Really reborn.
Feigaki lay back bored.
I already guessed it when I was in the game, and I confirmed it again, and there was no fuss or novelty.
He doesn't have much attachment to death and life. When he wants to die, he seeks death, and when he doesn't want to die, he just lives casually. That's fine.
But it's boring to do this kind of thing again.
It's kind of... a pity.
I have been quietly waiting to die, why can't I die?
Assistant Lin subconsciously left the ward, and after closing the door carefully, he felt something was wrong again.
No, why did he listen to that brat so much?
Just a little illegitimate child!
Assistant Lin thought of Master Fei Jiazhen's advice, and immediately put on a straight face and pushed the door open.
"It's like this, Master Fei Yuan, the chairman sent me here today. In addition to paying your bills and going through the hospitalization procedures, I also need to help you handle the household registration. The chairman's business is very busy, and he will entrust this matter to you. A lawyer is here to talk to you."
"You're not a lawyer, are you?" Fei Yuan rolled his eyelids, probably because he was too bored, so he meant to give him more attention.
Assistant Lin was taken aback, and subconsciously followed Fei Yuan's words and replied: "Yes, but—"
"Then what are you doing here?"
Assistant Lin, who was new to society, blushed.He said he was the assistant to the chairman, but in fact the assistant to the chairman had someone from the office, Fei Yuan was hospitalized, Fei Chengfeng was not easy to intervene as a father, but he paid too much attention to Chang Yuesheng and it was not easy to deal with it, so he just pushed the matter aside Gave it to the men under him.
Although Fei Chengfeng is the chairman, Chang Yuesheng has a lot of shares, and half of the top management is hers. Everyone knows that this is something that offends others, so they push it to the intern who has the least right to speak in the office. born.
Assistant Lin accepted it reluctantly, knowing that this was a difficult task.But after thinking about it, although it is tricky, it is also an opportunity to show loyalty to the chairman's wife and young master.
Full of confidence, he typed out his plan to humiliate Fei Yuan, but all of them were blocked, and Assistant Lin immediately became annoyed.
"Master Feigaki, although these words are not pleasant, I would like to ask you to recognize the current situation. As an illegitimate child, in terms of morals and ethics—"
"Yes, morality and ethics, having a child out of wedlock is really not good, go talk to Fei Chengfeng and Lin Yu." Fei Yuan said blankly, "I can't choose my own birth, immoral is because they are shameless, Why did you come here and quarrel with me? Did I cheat in marriage or seduce a married man?"
Assistant Lin had prepared a lot of drafts before he came. He thought that this kind of ignorant, poor and cowardly brat could be bluffed with just a few words, but he didn't expect to be blocked twice in a row.
Assistant Lin, who had just entered the society, hadn't yet mastered his iron skills, and couldn't hold back when his face turned white and red when he was choked up by Fei Yuan.
"Master Feigaki is certainly right." Assistant Lin forced a smile and said, "The chairman sent me here, of course from the perspective of you, Master Feigaki. So I hope you can still listen to me. .A father will never hurt his children."
"Hurry up." Fei Yuan said impatiently.After all, it was ten years ago, no matter how good Feigaki's memory is, he can't write down everything that happened every day.Anyway, it's okay to be idle now, just listen to him and make it the background sound.
"Then let me go over what happened first, and when I see the lawyer, it will be convenient for you, Master Fei Yuan, to communicate with the lawyer. First of all, in 2002..."
Assistant Lin stood by the bed and spoke seriously, but Fei Yuan listened casually while lying on the bed with his eyes closed.
People always have to say something they believe in.It seems that if you don't talk about these things, you will not be able to live.
No one knew better about Fei Chengfeng and Lin Yu's crap than him, so he just listened to what Assistant Lin had to say, since it was of no reference value anyway.
He was thinking about what kind of situation he was in right now.
June [-], [-], a few days before the college entrance examination.
This time is a wonderful node.
"He" should have accidentally rescued Fei Chengfeng's legitimate son Fei Rui'an a few months ago in June. Out of gratitude, Fei Chengfeng covered all his medical expenses and let him stay in the hospital luxury VIP wards.
Otherwise, with Lin Yu's stinginess, he would be a small clinic at the doorstep at best.
But also because of this, Fei Chengfeng found out Fei Yuan's identity "by mistake" through the hospital's examination - the son of Fei Chengfeng and Lin Yu.
It seemed to be the same in his previous life. After lying here for more than a month, someone came and told him a lot, and Fei Yuan's three views collapsed in an instant.
Fei Yuan is poor, he has always been poor, but he has a lot of backbone. He has an extra father and an illegitimate child. Fei Yuan's self-esteem makes him unable to accept his identity. Due to the external targeting and ridicule, Fei Yuan could imagine how angry he was back then.
It was also because of this incident that Fei Yuan never had a peaceful life in his life.
"...The suggestion I give here is of course that I hope, Master Fei Yuan, that you can persuade Ms. Lin Yu. In terms of morality and public opinion, you are unreasonable after all."
When Lin Yu knew that she was pregnant, Chang Yuesheng had already chased him away. Lin Yu did look for Fei Chengfeng, but Fei Chengfeng didn't dare to make Chang Yuesheng angry anymore, so he chased Lin Yu away without even seeing her. After he left, he naturally didn't know that he had a son.
If not for this accident.
After Fei Chengfeng found out that he had an extra son, his first reaction was to admit it back and make up for what he owed him for so many years.
But out of paternal love, or because of other reasons, then the beholder sees benevolence.
"Although the household registration remains unchanged, Master Fei Yuan, you are the son of the chairman after all. How can there be any reason why a father does not love his children? Especially since it is the critical period of the college entrance examination, the chairman wants to maintain the status quo, and it is for your sake. Ah. You are also eighteen. It is reasonable to say that the chairman has no obligation to take care of you, but for the sake of father and son, he can put forward such a condition, which is enough to show his love for you. After all, Feigaki Young master, your identity is not glorious, you were born..."
Assistant Lin's words were meaningfully cut off, but they left people with infinite reverie. Although they kept calling Master Fei Yuan in the name of being good for him, the contempt in his eyes and the mockery in his words were nothing. Indispensable.
The opponent was a child, and Assistant Lin never paid attention to Fei Yuan, so naturally, he didn't mean to respect or disrespect him.
"So?" Fei Gaki slowly turned his head and looked at the man who claimed to be Fei Chengfeng's assistant, "So, according to what you said, all I have to do now is stand up, go out, and find a rope Hang yourself, don’t you?” Fei Yuan sat up slowly, the wide white and blue striped hospital gown made his already thin body even more slender and fragile.
Assistant Lin was taken aback, and subconsciously retorted: "I didn't mean that." His words were indeed a bit harsh, but not to the extent that Fei Yuan said.
He just used people's money to do things for others, why did he have to force people to death to find work for himself?
Although the current situation made Fei Yuan feel a little embarrassed and embarrassed, he didn't seem to notice it at all. Instead, he smiled very happily, not a fake smile deliberately put on, but the kind that even the corners of the eyes and the brows With a happy smile, it was like a ray of sunshine shining on his facial features, illuminating his whole body with a radiant glow.
The untimely smile, and the kind of embarrassing rhetorical question that he couldn't answer anyway, made Secretary Lin's back sweat profusely, and he wanted to refute what Fei Yuan said, saying that he had never said such a thing.
He was a little at a loss as he watched the embarrassment that should belong to Fei Yuan appear on his body. For a moment, Assistant Lin even felt that he and Fei Yuan had switched places, and that he was the "adult" who held the dominance.
This realization made Assistant Lin flustered for a moment: "Master Fei Yuan, Master, I just..."
Fei Yuan didn't seem to pay attention to what he meant, but continued talking on his own: "Actually, I also don't think I'm worth living! Why don't you go find a thicker weight-bearing Stronger rope, and remember to wrap the rope well with cloth and cotton."
When Fei Yuan spoke, some blush appeared on his pale face, and his eyes became more and more blurred, as if seeing something he liked, the more he talked, the more excited he became, but I don't know if it was out of politeness or For other reasons, his tone was still soft.
"Otherwise, the rope will hurt me. The rough fiber will rub against the flesh of my neck, and then it will grind my skin bit by bit like a saw, piercing into my flesh, and the blood will flow It oozes out little by little. Sigh...it hurts just thinking about it! Although I think this little pain is nothing compared to the feeling of suffocation, it’s always good to be more or less comfortable! Wait until you find it Rope, find another place with a great view, I want one..."
"Fei, Fei Yuan!" Although Fei Yuan always used "I" when speaking, Assistant Lin seemed to see the skin and flesh of his neck being worn out bit by bit by the rough rope, bleeding, and strangled. Tight..., the cold feeling surrounded Assistant Lin, and he couldn't help shivering, and there was a creepy feeling under his feet that rushed straight to the top of the sky from the soles of his feet, making his bones feel cold .
The interrupted Fei Yuan tilted him and looked at him, the blush on his pale face faded away at a speed visible to the naked eye, his dark eyes seemed to express some dissatisfaction, but they seemed to be simply looking at him.
"..." Assistant Lin's brain was completely blank for a moment.
"Do you have anything to do?" Fei Yuan asked politely, the corners of his mouth lowered, all the expressions on his face faded in an instant, there was no expression on his face, neither dissatisfied nor unhappy Not excited or happy, just looking at him plainly, without any arc.
"Hoo, hoo——" Assistant Lin came back to his senses, and was suddenly startled by the feeling of suffocation. Have you even forgotten to breathe?
"No, it's all right." Assistant Lin didn't want to continue entanglement with Fei Yuan, and just wanted to leave this weird room quickly, holding his neckline and lowering his head, feeling like he was alive after a catastrophe.
"Then let's go." Fei Yuan lowered his eyelids wearily, and lay back on the hospital bed, quietly watching the clouds passing by outside the window.
Assistant Lin got permission, and quickly rushed out of the ward, but by accident, he took a look at Fei Yuan.The black-haired boy tilted his head, his pure black eyes reflected the blue sky and white clouds, his good features were indifferent, some long messy black hair and too pale complexion seemed to be the only color on his body.
It should be a quiet and beautiful painting, but it gives people an indescribable weirdness.
A tingling sensation like an electric current swam through his body, Assistant Lin could feel goosebumps rising unconsciously, his eyes widened involuntarily, and a panic that could not be traced to the source surged up.
Assistant Lin's heart skipped a beat, and he even had the illusion of "if you don't leave, you can never leave again".
"Pa——" the door was slammed shut, and Assistant Lin flew down the stairs under the nurse's reprimand of "don't run in the corridor".
A trace of black mist disappeared from his fingertips.
Sure enough, the system could suppress the evil spirit he had snatched, but it couldn't be completely unusable as stated in the "Notes".
Fei Yuan lay on the bed and thought about the hunting ground for a while, and then thought about where to go next.
Very abruptly, Chang Yuesheng's voice suddenly entered his ears.
Fei Yuan was stunned for a moment, and for some reason, the scene of Chang Yuesheng standing in front of him covered in blood also jumped out.
Obviously it was "a few days" ago.
I didn't even miss it when I was reborn, why pop out now?
But in the end, it can only be attributed to the time difference between the hunting field and reality.
Fei Yuan no longer has much interest in Chang Yuesheng.
There is no love for her, and hatred has become a kind of tasteless taste, just like what Chang Yuesheng wanted to say to her before he died: no need.
It doesn't have to be.
Anyway, I won't forgive you.
But he didn't say anything in the end.
There is no need.
From the moment you destroy me with your own hands, nothing matters.
Your dear Yuanyuan was killed by your own hands.
Compared with Chang Yuesheng, Fei Yuan felt that he wanted to see Lin Yu more.
"Come on, stretch out your arm and draw blood." The nurse came in pushing the cart, fiddling with iodine and needles, and asked about his physical condition with concern, "How do you feel today? The college entrance examination is about to take place. Relax a little these days." It doesn't matter at all, your grades are so good, you can perform normally."
Fei Yuan didn't even look at her, and got up to get out of bed.
"Fei Yuan, your feet haven't healed completely yet, it's best to stop moving them and take care of them!" The price of the VIP ward is high, and there are enough doctors and nurses. Fei Yuan has a cheerful, lively and sweet-mouthed personality. The nurses here are already familiar with it.
Fei Yuan picked up the crutches and left. The nurse thought he was going to be brave again, so she hurried up to persuade him.
"Go away." Fei Yuan's leg was already fine, but thinking that the appearance of being wrapped in plaster was still useful, he didn't directly go to the doctor to remove the plaster cast on his leg.
Fei Yuan looked at her coldly, the nurse met his dark eyes, and suddenly froze.
"Fei Yuan, what's wrong? Did the person who came just now said something bad to you? Don't take it to heart..."
Feigaki impatiently sideways to avoid him.
The nurse probably meant well, but what did it have to do with him?
"Figaki, where are you going? If you want to go out and relax, you have to do the inspection first! Feigaki, Feigaki!"
"Forget it, let him be alone. Do you know why that man came here just now?" The head nurse who knew something inside stopped her.
Fei Yuan ignored the commotion of the doctors and nurses, and went straight downstairs. Although the injury on his leg was not completely healed, Fei Yuan's skills were exceptionally flexible.
Things like broken bones, huh.
Fei Yuan stood at the gate of the hospital, watching the people coming and going, the noise of the building full of traffic, he was in a trance for a moment.
In special occasions like hospitals, there is never a quiet time 24 hours a day throughout the year. It is normal for traffic jams to be slower than people walking, and it is even more common for people to scream and car horns to bombard ears.
Fei Yuan didn't feel noisy, he just felt dazed.
It was at this moment that Fei Yuan had the real feeling of "ah, it's really a comeback".
I am truly... reborn.
The busyness of admission and discharge a few years ago seems to be still in sight.
"Di--"
Awakened by the loud whistle, Fei Yuan frowned, and walked away quickly with a cane.
He doesn't like cars.
The experience of about three car accidents made him extremely repulsive to things like cars. For a while, he even suffered from spatial claustrophobia. He couldn't move as soon as he got in the car and entered the elevator.
The feeling of not being able to control his body was terrible, so Feigaki immediately started to take a long-term car, and had someone drive him 24 hours a day.After eating and vomiting, I hung up the water again. After more than half a month of tossing, my body no longer reacted to the car or the small space.But he still hates cars.
Whether you are in a car or have a car passing by.
"Lin Yu, come and pick me up." Fei Yuanyong found a phone booth near the hospital and spent a dollar to call his nominal mother.
"It's Fei Yuan, what's the matter? Didn't the doctor say that you still need to be cared for for a month? Don't worry about getting out of the hospital. Someone will pay for the medical expenses. Just stay where you feel at ease, and leave everything else to your mother." Lin Yu's voice was a little surprised, but it was still as gentle as water.
"Fei Chengfeng came to see me." Fei Yuan was too lazy to talk to her, and hung up the phone straightforwardly.
Normally, Lin Yu would be angry with Fei Yuan's behavior, but when he heard the word "Fei Chengfeng", Lin Yu's heart skipped a beat, but at the same time, an unconcealable excitement rushed up.
Compared with Fei Chengfeng, what is Fei Yuan?
"Cheng Feng, we haven't seen each other for 18 years, right?" Lin Yu covered his face and smiled, but couldn't help the soreness in his eyes. When his eyelids blinked, two tears fell on his hands, "Cheng Feng, I So happy."
Soon, I will see you.
Lin Yu, I... miss you so much.
Fei Yuan leaned against the phone booth and smiled foolishly for a while.
Fei Yuan didn't say where he was, but he knew that Lin Yu would desperately find him.
After all, he is the only weight in her hands.
Fei Yuan dug out his pockets and took out all the money. There was only 18 yuan in the hospital gown, minus one yuan for the phone call, and the remaining 17 yuan was all his belongings.
Cell phone or something, he doesn't have that kind of thing.A non-brand smart phone starts at [-] yuan, and the monthly rent is as low as [-] yuan, and the phone package data needs to be paid separately. He doesn't have that much money.
All never had.
Fei Yuan is not going to go home, ten years have passed, he has already forgotten where his home is.There is no need to go back.
But he also had nowhere to go.
No money.
Fei Yuan felt bored and didn't know what to do next.But he knows what he lacks now.
Short of money.
Figaki is poor, really poor.
The third year of high school had a day off in two weeks, and Fei Yuan's nominal mother, Lin Yu, would give her [-] yuan at a time. According to Lin Yu's calculation, one yuan for breakfast, five yuan for lunch, five yuan for dinner, and money to buy snacks.
Fei Yuan felt that it was not easy for his mother to raise him alone, she always gave as much as she could and never complained about how little money she had.
But the money can’t be spent as the mother said. The things in the school cafeteria are cheaper than those outside, but you can only buy two vegetable buns that are a circle larger than the steamed buns for one dollar. Dissatisfied with a mouth.
At 06:30 in the third year of senior high school, the "zeroth class" before morning self-study will start. Fei Yuan is a day student, and he has no bicycle and money to take the bus. He has to get up at 05:30 in the morning and walk there. He dare not even run—run Get hungry easily.
After class at 11:30 noon, Fei Yuan’s routine is to choose from fried bean sprouts, fried cabbage, fried cabbage and steamed eggs for one and a half yuan, plus [-] cents of rice, one meal is three and a half yuan, two meals are seven yuan, and one day is nine yuan. .
At night, I used sleep early to fight hunger, so I found 1.7 meters [-] smoothly, but I was thin, but my bones hurt.
According to Fei Yuan's flower method, in this way, I can save [-] or [-] yuan for two weeks, and find a part-time job on Sunday, and I can also fill in the tuition fee and materials fee.
Fei Yuan looked at the 18 yuan in his hand, and suddenly felt a little brainless in the past.
Lin Yu said that she didn't earn much money, that it was too expensive to raise him, but she never thought about where her house full of clothes and table of cosmetics came from.
Lin Yu said that she begged for it from someone else, and if someone didn't want it and gave it to her, he foolishly believed it. He also thought it was really hard, and he couldn't even afford to buy a piece of clothing in order to support him.
Looking at it now after leaving that state and that age, Lin Yu's rhetoric and excuses make people laugh.
But the former Feigaki was serious.
It's too difficult to be a mother, and it's too difficult to raise him.I have to be more sensible, I have to be better, and I must let her live a better life in the future!You must honor her well and not let her be wronged!
But how did he know that what Lin Yu hated the most was his success.
He was very hungry, but Feigaki had no appetite.
To be honest, he hadn't experienced the feeling of being hungry for a long time. After most of his stomach was cut, his appetite was exaggeratedly small, and the nutrition he usually needed was supplemented by nutritional injections.
But since he hasn't experienced the feeling of being hungry for so long, he should go eat something.
"A bowl of beef and rice noodles." The prices near the hospital are much higher than other places. A handful of vermicelli, a few bean sprouts, and a few slices of thin, translucent beef are normal for a bowl of Shiqi.
"Student, do you have a leg injury? Why did you come out to eat alone? Didn't your family come to deliver the food? Or do you think the food in the hospital is not good?" asked the proprietress with concern.
Fei Yuan's expression was indifferent: "It has nothing to do with you."
The proprietress choked, and from the corner of her eye, she glanced at the slightly bulging veins in Fei Yuan's hand, and spread the meat on the rice noodles with a chopstick.
Fei Yuan didn't think much of it, took the rice noodles and found a seat at random, and started eating.
Fei Yuan originally wanted to experience the feeling of eating, but his body needed too much energy, and his appetite was scary. After eating a bowl of rice noodles with noodles and soup, Fei Yuan finally regained his senses.
A little full.
Feeling, not very good.
Fei Yuan's body was still clamoring to eat more, but he was not ready to satisfy it.
During the time spent in the VIP ward, among other things, the food was pretty good. Although Fei Yuan's body was still skinny, he didn't suffer from dizziness or weakness.
Think about it carefully, this period of time is probably the so-called "highlight of life" moment.You don’t need to worry about how to save money for your next meal, you don’t need to rely on drinking water to overcome your hunger, and you won’t crawl on the bed and press your stomach with your fists in the middle of the night.
I will not worry about whether I will have a car accident today or be kidnapped tomorrow.
It's just that this highlight moment is too short.
Hefei Chengfeng's blood test certificate shattered his dream, and he went straight into the depths of hell from which he could not escape.
Not everyone can be said to be lucky. Fei Yuan would rather not have had this kind of rich family background that flew up the branches and became a phoenix from the beginning.
It took Lin Yu a while to find Fei Yuan, and when she saw Fei Yuan, she was a little angry: "Where did you go?! Why didn't you stay in the ward?!"
Lin Yu heard that Fei Chengfeng was here, so he deliberately changed his image. He looked plain but not glamorous, his eyes were watery and soft, but his tone was very bad. The faces are very different.
As soon as the words came out, she realized that her voice was too sharp and her tone was too aggressive, thinking that Fei Chengfeng had not been seen yet, so she softened her tone: "Yuanyuan, do you know how much I am?" I'm worried about you, your leg is still not healed, and there is no one around to take care of you, if something happens, mother can do it like this!"
"Let's go."
"Yuanyuan, what's wrong with you today?" Lin Yu felt something was wrong.
Fei Yuan is recognized as a good boy with good grades and a good personality, because he knows that it is not easy for a single mother to raise him alone. The precocious Fei Yuan will try his best to lighten Lin Yu's burden very early on, and never show it in front of Lin Yu. bad mood.
But today, ever since Fei Yuan met her, there has been no smile on her face.
A trace of panic crept up in Lin Yu's heart, and Lin Yu felt that something was trying to escape from her, but soon, she immediately calmed down again.
Impossible, it is impossible for her to fail.
"Fei Yuan, what's wrong?" Lin Yu frowned slightly, and supported Fei Yuan with concern.
Although he is over 40 years old, Lin Yu is well maintained, no matter his face or hands are slack or wrinkled, his fair and slender fingers are as green and tender as a little girl.
"Mom." Fei Yuan smiled, he lowered his head, and looked at her finger on his arm for a long while.
A strange feeling came out again, under the sight of Fei Yuan, it was difficult for her to continue to put her hands on it and act like a loving mother and son.
Lin Yu suddenly felt that the Fei Yuan in front of her was a little strange, but upon closer inspection, it was still her Fei Yuan, without any difference.It is said that they are mother and son who have lived together for 18 years, but Lin Yu is not very familiar with Fei Yuan.
Fei Yuan is always in a hurry, worrying about his next meal, working hard for his next improvement, mother and son rarely have time to sit together.
Not to mention……
Lin Yu let go of his hands in embarrassment, and instead used his fingers to tickle the hair that no longer needs to be taken care of, with a flattering look on his face: "Fei Yuan, Mom will take you back to the ward."
18 years, too long, she desperately wanted to see Fei Chengfeng, wanted to see——
"Just go home." Lin Yu's temperature seemed to remain on the skin of his arm, which made Fei Yuan frowned in disgust.
His young body didn't seem to have any rejection reaction yet, but psychologically, Feigaki was so uncomfortable that he wanted to take a bath.
It was aimed at Lin Yu, Fei Yuan hated any physical contact with Lin Yu.
Even if I have longed for my mother's love so much.
"No!" Lin Yu almost screamed, how could she give up on the person she was about to meet after 18 years of thinking about it? !
"I said, go back." Fei Yuan's expression was calm, but he could not refuse.
"Fei Yuan!!" Lin Yu glared, but when she touched Fei Yuan's dark eyes, a shiver made her calm down.
"Fei Yuan, mother knows that you feel that your status as an illegitimate child is disgraceful. You should blame mother for not giving you a good background. But Cheng Feng is your father? It is the fault of mother and father. We should bear it, but between father and son, how can there be any unspeakable hatred? Even from a legal point of view, you are innocent!"
"Lin Yu, I don't want to say it again. I want to go back, right now!" Fei Yuan turned cold.
"Fei Yuan..." Lin Yu wanted to say something else, but he hesitated when he thought that all his hopes of seeing Fei Chengfeng now rested on Fei Yuan.
"Okay, okay, kid, you'll be thinking too much if you don't go home for a few days, you can do this when you go to college!" Lin Yu softened his tone, and didn't pay attention to Fei Yuan calling her name directly.
Fei Yuan was unmoved by her tenderness, but just looked at her indifferently.
The smile on Lin Yu's lips froze, he looked away and compromised, "Mom will cook you your favorite food when she goes back home, and you can stay in the ward obediently, okay?"
Seeing that Fei Yuan's eyes didn't change, Lin Yu quickly added: "It's said that you've been hurt for a hundred days, and your legs haven't healed yet. Don't run around and hurt yourself even more. Yes. Let mom do whatever you want, you can just go back and lie down obediently, okay?"
"Lin Yu, do you know why Fei Chengfeng came here?"
Some bad thoughts flashed through Lin Yu's mind, but he quickly regained his composure. He curled his lips and said with a smile, "Probably it's the inexplicable blood relationship between father and son. You are similar to your father. He looks so much like him!"
Fei Yuan looks a lot like Fei Chengfeng, it's hard to tell if you look closely, but at first glance, it looks a bit like Fei Chengfeng when he was young.
It's just that the temperament of the two is completely different.
My heart skipped a beat, and I knew where my unexplainable panic came from.
Fei Yuan looks good, although he is a little thinner, but he is tall and well-proportioned, and his cheerful and cheerful personality gives people a good impression of being full of vitality and sunshine, just like a young white poplar full of vitality.
But I don't know when it started, Fei Yuan's smile brought out a strange and gloomy look, and his dark eyes were a bit too black and white, giving people the feeling that he is focusing on you and making people feel that he is looking at a dead piece off the meat.
Can't tell. It's scary.
"Fei Yuan, did someone gossip with you?" Lin Yu asked eagerly, "Your father loves you very much, it's not that he didn't want to see you all these years, but that I didn't have time to tell him. How can any parent not love their child? You see, as soon as he knew you existed, he immediately wanted to recognize you, Fei Yuan, don’t listen to other people’s nonsense, Dad will never harm you!"
"Are you sure you want to say this here?"
It was only then that Lin Yu remembered that they were at the entrance of the hospital, and looked around. Many people focused more or less attention here.
"Go, mom will take you home first."
Every time, only when Lin Yu felt guilty, would he call himself "Mom".
Her guilty conscience is different from others, Fei Yuan is a very filial child, although he is stubborn, but he cares more about his mother's feelings, so every time Lin Yu and Fei Yuan have some disputes, he takes out "Mom" and presses it down. Figaki was able to obey obediently.
From childhood to adulthood, it has been tried and tested.
Lin Yu felt a little uneasy.She knew who said what to Fei Yuan, and she couldn't figure out why Fei Yuan suddenly became so aggressive.
But, it's okay.
Lin Yu comforted himself and said that it doesn't matter, as long as he is still "mother", everything will be fine.
"I don't take a taxi." Fei Yuan said slowly after waiting for Lin Yu to call a taxi.
"The subway is too crowded, Fei Yuan, I know you are a good boy, you don't need to save me this money." Lin Yu said comfortingly and comfortingly.
"I can't take a car. The doctor said that I have spatial claustrophobia, the sequelae of a car accident." Fei Yuan has never been a person who is willing to treat him badly and force himself. He hates taxis, so he won't take them.
He hated Lin Yu, so he made things difficult for her, and there was nothing to say.
Fei Yuan's reason was enough to make Lin Yu unable to say other reasons.
"Then go take the subway." Lin Yu took a step back.
"There are too many people, I will throw up." Fei Yuan continued to make excuses.
Lin Yu wanted to get angry, but facing Shang Feiyuan's eyes that seemed to be smiling but not smiling, his angry brain cooled down instantly as if a bucket of ice-water mixture had been poured on it.
"Then, how do you want to go back?"
Fei Yuan turned his attention to the shared bicycle parked on the side of the road - the shared tricycle next to it.
Lin Yu's face twitched, "Fei Yuan, you want to exhaust your mother to death!" As he spoke, tears rolled down his face.
Whether it's sharing bicycles or sharing tricycles, she can't accept it.Although Lin Yu kept telling Fei Yuan that she was poor, cosmetics, clothes, shoes, bags, which one wasn't a lady's brand?Only a fool like Fei Yuan who doesn't understand anything will believe her nonsense.
Not to mention taking Fei Yuan home on a tricycle, even taking the subway would have killed her half.
She can be poor in front of Fei Yuan, but she will never allow herself to be poorer than others!
In the end, Fei Yuan took a step back and asked Lin Yu to pay for a "replacement driver" to drive them back in an electric tricycle.
"Fei Yuan, you are not at home these few days, no one is cleaning the house, I'll take the subway back to clean up the house first, okay?" Lin Yu looked at Fei Yuan weakly, with tears in her beautiful eyes, a look of guilt Distressed look.
Feigaki lay back bored.
I already guessed it when I was in the game, and I confirmed it again, and there was no fuss or novelty.
He doesn't have much attachment to death and life. When he wants to die, he seeks death, and when he doesn't want to die, he just lives casually. That's fine.
But it's boring to do this kind of thing again.
It's kind of... a pity.
I have been quietly waiting to die, why can't I die?
Assistant Lin subconsciously left the ward, and after closing the door carefully, he felt something was wrong again.
No, why did he listen to that brat so much?
Just a little illegitimate child!
Assistant Lin thought of Master Fei Jiazhen's advice, and immediately put on a straight face and pushed the door open.
"It's like this, Master Fei Yuan, the chairman sent me here today. In addition to paying your bills and going through the hospitalization procedures, I also need to help you handle the household registration. The chairman's business is very busy, and he will entrust this matter to you. A lawyer is here to talk to you."
"You're not a lawyer, are you?" Fei Yuan rolled his eyelids, probably because he was too bored, so he meant to give him more attention.
Assistant Lin was taken aback, and subconsciously followed Fei Yuan's words and replied: "Yes, but—"
"Then what are you doing here?"
Assistant Lin, who was new to society, blushed.He said he was the assistant to the chairman, but in fact the assistant to the chairman had someone from the office, Fei Yuan was hospitalized, Fei Chengfeng was not easy to intervene as a father, but he paid too much attention to Chang Yuesheng and it was not easy to deal with it, so he just pushed the matter aside Gave it to the men under him.
Although Fei Chengfeng is the chairman, Chang Yuesheng has a lot of shares, and half of the top management is hers. Everyone knows that this is something that offends others, so they push it to the intern who has the least right to speak in the office. born.
Assistant Lin accepted it reluctantly, knowing that this was a difficult task.But after thinking about it, although it is tricky, it is also an opportunity to show loyalty to the chairman's wife and young master.
Full of confidence, he typed out his plan to humiliate Fei Yuan, but all of them were blocked, and Assistant Lin immediately became annoyed.
"Master Feigaki, although these words are not pleasant, I would like to ask you to recognize the current situation. As an illegitimate child, in terms of morals and ethics—"
"Yes, morality and ethics, having a child out of wedlock is really not good, go talk to Fei Chengfeng and Lin Yu." Fei Yuan said blankly, "I can't choose my own birth, immoral is because they are shameless, Why did you come here and quarrel with me? Did I cheat in marriage or seduce a married man?"
Assistant Lin had prepared a lot of drafts before he came. He thought that this kind of ignorant, poor and cowardly brat could be bluffed with just a few words, but he didn't expect to be blocked twice in a row.
Assistant Lin, who had just entered the society, hadn't yet mastered his iron skills, and couldn't hold back when his face turned white and red when he was choked up by Fei Yuan.
"Master Feigaki is certainly right." Assistant Lin forced a smile and said, "The chairman sent me here, of course from the perspective of you, Master Feigaki. So I hope you can still listen to me. .A father will never hurt his children."
"Hurry up." Fei Yuan said impatiently.After all, it was ten years ago, no matter how good Feigaki's memory is, he can't write down everything that happened every day.Anyway, it's okay to be idle now, just listen to him and make it the background sound.
"Then let me go over what happened first, and when I see the lawyer, it will be convenient for you, Master Fei Yuan, to communicate with the lawyer. First of all, in 2002..."
Assistant Lin stood by the bed and spoke seriously, but Fei Yuan listened casually while lying on the bed with his eyes closed.
People always have to say something they believe in.It seems that if you don't talk about these things, you will not be able to live.
No one knew better about Fei Chengfeng and Lin Yu's crap than him, so he just listened to what Assistant Lin had to say, since it was of no reference value anyway.
He was thinking about what kind of situation he was in right now.
June [-], [-], a few days before the college entrance examination.
This time is a wonderful node.
"He" should have accidentally rescued Fei Chengfeng's legitimate son Fei Rui'an a few months ago in June. Out of gratitude, Fei Chengfeng covered all his medical expenses and let him stay in the hospital luxury VIP wards.
Otherwise, with Lin Yu's stinginess, he would be a small clinic at the doorstep at best.
But also because of this, Fei Chengfeng found out Fei Yuan's identity "by mistake" through the hospital's examination - the son of Fei Chengfeng and Lin Yu.
It seemed to be the same in his previous life. After lying here for more than a month, someone came and told him a lot, and Fei Yuan's three views collapsed in an instant.
Fei Yuan is poor, he has always been poor, but he has a lot of backbone. He has an extra father and an illegitimate child. Fei Yuan's self-esteem makes him unable to accept his identity. Due to the external targeting and ridicule, Fei Yuan could imagine how angry he was back then.
It was also because of this incident that Fei Yuan never had a peaceful life in his life.
"...The suggestion I give here is of course that I hope, Master Fei Yuan, that you can persuade Ms. Lin Yu. In terms of morality and public opinion, you are unreasonable after all."
When Lin Yu knew that she was pregnant, Chang Yuesheng had already chased him away. Lin Yu did look for Fei Chengfeng, but Fei Chengfeng didn't dare to make Chang Yuesheng angry anymore, so he chased Lin Yu away without even seeing her. After he left, he naturally didn't know that he had a son.
If not for this accident.
After Fei Chengfeng found out that he had an extra son, his first reaction was to admit it back and make up for what he owed him for so many years.
But out of paternal love, or because of other reasons, then the beholder sees benevolence.
"Although the household registration remains unchanged, Master Fei Yuan, you are the son of the chairman after all. How can there be any reason why a father does not love his children? Especially since it is the critical period of the college entrance examination, the chairman wants to maintain the status quo, and it is for your sake. Ah. You are also eighteen. It is reasonable to say that the chairman has no obligation to take care of you, but for the sake of father and son, he can put forward such a condition, which is enough to show his love for you. After all, Feigaki Young master, your identity is not glorious, you were born..."
Assistant Lin's words were meaningfully cut off, but they left people with infinite reverie. Although they kept calling Master Fei Yuan in the name of being good for him, the contempt in his eyes and the mockery in his words were nothing. Indispensable.
The opponent was a child, and Assistant Lin never paid attention to Fei Yuan, so naturally, he didn't mean to respect or disrespect him.
"So?" Fei Gaki slowly turned his head and looked at the man who claimed to be Fei Chengfeng's assistant, "So, according to what you said, all I have to do now is stand up, go out, and find a rope Hang yourself, don’t you?” Fei Yuan sat up slowly, the wide white and blue striped hospital gown made his already thin body even more slender and fragile.
Assistant Lin was taken aback, and subconsciously retorted: "I didn't mean that." His words were indeed a bit harsh, but not to the extent that Fei Yuan said.
He just used people's money to do things for others, why did he have to force people to death to find work for himself?
Although the current situation made Fei Yuan feel a little embarrassed and embarrassed, he didn't seem to notice it at all. Instead, he smiled very happily, not a fake smile deliberately put on, but the kind that even the corners of the eyes and the brows With a happy smile, it was like a ray of sunshine shining on his facial features, illuminating his whole body with a radiant glow.
The untimely smile, and the kind of embarrassing rhetorical question that he couldn't answer anyway, made Secretary Lin's back sweat profusely, and he wanted to refute what Fei Yuan said, saying that he had never said such a thing.
He was a little at a loss as he watched the embarrassment that should belong to Fei Yuan appear on his body. For a moment, Assistant Lin even felt that he and Fei Yuan had switched places, and that he was the "adult" who held the dominance.
This realization made Assistant Lin flustered for a moment: "Master Fei Yuan, Master, I just..."
Fei Yuan didn't seem to pay attention to what he meant, but continued talking on his own: "Actually, I also don't think I'm worth living! Why don't you go find a thicker weight-bearing Stronger rope, and remember to wrap the rope well with cloth and cotton."
When Fei Yuan spoke, some blush appeared on his pale face, and his eyes became more and more blurred, as if seeing something he liked, the more he talked, the more excited he became, but I don't know if it was out of politeness or For other reasons, his tone was still soft.
"Otherwise, the rope will hurt me. The rough fiber will rub against the flesh of my neck, and then it will grind my skin bit by bit like a saw, piercing into my flesh, and the blood will flow It oozes out little by little. Sigh...it hurts just thinking about it! Although I think this little pain is nothing compared to the feeling of suffocation, it’s always good to be more or less comfortable! Wait until you find it Rope, find another place with a great view, I want one..."
"Fei, Fei Yuan!" Although Fei Yuan always used "I" when speaking, Assistant Lin seemed to see the skin and flesh of his neck being worn out bit by bit by the rough rope, bleeding, and strangled. Tight..., the cold feeling surrounded Assistant Lin, and he couldn't help shivering, and there was a creepy feeling under his feet that rushed straight to the top of the sky from the soles of his feet, making his bones feel cold .
The interrupted Fei Yuan tilted him and looked at him, the blush on his pale face faded away at a speed visible to the naked eye, his dark eyes seemed to express some dissatisfaction, but they seemed to be simply looking at him.
"..." Assistant Lin's brain was completely blank for a moment.
"Do you have anything to do?" Fei Yuan asked politely, the corners of his mouth lowered, all the expressions on his face faded in an instant, there was no expression on his face, neither dissatisfied nor unhappy Not excited or happy, just looking at him plainly, without any arc.
"Hoo, hoo——" Assistant Lin came back to his senses, and was suddenly startled by the feeling of suffocation. Have you even forgotten to breathe?
"No, it's all right." Assistant Lin didn't want to continue entanglement with Fei Yuan, and just wanted to leave this weird room quickly, holding his neckline and lowering his head, feeling like he was alive after a catastrophe.
"Then let's go." Fei Yuan lowered his eyelids wearily, and lay back on the hospital bed, quietly watching the clouds passing by outside the window.
Assistant Lin got permission, and quickly rushed out of the ward, but by accident, he took a look at Fei Yuan.The black-haired boy tilted his head, his pure black eyes reflected the blue sky and white clouds, his good features were indifferent, some long messy black hair and too pale complexion seemed to be the only color on his body.
It should be a quiet and beautiful painting, but it gives people an indescribable weirdness.
A tingling sensation like an electric current swam through his body, Assistant Lin could feel goosebumps rising unconsciously, his eyes widened involuntarily, and a panic that could not be traced to the source surged up.
Assistant Lin's heart skipped a beat, and he even had the illusion of "if you don't leave, you can never leave again".
"Pa——" the door was slammed shut, and Assistant Lin flew down the stairs under the nurse's reprimand of "don't run in the corridor".
A trace of black mist disappeared from his fingertips.
Sure enough, the system could suppress the evil spirit he had snatched, but it couldn't be completely unusable as stated in the "Notes".
Fei Yuan lay on the bed and thought about the hunting ground for a while, and then thought about where to go next.
Very abruptly, Chang Yuesheng's voice suddenly entered his ears.
Fei Yuan was stunned for a moment, and for some reason, the scene of Chang Yuesheng standing in front of him covered in blood also jumped out.
Obviously it was "a few days" ago.
I didn't even miss it when I was reborn, why pop out now?
But in the end, it can only be attributed to the time difference between the hunting field and reality.
Fei Yuan no longer has much interest in Chang Yuesheng.
There is no love for her, and hatred has become a kind of tasteless taste, just like what Chang Yuesheng wanted to say to her before he died: no need.
It doesn't have to be.
Anyway, I won't forgive you.
But he didn't say anything in the end.
There is no need.
From the moment you destroy me with your own hands, nothing matters.
Your dear Yuanyuan was killed by your own hands.
Compared with Chang Yuesheng, Fei Yuan felt that he wanted to see Lin Yu more.
"Come on, stretch out your arm and draw blood." The nurse came in pushing the cart, fiddling with iodine and needles, and asked about his physical condition with concern, "How do you feel today? The college entrance examination is about to take place. Relax a little these days." It doesn't matter at all, your grades are so good, you can perform normally."
Fei Yuan didn't even look at her, and got up to get out of bed.
"Fei Yuan, your feet haven't healed completely yet, it's best to stop moving them and take care of them!" The price of the VIP ward is high, and there are enough doctors and nurses. Fei Yuan has a cheerful, lively and sweet-mouthed personality. The nurses here are already familiar with it.
Fei Yuan picked up the crutches and left. The nurse thought he was going to be brave again, so she hurried up to persuade him.
"Go away." Fei Yuan's leg was already fine, but thinking that the appearance of being wrapped in plaster was still useful, he didn't directly go to the doctor to remove the plaster cast on his leg.
Fei Yuan looked at her coldly, the nurse met his dark eyes, and suddenly froze.
"Fei Yuan, what's wrong? Did the person who came just now said something bad to you? Don't take it to heart..."
Feigaki impatiently sideways to avoid him.
The nurse probably meant well, but what did it have to do with him?
"Figaki, where are you going? If you want to go out and relax, you have to do the inspection first! Feigaki, Feigaki!"
"Forget it, let him be alone. Do you know why that man came here just now?" The head nurse who knew something inside stopped her.
Fei Yuan ignored the commotion of the doctors and nurses, and went straight downstairs. Although the injury on his leg was not completely healed, Fei Yuan's skills were exceptionally flexible.
Things like broken bones, huh.
Fei Yuan stood at the gate of the hospital, watching the people coming and going, the noise of the building full of traffic, he was in a trance for a moment.
In special occasions like hospitals, there is never a quiet time 24 hours a day throughout the year. It is normal for traffic jams to be slower than people walking, and it is even more common for people to scream and car horns to bombard ears.
Fei Yuan didn't feel noisy, he just felt dazed.
It was at this moment that Fei Yuan had the real feeling of "ah, it's really a comeback".
I am truly... reborn.
The busyness of admission and discharge a few years ago seems to be still in sight.
"Di--"
Awakened by the loud whistle, Fei Yuan frowned, and walked away quickly with a cane.
He doesn't like cars.
The experience of about three car accidents made him extremely repulsive to things like cars. For a while, he even suffered from spatial claustrophobia. He couldn't move as soon as he got in the car and entered the elevator.
The feeling of not being able to control his body was terrible, so Feigaki immediately started to take a long-term car, and had someone drive him 24 hours a day.After eating and vomiting, I hung up the water again. After more than half a month of tossing, my body no longer reacted to the car or the small space.But he still hates cars.
Whether you are in a car or have a car passing by.
"Lin Yu, come and pick me up." Fei Yuanyong found a phone booth near the hospital and spent a dollar to call his nominal mother.
"It's Fei Yuan, what's the matter? Didn't the doctor say that you still need to be cared for for a month? Don't worry about getting out of the hospital. Someone will pay for the medical expenses. Just stay where you feel at ease, and leave everything else to your mother." Lin Yu's voice was a little surprised, but it was still as gentle as water.
"Fei Chengfeng came to see me." Fei Yuan was too lazy to talk to her, and hung up the phone straightforwardly.
Normally, Lin Yu would be angry with Fei Yuan's behavior, but when he heard the word "Fei Chengfeng", Lin Yu's heart skipped a beat, but at the same time, an unconcealable excitement rushed up.
Compared with Fei Chengfeng, what is Fei Yuan?
"Cheng Feng, we haven't seen each other for 18 years, right?" Lin Yu covered his face and smiled, but couldn't help the soreness in his eyes. When his eyelids blinked, two tears fell on his hands, "Cheng Feng, I So happy."
Soon, I will see you.
Lin Yu, I... miss you so much.
Fei Yuan leaned against the phone booth and smiled foolishly for a while.
Fei Yuan didn't say where he was, but he knew that Lin Yu would desperately find him.
After all, he is the only weight in her hands.
Fei Yuan dug out his pockets and took out all the money. There was only 18 yuan in the hospital gown, minus one yuan for the phone call, and the remaining 17 yuan was all his belongings.
Cell phone or something, he doesn't have that kind of thing.A non-brand smart phone starts at [-] yuan, and the monthly rent is as low as [-] yuan, and the phone package data needs to be paid separately. He doesn't have that much money.
All never had.
Fei Yuan is not going to go home, ten years have passed, he has already forgotten where his home is.There is no need to go back.
But he also had nowhere to go.
No money.
Fei Yuan felt bored and didn't know what to do next.But he knows what he lacks now.
Short of money.
Figaki is poor, really poor.
The third year of high school had a day off in two weeks, and Fei Yuan's nominal mother, Lin Yu, would give her [-] yuan at a time. According to Lin Yu's calculation, one yuan for breakfast, five yuan for lunch, five yuan for dinner, and money to buy snacks.
Fei Yuan felt that it was not easy for his mother to raise him alone, she always gave as much as she could and never complained about how little money she had.
But the money can’t be spent as the mother said. The things in the school cafeteria are cheaper than those outside, but you can only buy two vegetable buns that are a circle larger than the steamed buns for one dollar. Dissatisfied with a mouth.
At 06:30 in the third year of senior high school, the "zeroth class" before morning self-study will start. Fei Yuan is a day student, and he has no bicycle and money to take the bus. He has to get up at 05:30 in the morning and walk there. He dare not even run—run Get hungry easily.
After class at 11:30 noon, Fei Yuan’s routine is to choose from fried bean sprouts, fried cabbage, fried cabbage and steamed eggs for one and a half yuan, plus [-] cents of rice, one meal is three and a half yuan, two meals are seven yuan, and one day is nine yuan. .
At night, I used sleep early to fight hunger, so I found 1.7 meters [-] smoothly, but I was thin, but my bones hurt.
According to Fei Yuan's flower method, in this way, I can save [-] or [-] yuan for two weeks, and find a part-time job on Sunday, and I can also fill in the tuition fee and materials fee.
Fei Yuan looked at the 18 yuan in his hand, and suddenly felt a little brainless in the past.
Lin Yu said that she didn't earn much money, that it was too expensive to raise him, but she never thought about where her house full of clothes and table of cosmetics came from.
Lin Yu said that she begged for it from someone else, and if someone didn't want it and gave it to her, he foolishly believed it. He also thought it was really hard, and he couldn't even afford to buy a piece of clothing in order to support him.
Looking at it now after leaving that state and that age, Lin Yu's rhetoric and excuses make people laugh.
But the former Feigaki was serious.
It's too difficult to be a mother, and it's too difficult to raise him.I have to be more sensible, I have to be better, and I must let her live a better life in the future!You must honor her well and not let her be wronged!
But how did he know that what Lin Yu hated the most was his success.
He was very hungry, but Feigaki had no appetite.
To be honest, he hadn't experienced the feeling of being hungry for a long time. After most of his stomach was cut, his appetite was exaggeratedly small, and the nutrition he usually needed was supplemented by nutritional injections.
But since he hasn't experienced the feeling of being hungry for so long, he should go eat something.
"A bowl of beef and rice noodles." The prices near the hospital are much higher than other places. A handful of vermicelli, a few bean sprouts, and a few slices of thin, translucent beef are normal for a bowl of Shiqi.
"Student, do you have a leg injury? Why did you come out to eat alone? Didn't your family come to deliver the food? Or do you think the food in the hospital is not good?" asked the proprietress with concern.
Fei Yuan's expression was indifferent: "It has nothing to do with you."
The proprietress choked, and from the corner of her eye, she glanced at the slightly bulging veins in Fei Yuan's hand, and spread the meat on the rice noodles with a chopstick.
Fei Yuan didn't think much of it, took the rice noodles and found a seat at random, and started eating.
Fei Yuan originally wanted to experience the feeling of eating, but his body needed too much energy, and his appetite was scary. After eating a bowl of rice noodles with noodles and soup, Fei Yuan finally regained his senses.
A little full.
Feeling, not very good.
Fei Yuan's body was still clamoring to eat more, but he was not ready to satisfy it.
During the time spent in the VIP ward, among other things, the food was pretty good. Although Fei Yuan's body was still skinny, he didn't suffer from dizziness or weakness.
Think about it carefully, this period of time is probably the so-called "highlight of life" moment.You don’t need to worry about how to save money for your next meal, you don’t need to rely on drinking water to overcome your hunger, and you won’t crawl on the bed and press your stomach with your fists in the middle of the night.
I will not worry about whether I will have a car accident today or be kidnapped tomorrow.
It's just that this highlight moment is too short.
Hefei Chengfeng's blood test certificate shattered his dream, and he went straight into the depths of hell from which he could not escape.
Not everyone can be said to be lucky. Fei Yuan would rather not have had this kind of rich family background that flew up the branches and became a phoenix from the beginning.
It took Lin Yu a while to find Fei Yuan, and when she saw Fei Yuan, she was a little angry: "Where did you go?! Why didn't you stay in the ward?!"
Lin Yu heard that Fei Chengfeng was here, so he deliberately changed his image. He looked plain but not glamorous, his eyes were watery and soft, but his tone was very bad. The faces are very different.
As soon as the words came out, she realized that her voice was too sharp and her tone was too aggressive, thinking that Fei Chengfeng had not been seen yet, so she softened her tone: "Yuanyuan, do you know how much I am?" I'm worried about you, your leg is still not healed, and there is no one around to take care of you, if something happens, mother can do it like this!"
"Let's go."
"Yuanyuan, what's wrong with you today?" Lin Yu felt something was wrong.
Fei Yuan is recognized as a good boy with good grades and a good personality, because he knows that it is not easy for a single mother to raise him alone. The precocious Fei Yuan will try his best to lighten Lin Yu's burden very early on, and never show it in front of Lin Yu. bad mood.
But today, ever since Fei Yuan met her, there has been no smile on her face.
A trace of panic crept up in Lin Yu's heart, and Lin Yu felt that something was trying to escape from her, but soon, she immediately calmed down again.
Impossible, it is impossible for her to fail.
"Fei Yuan, what's wrong?" Lin Yu frowned slightly, and supported Fei Yuan with concern.
Although he is over 40 years old, Lin Yu is well maintained, no matter his face or hands are slack or wrinkled, his fair and slender fingers are as green and tender as a little girl.
"Mom." Fei Yuan smiled, he lowered his head, and looked at her finger on his arm for a long while.
A strange feeling came out again, under the sight of Fei Yuan, it was difficult for her to continue to put her hands on it and act like a loving mother and son.
Lin Yu suddenly felt that the Fei Yuan in front of her was a little strange, but upon closer inspection, it was still her Fei Yuan, without any difference.It is said that they are mother and son who have lived together for 18 years, but Lin Yu is not very familiar with Fei Yuan.
Fei Yuan is always in a hurry, worrying about his next meal, working hard for his next improvement, mother and son rarely have time to sit together.
Not to mention……
Lin Yu let go of his hands in embarrassment, and instead used his fingers to tickle the hair that no longer needs to be taken care of, with a flattering look on his face: "Fei Yuan, Mom will take you back to the ward."
18 years, too long, she desperately wanted to see Fei Chengfeng, wanted to see——
"Just go home." Lin Yu's temperature seemed to remain on the skin of his arm, which made Fei Yuan frowned in disgust.
His young body didn't seem to have any rejection reaction yet, but psychologically, Feigaki was so uncomfortable that he wanted to take a bath.
It was aimed at Lin Yu, Fei Yuan hated any physical contact with Lin Yu.
Even if I have longed for my mother's love so much.
"No!" Lin Yu almost screamed, how could she give up on the person she was about to meet after 18 years of thinking about it? !
"I said, go back." Fei Yuan's expression was calm, but he could not refuse.
"Fei Yuan!!" Lin Yu glared, but when she touched Fei Yuan's dark eyes, a shiver made her calm down.
"Fei Yuan, mother knows that you feel that your status as an illegitimate child is disgraceful. You should blame mother for not giving you a good background. But Cheng Feng is your father? It is the fault of mother and father. We should bear it, but between father and son, how can there be any unspeakable hatred? Even from a legal point of view, you are innocent!"
"Lin Yu, I don't want to say it again. I want to go back, right now!" Fei Yuan turned cold.
"Fei Yuan..." Lin Yu wanted to say something else, but he hesitated when he thought that all his hopes of seeing Fei Chengfeng now rested on Fei Yuan.
"Okay, okay, kid, you'll be thinking too much if you don't go home for a few days, you can do this when you go to college!" Lin Yu softened his tone, and didn't pay attention to Fei Yuan calling her name directly.
Fei Yuan was unmoved by her tenderness, but just looked at her indifferently.
The smile on Lin Yu's lips froze, he looked away and compromised, "Mom will cook you your favorite food when she goes back home, and you can stay in the ward obediently, okay?"
Seeing that Fei Yuan's eyes didn't change, Lin Yu quickly added: "It's said that you've been hurt for a hundred days, and your legs haven't healed yet. Don't run around and hurt yourself even more. Yes. Let mom do whatever you want, you can just go back and lie down obediently, okay?"
"Lin Yu, do you know why Fei Chengfeng came here?"
Some bad thoughts flashed through Lin Yu's mind, but he quickly regained his composure. He curled his lips and said with a smile, "Probably it's the inexplicable blood relationship between father and son. You are similar to your father. He looks so much like him!"
Fei Yuan looks a lot like Fei Chengfeng, it's hard to tell if you look closely, but at first glance, it looks a bit like Fei Chengfeng when he was young.
It's just that the temperament of the two is completely different.
My heart skipped a beat, and I knew where my unexplainable panic came from.
Fei Yuan looks good, although he is a little thinner, but he is tall and well-proportioned, and his cheerful and cheerful personality gives people a good impression of being full of vitality and sunshine, just like a young white poplar full of vitality.
But I don't know when it started, Fei Yuan's smile brought out a strange and gloomy look, and his dark eyes were a bit too black and white, giving people the feeling that he is focusing on you and making people feel that he is looking at a dead piece off the meat.
Can't tell. It's scary.
"Fei Yuan, did someone gossip with you?" Lin Yu asked eagerly, "Your father loves you very much, it's not that he didn't want to see you all these years, but that I didn't have time to tell him. How can any parent not love their child? You see, as soon as he knew you existed, he immediately wanted to recognize you, Fei Yuan, don’t listen to other people’s nonsense, Dad will never harm you!"
"Are you sure you want to say this here?"
It was only then that Lin Yu remembered that they were at the entrance of the hospital, and looked around. Many people focused more or less attention here.
"Go, mom will take you home first."
Every time, only when Lin Yu felt guilty, would he call himself "Mom".
Her guilty conscience is different from others, Fei Yuan is a very filial child, although he is stubborn, but he cares more about his mother's feelings, so every time Lin Yu and Fei Yuan have some disputes, he takes out "Mom" and presses it down. Figaki was able to obey obediently.
From childhood to adulthood, it has been tried and tested.
Lin Yu felt a little uneasy.She knew who said what to Fei Yuan, and she couldn't figure out why Fei Yuan suddenly became so aggressive.
But, it's okay.
Lin Yu comforted himself and said that it doesn't matter, as long as he is still "mother", everything will be fine.
"I don't take a taxi." Fei Yuan said slowly after waiting for Lin Yu to call a taxi.
"The subway is too crowded, Fei Yuan, I know you are a good boy, you don't need to save me this money." Lin Yu said comfortingly and comfortingly.
"I can't take a car. The doctor said that I have spatial claustrophobia, the sequelae of a car accident." Fei Yuan has never been a person who is willing to treat him badly and force himself. He hates taxis, so he won't take them.
He hated Lin Yu, so he made things difficult for her, and there was nothing to say.
Fei Yuan's reason was enough to make Lin Yu unable to say other reasons.
"Then go take the subway." Lin Yu took a step back.
"There are too many people, I will throw up." Fei Yuan continued to make excuses.
Lin Yu wanted to get angry, but facing Shang Feiyuan's eyes that seemed to be smiling but not smiling, his angry brain cooled down instantly as if a bucket of ice-water mixture had been poured on it.
"Then, how do you want to go back?"
Fei Yuan turned his attention to the shared bicycle parked on the side of the road - the shared tricycle next to it.
Lin Yu's face twitched, "Fei Yuan, you want to exhaust your mother to death!" As he spoke, tears rolled down his face.
Whether it's sharing bicycles or sharing tricycles, she can't accept it.Although Lin Yu kept telling Fei Yuan that she was poor, cosmetics, clothes, shoes, bags, which one wasn't a lady's brand?Only a fool like Fei Yuan who doesn't understand anything will believe her nonsense.
Not to mention taking Fei Yuan home on a tricycle, even taking the subway would have killed her half.
She can be poor in front of Fei Yuan, but she will never allow herself to be poorer than others!
In the end, Fei Yuan took a step back and asked Lin Yu to pay for a "replacement driver" to drive them back in an electric tricycle.
"Fei Yuan, you are not at home these few days, no one is cleaning the house, I'll take the subway back to clean up the house first, okay?" Lin Yu looked at Fei Yuan weakly, with tears in her beautiful eyes, a look of guilt Distressed look.
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