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"Hey, don't tell me you're not going back today?" Chen Donglin called to the kitchen.

"I'm sick!" You still let me go back?

"Then what are you wearing? Isn't it a waste of money if you don't go back and open the room at the hotel?"

Qin Xu had nothing to say. He packed the kitchen and was about to go back. Before he left, he seemed to think of something again.

"Teacher, what did you call me just now? Hello?"

Chen Donglin quickly replied: "You heard wrong."

"Then what do you want to call me, teacher?" Qin Xu approached him and asked.

"Xiao Qin, you should go." Chen Donglin blinked innocently.

Qin Xu turned around silently and left. He called Teacher Chen Donglin, and Chen Donglin called him a classmate. There was nothing wrong with that. He thought that the deep relationship between the two should not be reflected by their titles. Well, that’s right, that’s how it was, Qin Xu comforted silently. Own.

After entering the hotel elevator, Qin Xu suddenly remembered that the air conditioner in his room seemed to be broken, so he went back to the front desk. After the waiter knew about it, he planned to call someone to repair it, but the maintenance staff was off work. Qin Xu didn't want to embarrass them, so he went I asked the waiter to change the room for myself. Unfortunately, the hotel happened to be full today.The waiter apologized to Qin Xu and was about to call the manager. Qin Xu was too lazy to bother, so he just forgot it, and it didn't matter if he left.

But when he returned to the room, he regretted seeing the deserted surroundings. If he had known earlier, he should have stayed at Chen Donglin's house!Qin Xu looked at the time, it was actually still early, he could check out completely, and then go to Chen Donglin's house.Action is worse than heartbeat, he immediately took out his mobile phone to call Chen Donglin, it was connected after two rings, at first there was the sound of splashing water, and then it was turned off immediately.

"Are you taking a shower? You still have a mobile phone in the shower?"

"I'm afraid the department will call, what are you doing? Are you at the hotel?"

"It's okay, teacher, you can wash it first, and call me after washing."

"Why should I call you when it's fine?" Chen Donglin hung up after finishing speaking.

Qin Xu originally wanted to talk to Chen Donglin about going to sleep with him, but when he heard the sound of the water over there, his mind was naturally full of thoughts, thinking about it, he felt his cheeks were hot, and his body was also vaguely Some reactions.He looked at the place where he had slowly risen and looked serious. He is not an indulgent person, but mostly ascetic, so until today, he has remained single. In other words, Chen Donglin is his first love, and it was him that night. The first kiss, of course, if you count the countless rehearsals in your head.

But obviously, he has desire for Chen Donglin, no matter it is possessive desire or something else, ever since he understood his intention, he has been tortured by possessive desire all the time, the most common emotion is jealousy , jealous of the person who talks to Chen Donglin, jealous of the person who can make him laugh, and dreaming back at midnight, and dreaming of some things that he is ashamed to say again and again, all the things are intertwined, making him painful and addicted to it.

But now that Chen Donglin has confirmed his relationship with him, the two of them have a heart-to-heart relationship with each other.Thinking of this part of him seemed to become more uncomfortable, he slowly stretched out his hand to hold it, thinking of Chen Donglin's hazy appearance in the bathroom, holding him at night, he couldn't help imagining that it was Chen Donglin's hand comforting him , just when Qin Xu was about to climb the peak, a bell rang in the empty room, frightened Qin Xu softly, he angrily picked up the phone and saw that it was Chen Donglin...

"Why did you call me?" Chen Donglin asked.

After waiting for a while, there was no answer from the other end of the phone. Chen Donglin took down the phone and checked, it was still on the phone.

"Chen Donglin!!"

"Huh?" Chen Donglin raised his final voice, the warning was self-evident, and he dared to call himself by his name.

"Teacher." The voice over there softened.

"The hotel's air conditioner is broken."

"so?"

"I feel a little cold."

"Then you should put on more quilts." Guangshan City has not been cold these days, with the lowest temperature reaching △ degrees, and a thick quilt is actually more than enough.

"I still have a cold."

"Then what do you want?" Chen Donglin's right eyelid twitched fast, he had a bad premonition.

"I want to sleep with the teacher." He knew it!Qin Xu would never go back to the hotel to sleep so obediently, and even made up a reason that the air conditioner was broken to lie to him.

"You're not lying to me, are you?" Chen Donglin couldn't believe it. Why did the air conditioner in the hotel break down all of a sudden? It's such a coincidence!

"..." Qin Xu was a little hurt. He didn't expect that Chen Donglin didn't believe him. He asked himself, did he ever lie to Chen Donglin, and there was nothing wrong with wanting to get close to him, but Chen Donglin seemed a little reluctant .

"Don't you want me to go?" Qin Xu asked directly.

"It's not a question of whether you want it or not..." Before Chen Donglin could finish speaking, he heard Qin Xu say, I understand, and then hung up the phone.

He knows?know what?Obviously, Chen Donglin himself didn't know that he wasn't resisting Qin Xu's closeness, but that the last line of defense in his heart was still holding on for some reason. If he promised Qin Xu to come over tonight, maybe the two of them would start living together, and then it would be a matter of course.But Chen Donglin was still uneasy. Just now, he and Qin Xu almost got into a fight, but fortunately they were finally relieved by a few coughs. Now that he thinks about it, he is a little lucky.

Qin Xu is calm and decent in dealing with people, but he is not mature enough emotionally. The way he handles his feelings is always too extreme. Chen Donglin sometimes feels that he is like a child, who is passionate, clingy, and sensitive to the people he likes. And fragile, just like this time, before I finished explaining, the other party got upset and hung up the phone.

But there is no doubt that Chen Donglin thinks that he really likes him, otherwise he would not accept Qin Xu who is of the same sex as him. He likes the feeling of being with Qin Xu, at ease, relaxed, and happy. He has not felt this way for a long time.Every move of the other party affects my thoughts. I am happy when I see him happy, and worry about him when I am sick.But Chen Donglin has never liked the same sex, he doesn't know how to make his body accept each other like his heart, this is not contradictory to his love for Qin Xu.

Just as Chen Donglin thought, the current Qin Xu is indeed not very happy, he began to suspect that maybe Chen Donglin didn't really like him in the first place, maybe it was because of a muddled impulse.He suddenly remembered what Qin Wei had said to him, and then the words "one word becomes a prophecy" popped up in his mind, but he also said that he would not give up, the two finally got together, even if Chen Donglin didn't like him so what , he still had to hold onto Chen Donglin tightly, at least until he didn't personally say goodbye, Qin Xu wouldn't let go.

Even though he thought so, Qin Xu still felt a little unhappy in his heart, and then woke up suddenly. He was so easy to be satisfied before, but now he is not only with Chen Donglin, but also wants to ask the other party to love him.Maybe this is called the insatiable desire, Qin Xu thought.

Before going to bed, Chen Dong made up his mind to contact Qin Xu tomorrow to soothe his wounded heart, but what he didn't expect was that when he got up in the morning, he heard the doorbell ring. When he opened the door, Qin Xu had already carried Breakfast stood at the door.

Looking at his sleepy eyes, he knew that Chen Donglin hadn't washed his teeth yet, so Qin Xu asked him to brush his teeth and warmed the milk for him himself.He thought about it for a long time last night, and then he finally figured it out. When you are in love, you should persevere in chasing someone. It is not enough to be together, but to communicate with each other. This is the end of the long-distance love race. Although the two are already in love At the same time, there is still some distance between heart and heart, but Qin Xu believes that as long as he continues to work hard, this distance will not be too far away.

Chen Donglin took a sip of milk after washing up, thinking about how to explain to him what happened last night, but Qin Xu seemed to have completely forgotten about it, so he focused on peeling the eggs for him.

"Well, are you feeling better from your cold?" Chen Donglin walked around and didn't know what to say. He wasn't sure whether Qin Xu was still brooding over what happened last night.

"Well, it's much better. I'll take back the casserole for boiling the medicine later, and I'll cook the medicine a few more times." He felt that he was really much better this time. He didn't have any sore throat today, and he should be fine soon.But Chen Donglin's words had a different meaning in his ears. He always thought that Qin Xu would not let go of any chance to get close to him, but today he actually said that he would take the casserole back.

"Actually, it's not that I didn't want you to come yesterday..." Looking at Qin Xu's calm gaze on him, Chen Donglin suddenly couldn't explain what he was saying. How could he explain it? What excuses did he make?Whether he wanted to or not, he hesitated, and that was the truth.

"Teacher, you don't have to embarrass yourself. It's because I have no sense of proportion. I can't force things about feelings. But as long as you like me a little bit, teacher, I won't give up. So, teacher, you can do whatever you want."

Chen Donglin was absolutely sure that Qin Xu must have thought something wrong.What is the slightest liking?He doesn't think he accepts Qin Xu just because he likes him even a little bit. In this way, doesn't he want to accept many people?But he couldn't express his love to Qin Xu, he couldn't say it, and it didn't fit his character.

Chen Donglin didn't speak, Qin Xu was a little disappointed, he thought that Chen Donglin had acquiesced in his abruptness, he also acquiesced that he only had the slightest liking for him, and maybe even acquiesced in his embarrassment.Qin Xu took a sip of the milk and found it tasteless, and the two of them were speechless for a while.

After breakfast, Qin Xu still thoughtfully sent Chen Donglin to work. I don't know if what Chen Donglin said last time worked or what. Qin Xu said that he would continue to bring him lunch, but Chen Donglin did not refuse.But on the way back to the hotel, Qin Xu thought about it and decided to cook for Chen Donglin himself.He always remembered that Chen Donglin said that he wanted to marry a wife who could cook. He couldn't be a wife, but to become a husband who could cook, Qin Xu felt that he could work harder.

But if he wants to make a quick start, looking at the recipes on his mobile phone is still not enough. Taking advantage of the time now, he thinks he can enroll in a training class, but he walked around the street, and the training class is closed during the holidays. It will not open until after the eighth day of the lunar new year. , but Qin Xu felt that the past few days were not too bad. There was still a long way to go, so he could take his time.

After he finished buying the vegetables, he found that there seemed to be no place for him to cook in the hotel room, but he didn't want to ask Chen Donglin to get the key to cook there. Finally, he lay on the bed thinking for a long time, and put the vegetables in the refrigerator , decided to order takeout at noon today.

Qin Xu didn't need to ask Chen Donglin what he wanted to eat anymore. Anyway, he always said whatever he wanted to eat. This is also true. No matter what he bought, Chen Donglin didn't show dislike. It seemed that as long as he bought it, Chen Donglin would buy it all. Qin Xu attributed it to Chen Donglin's good support.

At noon, Qin Xuzhun went to find Chen Donglin with a takeaway, but he looked outside the emergency room for a long time. There were two or three doctors and nurses, but there was no Chen Donglin.Qin Xu asked the nurse, who already knew him and told him that he was not busy today, and that Chen Donglin had just entered the waiting room.

You have to press your fingerprint to enter the lounge. Qin Xu didn't know if his fingerprint was still useful. He tried to press it, and the lounge door opened. He went into the dining area and saw that Director Chen Donglin and Ling Shuang were inside. And several other nurses.They all turned their heads when they heard the sound.