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The Lantern Festival will be in two days. Chen Donglin didn't have a vacation at first, but the director saw that he was not in good condition, so he transferred him two days off. Chen Donglin didn't refuse, but he didn't know what to do with the vacation.

Going to work in the morning, Qin Xu still sent him to the gate of the hospital, bought some gift boxes and fruits, and took a ride to Chen Donglin's house.The original plan was to go on the Lantern Festival, but he didn't expect that Chen Donglin would be on vacation, so he had to go two days in advance. This time, he didn't expect to let the old ladies accept him when he went to Qin Xu. He just felt that as a junior, he had a special relationship with Chen Donglin. relationship, go see what they are supposed to be.

When Qin Xu rang the doorbell, the two elderly people were eating breakfast. Father Chen opened the door and saw him, his face suddenly changed and he wanted to close the door, but the old lady saw it with sharp eyes and invited Qin Xu in.

After all, time has passed, and it is difficult for the old lady to be kind to him anymore. It is hard for her to believe Chen Donglin's words. She knows her son's character, and she has calmed down a lot these days. Letting Qin Xu in does not mean that he is accepted, but also Want to see what he wants to say.

After entering the door, no one poured water for Qin Xu, and he didn't mind, he just said that the Lantern Festival was a few days away, and he gave some things to the two elders for the festival.The old lady looked a little better, and asked him if he had breakfast. She didn't care about the gift, at least she could see that Qin Xu was still a bit responsible, and he wasn't shy.

But the old lady's patience was limited, and she didn't want to hear some irrelevant words from him, so Qin Xu had no choice but to go straight to the point.

"The teacher was sad for a long time that night, and now he has been depressed. Yesterday he caught a cold and had a low-grade fever. He blamed himself and felt that he had done something wrong." Chen Donglin was indeed unwell these days, but he did not have a low-grade fever. Xu feels that the facts may be more effective after being properly rendered.

Neither the old lady nor Father Chen spoke. Qin Xu carefully looked at their faces and considered his words.

"I feel very ashamed. It is my fault, but let the teacher suffer this pain. He is not wrong at all. I can't control my emotions, but in his heart, the most important thing is you, you are The parents who gave birth to him will always be the most important people in his life."

Father Chen sneered: "But he chose you, left and abandoned this family."

Qin Xu bowed his head, "Maybe the teacher understands that if he chooses me, he won't really lose you, so he did it, because he has always believed that his uncle and aunt love him, so he will forgive him and tolerate him in the end." .”

"Other things are fine, but this one is not!" Dad Chen was firm, and then tried to persuade him: "Xiao Qin, you are still young, the two of you will not last long, have you considered it? This society simply cannot tolerate it." You guys, why do you want to ruin two families? Does your father agree with you to do this? Do you know how much you will hurt your parents? "

"They already knew and agreed, because I have an agreement with him, I will live a good life, don't parents want their children to be happy?"

"Does letting him go astray make him happy?" Papa Chen suddenly became angry.

"I don't know, I don't know what my uncles and aunts think is the most important. Is it important to see the teacher get married and have children, or is it important to be happy. That's right, getting married at the right age, starting a family and starting a business is the path most people take, but if the teacher If you don’t want to do this, is it okay if you are unhappy because of this?”

"I don't know where we went wrong, neither violated the law nor harmed the interests of others, why we have to be opposed and discriminated against, we never thought of being recognized by society, their opinions have nothing to do with us, but uncles and aunts It’s different, you are the teacher’s parents, the person he loves the most, and the person he wants to be recognized the most, if you don’t support him, how can he face others.”

The old lady sat beside her and did not speak, and Chen's father also fell into silence. Chen Donglin sighed, as if thinking of something, and said softly: "Two days ago, the teacher was shopping in the supermarket and was fascinated by the glutinous rice balls. Fake, I just took a box, and he said he thought of his uncle and aunt, if the family can’t be reunited, what’s the point of eating glutinous rice balls.”

The old lady's eyes were red in an instant, she turned her head and wiped her eyes, but still said stubbornly: "We didn't force him, he will come back if he wants to, since I can't convince him, then I will ask you, you said that happiness is the most important thing, Then you leave him and our family goes back to the past, can you do it?"

Qin Xu was taken aback, he didn't expect the old lady to say such words suddenly.He has never thought about leaving Chen Donglin voluntarily, and it is impossible. He is also selfish. Besides, it is not contradictory whether he is happy with Chen Donglin or not. He pondered for a long time before solemnly saying: "If I leave him, If he can be happy, then I can be."

But this kind of assumption is meaningless, Chen Donglin has not regressed, and Qin Xu has no possibility of regressing. The only one who compromises is the old lady. Obviously, this is also quite difficult. The matter has reached an impasse. It's up to God to make things happen, so it's useless to talk too much, it all depends on what the two elders think.

Qin Xu didn't talk about the two of them anymore, but changed the topic to the capital. He talked about his own family affairs, some scenic spots and some interesting things in the capital, but Chen's father turned a deaf ear to it, and the old lady responded occasionally. Qin Xu He didn't feel embarrassed, and he took the initiative to leave when it was almost noon.

Before leaving, Qin Xu couldn't help turning his head and said: "I heard from the teacher that he hasn't had a holiday for the Lantern Festival for several years. If you are willing to let him go home for a reunion, Auntie, I believe he will be very happy."

The old lady looked at him and said nothing.

"Of course, I won't come to spoil the atmosphere." Qin Xu smiled, then bowed to the two, turned and left.

Qin Xu looked at the time and guessed that he would be late for dinner today. Chen Donglin didn't ask Qin Xu to deliver the meal these days, and the two ate directly outside. Today they made an appointment at the restaurant opposite the hospital. Qin Xu looked at his watch, Twelve o'clock might be late.

After Chen Donglin got off work, Qin Xu called him, but no one answered, so he had to urge the driver to hurry up. When he arrived at the restaurant, it took over half an hour. No one answered Chen Donglin's phone, so Qin Xu first went to the restaurant to find him. After walking around, he found no one, so he went to the hospital again. As soon as he entered the emergency room, he heard constant quarrels coming from the corner, which happened to be the door of the EICU, so Qin Xu hurried over.

The security guards were already present to control the scene, but there were too many onlookers. Qin Xu managed to squeeze in, and saw that all the superior doctors were present, while Chen Donglin was standing silently at the side with his head bowed, the hem of his overalls was stained with blood.The man called scolding wanted to rush up to beat people several times, and he pointed his hand at the tip of Chen Donglin's nose. Qin Xu subconsciously rushed up to block him, and opened the man's hand. Not long after, sirens sounded outside, and several The police arrived immediately and wrestled the troublemaker away.

The director asked Chen Donglin to go to dinner first, and we will discuss related matters in the afternoon. Before leaving, he took a deep look at Qin and Xu. Qin Xu didn't care so much, and pulled Chen Donglin away. After a while, seeing that he was not injured, he slowly let go of his heart.

Chen Donglin didn't speak at first, seeing Qin Xu's worried look, he couldn't help but rubbed his nose and said:

"I'm fine. That person made trouble on purpose. It has nothing to do with me."

Qin Xu was angry and distressed: "Then why don't you dodge a little bit, he almost hit you, can't you even take two steps back?"

"The security guards are there, he can't call me."

Qin Xu suddenly didn't know what to say, so he had to urge him to change his clothes and take him to dinner.In the past few days, Chen Donglin's appetite has not been very good. He looks a lot haggard, but his face is almost healed, and there are no signs of it.Qin Xu was already used to giving him cloth and vegetables first, and only after Chen Donglin had finished eating did he take care of it quickly.

After eating, Qin Xu thought about it for a long time, and planned to tell Chen Donglin that he was going back to the capital.Before he left in the morning, he saw the old lady's relaxed expression, and believed that the family reunion on the Lantern Festival should not be a big problem, but if he was there, Chen Donglin would definitely take him back. In order to avoid affecting their family, Qin Xu decided to To avoid it, besides, during the Chinese New Year, he hurried back from the capital before the reunion dinner. It would be unreasonable not to go back this time during the Lantern Festival.

Qin Xu pretended to be casual and told him about this, Chen Donglin was taken aback, if Qin Xu also left, he would really be alone during the holiday, but he could understand that Qin Xu should go back for the holiday , so what about being alone, isn't it always like this before, and now he can't go home, and he can't find any interests and hobbies except sleeping.

"Don't stay at home for a few days on vacation. The weather is very good these days. You haven't taken pictures for a long time. Going outside will always make you feel better."

Chen Donglin lowered his head and said nothing, just stared at his hands in a daze.Qin Xu's heart suddenly ached, and he blocked his sight with his body and held his hand. Chen Donglin has always been like this these days, often in a daze, with dazed and helpless eyes. He was by his side, but he was also powerless about many things. Chen Donglin could never let go of the old lady's inability to accept them for a day.

"Then when will you come back?" Chen Donglin asked him softly.

Qin Xu promised that he would come back early in the morning on the [-]th day of the first lunar month, and he would only be back for two days.Chen Donglin didn't mean to urge him, but Qin Xu had said so, and he didn't need to explain.

When Chen Donglin returned to the department, the director had a general discussion with him. The patient was actually hopeless when he was sent here. Chen Donglin still gave him a half-hour rescue. There was no problem with the medication or the rescue procedures, which complied with the rules and regulations. People are blackmailers maliciously, and Chen Donglin has no fault at all.

The director asked him to go back and write the rescue records. Before he left, the director stopped Chen Donglin again, but he still couldn't say what he was talking about. In the end, he didn't say anything and asked him to go back. Originally, the director wanted to ask him, is it true? He had an unusual relationship with Qin Xu, and later felt that there was nothing to ask, after all, these were not things he should worry about.

Early the next morning, Qin Xu packed his things and prepared to go to the airport. Chen Donglin had to go to work and couldn't see him off. The two finally bid farewell at the door. The main thing was actually one-sided. Chen Donglin watched him go at the gate of the station. Qin Xuxu They talked about a lot of things, and it was only two days since they separated, and it was like a farewell to life and death. In the end, Chen Donglin couldn't bear it, and closed the door while Qin Xu was still talking.