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Father Chen didn't ask what happened, but first hugged the old lady to coax her.Over the years, she has never cried so much as today. If she is not too sad, the old lady will not lose her composure.

Before Father Chen asked, Chen Donglin took the initiative to explain the matter again. He was ready to be beaten again, but found that Father Chen had no time to take care of him, because the old lady couldn't help crying when she heard his words again. Father Chen was busy wiping her tears.

Chen Donglin's nose soured, and he turned his head away.Father Chen took care of the old lady and sent her into the room, and closed the door when she came out.He sat down slowly, as if exhausted, exhausted and disappointed.

"When you were in college, you made a girlfriend for four years. You found out when your mother helped you clean up the room two years ago. You never told us about it, and we always pretended not to know."

"You know, as long as you don't tell, your mother and I may never know about you and him. If so, why did you tell?" Father Chen didn't look at him, but stared at the tea leaves in a daze.

"Because he is different from Xu Miao."

"What's the difference?"

Chen Donglin was at a loss for words.

There is no difference between Qin Xu and Xu Miao, what is different is Chen Donglin's feelings for them.He really liked Xu Miao back then. When the relationship was good, the two were busy preparing for the postgraduate entrance examination in school, so they had no chance to tell their parents. He never thought of taking Xu Miao home, and Xu Miao never introduced him to his parents.

It is true that when Chen Donglin knew that Qin Xu had confessed to his parents but he did nothing, he did feel guilty in his heart. The relationship between two people should not let only one party bear the responsibility. There is a lot of weight in my heart, so heavy that in addition to hoping that the two can be together for a long time, I also hope to get the approval and blessing of my parents.

"But I've already said it. If I had to choose again, I would still say it." Chen Donglin paused and then continued: "I like him, and I hope to get the blessing of my parents, just like my mother hopes to get the blessing of my grandfather. "

The last sentence successfully touched Papa Chen's Ni Lin, and he stood up with clenched fists and glared at him.What he cared about most in his life was the attitude of the old lady's father. After so many years, Chen's father has been singing with the old lady, but he is still sneered at by her father. The old man has been in poor health for the past two years, but he has never let him go. They visited, and he didn't understand before, but later he understood that a person is paranoid, and he doesn't need any reason to hate someone.And what did he do wrong, why should he be denied like this.

"Exaggerated words! You don't understand anything at all. Can two men be called liking? Can they live a lifetime? You stand up and talk, and see who will support you."

"What if I insist?" Chen Donglin gritted his teeth.

"Then I'll treat you as my son. Either you two should make a clean break, or don't come home."

Father Chen was in a trance for a moment after saying this sentence. This sentence was so familiar. His father also told him so back then, but he still obeyed.

He made his own inner choice, but when he became the role of father, he hoped that his son would never refute him.

"Have you ever considered that we only have you as your son, you don't care about other people's opinions, you can pursue your own feelings regardless, what about me and your mother? Your mother will be 70 years old in two years, you still have the heart Let her be judged by others? You can't be so selfish, and abandon your parents because of a momentary playfulness and go astray, what is this ungrateful white-eyed wolf?"

"If you promise me that you will break up with him immediately, this matter can be overturned. Your mother and I will never talk about it, but if you insist on going astray, then I can't help it."

Chen Donglin was speechless at every word of Father Chen's words. He knew that it would be difficult for them to accept this matter, but he never thought that he would pay such a price.He lived in an inclusive and loving environment since he was a child, and his parents gave him maximum freedom. Chen Donglin thought he could persuade them, but their firm attitude made it impossible for Chen Donglin to speak out.

Seeing him bowing his head in silence, Father Chen calmed down a little, sat down again and patted him on the shoulder.

"There are some things you can't say. Mom and Dad will tell you for you. Qin Xu is a good boy. I don't believe you would do such a thing to persecute him. He is still young..."

"I forced him." Chen Donglin interrupted him, then quickly lowered his head and said softly, "Father, I'm sorry."

Father Chen, who had calmed down, was irritated again, "What's the use of telling me you're sorry? You go tell Qin Xu's father that you persecuted him, that you ruined his future and made him die! How did I teach you when I was young? Are you reading so many books for nothing? You are simply a beast!" Father Chen became more and more angry as he spoke, and threw all the tea sets to the ground with his backhand.

Chen Donglin's heart was already ashamed, he couldn't say what he wanted to say in his mind, because it was useless to say it or not, they couldn't listen or understand, maybe it was him who blamed him in the first place , He didn't find a good time and method. Many things can't be solved by reasoning, especially between relatives. Perhaps everyone should be honest with each other instead of reasoning.

Chen Donglin was already feeling tired, his face seemed to be burning hot, he got up and bent down to pick up the broken teacups one by one, then went to the old lady's door and knocked on the door, but there was no response in the room.He bowed to his father, then raised his voice and said, "Mom, I know you can hear it inside, I'm sorry, I won't give up on him."

The old lady opened the door suddenly, stopping Dad Chen who wanted to do it.Her eyes were swollen, obviously she had been crying for a long time, but she became tough and calm when facing Chen Dong.

"Don't dream, your father and I can't possibly agree with you, if I put it here, if you want to be with him, then I won't be your son."

Chen Donglin didn't speak, turned around and went back to the room in silence, and came out with his bag in a short while, Father Chen was trembling with anger when he saw that he was really going to leave, and wanted to beat him when he walked over, but was stopped by the old lady: "Let him go! If he steps out of this door, I will treat him as dead!"

Chen Donglin was shaken all over, and his footsteps were a little weak. He wiped his face and looked at the familiar living room and familiar relatives. The family that used to be happy and happy was vividly remembered, but now it was so strange. Tears flowed out of his eyes, but he Can't go back.Chen Donglin bowed to the two old men, and turned his head with tears streaming down his face.

He didn't go far, just under the streetlight next to the gate of the community, he took out his mobile phone from his backpack.Turning on the phone screen, there were ten missed calls on it, all from Qin Xu. When he went home to change his clothes, he deliberately hid the phone in his bag.

He clicked on Qin Xu's phone, and the other party picked it up after one ring. Chen Donglin took a deep breath, adjusted his voice, and said:

"I found the phone, come back quickly, I'll wait for you at the gate of the community."

Before the other party could speak, Chen Donglin hung up the phone. It took about 15 minutes to get back from the hotel by car. Chen Donglin stood under the streetlight, staring blankly at the hotel.He began to think that Qin Xu was like this every time, standing under the streetlight in his neighborhood, looking in the direction of his window, what kind of mood was Qin Xu at that time.

The weather was cold, passers-by came and went, there were no stools on the side of the road, and it had only been 15 minutes. Chen Donglin seemed to have waited for a century. He began to have tinnitus. It was not until Qin Xu ran over to call him that he regained his hearing.

When Qin Xu got out of the car and approached, the first thing he saw was Chen Donglin's swollen face. He was so distressed that he asked Chen Donglin what happened, but the other party stared at him blankly until Qin Xu touched his swollen face. face, Chen Donglin said:

"Why did it take you so long to come?"

Qin Xu hugged him in his arms, completely ignoring that he was still on the street, he felt his neck was a little damp, and then there was the sound of sobbing that Chen Donglin was trying to suppress.

Qin Xu's heart was so congested that his voice became hoarse, so he could only hug him tightly and comfort Chen Donglin silently.He didn't know what happened, and he vaguely guessed an answer in his heart, but he couldn't believe it, thinking that the family had another conflict caused by a blind date.

Chen Donglin quickly cleared up his emotions, threw the bag to Qin Xu, stopped the car and said to go home, Chen Donglin didn't look at him all the way, just looked down and played with his mobile phone, after all, he was outside, and Qin Xu didn't Lots of questions.

As soon as he entered the house, as soon as Qin Xu put down the bag, Chen Donglin stuck it up. As soon as Qin Xu turned around, Chen Donglin kissed him. The moment he closed his eyes, Qin Xu clearly saw the sadness and fragility in his eyes.But Chen Donglin didn't give him a chance to question, the two entered the room after kissing.

Chen Donglin hugged him tightly, as if he wanted to draw strength from Qin Xu. This time he took the initiative to please Qin Xu. Unlike before, he didn't feel any sense of disobedience or discomfort, and even wanted to cater to him. His body is also very honest, and he quickly responded to Qin Xu's teasing.

Just when he was ready to accept Qin Xu, the other party stopped. At this time, both of them were naked, facing each other, but Qin Xu just kept stroking his back and asking him what happened.

Chen Donglin closed his eyes tightly, his body trembling slightly, Qin Xu had no choice but to keep kissing him to comfort him.

"I told them." Chen Donglin didn't speak after he came back, and his voice was hoarse when he spoke.

Qin Xu's eyes turned red, "Teacher, you don't have to do this."

"But I want to do this." Chen Donglin smiled, but couldn't help but burst into tears.

Qin Xu didn't ask his parents what their attitude was, it was obviously not a good one, otherwise Chen Donglin wouldn't be hurt, and wouldn't be so sad and hopeless.In addition to being moved, Qin Xu was more distressed. If the result was like this, he would rather Chen Donglin never tell his parents, at least he could maintain the superficial peace and the scene would not be so embarrassing.

The two of them did nothing in the end. The next day, Qin Xu checked out the hotel room and moved to Chen Donglin's house.Since that night, Chen Donglin has been depressed. The most direct expression is that he is not very talkative. Even to Qin Xu, it is rare to say a few words a day, but Qin Xu can understand that parents are important to everyone. Most importantly, he is lucky to have enlightened parents, but this does not mean anything, Chen Donglin's parents are not wrong either, they also love Chen Donglin, but in their own way.