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Qin Xu left, leaving only Chen Donglin alone. Before boarding the plane, Qin Xu made a phone call, but Chen Donglin was in the middle of his shift and didn't answer it. When he saw the missed call, Qin Xu was almost halfway through the flight.At noon, Chen Donglin guessed that he should have arrived. He turned on his phone and saw that the other party had sent a message, and there were some pictures of snow scenes.

Chen Donglin didn't reply to his message, and the chat will probably be endless later, so it's better to call directly after get off work.

Usually, Qin Xu would wait for him at the entrance of the hospital when he got off work. When Chen Donglin went out of the gate, he subconsciously looked to the side. When he saw the streets full of people coming and going, there was no familiar figure standing there.It is written in the book that it takes 21 days for a person to develop a certain habit. The two of them have been together for less than half a month, so why have they become so accustomed to it?

After returning to the empty home, the first thing Chen Donglin did was to take out his mobile phone to make a call, and after only one ring, the other side quickly picked it up. The familiar voice came, instantly filling the vacancy somewhere in Chen Donglin's heart.It was still Qin Xu who spoke, and he was listening.The two have been getting along like this recently. Sometimes when he sees Qin Xu working hard to make himself happy, he can't help but feel guilty. He doesn't want to pass negative energy to Qin Xu, but when he thinks of the attitude of the two old people at home, his mood I couldn't bear the weight.

After a phone call, Chen Donglin hung up the phone until the phone was hot. The phone turned off automatically after hanging up the phone. Chen Donglin began to lie on the sofa with nothing to do. The game didn't seem to be that fun. Life seems to be the same as before, the difference is myself, after feeling the warmth, I never want to go back to that cold day.

Very early today, Chen Donglin was lying on the bed after washing his clothes. After tossing and turning, he was still sleepless. When he opened his eyes, he saw the lonely camera on the desk.At that time, I may have bought it on impulse, but now I am not interested in this machine.Still, he got up and picked up his camera, flipping through old photos, still beautiful, but not as interested as he used to be.

Except for the camera, there were no other sundries on the desk. Chen Donglin didn't like to tidy up. It was easier to find what he wanted if it was messy. But since Qin Xu came, his desk became neat and clean. Although Chen Donglin didn't Get used to it, but it didn't stop it, after all, it was really beneficial from the aesthetic point of view.But when he opened the drawer, the prototype was revealed. I don't know if Qin Xu didn't move the things in the drawer because he cared about his privacy.And this drawer is very long, and you have to pull out more than half of it to see the deepest things.Chen Donglin didn't need to pull out all the drawers, the locations of all the things in the drawers had already appeared in his mind, as long as he reached in, he could get exactly what he wanted.

Chen Donglin stretched his hand in, and as expected felt a slightly stiff piece of paper. He had already familiarized the words written on it, and now the relationship between the two was different from the past. Looking back, it was another feeling.He skillfully took out the paper and opened it, only to find that a new sentence was added under the original paragraph:

My "Elpis", I hope you will allow me to stay by your side forever.

Elpis, which means hope in ancient Greece, is also the goddess of hope in Greek mythology.And Chen Donglin is his hope, and only Chen Donglin can fulfill his wish.

A line of writing is very beautiful, more neat and beautiful than the words in the previous paragraph, Chen Donglin unconsciously imagined that Qin Xu's eyes must be firm and gentle when he is serious about writing.He picked up the camera, only intercepted this sentence and took a picture, and then uploaded it on Weibo.

His microblog content is really very little, one swipe to the end, Chen Donglin didn't care, quit the microblog after posting, and only used it as a tool to record life, his circle of friends has not been updated for a long time, Qin Xu's is also , Click to enter are some campus photos from college days, but today Qin Xu also updated some snow scene photos of the capital, all in the afternoon, Chen Donglin didn’t like it when he saw it, but just sent him a message silently, Ask him if he bought a ticket back.

Qin Xu didn't know if he was busy or something, and didn't reply to his message right away. Chen Donglin read a few pages of professional books patiently, and immediately felt sleepy. When he climbed into bed and woke up slowly, Chen Donglin put the book away I went to the bed and watched it while lying down. The effect was really immediate. After persisting for half an hour, I couldn't help falling asleep slowly.

But he didn't sleep soundly, he was always wandering in chaos and dreams, all of which were unpleasant dreams, most of which were related to his parents' opposition to them, finally Chen Donglin woke up again.He subconsciously turned on his phone and saw that it was already past two o'clock in the middle of the night.

Qin Xu replied to him with several messages, as well as a screenshot of the ticket purchase, which was at [-] o'clock the morning after tomorrow. Chen Donglin casually replied that he knew, and not long after, Qin Xu actually called directly.

On the other side of the phone, Qin Xu obviously just woke up, and he still spoke in a nasal voice. Chen Donglin originally wanted to say a lot. He wanted to say that he had read what he wrote, and wanted to ask him if it was still snowing in the capital. There was a slightly worried greeting over there, and Chen Donglin had a thousand words in his heart, but he didn't know where to start.

Qin Xu wanted to ask him if the old lady had called, but he was afraid of touching his mind, so he refrained from mentioning it, and then talked about some things about his university. Chen Donglin responded with a few words at first, but then gradually lost his voice Qin Xu didn't call him, but lowered his voice, and patiently coaxed him for half an hour before calling out a few words to the other party, and hung up the phone until there was no sound on the other side.

Chen Donglin fell asleep, but it was Qin Xu's turn to toss and turn. After all, he didn't have much confidence that the old lady would let Chen Donglin go back. If the old lady was ruthless, then he had made the most self-righteous decision.

During the period when Chen Donglin was depressed, the only thing Qin Xu could do was to accompany him, but now, he couldn't even accompany him. The two were separated by thousands of miles. It can be seen that the other party may need him right now.

Early the next morning, Qin Xu planned to call the old lady, but no one answered. Qin Xu thought that the two old men hadn't woken up yet, so he had no choice but to give up and planned to call later.In addition, Qin Xu got up early to have breakfast with Qin Wei. Yesterday Qin Wei was very busy with several surgeries, so he came back very late, and the father and son didn't have time to say hello.

Qin Wei was also surprised to see him come back. Qin Xu didn't call him in advance. If he knew, he would have come back sooner. Originally, he was only guiding some operations, and he didn't need to participate in the whole process. He could leave early and go back. Home.When he came back last night, Qin Xu had already fallen asleep. He just opened the door and took a quick look, feeling a lot in his heart, but seeing Qin Xu's absent-minded appearance now, he could only sigh, the child has grown up after all. .

He knew what Qin Xu was thinking without guessing, but he didn't want to talk about this topic. Although he didn't oppose Qin Xu's choice, he didn't agree with it either. He couldn't do it if he asked Qin Xu to talk about Qin Xu's things as if nothing had happened.Fortunately, Qin Xu didn't bring Chen Donglin back. Qin Wei didn't know how to face it. Maybe one day, he would slowly accept it, but at least not now.

There wasn't much time in the morning, and the father and son just chatted for a while, and Qin Wei was ready to go to work. It just so happened that today was the weekend. If there was nothing else, he could come back at noon, and he didn't have to go to the hospital in the afternoon.Zhou Qing sent him out to work, watched him leave before returning.She is a very gentle person, and has good cooking skills. She is a native of the capital, but Qin Xu is not used to it. The relationship between the two is decent, and they get along very well. He always calls each other aunt.

Zhou Qing also welcomed his return. She didn't have to go to work on weekends, and she was ready to go out to buy groceries after packing up. Qin Xu planned to follow, but Zhou Qing cared about his hard work and asked him to rest at home. .

Qin Xu continued to call the old lady, but no one answered.He didn't reply to Chen Donglin's message, and Qin Xu was afraid that the phone call would disturb him to rest, so he had nothing to do but sat on the sofa and waited. The more he thought about it, the more anxious he became. do not answer.

He looked at his phone over and over again, and the messages he sent to Chen Donglin fell silent. Thinking that he didn't sleep well last night, he could only worry silently in his heart.Qin Xu knew that what he called caring would lead to chaos. As an adult, he should have the ability to adjust his emotions and protect himself, let alone Chen Donglin, who had already passed his [-]s, but he was still worried and couldn't sit still. Ann, I can't wait to fly back immediately.

Just when Qin Xu was about to call the old lady for the third time, he never thought that the other party would call back first.It turned out that it wasn't that the old lady didn't answer his phone on purpose, but that the two old people didn't bring their mobile phones when they went out to buy groceries. Before Qin Xu was too happy, he heard the old lady say coldly:

"This is a choice he made himself. He doesn't even want this home anymore. Why would I ask him to come back?"

Qin Xu couldn't argue with everything, no matter what he said, the old lady didn't let go. He even promised again and again that he was not in Guangshan and would not disturb them. He just wanted to let Chen Donglin have a good time. so low.But the old lady was still indifferent, and hung up the phone without saying anything after listening to him.

When Qin Wei came back at noon, he saw Zhou Qing making soup in the kitchen, and Qin Xu was also on the sidelines, as if he was watching and studying. Today happened to be the Lantern Festival, and Zhou Qing would definitely buy Lantern Festival. The days of family reunion and harmony like this are really precious. Qin Wei's The mood suddenly improved.

When the dishes were served, Qin Wei took a quick look. There were a few dishes that didn't look like those made by Zhou Qing, just like the red pork belly. Her taste was a bit light, and such big meaty dishes were rarely made, and they weren't very good either. .Qin Wei went to the kitchen to look at the two of them, and asked casually. Sure enough, it wasn't Zhou Qing who did it, but he didn't expect it to be Qin Xu. In his impression, his son was not a good cook, but in just half a year, He seemed to have grown into something he didn't understand.

Qin Wei had a very pleasant lunch, and it was the festive season when his relatives were reunited, so he was naturally overjoyed. Qin Xu seemed to be getting closer to him, often talking about some interesting things in his childhood, and cleverly avoided the topic of Lin Shu. Although Zhou Qing listened to him by the side, although he was not too intrusive, he would not be embarrassed. He took care of the face of the two elders, and the meal was enjoyable.

It's just that this happiness didn't last long. Qin Xu helped Zhou Qing clean up the dishes and was about to bid farewell to Qin Wei.

In the morning, he called Chen Donglin to inquire about it, but Chen Donglin didn't have any arrangements, and the old lady did not ask Chen Donglin to go back as she said on the phone.At that time, Qin Xu wanted to buy a plane ticket to fly back, but when he thought of Qin's father, he felt that he was very unfilial. It is true that Chen Donglin is very important, but his relatives are also very important to him. Qin Xu couldn't make a choice, so he had to make a compromise , accompanied Qin Wei after lunch and then went back, the family was finally reunited.But in this way, he missed the plane at noon, so he could only book a flight at [-]:[-] pm, and it was almost dark when he arrived at Guangshan.

"You shouldn't have found a job so quickly, why did you go so fast?" Qin Wei's good mood at noon suddenly disappeared.

Qin Xu didn't say a word, feeling guilty and helpless.

Seeing his embarrassment, Qin Wei probably had a solid idea in his heart, but he couldn't tell what it was like, he was both disappointed and sullen.

"You and him are together every day, do you still need these two days?"

"He's home alone..."

"Joke, what's wrong with a big man at home alone? Does he still need your care?"

After saying this, Qin Wei was taken aback for a moment, thinking of the red meat wraps he ate at noon, he suddenly fell silent.Maybe it's because he's getting old, it's hard for him to change his behavior for one person, but thinking about it carefully, when he was young and still with Lin Shu, he never did anything for her, and it's even more so now, So he couldn't understand Qin Xu's crazy feelings.

Qin Wei asked again: "Do you have to go?"

Qin Xu was just silent, but Qin Wei understood.Yes, Qin Xu had to leave, and he didn't know why he did these seemingly useless things. After all, Chen Donglin's depression could not be resolved by his company. Even if he went back, Chen Donglin would still not be happy , still couldn't change back to such a relaxed and relaxed appearance, but in his heart, he strongly wanted to return to Chen Donglin's side. Qin Xu found that maybe it was not Chen Donglin who needed his company, but him, who couldn't do without Chen Donglin at all. In my eyes, in my arms, my light heart can land steadily.

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