind. He didn't dare to live in the community where there were already rumors and rumors. Instead, he went back to his villa and took a nap. , to cheer myself up, and then went to the hospital.

Fei Yuan had no money, and Lin Yu knew very well that Fei Yuan had nowhere to go except his home and the hospital. With such strong self-esteem, he would definitely not be able to find his classmates and friends.

Not at home, only in the hospital.

But what Lin Yu didn't expect was that she came to the hospital in vain, looking at the empty ward, a panic of losing something surged up.

no, I can not……

How can it be?

"Lin... language?"

In a daze, Lin Yu heard a voice that was both unfamiliar and familiar.

I don't know if it was ecstasy, panic, or some other emotion, Lin Yu slowly turned around in disbelief.

When that person who can only be seen on the TV news really appeared in front of him, Lin Yu's eyes turned red, he stared blankly, his body leaned back slightly, his eyes stared blankly in surprise He stared forward blankly, his red lips parted slightly, and a layer of water glistened in front of his black eyes, as if he had a lot to say, but he couldn't utter a single word.

She is a petite, small woman, slender and fragile, over forty years old but well-maintained, she can't be seen from a distance to be more than thirty, I can see that the pitiful temperament is particularly obvious on her body, but she is thin Her weakness is not attractive, and it will become boring after a long time, so not only is she soft and pitiful, but she also has an upward tenacity, as if she always wants to give people a sense of freshness and excitement.

Fei Chengfeng was a little fascinated watching it. Lin Yu, who was shy and soft 20 years ago, seemed to be standing in front of him alive.

It's as if they were not separated by 20 years, but only a few years.

"Lin Yu..." Fei Chengfeng, as if he had just realized it, took a step forward and grabbed her hand in a murmur.

Lin Yu came back to his senses like an electric shock, and his surprise was gradually replaced by loss and pain.

"Cheng Feng, I didn't expect that it was really you..." Lin Yu looked away, not wanting to look at him anymore. He tried to pull his arm slightly, but failed.

"Back then, why didn't you tell me?" Fei Chengfeng said eagerly, "If, if I knew——"

"Will you divorce Chang Yuesheng?" Lin Yu's eyes filled with tears, "Cheng Feng, will you divorce her and marry me?"

Fei Chengfeng was silent.

Lin Yu smiled sadly: "I don't want to embarrass you. I hate you, I hate you for abandoning me and being with that woman for money, but I also hate myself. If only I was born in a good family like her It’s fine. It’s fine if I don’t love you. But where are there so many ifs in the world?”

"..." Fei Chengfeng was silent.Lin Yu's words pierced his heart, almost scolding him for abandoning her for money, and being with Chang Yuesheng in order to save decades of struggle, but can he refute?Can he say no?

No, he can't say anything.

Moreover, it would be a lie if Lin Yu didn't blame him for things like this.

"Lin Yu, I've thought about it. I want to recognize Fei Yuan. For so many years, you have brought him to suffer outside. At least, I want to give you two a better life for the rest of your life." Fei Chengfeng almost said pleadingly.

"Fei Yuan is my son, and it's enough for me to raise him." Lin Yu vetoed it almost immediately, wiping away his tears and trying to pull his hand away from Fei Chengfeng.

"Lin Yu, don't be self-willed, it's so difficult for you to raise a child by yourself! Don't I feel bad?! I didn't know it before, but now that I know it, how can I just sit idly by?!" Fei Chengfeng firmly believed Lin Yu still loves him, otherwise she would not have taken Fei Yuan alone for so many years, let alone let Fei Yuan follow him to Xin Fei.

It's just resentment.

this is normal.

Fei Chengfeng said to himself, you have to take responsibility, it's not easy for Lin Yu, it's not easy for Fei Yuan, you have to treat them twice as well, and make up for all the debts you owed in the past.

He knows how hard it is to be poor.

Lin Yu must have suffered a lot with Fei Yuan.

Complacency and joy flashed through Lin Yu's eyes, but she quickly suppressed them, biting her lips and staring at Fei Chengfeng stubbornly: "Impossible!" Her body was trembling steadily, and her eye circles were red again. On the first floor, the plan that has been planned for many years has finally taken the first step, and she can hardly control her emotions.

Lin Yu used all his strength to break away from Fei Chengfeng, glared at him, turned and ran away with pain and love intertwined in his eyes.

Fei Chengfeng was stunned for a moment, and wanted to chase after him, but he was so oppressed by bitterness that he couldn't move his feet.

After all, he owed too much.

It's normal for Lin Yu to hate him.

but……

There is nothing he can do...

It's not that he didn't want to go to her, but he didn't dare.

After Lin Yu was driven away by Chang Yuesheng, Chang Yuesheng watched every aspect of his life like crazy, controlling everything about him with a single glance, even if Fei Chengfeng flinched and wanted to break up with Chang Yuesheng, he would Totally can't do it right.

Chang Yuesheng was pregnant, they couldn't divorce, not only couldn't divorce, but he had to take care of all Chang Yuesheng's emotions carefully.

what can he do !

Fei Chengfeng closed his eyes in pain, and when he opened them again, his eyes were full of determination.

He is no longer the poor boy who had nothing but Chang Yuesheng 20 years ago.

He can do what he wants, can do what he can.

Chang Yuesheng could no longer control him.

Fei Chengfeng... Fei Chengfeng... Fei Chengfeng...

Lin Yu couldn't stop talking about the man she had spent most of her time with in the first half of her life.

Cheng Feng, Cheng Feng, I can't understand you better.

You can't escape.

Lin Yu couldn't help being excited when the plan was successfully realized, but thinking of Fei Yuan poured cold water on his good mood.

She began to be unable to see through Fei Yuan's behavior, and had no way to grasp it.

I don't know what Chang Yuesheng and Fei Yuan said, that child would be so resistant to her!

What an unfamiliar white-eyed wolf!

Lin Yu gritted his teeth, and wrote two strokes for Chang Yuesheng, and three strokes for Fei Yuan.

Lin Yu wished he could beat Fei Yuan up now, but when he thought of his plan, he could only suppress his anger.

Fei Yuan must be found, he must not be allowed to talk nonsense to Fei Chengfeng, and the relationship between the two must be repaired!

If he wants to take revenge on Fei Chengfeng and Chang Yuesheng, Fei Yuan is the best pawn!

She must hold on to it firmly, without any slack in the slightest!

Figaki, you can't escape.

It took Lin Yu a while to find Fei Yuan's foothold.

Feigaki has never been the kind of person who treats himself badly, so naturally he lives in the best hotel and the best room in the city.

Lin Yu stood at the door of 33306's room, almost gritted his teeth.

He was even more certain in his heart that Fei Yuan had hooked up with Chang Yuesheng at some point.

Otherwise, where would he get so much money to live in a presidential suite that costs thousands of dollars a night? !

White-eyed wolf!It really is a white-eyed wolf!An unfamiliar white-eyed wolf!

When the doorbell rang, Fei Yuan had just finished taking a shower, he ignored the incessant ringing of the doorbell, and just slowly peeled an orange for himself, then took a cup and squeezed the juice out with his hands.

The doorbell rang more and more urgently, but Fei Yuan's movements became more and more gentle, and the smile on his face became more and more obvious.

Who will come to him?

Who else but Lin Yu?

Fei Yuan is not in a hurry, he is not in a hurry at all.

He crushed the thirteen petals of the orange into shards little by little, and the orange juice in the transparent glass was half filled before he stood up slowly to wash his hands.

Lin Yu's patience was exhausted, his eyes were almost on fire, but the moment Fei Yuan opened the door, meeting his deep eyes, Lin Yu flinched subconsciously.

The cold and fear that had passed for more than 20 hours seemed to emerge again.

It's okay, Lin Yu, it's okay, no matter how rebellious you are, you're just a little brat, you are his mother, what can you do to you?

Lin Yu gave himself some psychological comfort, and managed to pull out a somewhat stiff and ingratiating smile: "Fei Yuan..."

Fei Yuan leaned against the door frame and looked at her.

Lin Yu's smile almost couldn't be maintained, she blinked, and mist filled her eyes, Lin Yu bit her lip lightly and said, "Fei Yuan, do you hate mother so much?" Her eyes were full of tears, looking like Fragile enough to disappear in a second.

Endearing.

In the past, Fei Yuan hated seeing his mother cry the most. When his mother cried, it was more uncomfortable than her mother beating him.

Many people say that Lin Yu and Fei Yuan look alike, but it's not that they look alike, it's just a nice word of kindness.

Fei Yuan and Lin Yu actually have no similarities at all. Take the eyes as an example. Lin Yu has innocent round eyes, Fei Yuan has proud red phoenix eyes, Lin Yu's eyes are tea-brown, and Fei Yuan's eyes are so thick that they cannot be separated. of black.

The same deep...and paranoid as Chang Yuesheng.

"Come in." Fei Yuan sized her up for a while before saying softly.

Lin Yu was overjoyed, knowing that Fei Yuan was raised by her and was on her side.

"Fei Yuan..." As soon as he entered the room, Lin Yu's tears rolled down with a trembling voice.

"Fei Yuan, please forgive mom. I've thought a lot when I went back these days. I shouldn't have kept it from you, and I shouldn't have lied to you that your father is dead." Lin Yu choked up, tears fell from his eyes as soon as he blinked. Non-stop, "But Fei Yuan, have you ever thought about it, if I didn't say that at the beginning, what would others think of me? What would they think of you? Fei Yuan, mom really loves you! I want to give you a no I was born to be looked down upon by others, but at that time there was nothing I could do, that’s all I can say.”

"Besides, isn't mom a victim? Fei Chengfeng and I are children in the same village. We grew up together. Long before he went to college, we agreed to marry me. Whether it is acquaintance or love, it is I came first! If you want to say Xiaosan, you should also say that Chang Yuesheng is Xiaosan! What did I do wrong? When I was with your dad, I didn't even know he was married!"

"Fei Yuan, I know you blame me for giving you such a bad background, but have you ever thought about it from the mother's point of view?! I was cheated by Fei Chengfeng and humiliated by Chang Yuesheng, you know I'm living a good life How bitter is it? Fei Yuan, mother loves you! I have nothing, I only have you! Yuan Yuan, forgive mother, forgive mother, please?"

Lin Yu's eyes were red and swollen, his voice was hoarse, and he looked sad and miserable as he couldn't cry.

If it were anyone, no matter a man or a woman, she would be moved by her right now.

Lin Yu has always been very good at judging people, pretending to be pitiful, and provocatively speaking, saying that black is white, and white is colorful.And you can't say she was wrong, she just blurred things out.

But Fei Yuan just looked at her indifferently, even got up and poured himself a glass of water and drank it slowly.

Lin Yu lay on the sofa and cried for a long time, seeing Fei Yuan's unmoved appearance, his heart skipped a beat.But she didn't think she couldn't take him down, she just thought that he was out of temper.

"Yakigaki, do you really hate mom that much?! You are mom's only hope to survive. If you don't forgive me, I really won't even have the motivation to live!"

Between the two, it will always be Fei Yuan who compromises.Lin Yu didn't think there would be any surprises this time.

"If you don't forgive me, I won't get up. If you are cruel to drive me out, then I will show you too! Jumping into the river, cutting your wrists, sleeping pills, whatever! Anyway, without you, I would be no different than dead !"

Lin Yu is a threat.

But this kind of threat is only useful to people who still have feelings for both parties or who can't bear to be soft-hearted.

emotion?Soft-hearted?

"Okay." Fei Yuan showed the first smile Lin Yu saw today, polite and expectant, he slowly put down the cup in his hand, turned around and threw a box from the small drawer of the coffee table.

"Death should be quicker, paraquat, have you heard of it? Even the best surgery can't save you if you drink it for 5 minutes."

Lin Yu choked, and stared at Fei Yuan with a pair of watery and beautiful eyes in disbelief.

Hold on, hold on, Feigaki is only eighteen, this time is the rebellious period, it is normal for the impulsive temper to be controlled by emotions and rebellious psychology.

He is just testing.

Yes, to test.

He couldn't have brought real paraquat.

Lin Yuqiang calmed down, wiped away his tears, and grabbed the paraquat with a determined look that was heartbroken by him: "Okay, everyone betrayed me anyway, Fei Chengfeng lied to me, Chang Yuesheng Insulting me, my son doesn't want me anymore, and the son I raised with blood doesn't look down on me anymore! It's meaningless to live, it's better to die clean and don't waste food!"

The scallion-white and jade-run fingers twisted the bottle cap twice, and it was easily unscrewed, and a pungent smell came up.

Lin Yu's eyes turned red, he didn't know whether it was because of the smell or because of grievance.

The beating of the heart was so loud that it was almost connected together, Lin Yuqiang calmed down and pretended not to unscrew it.

Tears of grievance overflowed, Lin Yu bit his lip and resolutely picked up the fruit knife on the coffee table and stabbed himself in the neck.

"You put the knife down."

Lin Yu suddenly raised his head and looked at Fei Yuan expectantly.

Sure enough, Feigaki was testing her.

"I want to use that knife to peel apples. I can't give it to you. I don't like the smell of blood."

Lin Yu's face turned pale instantly, and the muscles on his face trembled unconsciously.She blinked, trying to suppress the soreness and twitching trembling in her eye sockets, but failed.

Figaki really doesn't care anymore.

Lin Yu thought.

He really doesn't want me anymore.

An indescribable panic enveloped Lin Yu, wave after wave of cold swayed from her body, rushed to her limbs, and rushed to her brain.

Figaki...

Don't want me anymore.

Lin Yu felt that he should be angry and cursing Baiyanlang madly in his heart.

But what came earlier than anger was confusion and bewilderment.

I have raised a child for more than ten years, so I don't want it anymore.

My chess pieces are out of control.

"Fei Yuan, what did Chang Yuesheng tell you? What did that bastard Chang Yuesheng tell you?!" Lin Yu became hysterical holding the knife, and a sharp cry rushed out of her body.

"Slut! Slut! Slut! That bitch Chang Yuesheng! Isn't it enough that she stole my Cheng Feng?! Does she want to snatch my son too?! Slut! Ahhhhhhh Ah! Bitch! You will be punished! Bitch!"

"Mom, who snatched your son?" Fei Yuan walked up to Lin Yu, and slowly squatted down, with a soft expression, black eyes curved slightly, gentle and deep.

He whispered the question softly and softly, with a strange comfort, Lin Yu subconsciously quieted down.

"Mom, tell me, who did she rob? Which of your sons did she rob?" Fei Yuan grabbed Lin Yu's jaw, forcing her to look up at him.

Lin Yu woke up, and the blood in his body froze.Lin Yu's mind was in chaos, but Fei Yuan's words were like a sharp sword cutting through all obstacles.

Figaki, what are you asking?which son?what son?

She wanted to ask, but the muscles in her throat quivered, her tongue stiffened, and she couldn't speak.

Figaki...

"Say it!" Fingers tightened suddenly on Lin Yu's face, and Lin Yu was squeezed so hard that two tears fell instantly.

"..."

Lin Yu was enveloped in overwhelming fear, she looked at Fei Yuan almost in horror, her heart was beating so fast that she couldn't tell when it would explode.The blood vessels throbbed chug-chug, as if reminding him to calm down quickly.

No way.

She couldn't calm down.

fear.

Fear that seeps into the marrow.

"..." Lin Yu opened her mouth, and she seemed unable to move since her vocal cords were necrotic.

"Don't...kill me..." Lin Yu burst into tears in horror, and the water in his body rushed towards the lacrimal gland uncontrollably.

"Mom, didn't you say you were going to die?" Fei Yuan chuckled lightly.

lied to you.

That is, I lied to you.

I don't want to die, I don't want to die.

Figaki, let me go.

Please, let me go.

"Yes, sorry."

Sorry, so let me go.

"Mom, why are you sorry for me? It's hard work raising me up like this, isn't it?"

He wanted to control me, but also torment me, to use me, but also to hurt me.

so hard.

Really, too hard.

"Please...please..." Lin Yu just murmured, the flesh on both sides of her cheeks was pinched tightly by Fei Yuan, but she couldn't feel the pain.

"It's boring." The curvature of Fei Yuan's facial features instantly calmed down, the smile and tenderness disappeared, and he returned to that gloomy and boring look.

Fei Yuan shook his hand and left, took the water glass on the coffee table and habitually tried to take out the medicine bottle.

But it was empty.

The temperature in the air seemed to drop a few more degrees, Lin Yu shivered, and there was no longer Fei Yuan's confinement on her face, but her body remained in that position like a stiff stone, unable to move, but the cells kept moving. trembling.

Killing is only a momentary thing, but fear can be cultivated and gradually deepened.

Thinking of Lin Yu's tragic death in his previous life, Fei Yuan sighed regretfully.

Chang Yuesheng is a medical student. Although she hasn't stood on the operating table for so many years, her hands are very steady. The forensic doctor judged that the difference between Fei Chengfeng and Lin Yu's death time was not more than 1 minute. Chang Yuesheng wanted to pull the battle line It is very long, and the two perform it alternately.

But so what?No matter how deep the fear was, it was only a matter of ten minutes.

When a person dies, he cannot feel it.

"Mom, I promised you when I was a child that I would respect you well, how could I really let you die?" Fei Yuan laughed, but it was very ferocious.

A fairly healthy body doesn't need medicine to calm itself down, but Feigaki, who is used to medicine but can't touch it, is very irritable.

Because of his irascibility, he was a little violent.

But he's in control.

"Mom, I'll take a nap, I hope you'll be gone when I wake up." Fei Yuan restrained and politely finished speaking to her, and slowly closed the door.

A luxury suite that costs several thousand a night is naturally impossible to have only a living room for entertaining guests.

"..."

After Fei Yuan walked for a long time, Lin Yu fell to the ground limply, and began to cry.

Lin Yu didn't know whether he was more afraid or fearful.

But she really knew, Fei Yuan... don't want her anymore.

Fei Yuan's hatred for her is real.

Fei Yuan closed the door and took a few deep breaths.

Because of the excitement, his facial features were even a little distorted, and the frantic excitement and unspeakable joy flashed across his eyes with a smile.Fei Yuan planted his head into the pillow, and took a moment of suffocation.

One second, two seconds... ten seconds, twenty seconds...

His brain slowed down due to lack of oxygen, but his beating heart couldn't stop beating violently. Various emotions were churning in his mind, more intense than ocean waves, more intense than cats playing with threads. The group is more chaotic.

Eventually, he felt suffocated.

Fei Yuan lifted his face from the pillow, the aftertaste of excitement had not yet faded, Fei Yuan scratched his messy hair and sighed: "Mom, are you happy?"

"I'm very happy."

Fei Yuan enjoyed the pleasure of torturing Lin Yu, but at a certain moment, he wished that he would lose consciousness immediately and forget all about it.

Forget Chang Yuesheng, forget Fei Chengfeng, forget Fei Rui'an, and forget Lin Yu.

Everything starts from scratch.

I am neither Chang Yuesheng's son nor Lin Yu's son, let alone have anything to do with Fei Chengfeng.

Just a waif who doesn't even know where he's going next.

Go to the bridge hole, go to the trash can, go anywhere.

But after waking up, he felt that he was too stupid.

Hopelessly stupid.

How can we let them go? !How can we let them go and start from scratch? !

My life... was completely ruined by them!

How can I throw everything away and clear it all? !

I have nothing left.

All, lost...

"I have nothing left." Fei Yuan murmured looking at the broken medal.Even the agreement with you is long gone.Before Feigaki died, it was gone.

No life of your own, no future, no expectations... nothing.

You must use your pain to make up for me!

Ten times, a hundred times, a thousand times, ten thousand times, I can't get my future back.

Come to me.

Fei Yuan felt that his hatred was like a nightmare, it could not escape, it could not be annihilated, it could only struggle and struggle in the endless emptiness and pain.

love?Loved it, but that's not important anymore.

My expectations and my longings are unanswered.

Then I don't want it.

Mom, look at me.

Mom, go to hell.

What's the difference?I love you, but that doesn't stop me from wanting you to die.

Love and hate are intertwined, and he can't tell whether he loves Lin Yu more or hates Lin Yu more.

Then, he decided that no matter if he loves more or hates more, torture is the end point.

I love you, so it's like seeing you in pain.

I hate you so it makes me so happy to see you in pain.

No more dissent, no more disagreement.

Lin Yu, I have found the same way to express my love for you and my hatred for you.

happy?

You have to... be happy!

Because, so I will be happy!

Although there are seven days of rest, and the college entrance examination, which is the most important thing in life for a high school student, Feigaki is not busy.

He was no longer prepared to get involved in things like the college entrance examination.

Even if it used to be so important.

But no matter how important you are, you can't escape the tricks of fate.

Figaki's grades are very good, from childhood to adulthood.He also had his share in the recommendation quota from the very beginning.But before the recommendation quota was officially released, Fei Yuan gave up.

There are four recommended places in the experimental middle school.No matter how confused the school leaders are, they won't be fooled by such things.But that doesn't mean there isn't room for manipulation.

Fei Yuan is the first pick among the recommended students, and also the poorest one.

If he withdrew, he would naturally be able to get in another one.

No.5's parents gave a "thank you fee" of 5 yuan, and Fei Yuan took advantage of the situation and withdrew.

Fei Yuan didn't think so much about the number of recommended places. He heard that although he was famous, he had the ability and achievements. If he didn't recommend, he could choose a school by himself.

Youthful spirit, always taking it for granted, always taking it for granted that things will go according to his way of thinking.

After withdrawing from the recommendation list, Fei Yuan studied even harder than before, but all his hard work was ruined the day before the college entrance examination.

On June [-]th, the battle of the college entrance examination officially rang the bell.

Fei Yuan remembered that the fact that he was an illegitimate child gave him a big blow. Fei Yuan, who put his self-esteem more important than anything else, ran away that day. He neither dared to ask Lin Yu for proof, nor did he dare to let others I know, a person has been a homeless person for a few days, and then remembered the life event of the college entrance examination.

For a student, how important the college entrance examination is is self-evident, Fei Yuan forced himself to cheer up, contacted the teacher to make up the admission ticket, and forced himself to cheer up to face the college entrance examination.

But on June [-], the day before the college entrance examination, his dream was shattered.

Obviously he didn't do anything bad, but he helped people wash the dishes in exchange for food, but was dragged away by the hooligans.

He was beaten up, tied up and thrown in an alley.Most of his injuries were just superficial injuries, neither fractures nor internal organs were damaged, but his right hand was pierced through.

Fei Yuan desperately called for help in the alley until his voice became hoarse. Only when the sun was high did the sanitation workers discover him.

Before he even had time to bandage the wound, he almost staggered into the examination room, covered in blood and dust.

Just 10 minutes late, no problem.

It's just a little injury, not a big problem.

To destroy a person is not to kick him off the altar in one breath, but to push the person into a predicament while leaving some hope.

It gave him despair, but there was still a glimmer of hope left, and then the last glimmer of hope was pinched off in front of his face.

Fei Yuan struggled, no matter how hard he struggled, it was just the last futility before falling into the abyss.

"Figaki..." The invigilator at that scene was the art teacher of Feigaki Junior High School. While carefully taking the knife out of his hand with the school doctor, she bandaged her. She knew how hard Feigaki worked. Difficult, so the tears could not be stopped at all.