Sinus tachycardia

Chen Donglin's heart beat so fast before. He roughly estimated that there might be 160 beats per minute. Maybe he was frightened or shocked.

He remembered the night when Ling Shuang confessed his feelings to him. He felt sorry and embarrassed, but he rejected her very calmly. From the beginning to the end, his heart didn't fluctuate in the slightest.

So, so what?Isn't it more terrifying to be confessed by a man?So I was scared, which is logical.

There was still a hint of wine in his mouth, and there seemed to be a warm touch on the tip of his tongue. He swallowed subconsciously, and looked at Qin Xu in shock.

If it was normal, Qin Xu would definitely laugh when he saw his funny appearance, but he couldn't laugh now, just a moment ago, he hugged the person he thought about day and night, and even kissed him, beautiful The touch made him forget the fear of losing, he decided not to back down, the worst would be to be a stranger, but as long as he works hard, there will be hope.

Qin Xu sat down beside him, and hugged Chen Donglin again.Chen Donglin's head has been restarted countless times, and finally failed to restart. It is almost his instinct to struggle and resist. No matter how he pushes or hits, Qin Xu hugs him and does not let go, and even directly presses on him, grabbing Chen Donglin's hand.

"Let go." Chen Donglin calmed down and tried to communicate with him.

"I won't let it go."

"I know you're drunk, as long as you let go, I don't care about what happened just now, let's go back to being good friends, okay?"

"No! I don't want you to treat me as a student! I don't want you to be my teacher!"

"Qin Xu, calm down, if you continue like this, we will break off our friendship."

"Break off? We've already broken off."

"Qin Xu, you..." Chen Donglin wanted to say more, but Qin Xu blocked his mouth roughly, Chen Donglin struggled hard, but it was in vain, he didn't know that Qin Xu had such great strength, that he could hold himself still.

The person he likes is so close to him, Qin Xu buried his head on his neck, and smelled the familiar scent, the scent that he tried desperately to remember but gradually forgot, at this moment, he felt happy The two of them wanted to cry, their chests were close together, and Qin Xu drank again, so his body was inevitably a little hot.

Chen Donglin obviously felt that something was holding him back, his face turned from white to red in an instant, when Qin Xu relaxed, he struggled to break free, and within a few seconds, was caught by Qin Xu again, he looked at Qin Xu, There was a frightening light in the opponent's eyes.

Qin Xu raised his hands above the top, grabbed his right hand with one hand, but started to walk towards Chen Donglin with the other hand. Chen Donglin's face turned pale instantly, and his eyes turned red.

"Qin Xu, how dare you?! I will hate you forever."

Qin Xu paused, kissed Chen Donglin's eyes, but his own tears fell down, he kept saying sorry, he had already made it this far, and there was no way for the two of them to retreat.

His hand continued to move around, he was also a man, he knew where people could be sensitive, he brushed the tip of his tongue behind Chen Donglin's ear, making him tremble all over, but his hand slowly descended, holding the other's weakness.Men usually can't stand teasing, Chen Donglin's heart is ashamed, but he can't help but sink.Qin Xu kissed away the tears falling from the corners of his eyes, and stopped his hands. At this moment, Chen Donglin pulled out his hand and hit Qin Xu's face, kicking him away directly.

Chen Donglin wiped his face, rushed forward to give him a slap, and then vented all his anger. Qin Xu didn't fight back. He lay down on the sofa like a shrimp and let him vent. When he was tired from beating with his hands, he kicked him until Qin Xu passed out.

Chen Donglin dragged Qin Xu and threw it outside the door, then slammed the door shut.He looked at the messy living room, the coffee table and the sofa had been moved, and all the things were scattered on the floor, and then he packed up his things expressionlessly, seeing the sofa, he finally couldn't help but burst out, tears couldn't stop Liu, this is the first time he has cried in his adult years, and the first time he feels so tired and wronged.

He stayed up all night, even though Qin Xu didn't really hurt him, even though he felt a bit of heartache in his anger when he saw Qin Xu cry, but this couldn't change the fact that he was humiliated.The next day when the alarm clock rang, he still had to go to work. When he opened the door, Qin Xu was no longer there.Chen Donglin didn't want to know, and he didn't care where he went. He even rejoiced that Qin Xu had already left, otherwise he might lose control of himself.

Not long after work, the director found him.The director said that Qin Xu didn't come to work, and asked Chen Donglin if he knew where he had gone.Speaking of Qin Xu, what happened last night flashed in his mind, Chen Donglin was almost on the verge of breaking out, he gritted his teeth and swallowed the fishy sweetness in his throat, and said calmly that the two hadn't been in touch for a long time.Although the director seemed to believe it or not, he didn't ask any more questions. He took the matter and told Qin Xu's mentor that he had asked for leave, so the matter turned upside down.

But Qin Xu didn't come to work for three days in a row, and the phone couldn't be reached. The director almost called his father, but thinking that Qin Xu was an adult after all, nothing should happen.In the early morning of the fourth day, Qin Xu's father, that is, Qin Wei, suddenly called.He said that Qin Xu was in the second hospital for emergency treatment and was seriously ill, and he himself was on his way to the airport, so he asked him to take a look.

The director got out of bed suddenly, put on his clothes and drove straight to the second hospital. When he arrived at the emergency department, he was already in the ICU, and he was initially diagnosed with severe pneumonia complicated by shock.Hearing that the director was worried, he was relieved, and he found the director of the Second Hospital. The two knew each other already, and after communicating, they transferred Qin Xu to another hospital.

Everything was normal at first, but when the ambulance was about to return to the hospital, Qin Xu's blood oxygen dropped straight down. When the director of the hospital called someone, he was immediately dragged to the emergency room to intubate him, and then he was directly transferred to the ICU. His consciousness has been blurred, and there are many soft tissue contusions on his body, all bruised.

Chen Donglin saw him as soon as he came to work.He's seen Qin Xu smiling, he's indifferent, he's desperate and crazy, and he's... crying, but he's never seen him, so lifeless, pale and still intubated look.That night he wished that Qin Xu would die, but he never thought that on this day, his heart would be convulsed with rebellion.

He looked through the medical records, and found that it was just severe pneumonia, and it was not easy to die. It just so happened that Qin Xu's bed was not under his control. Pity, isn't he pitiful? What's wrong with him? Why should he be treated like this?

But Qin Xu's illness was actually much more serious. He was sometimes lethargic and babbling nonsense, he hadn't urinated all morning, his white blood cells were pitifully low, and he started to have a high fever again.As soon as Qin Wei got off the plane, he went straight to the city hospital. After checking the medical records in the ICU, he directly told the director to transfer Qin Xu to the Institute of Respiratory Diseases.

Teacher Lu was in charge of the bed, and a group of people gathered around Qin Xu, discussing the risk of transferring to another hospital.But Qin Xu's blood oxygen has been unstable, Qin Wei asked the director to extubate and put him on a ventilator and transfer him to another hospital, so he will take care of anything.The director called 120 to wait at the door, and after extubation, he sent the ventilator directly to the ambulance, and everyone followed. Only Chen Donglin and a few nurses were left in the ICU.

Chen Donglin only felt that his heart was numb, beating tiredly and regularly. He was the one who should be the most angry, but found that the development of the matter exceeded his imagination. If he hadn't struck so hard that day, maybe Qin Xu could have It would be better. Even though the weather was so cold that day, he still drove him out. He thought of how Qin Xu suppressed him violently, and thought of him saying sorry while shedding tears. In the end, only these few sentences remained in his mind:

I stay away from you because I can't recognize myself, because I don't want to hurt you, and I stay close to you because I like you.

He turned the pages of the book with his head down, and saw a drop of water dripping on the corner of the book. He raised his head and blinked, then told himself, Chen Donglin, you are not wrong, you don’t need to feel guilty. If Qin Xu was not so extreme, the two of them might There are different results, but the damage has already been done, and it is bound to be as difficult as heaven for the two of them to return to the past.