woe

When I saw He Zhou, he was standing not far away. In the darkness around him, his white shirt was particularly conspicuous.

Don't know if it's from strenuous exercise or what.

My heart was pounding and pounding.

He Zhou also saw me, frowned, and blamed: "Why don't you wear more clothes?"

After he said this, I realized that I was only wearing white short-sleeved gray shorts, and when the wind blew, my skin became pimples from the cold.

He took a step forward, took off the scarf around his neck and unfolded it around me.

You know, I'm a clean freak.

But I don't know why, but this time I didn't feel disgusted.

Sure enough, although I am a clean freak, I am also afraid of the cold.

At the end, I was puzzled: "Why are you wearing a scarf in summer?"

He Zhou sighed: "Because I knew you would come down like this."

His natural explanation made me more puzzled: "Why did the security guards at L University let you in?"

He Zhou smiled and said, "I came in over the wall."

Only then did I notice the broken glass on He Zhou's palm.

I felt uncomfortable for a while, and I couldn't tell what emotion it was.

"How did you come?"

"I want to ask what you mean by that sentence."

"Why don't you call?"

"I want to ask you face to face."

"You look so calm."

"Because I've calmed down during the three-hour drive."

"Why don't you ask?"

"I don't know why, I'm a little scared."

He Zhou answered every question, looking at me with gentle eyes that dripped water.

I was so shocked that I shook my shoulders, but for a moment I didn't know what to ask.

I had no choice but to answer: "I'm just asking, it's not interesting."

He Zhou suddenly became quiet. I didn't know why, so I poked his arm and asked, "What's wrong? Say something, buddy."

I later regretted saying that very much.

Because He Zhou not only spoke, but the weight of what he said was not small.

If you don't sing, it's all right, and if you sing, it will shatter my integrity.

"Bai, I like you."

He Zhou just left such a sentence, and secretly kissed my forehead while I was shocked, and then glanced at me quietly, seeing that I didn't respond, he was relieved but also a little bit disappointed.

Then, He Zhou left.

He Zhou left...

The boat left...

just go...

gone……

Up...

I returned to the dormitory in a daze, lying on the bed like a puppet.

Waking up abruptly until dawn.

When the man saw me in the morning, he almost wondered if I was being fucked by someone, and his face looked hopeless.

When I saw him, I got up from the bed in a jerk, and said aloud: "Man, He Zhou confessed his love to me yesterday, what should I do?"

"What can I do, accept it if you like it, and reject it if you don't like it."

"You think I don't know this." I continued to say sadly: "The key is that He Zhou, as far as I know, if I reject him, he will have 99 ways to get me to agree! Or nine hundred and 99 ways Let me burp every minute, brother!"

Hearing this, the man said, "Then accept it."

"Huh?" I didn't respond for a while.

"Then accept it." The man looked like an experienced monk, "Try to see if we can stay together, if it doesn't fit, just separate."

I frowned: "Isn't this a bit irresponsible?"

Then the man gave me a horrified look, the first time I saw that ironic and weird look on his face.

He said: "Do you think our circle is the same as your circle?"

He returned He Zhou to them.

Although I know it's true, I still feel uncomfortable, and I don't know why.

After a whole morning of military training, at noon, the package He Zhou sent to me arrived.

I complained about the express delivery speed in my heart, but I opened the package with great curiosity.

Inside was a small jar of sugar, a jug for drinking water, a mini fan, a box of Huoxiangzhengqi liquid, and some medicines. He wrote down the uses and effects of them in notes.

His Chinese characters are not so pretty.

Only then did I remember the injury on He Zhou's finger when he climbed over the wall last night.

It was only then that I remembered how kind he was to me bit by bit.

Feeling, a little overwhelmed.

Maybe, you can try, as the man said.

So I called He Zhou, and it took me a long time to connect. I heard He Zhou's voice trembling slightly, and there was a sound of breathing, and I couldn't help frowning: "What's wrong with you?"

"Ah? It's okay. I accidentally fell down just now. By the way, what's the matter with you calling me?"

I heard He Zhou's voice gradually getting quieter, so I said: "Be careful in the future, oh, and also, did you deal with the finger injury yesterday?"

"It wasn't yesterday, it was early this morning. I applied medicine and bandaged it after I came back."

Why do I feel that He Zhou is lying? When he lies, he is very natural, much calmer than usual.

But it may also be because of the phone. After all, I don't believe that anyone will let the wound go untreated.

"By the way, He Zhou, why don't we try?"

"..."

I called again: "He Zhou?"

"Ah? Ah, I am here, what did you just say?"

I was speechless, so I had to repeat: "I said, why don't we try together?"

It was quiet there for a long time.

It wasn't until I was getting impatient that He Zhou's voice came: "...Okay, let's try."

Then He Zhou and I officially became a couple.

After the third day, I began to wonder if my decision was too hasty.

He Zhou has an apartment in S City, and his mother bought it for him because he was worried that he would have nowhere to go during the holidays.

This became our temporary dwelling place.

It was a holiday that day, and He Zhou enthusiastically made a date plan for the day.

So I played with him exhaustingly for a day, the key is that I haven't enjoyed it yet.

At the end, he asked me: "Did you have a good time today?"

I thought about it for a while, pondering over the words: "Just as long as you are happy."

He Zhou glanced at me lightly, and said coolly: "Actually, I feel that what I played today is very boring. I have no interest at all. If I wasn't with you, I probably wouldn't feel anything at all."

Then you took me to waste a precious day for both of us!

So later I reached a tacit understanding with He Zhou, not playing playgrounds, roller coasters, haunted houses, or watching mindless movies. Anyway, they do it once as a couple and it’s OK.

We originally discussed going camping, but we didn't have enough time, so we decided to go next time.

So the next day, we stared at each other without a plan.

He Zhou asked me: "Hey, so what should we do next?"

I spread my hands speechlessly: "How do I know."

"Wouldn't it be another day to waste?"

Thinking of what happened yesterday, I couldn't help complaining: "You bastard."

He Zhou frowned instantly: "You idiot."

"Stupid."

"Stupid."

"narcissism."

"Silly mouth."

"Humph!"

The two people whose IQs were temporarily in arrears almost looked at each other, then turned their heads at the same time.

We ended up spending the day in the apartment.

He Zhou vacated a room for me as a studio, and there was a blue sea piano in it.

One of He Zhou’s hobbies is the piano, but he told me a long time ago that he doesn’t love it. The reason why he keeps playing the piano is very simple. It turned out that when he went to participate in the International Youth Piano Competition, he won the third place in a rare way.

He said he wanted to be top-notch even if he was just playing, so since then, his frequency of piano practice has changed from once a month to once a week.

I stopped thinking about what He Zhou told me about his past, set up the drawing board and started drawing.

He Zhou sat by the piano and watched me draw, and occasionally played a few gentle and moving tunes under his fingers.

I had no inspiration, so I just sat down on the piano, He Zhou didn't care, and chatted with me.

He Zhou knows a lot of things. Even though he is the same age as me, he knows a lot about the world.

Occasionally he would tell me a joke, and I would lean forward and backward laughing, pressing my body against the keys, and it was an out-of-tune piece of music.

Then He Zhou kissed me, but he blushed first.