woe

On Christmas Day, even if it didn't hit the holiday, the whole city of S was still filled with a sweet and greasy smell.

Everyone climbed the wall back to the dormitory in the middle of the night.

He Zhou and I bought each other red scarves and gloves. He Zhou was afraid that I would be cold, so he wrapped the scarf around me on the spot.

Seeing him and the driver who wanted to put on the gloves for me, I couldn't help muttering: "You put the gloves on for me, what should I do when I eat later?"

He Zhou chuckled, and said solemnly, "I'll just feed you."

I thought I should have blushed shyly in this atmosphere, but I replied in a very inappropriate way: "You are stupid, I just take off my gloves when I eat."

He Zhou said with black lines on his face, "Don't take off your gloves, I'm going to feed you."

I:"……"

During the meal, He Zhou really stared dangerously at my movement of taking off my gloves, I was actually amused.

I still don't want to recall the strange looks from everyone in the restaurant that night.

Moreover, I'm curious how He Zhou managed to feed me without changing his face.

At the end, He Zhou gave me a chain with a beautiful amber fluorite hanging on it.

I feel a little embarrassed, after all, I forgot to buy a gift for He Zhou.

He Zhou seemed to see it too, he snorted, and said, "I knew you wouldn't buy it, so remember to give it to me next time."

I was speechless and went to the bathroom.

When he came back, He Zhou was scrolling through his Moments with his mobile phone. When he saw me, he got up and said, "Let's go."

I nodded, He Zhou glanced at me, and suddenly his little finger hooked my little finger lightly.

Checked again.

He was cautious for a long time.

I finally couldn't help it and said: "If you want to pull it, then hold it, what are you doing!"

He Zhou couldn't help laughing out loud. The people around looked at us with neurotic expressions. I felt ashamed, so I dragged He Zhou and ran far away, warning: "He Xiaozhou, give me Be normal."

"No."

When He Zhou sent me back to L University, it was almost midnight, so I took out the things in my pocket and handed them to him.

It was also a necklace, but what was hanging was a ship in a bottle. When I was choosing it, I caught my eye on it at a glance.

I bought it without thinking.

He blinked: "What is this?"

I replied, of course, "Christmas presents."

"you are not……"

He Zhou suddenly realized, and complained: "Didn't you mean to go to the bathroom? Ha, Xiaobai, you lied to me! You said it would be good to make up for it next time. You can buy a gift and the time we spend together has shortened a lot." minute."

At the end, he said distressedly: "Aren't you tired from running around?"

I shook my head and said back: "Christmas gifts have to be given on Christmas, and you don't know the reluctance on your face when you say you will make it up next time."

He Zhou couldn't help but stepped forward to kiss me.

We got tired of crooked for a while, and then separated.

When I was in my junior year, I was playing games alone under the covers when I suddenly received a call from He Zhou.

"He Xiaozhou, hello, I'm Ah."

But this time He Zhou was silent for a long time. If it was normal, he would have replied excitedly: "Hi, hello, this is He Zhou who loves you the most."

I asked uncertainly: "He Zhou?"

"Well, it's me."

I vaguely had a bad premonition, He Zhou's voice was exhausted, his tail trembling, I asked him: "Where are you now?"

After a long time, He Zhou answered in a hoarse voice: "In your studio."

I quickly said: "You wait for me, I will come right away."

"it is good."

I hung up the phone and asked the man to ask for a few days off for me, then quickly took a taxi to the train station to buy a ticket.

It was already night when I returned to City W, I didn't even go home, I went straight to the studio.

He Zhou sat in front of the drawing board and drew. The studio was full of unsatisfactory paintings. Many things were drawn on the paintings, men, women, and children.

I carefully walked around the paintings on the ground, walked to He Zhou, and called him: "He Zhou."

He Zhou turned his face to look at me, and kissed me lightly.

Then I heard him say, "Hey, my father passed away last night and I didn't even see him for the last time."

I don't know if He Zhou is sad, he is too calm.

Calmly over.

At that time, I just simply felt that he needed me now.

Much needed.

I took the initiative to kiss his lips, and then He Zhou seemed to have been turned on a certain switch, and pressed me hard on the ground, biting the corner of my mouth like a little beast.

I patted his back comfortingly, and he seemed to calm down suddenly, and gradually fell asleep in my arms.

It turned out that he was not sad, but that he couldn't cry no matter what.

He Zhou's father was buried in Lin'an Cemetery in the suburbs.

The men who came to the funeral all wore black suits.

The women who came to the funeral all wore black dresses.

My parents are also here.

I couldn't hold it back suddenly, I held back my tears and stepped forward to hug them.

Mom and Dad don't know why, and they are a little bit at a loss for their son's sudden sensation.

I smiled, and then said: "I'm going to accompany He Zhou, goodbye, parents."

I watched He Zhou deal with the media with a cold face, and it was the first time I hated the pervasive news media so much.

Take other people's sorrows as talking points, follow up on the wind and shadow for a little news, even if the wrong news is reported, it doesn't matter, hold the microphone as a gold medal to avoid death.

This is the reporter.Nausea.

I mixed He Zhou's wine into white water and handed it to him.

He smiled at me, soft and true.

I suddenly wanted to kiss him.

My relationship with He Zhou fell into an endless loop in the second half of my junior year.

First of all, I'm a clean freak.

Second, I don't want to have sex.

This is a hurdle that even I can't get over, or maybe it's because He Zhou is a man.

After all, I'm not even really gay.

My love is more inclined to platonic tenderness. If it can be like this, maybe I can be sure now that I can live with He Zhou for the rest of my life.

We were kissing so passionately that day that we rolled onto the bed unconsciously.

Then I felt something pressing against my lower abdomen, it was scorching hot.

I stiffened and stopped.

He Zhou bit his lip and looked at me, finally let go of my hand as if giving up, and then took my hand and put it on his things.

Sizzling, scorchingly hot.

I subconsciously wanted to withdraw my hand, but He Zhou grabbed it firmly.

I looked at He Zhou, his expression was very strong, no one could refuse him, and when he saw what I saw, the corner of his mouth immediately twitched.

He Zhou looked at me pitifully: "Ah, I'm so hard that I'm about to explode, can you help me?"

I laughed, and slowly moved while holding his thing.

My skills are not very good, but when I met Xiao Hezhou, it swelled up around me.

In the end, He Zhou ejaculated with an orgasm and landed in my hand.

He looked confused for a moment.

I couldn't help but kissed the corner of his brow painfully.

Even though we didn't quarrel in the end because of He Zhou's show of weakness, after all, this incident still left traces in my heart.

So when I get along with each other, I always bring a little bit of unnaturalness.

He Zhou seemed to have discovered this, so he could only suppress the astringency in his heart, and smiled helplessly.

Until that time, he could no longer hold back the outburst.

In fact, the matter is very simple. In order to celebrate the man finally getting out of the order that night, I drank and got drunk.

Just at this time, the girl who came with us confessed to me through Jiu Jin, approaching me and teasing me constantly.

This girl didn't know that I already had a gay guy.

And the only person who would tease me like this is He Zhou.

So I naturally regarded her as He Zhou.I kissed her.

The bloody hell was actually seen by He Zhou who came to look for me.

I found out later that it was the man who saw that I was very drunk and called He Zhou to pick me up.

However, no one expected this dramatic scene.

The memory of that night is already very broken, I only remember He Zhou constantly rising and falling on me.

That is He Zhou that I have never seen before.

Crazy, paranoid, and even faintly perverted.

The next day, He Zhou hugged me and kept apologizing: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I was wrong, I'm sorry..."

He kept saying sorry.

As if he had done something heinous.

But obviously he bled, why did he say sorry to me?

He is right.