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But Qin Xu knew that he was not like this.At the first acquaintance, Chen Donglin repaid him with the greatest sincerity, took the initiative to talk to him, and showed the softest side. He could feel that Chen Donglin was special to him, and he knew the reason for it.

Chen Donglin has a strong sense of empathy, so he will lose control of his emotions in the end when dealing with Hu Jinxu. Because of this, he may not be good at teaching students, but he can easily make him feel relaxed.Everyone grows up as a student. In the process of learning, they may have secretly vowed that if they become teachers, they will never judge students harshly, but not everyone can not forget their original intentions.

The Chen Donglin in his memory would still be bitter about not eating the red meat, scratching his lungs because he couldn't see the camera as soon as possible, and would be ashamed and angry, even with a child's mischievousness and innocence.

The past that has been beautified by the brain is always unforgettable, even making him temporarily forget the fact that he is about to leave.

Chen Donglin didn't lie under the quilt after get off work today, but sat on the sofa watching TV. Qin Xu didn't have any luggage, just like when he came, and the time between coming and going was only a little over two months.

"I've already packed the room. There are some fruits in the refrigerator. I'm leaving."

"Okay, goodbye, I won't see you off." Chen Donglin smiled slightly at him.

"Oh, wait a minute, is it convenient for you to leave me your account number? I transferred the money to you before, but you didn't seem to see it." Qin Xu saw it, but didn't accept it.

Chen Donglin took out a pen and paper from the side and handed it to him.

It seems to have been prepared.Qin Xu wrote down the card number, and he looked around the room, maybe once he left this time, he would never have a chance to come back.

The hostess on the TV read the news in a correct voice, and the voice was in my ears, but Chen Donglin didn't seem to understand it. He tried to concentrate on watching TV, but he only heard the sound of the key hitting the coffee table, and the door opened and then closed. superior.

Only the voice of the hostess echoed in the room, and when he turned off the TV, the world became silent.He ignored the disappointment that was about to move in his heart, and he couldn't help thinking, what would he do if Qin Xu asked to stay.But he didn't, he seemed sad, but he left without looking back.

Qin Xu is his first student and the only one, because with his qualifications, he is not qualified to lead students.He admires Qin Xu very much, seeing his hard work is like seeing himself back then, and if it is really compared, Qin Xu is smarter and more talented than him.How can a smart and hardworking person not be likable?It's not so much that he regards Qin Xu as a student, but rather as a friend.Since his childhood, he has preferred teachers who are both teachers and friends, and he himself will be like this in the end.

Just like when he was a student for the first time, his relationship with the teacher was not harmonious. He did not expect that when he was a teacher for the first time, the process was almost perfect, and he ended up in such a situation in the end.He suddenly thought of Mr. Lu, all the students he had taught were respectful to him, there was no shortage of gifts during New Years and holidays, and the students who were good at it were also vice-high students, and they also called him teacher in a proper manner, regardless of the deep feelings inside. , and this superficial respect, Qin Xu is also incomparable.So the reason is that Qin Xu felt that he was not worthy to be his teacher?Or do you feel that you are not beneficial to him?He didn't want to speculate on Qin Xu so utilitarianly, questioning him was equivalent to questioning himself who once admired and liked him.

Guangshan City will soon enter winter, and the weather forecast indicates that there will be a cold snap tomorrow. Chen Donglin put on an extra sweater before going out, and his life returned to the calm before. The same department, but even if everyone ordered takeaway in the duty room at noon, the two of them rarely met, and they were no more than nodding acquaintances.

A patient came before lunch today. Chen Donglin was busy until two o'clock before eating. The director just came out of the duty room after lunch break and saw Chen Donglin in the lounge. He happened to ask Chen Donglin for something.

"Donglin, are you eating at this time?" The director poured him a glass of water.

"Well, a new patient has been admitted."

"Are you okay after get off work today? Come to my house for dinner tonight?" Chen Donglin felt puzzled after hearing this, and asked what to eat if he had nothing to do.

"It's like this. It's Qin Xu's birthday today, and his father can't come back. Let me celebrate his birthday and invite some colleagues and teachers to dinner. You took him with him for a while when he first came."

Chen Donglin paused while eating. He didn't know that today was Qin Xu's birthday. To be precise, when he suddenly heard Qin Xu's name, he was unfamiliar for a moment, but after reacting, he had a vague and special feeling.He sighed in his heart. After all, he had paid for it sincerely. No matter how rationally he suppressed it, he couldn't remain indifferent.

"Oh, director, please say happy birthday to him for me, and I won't go to dinner. I haven't slept well these days, and I want to rest early. Next time, I invite you two together as an apology." Chen Donglin continued He refused, he didn't want to see Qin Xu, and then got angry by himself, he didn't know where his irritability came from, he didn't think about it if he didn't understand, he didn't get close, after a long time, he naturally let go of it.

The director didn't do much lobbying, changed the topic, talked about the program that the department will put out on New Year's Day this year, and then let Chen Donglin go to work.The director looked at his back, thinking that when he mentioned Qin Xu, Chen Donglin frowned subconsciously. He was sure that there must be something wrong between the two of them. He once asked Qin Xu on the sidelines. Qin Xu said that it was indeed his problem, but it was not work. If you ask him the question above, he will not say more, just begged the director to invite Chen Donglin to dinner, and said that if he is not willing, then don't force it. The director feels that he is really old, and he doesn't understand what is going on in the minds of these young people something.

Chen Donglin really didn't have a good rest these days. He washed his clothes and went to bed when he got home, but he was woken up by the north wind in the middle of his sleep. He forgot to close the window before going to bed. ring.He closed the window, but was blown awake from drowsiness.

It was eleven o'clock at night, Chen Donglin walked from the room to the living room, turned on the TV, watched it for a while, felt bored, and then went back to the room to turn on the computer. He didn't know what to do. If it was normal, he would play games with his mobile phone first, but After waking up, he subconsciously avoided the phone, for fear of seeing any news and calls.Then he thought it was ridiculous, what was there to worry about, he silently complained in his heart that he had played too much, then turned on the phone, and saw the text message.

Qin Xu: I'm downstairs.

Chen Donglin: ...

He was really afraid that something would happen. After seeing the text message, he looked down from the window. There was indeed a vague figure under the streetlights in the community.The text message was sent at 09:30, did he stand there for two hours?Chen Donglin went downstairs, only to find that he was only wearing a sweater and no coat when he got there. He couldn't help sighing, opened the door and went outside.

The cold wind was howling, the man under the street lamp was wearing a coat and a scarf, his hands were in his trouser pockets, his head was lowered and he didn't know what he was thinking. Chen Donglin called him, and the man suddenly raised his head.

"What are you doing?" Chen Donglin frowned.

"Teacher, I..."

Chen Donglin waited for him to speak, but he stopped talking again.

The two were speechless for a moment, but Chen Donglin was so cold that thin goosebumps appeared on his neck.

Qin Xu untied his scarf and wrapped it around Chen Donglin's neck. He subconsciously refused to pull the scarf, but Qin Xu held down his hand.

Qin Xu's hands were cold and powerful. Even though he was wearing a coat, he couldn't block the cold wind, and the scarf around his neck didn't have much heat, which was just a drop in the bucket against the cold wind. Chen Donglin lowered his head and smelled the real scent of sandalwood and wine.

"Let's talk up if you have anything to say." Chen Donglin broke free from his hand, turned around and walked back, with Qin Xu following behind.

After entering the elevator, Chen Donglin took off the scarf and wanted to return it to him, but Qin Xu didn't take it.

After returning home, Chen Donglin turned up the heat, poured two cups of hot water, and asked Qin Xu to sit down.

"I heard that your birthday is today, I wish you a happy birthday."

"thanks…"

The two looked at each other again speechless, Chen Donglin lost his patience after waiting for a while, he didn't know what Qin Xu wanted to do, he stood downstairs at night, and didn't say what he had to say, he hated to explore and guess, he didn't know what Qin Xu wanted to do. How can a big man be so awkward, he couldn't help but get angry after thinking about it, and he endured it again considering that today is his birthday.

"I'm sorry, teacher." Qin Xu bowed his head.

Chen Donglin thought he was extremely ridiculous, so he went to great lengths just to say sorry?And this sorry, he has heard it many times.

"Teacher, you are really good, but I am not good."

Chen Donglin sneered: "Really, but my only student is a stranger to me."

"I don't know if I did something wrong to make you dislike me, but we are adults, you can tell me what you think I did wrong, but you suddenly alienated me without saying anything, Do you think this is fair to me?"

"It's okay to alienate me. It's normal to have a personality disagreement. In the future, well water will not violate river water, but why did you come downstairs to my house again? What do you want to do?"

After Chen Donglin finished asking, he regained his composure. The two people's two-month-long question was finally laid out clearly. He didn't know if the relationship between every teacher and student would be so complicated and troublesome, but at least he used to , I have never had the problem of standing downstairs under the teacher in the middle of the night.He thought he would let it go, after all, it was just a chance meeting, and most of the time his reason would come out to whitewash the peace, but he underestimated the stubbornness in his heart, so when he encountered the problem he covered up, it would be like a volcano erupting.

"Teacher, today is my birthday..."

"So?" Chen Donglin was a little tired, he didn't want to answer this kind of gossip.

But Qin Xu didn't continue to answer, he stood up suddenly, then bent down and hugged him, before Chen Donglin could react, his lips were covered, the smell of beer spread, he subconsciously wanted to escape, but Restrained by Qin Xu, the nimble tip of her tongue took the opportunity to slip into his mouth and touch his tongue.

Chen Donglin punched him down and knocked the coffee table.Qin Xu stood up, patted his pants, and said condescendingly:

"I distance myself from you because I can't recognize myself, because I don't want to hurt you, and I stay close to you because I like you, Donglin, this is my answer, are you satisfied?"