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Don't ask him why he knows, just look at his eyes, that full of helplessness and pampering made him want to go back in time to that time, and then slapped himself hard.

Beast, he is your teacher!He treats you as a student, you actually think? ? ?

But the teacher is a single dog, handsome and funny, too hot on the outside and hot on the outside...

stop!stop!One sniff, two see, three eye movements, four slides, five forks, six abduction, seven faces, eight hearing, nine tongue swallowing, vagus and sublingual full... Be calm!

10 minutes later……

Can't calm down at all!

He straightened out his thoughts.There is nothing wrong with liking someone, since you like it, you should pursue it.There is nothing wrong with putting this sentence on any woman, but Chen Donglin is a man, and he is still his teacher!This cognition simply crushed Qin Xu's three views. After all, for a person with a blank sheet of emotion like him, it is really exciting to directly step over men and women and start men and women.

Maybe this kind of feeling is not really liking, maybe it's just a kind of admiration?That's right, it's just a kind of admiration, just like the old expert who was the first to lead him during his internship. If this kind of emotion is strengthened in daily getting along, it will indeed produce an illusion like love.And in order to prevent this illusion from making mistakes again and again, the first thing to do should be to keep a distance.

Qin Xu came up with what he thought was the correct answer, but he still couldn't hide his anxiety. He sat up from the bed, then got up and opened the window.He turned down the temperature of the air conditioner, and then started to read a book. After his heart calmed down, he turned off the lights and went to sleep.

After Chen Donglin finished his vacation, it was Qin Xuxiu's turn to go to work. After Qin Xu finished his vacation, Chen Donglin had to be on duty again. There was less communication between people, and Qin Xu still brought him meals, but he didn't take the initiative to talk. Chen Donglin deliberately talked to him, asking him if he was angry because of the P picture, and then apologized to him. Qin Xu said it was okay, but Still cherishing words like gold, after two or three times, Chen Donglin gave up.He thought that Qin Xu had encountered some difficulties, and secretly asked Mr. Lu if something happened, but it turned out that there was nothing at all. Mr. Lu liked him very much.Later, Chen Donglin thought, maybe once the relationship between the two teachers and students is over, there is no need to treat him well anymore.

Chen Donglin was on duty last night, and there was no new patient in the ICU. He couldn't help squinting until three o'clock. After finishing the shift in the morning, he was in good spirits. Qin Xu followed Teacher Lu during the shift. Faintly called the teacher hello, and then walked away.ha?I used to ask him if he was busy, if he was tired, and if he had breakfast, okay?Chen Donglin was very upset about this, so he chose to ignore the other party, not even giving him a look.

When he came home after get off work, he saw Qin Xu's camera still on the table. He liked it no matter how he looked at it before, but now he finds it eye-catching when he looks at it horizontally and vertically.After taking a shower, Chen Donglin took the camera and ran to the specialty store to buy the same model, but there was no such model in the specialty store. The shopkeeper recommended a similar one to him. After he tried it, he felt the same, and then he swiped his card and left.

On the way home, Chen Donglin finally got his own camera, but he was not happy, he didn't even want to take pictures anymore, but he bought another camera, and after swiping more than 5000, he was still in a lot of pain.When he got home, he put Qin Xu's camera back on his bedside table, and left a note, saying nothing more than thanks.

He went back to his room to sleep, and slept until six o'clock in the evening. Qin Xu hadn't come back yet, so he ran to the sofa in a daze and turned on the TV. It didn't take long before he heard the sound of the key opening the door. Chen Dong didn't even bother Back, Qin Xu went back to the room without calling him.

It didn't take long for Qin Xu to return to the living room, standing there hesitating to speak, Chen Donglin suddenly had an unknown fire in his heart, thinking, just say what you want to say, why stand there coy, it's just an affectation.How satisfied he was with Qin Xu before, how disappointed he is now.

He kept hinting to himself in his heart, don't pay attention to it, don't get angry, just pretend nothing happened, but every time he saw his careless and indifferent appearance, the fire in his heart couldn't be suppressed. He had never been so irritable before, but next time For a second, he sneered in his heart again, people's hearts are unpredictable, so there is no need to worry about it.

"The camera is on your bedside table, so you don't need to bring me food in the future. Thank you for this time." Chen Donglin sat up from the sofa, went back to the room after speaking, changed his clothes and went out.

Qin Xu stood there without saying a word, his eyes were a little sore, he blinked, but no tears fell.He opened the takeaway and bought braised pork today. He knew that Chen Donglin liked it and didn't bother eating it, so he often bought it.The usual red meat is soft and rotten in the mouth, fat but not greasy, but today's tastes a bit bitter.He ate a few mouthfuls of plain rice, and then poured it all down.He thought, it will be fine in a while, and maybe he will feel better after a while. Now he feels a little nauseous, his chest is full, and he has a little difficulty breathing. It feels like his chest will burst if it is blocked a little more.Strange, he is in good health after the physical examination, why does he still feel like his heart is overloaded, why is it so uncomfortable physically, even though he is not psychologically sad.

The two officially started a cold war, and Qin Xu didn't even say hello to the teacher, but the two classes met again at this time, but they ignored each other. At first, Chen Donglin would still be angry and irritable, but the more irritable he became , he became calmer on the surface, and chatted happily with his colleagues. Until the end, Chen Donglin's heart was at peace. He never squinted at the place where Qin Xu was, and only concentrated on doing his own things. He didn't hang around in the living room when he went home. They only move around in their own room, and never give the two parties a chance to be in the same frame.Colleagues in the department felt that Chen Donglin's mood was like that of an aunt who was about to go through menopause. There were periods of indifference, sometimes enthusiasm, and finally returned to indifference.

Chen Donglin thought that the two of them would continue like this forever. In fact, one year is neither long nor short.The weather is getting colder, Chen Donglin likes to lie in bed and read a book after taking a shower after get off work, even skipping dinner.But he was busy at noon today, he didn't take a lunch break, and fell asleep after reading a few pages of the book while lying in bed.

After waking up, Chen Donglin thought it was midnight. He turned on his phone and saw that it was only past ten o'clock. He got up and went out to drink water. As soon as he opened the door, he was blinded by the light in the living room. After his eyes got used to it, he went to the living room to pour water. drink.

As soon as he arrived in the living room, he saw Qin Xu with his back facing him next to the TV. He didn't know what he was doing. Chen Donglin didn't call him, and was about to go back after receiving a glass of water. Qin Xu turned his head when he heard the sound. A month later, the eyes met for the first time.

Qin Xu was stunned when he saw him, and then hurried past him to go back to the room.

When Qin Xu walked past him, leaving only a shadow behind, the unknown fire in Chen Donglin's heart suddenly revived, and it was more violent than before. He didn't know what Qin Xu had to hide, so he didn't want to see him, he thought he wanted to see him?Since the two look at each other and hate each other, let's move out, who will show this look?Almost instantly, Chen Donglin violently smashed his cup, and Qin Xu turned around in shock.

The water splashed Chen Donglin's trousers, and the shards of glass splashed everywhere, one of which flew towards Chen Donglin's eyes. He closed his eyes subconsciously, and the shards slid across his eyelids without the pain he imagined.

He stood there with his chest folded, trying to tell Qin Xu to get out.

Qin Xu suddenly rushed over and pulled out a piece of paper and pressed it to the corner of his eye. Chen Donglin knocked off his hand. Seeing that the tissue on his hand was stained with blood, he raised his hand to touch it. It did bleed.

Qin Xu stood on the ground with a pale face.

For a moment, Chen Donglin felt soft-hearted. He thought, why did he do this? The truth is, apart from not being nice to him anymore, Qin Xu didn't do anything wrong.

He took a deep breath, clenched his fists, and said to Qin Xu:

"I'm sorry. You paid for the rent and met a co-tenant like me. If you don't want to rent, it's okay. I can refund the money to you. Please forgive me for being rude during this time."

After finishing speaking, Chen Donglin didn't look at him, took a broom and began to clean up the broken glass. When he was mopping the floor, Qin Xu finally said:

"I'm sorry teacher, I don't need to refund the money, I will move out tomorrow."

Qin Xu didn't look at him, turned around and went back to the room.After closing the door, he felt that he could hardly breathe, his heartbeat was not fast, but it was extraordinarily strong, as if it was about to burst through his chest.He covered his face, but felt his hands were wet, he didn't want to move away at all, even if he didn't speak, it was good to look at Chen Donglin, he didn't see him, but he was all in his peripheral vision.

He saw Chen Donglin chatting and laughing happily with others, and he was mad with jealousy, and seeing him ignoring himself made his heart ache beyond measure. He didn't know how he got here this month. He wanted to call Teacher Chen Donglin very much, and wanted to see him eat Hong Zuorou looked satisfied, and wanted to see him taking pictures with the camera triumphantly, thinking that in the end, only Chen Donglin's smiling eyes were left, shining like stars and containing the vast ocean.

If in the past, he might have had the courage to say to Chen Donglin desperately: "Teacher, I like you, I really like you." But now, he doesn't even dare to look into his eyes, because he knows that in Chen Donglin's eyes, there is nothing but Disappointment is indifference.

And today's apology is like the last farewell before parting. Chen Donglin is angry because he still has expectations for him, but when he is truly reasonable, it means that they have really parted ways and have nothing to do with each other.

As Qin Xu thought, Chen Donglin came to work the next day with a band-aid on, but his eyes were still a little swollen. His colleagues joked that he had been beaten by his family members again. Chen Donglin stared back and said, I am so handsome, which family member would be willing? Let's start, everyone laughed and talked about the last time he was beaten by that drunk man.

Chen Donglin didn't ignore him anymore, instead he was gentle and courteous to him, and he spoke politely. He was like this with everyone, being gentle and close while keeping a distance, occasionally joking with everyone when he was in a good mood, but what happened more No, she looks like a flower of high mountains against the backdrop of many doctors who talk casually and jokes. No matter how bold the nurse is, she behaves well in front of her. It's not because she doesn't dare, but because she is boring.

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