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Qin Xu had decided to go, and Qin Wei didn't want to keep him, but before leaving, Qin Wei drove him off unexpectedly. The father and son didn't speak during the journey, Qin Xu felt guilty and didn't know where to start. , but Qin Wei had nothing to say.

When he arrived at the airport, Qin Xu didn't get off the car immediately, and Qin Wei didn't urge him to leave either.Qin Wei rolled down the car window, then lit a cigarette, took two deep puffs and then pressed it out. His lungs are not good, because he smoked too much when he was young, and now he rarely smokes, but when he is upset, he still Can't help but have one.

Qin Xu unconsciously grabbed the edge of the seat belt with one hand, as if he had returned to his childhood, feeling uneasy because he did something wrong.If he doesn't come back, maybe it's nothing, but he has already returned to the capital, but he hastily left before staying for a day, which undoubtedly disappointed Qin Wei, but this is not what Qin Xu wanted.

It wasn't until the smell of smoke in the car cleared that Qin Wei patted his leg and said, "Let's go, since you've made your choice, don't look forward and backward, the future will be long, and we can always reunite when you have time." After speaking, he pretended to smile lightly, and then Said: "Next time if you don't feel relieved, I will bring him back together and let Dad have a look. I didn't pay attention to what he looked like in the hospital that time."

Qin Xu loosened his seat belt, then turned around and hugged his father, and said thank you seriously.He had seen the attitude of the old lady before he knew how difficult it was for his parents to give in. He never thought it was an easy thing. Looking at his parents, they may also be pointed out because of others' incomprehension, and they will also feel worried because they are worried about their children, but Qin Wei accepts all these and hides all negative things in his heart. Because of this, Qin Xu was able to choose to do what he wanted, and the road he and Chen Donglin took was less bumpy and difficult.

Qin Xu didn't tell Chen Donglin about Qin Xu's return. He tried to talk about it before, but was rejected by Chen Donglin.

Chen Donglin has been lying dead on the bed, lazy and boring. He has taken a lot of vacations during this period, and it is estimated that he will have to work for two weeks in a row, but he is so happy, at least when he is working, he will not think about it!too much.I believe that as time goes by, many things will gradually be let go.

In the afternoon, Qin Xu had something to do, and Chen Donglin planned to go back to sleep again. He lay on the bed without moving much, even skipping lunch, but when he closed his eyes, some negative emotions flooded in again, but he still remained motionless, constantly Unfortunately, before he succeeded in hypnosis, a burst of phone ringing successfully made his previous efforts come to naught. When he saw the name of the caller, Chen Donglin jumped up from the bed immediately.

Picking up the phone, a familiar voice came from the phone, who else could it be if it wasn't the old lady?It's just that when she spoke this time, she lacked the concern of the past, and she couldn't even talk about being pleasant.

"It's cool to live alone outside? You don't even say hello on the phone during the holidays? Thanks to your father who still talks about you at home every day, you really don't want to leave."

"mom…"

"Don't call me mom. I haven't been here since the day you stepped out of that door. Do you want to go to work today?"

"Today I'm on vacation..."

"That's just right, take advantage of your free time today, pack up and take away the things here, I'm so out of sight and out of mind."

Father Chen was speechless to the old lady's duplicity, and directly grabbed the phone and said, "Today is the holiday, if you are free, come back, your mother won't worry about you."

Just as Chen Donglin was about to speak, there was the sound of arguing on the other side of the phone, but it was just the old lady alone, and before he could reply, the phone was hung up on the other side.Chen Donglin didn't call back either, he just got out of bed, packed up and went out, then took a car back.

On the way, he called Qin Xu, but he couldn't get through, and Chen Donglin didn't think much about it. In fact, all his thoughts were already occupied by the matter of going home.Maybe the old lady and the others were really angry and decisive at the time, but after calming down, they were more concerned and worried.

When Chen Donglin arrived at the community, he saw that it was already almost six o'clock. Because it was winter, the night always came earlier. At this time, the sky had already gradually darkened, and the street lights had already been turned on.He couldn't help but think of that night a few days ago, and his heart became a little heavier. If the matter between him and Qin Xu couldn't find a balance between his parents, maybe he wouldn't be able to step into the house as easily as before.

The scene was not as bad as he thought. Chen Donglin thought that his parents would question him, accuse him or even quarrel, but this was not the case. The atmosphere was even quite harmonious. The two old people also avoided talking about Qin Xu's affairs, as if those things Neither happened.

During the Lantern Festival, the few people didn’t eat much at night, the old lady only cooked glutinous rice balls, Chen Donglin’s stomach was not good, and these things made of glutinous rice would be indigestible, but he ate more than usual, he He couldn't help thinking that maybe this bowl of glutinous rice balls would be the most memorable in his first half of his life, because it was filled with joy and guilt.

Avoiding the question is just self-deception, even if the old lady didn't ask, Chen Donglin would have to say it, but the old lady kept avoiding the topic as if she had a telepathic connection.

"I remember that when you were a child in kindergarten, your favorite girl was the girl sitting in front of you. Every time I went to pick you up, you always circled around her."

Chen Donglin had no impression at all, "I don't remember, but I didn't expect that now I..." The old lady immediately interrupted him: "If I knew it, I would not have agreed to let you study medicine. You see, you are really at a disadvantage for working so hard."

"I think it's okay, I can meet because I study medicine..."

"Ah, the last time your father won a game of chess and lost a game outside, the neighbors laughed at him for a long time, hahahaha..."

"Last time, Qin Xu..."

"Enough!" The old lady finally couldn't maintain her face, and she became angry instantly.

Father Chen also stared at him without saying a word, with disappointment and indifference in his eyes.

Chen Donglin exhaled deeply, and his mood calmed down.

"I know, it's hard for you to accept it, and it was hard for me to accept it at the time. I also struggled and suffered, but then I figured it out. I like him and I want to be with him."

"I don't care if others don't understand, but you are my parents, you hate me and oppose me, I am very sad, I don't want to lose you, and I don't want to lose him, no matter which one I lose .”

The old lady no longer knew how to persuade him, all the reasons in her mind could be denied by herself, let alone Chen Donglin, who could naturally refute with more reason, maybe there was a buffer time these days, the old lady The mood is always much calmer than that day.

A ringtone opened a gap in the oppressive and silent space. Chen Donglin answered the phone, and the living room was completely silent. The old lady could even hear Qin Xu's voice on the phone.

Qin Xu got off the plane and hurried back to Chen Donglin's house, but found that there was no one there, so he had to call to find out, but unexpectedly, Chen Donglin went back. Chen Donglin was embarrassed again.

No matter how worried Qin Xu was, it was impossible for Qin Xu to go to the old lady's house to look for Chen Donglin. Maybe the relationship between the family and the ice and snow could become difficult again because of his arrival, but let Qin Xu wait at home. And fidgeting.In the end, Qin Xu packed his luggage and took a ride to the old lady's house.

He was still downstairs by the street light, and he didn't go up. He was already familiar with waiting.As long as he can get closer to Chen Dong, the wait is worth it, and Qin Xu will feel better just looking at the lit window.

The winter in Guangshan is not considered cold, but the cold wind after nightfall is very bitter. Qin Xu stood at first, and then began to wander, but his eyes could not leave the window, for fear of missing the figure of Chen Donglin who might pass by unintentionally.I don't know when, Qin Xu was finally tired from walking. He leaned against the street lamp, rubbed his face, and saw a familiar figure by the window through his fingers. He immediately stood up straight and put down the hands that rubbed his face. , and that person's eyes are far away from each other.

Originally, Chen Donglin just wanted to blow some air by the window to calm down, but he saw the clumsy figure under the street lamp at a glance.That person is like this every time, always doing these stupid and useless things. If I didn't see him, would he have to stand there all night?But he is obviously the plane ticket for tomorrow, why is he here now?

However, his actions are always more honest than his thoughts. When he was thinking over and over again, Chen Donglin had already turned around and ran out, so that Qin Xu saw him by the window one second, and saw someone in front of him the next second. up.

"Why are you here?" Chen Donglin asked him.

Qin Xu rubbed his nose in embarrassment, and then smiled: "I thought it would be boring for you to be alone at home, so I came back early, but when you came back here, I just wanted to see you, and I was afraid that the old lady would Angry, so here it is..."

Before Qin Xu finished speaking, Chen Donglin kissed him.

Chen Donglin took the initiative to kiss him, but he has never been so unabashedly close to him in such a public place, bold and crazy, from the corner of Qin Xu's eyes, he even saw the ugly faces of the two old men by the window, and his heart speeded up because of Chen Donglin The heartbeat slowly weakened again.

The moment he saw Qin Xu, Chen Donglin's silent heart beat wildly, and he was even so moved beyond words by his so-called stupid behavior.Chen Donglin felt his heart swell and uncomfortable, he thought it might be love, it was so full that he wanted to overflow.

"Come up with me." Chen Donglin touched his face and hands, both were cold.

"Aunt and uncle may be unhappy."

Chen Donglin turned his head away, "It's okay." Then he led him up, and as soon as he entered the room, he saw two elders sitting on the sofa with livid faces.

Chen Donglin took a thicker coat from the room and asked Qin Xu to change into it, completely ignoring the needle-like gazes of the two old ladies.

"That's not what you said when you begged me." The old lady sneered.

Qin Xu bowed his head and remained silent. This matter was indeed his breaking his promise, and he had nothing to say.

Chen Donglin didn't know what happened between them, and he didn't want to know. Maybe he still had the idea of ​​showing affection and reason to them before, but now he realized his childishness and innocence, but it doesn't matter anymore. Because he suddenly discovered that maybe Qin Xu's weight in his heart has far exceeded his own cognition, so for him, he decided to give up some empty things to fight for what he wanted most in his heart.

Chen Donglin knelt down straight, Father Chen was taken aback for a moment, and then shouted violently, but the old lady was too shocked to speak.

Qin Xu's eyes turned red, and he wanted to pull Chen Donglin up. He didn't want to do this, so he wronged Chen Donglin to ask for their approval. If he kneeled, he should be the one to kneel. He was the one who led Chen Donglin on this road. The responsibility lies with him.

Qin Xu and Chen Donglin knelt in front of the two of them, and the old lady pulled them up, but both of them remained motionless.

In the end, the old lady couldn't help but cried aloud, and Father Chen was heartbroken: "Okay! Okay! Okay! Since you are so determined, then I will help you."

"From now on, you can do whatever you like, your mother and I don't care." After saying this, Father Chen entered the room, and then slammed the door hard.

The old lady helped them up, Chen Donglin got up and hugged her in his arms, and wiped away her tears, but the more he wiped the old lady's tears, the more they flowed uncontrollably, Chen Donglin had no choice, he couldn't back down and compromise.But he believed that one day, the old lady and the others would be able to accept the relationship between the two, support and bless them, because Chen Donglin believes that sometimes the love of parents is always greater than imagined.