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It was the director who saw him first, beckoned to him, and told him to sit down.Chen Donglin was right next to the director. Seeing him coming, he subconsciously sat next to him, leaving an empty seat for him. Qin Xu walked over and sat down there.

Qin Xu had to praise his foresight. He not only bought takeaways, but also bought other fruits and snacks. He was afraid that it would be too strange for him to deliver lunch to Chen Donglin every day, so he bought some other things to divert his attention. , even if someone asks, just say to see a colleague.Then Qin Xu said hello to everyone one by one, and distributed some snacks to everyone.

The director cheerfully ate a banana and asked him why he was here. Qin Xu naturally talked nonsense, saying that he had feelings for the emergency department and could not forget the teachings of colleagues and teachers, so he specially bought some things for everyone, and heard that Mr. Chen celebrated the New Year It's really hard and dedicated to work all the time, so I will bring him a meal when I have time.

Except for the director, everyone didn't really care about the purpose of his visit, but when they met a handsome guy, it was inevitable that some people would ask a few more questions, and the atmosphere was lively, so a few nurses naturally asked him vaguely if he had a girlfriend, Qin Xu said With it, it surprised the director.

"Why didn't I know you had a girlfriend? Didn't I hear from your dad?" asked the director.

"He's shy." As soon as Qin Xu finished speaking, Chen Donglin choked on the rice. Qin Xu subconsciously drew paper for him and patted his back.As soon as Qin Xu came in and put down the takeaway, Chen Donglin only focused on eating. Only when he asked Qin Xu if he had a girlfriend, did he prick up his ears silently. Until Qin Xu said that he was shy, Chen Donglin couldn't help it anymore.

"Doctor Chen, don't get excited, are you also in a hurry and want to find a girlfriend?" A nurse joked.

Hearing the nurse's words, Chen Donglin coughed even worse. Ling Shuang poured him a glass of water, and it took him a while to recover.

"You guys are right, why are you talking about me?" Chen Donglin drank his saliva and didn't want to eat anymore.

"Curious, what type do you like, Dr. Chen?"

Chen Donglin suppressed his emotions, and said calmly, "I like those who talk less."

The atmosphere suddenly fell silent, the nurse who asked him the question was a little embarrassed, and stopped talking after eating snacks, but Ling Shuang suddenly burst out laughing.

"No wonder Doctor Chen rejected me at that time." Ling Shuang didn't look unnatural when she said this, but she laughed first, and the others also laughed. Everyone knows.

Chen Donglin didn't dislike Ling Shuang. To be precise, when he saw her solo dance at the New Year's Eve party, he realized that Ling Shuang might not be as careless as he appeared on the surface, and that what was hidden in his heart might also be a delicate and gentle heart.Just like this time, she deftly resolved everyone's embarrassment. Even though Chen Donglin didn't care much about other people's emotions, she still thanked her for her kindness.

It wasn't long for lunch, and several nurses went out one after another after eating, leaving only the director and Chen Donglin.The director has a break at noon, and is going to continue gossip.

"Xiao Xu, when did you get your girlfriend?"

Qin Xu said seriously: "Teacher, I don't want to hide it from you, but I hope you will keep it a secret for me." Although the director didn't understand after hearing this, he still agreed.

"Actually, I..." The director leaned towards him, and Chen Donglin held a cup of tea, feeling a bad premonition.

"Actually, I like a guy."

The director thought he heard it wrong, but Chen Donglin heard it clearly, and his back broke out in cold sweat.

"What did you say? A man?" The director looked shocked.

"Yes, it's...a man." Qin Xu paused, then continued to speak firmly.

Chen Donglin suddenly put down the teacup, the cup collided with the coffee table, and there was a crisp sound, both Qin Xu and the director turned their heads to look at him at the same time.

"It's time, I'm going to work, director, you talk slowly." After speaking, Chen Dong walked away quickly without looking back, Qin Xu looked calm, but his heart fell straight to the bottom.

The director didn't understand this matter a bit. He wanted to teach Qin Xu a good lesson, but he couldn't say it. After all, he didn't have the qualifications. After a long silence, he asked, "Does your father know?"

"I know." Qin Xu said.

"How did he say?"

"Father said not to interfere with me." After Qin Wei said that, what else could the director say?He left in a hurry under the pretext of taking a rest, and his face was not as good-looking as before.

But Qin Xu didn't care, he only cared about Chen Donglin's attitude.At the beginning, he was timid, but Chen Donglin encouraged him not to care about other people's eyes, but when this day came, Chen Donglin retreated.But Qin Xu never thought of taking the initiative to disclose his relationship with Chen Donglin. His previous shrinkage was just because he was afraid that it would affect Chen Donglin. As for how others viewed him, he completely ignored it.

Qin Xu opened the lunch box that Chen Donglin had eaten and saw that he didn't eat much broccoli. It seems that broccoli can be bought in the future.He passed by the emergency room, Chen Donglin saw him, then turned around and said something to his colleagues, before walking towards Qin Xu.

The two walked out of the emergency room and stopped in a place with few people.

"Teacher, are you worried?" Qin Xu asked him.

"You're so sudden, why don't you discuss it with me?" Chen Donglin frowned.

Qin Xu lowered his head and suddenly felt like coughing: "I didn't say anything, they won't know about me and the teacher."

"It's not a question of knowing or not!" Chen Donglin shouted suddenly furiously. He wanted to scold you whether you have a brain or not, but he held back.

Chen Donglin didn't react to his confession at first, but then he was really mad. He didn't know what was going on in Qin Xu's mind, but he was so caught off guard. When he said such words to the director, Qin Xu wanted to protect him. Could it be that Doesn't he want to protect Qin Xu?He heard from Qin Xu that he would continue to be admitted to the city hospital, and the director had high expectations for him, but his confession today, if the director can't accept such a thing, or if it is spread, how much will there be? People are pointing behind his back.

"Teacher, I swear, I will never drag you into the water." Qin Xu stretched out his palm to swear.

Chen Donglin turned around and left, he didn't want to say anything more to him, the problem was not what Qin Xu thought at all, he didn't know Qin Xu would be so impulsive and paranoid, he wanted to calm himself down, so as not to hurt the two of them with his unscrupulous words Even if Qin Xu came to pull him, Chen Donglin would not hesitate to shake off his hand and walk back.

Qin Xu stood there without moving, looked at his hand that was thrown away, and blinked, feeling a little dry.He hadn't tasted enough of the sweetness of love, and the pain came so quickly, just like the happiness before, it was all an illusion.

He thought that he might be wrong because Chen Donglin was not happy.It was wrong for Chen Donglin to be unhappy.Qin Xu forgot his original intention of saying that, maybe because he was complacent, or because he didn't want to hide it.What is there to hide? Is it wrong to like someone?Do you like breaking the law alone?

But he didn't want to think about why Chen Donglin was angry, maybe it was because he ate broccoli that he didn't like at noon?He didn't want to extend the problem to himself, that would make him despair, because he might think that Chen Donglin really has no feelings for him, as if he was afraid of getting a little relationship with him.

He really wanted to ask Chen Donglin if he regretted being with him, but Qin Xu would not ask, and would even whitewash the peace to maintain this fragile relationship in his heart, because he was more afraid of losing than not loving.

Qin Xu has read a book, which says that if you want to maintain a long-term relationship, then both parties must be evenly matched, and you must first respect and love yourself. All relationships that are forced, humble, and begged will not be successful in the end.In the past, he thought it was right to say that only equal parties can have equal feelings.But now he finds that a person's wealth, knowledge, and background are the criteria by which equality can be measured, but feelings are not good. If either of the two parties loves more, they will give in more. The scale of a relationship will be tilted. Relationships are not weights that can be added or subtracted to be measured one by one. There will always be someone who will be willing to bow down.

When Chen Donglin got off work, Qin Xu didn't go to pick him up, but waited directly in front of his house with the vegetables.Chen Donglin wasn't surprised to see him, after all, it wasn't the first time he did this.Maybe it was the calmness of the afternoon, Chen Donglin looked much better, and there was no trace of rage, but he didn't say anything, opened the door and went in on his own, Qin Xu could only follow behind him step by step.

Qin Xu didn't mention the matter of noon, and went straight to the kitchen to prepare dinner after entering the door. He washed the fish and asked Chen Donglin whether he would like to steam it or braise it in brown sauce. Chen Donglin didn't answer, and Qin Xu didn't ask any more. It's so hot, I just want to find an excuse to stir up the topic.

Chen Donglin just sat in the living room watching TV, didn't look at the kitchen, even pretended not to hear what Qin Xu said, until Qin Xu asked him to eat, Chen Donglin walked slowly to the dining table and sat down.He casually picked up the fish with chopsticks, which was a bit salty. Chen Donglin just tasted it and put down the chopsticks, and then inadvertently saw a band-aid on Qin Xu's index finger.

"What happened to your finger?" Chen Donglin asked suddenly.

Qin Xu was stunned, looked at his fingers, and then smiled and said: "It's okay, I accidentally scratched it while cutting vegetables."

Chen Donglin didn't say a word, picked up his chopsticks again, took two mouthfuls of rice, and put down his chopsticks again as if he felt it was boring.

"If it doesn't taste good, don't eat it. What do you want to eat and I'll buy it for you later?" Qin Xu still looked at him with a smile.

"what's your plan?"

"Plan?" Qin Xu didn't understand.

"It's the future work and life."

"For work, let's go to the city hospital again. For life, I want to be with the teacher." Qin Xuqiang said with a smile.

"What about the director, what did the director say?"

"What's the matter, Director Guan?"

"Have you ever thought about why you have to be so impulsive to confess, what are you going to do if the director spreads it out, continue to work in the hospital, and then bear the criticism of others?"

"But teacher, I promised you that you will not be involved."

Chen Donglin was powerless, he didn't mean that at all.

"It's not a question of whether or not I'm involved, do you know? You obviously don't need to say it. If you don't say it, your path will be easier, do you understand? In other words, if you say this sentence today Would you be happy if the person is me?"

Qin Xu thought about it, and felt that he would, and would be very happy, because it meant that Chen Donglin recognized him, but at the same time he was also worried, worried about Chen Donglin's future situation. Hurt, that is another matter, it means that his life may not be so comfortable.Although Qin Xu understood Chen Donglin's intentions, he didn't let it go, and he didn't know why.

"But I've already said it." Qin Xu stated the fact flatly.Chen Donglin was suddenly speechless.