i don't want to die again

Before Xu Shunian's eyes, it seemed to be the endless jungle deep in his memory.

As if he could not go to the end, Xu Shunian anxiously walked through the gaps between the trees, with lush branches above his head that could barely see the gaps, and under his eyes were all tree trunks and moss-covered rocks, as well as the thick soil and debris under his feet. Grass, that's all there is in this world.

When Xu Shunian was confused, he always felt that he had been wandering here for a long time, so long that he couldn't remember why he came here and what he had experienced.

Just when he thought he would continue wandering in a daze like this, a white spot that seemed to be glowing suddenly appeared in his vision, faintly visible in the mist ahead.

Xu Shunian walked towards that glowing spot almost without hesitation.

After passing through layers of fog, he vaguely saw the back of a person.

The man was walking step by step towards the rocks on the edge of the cliff not far away. His back was a little thin, and he looked about as tall as himself. His walking pace was slow and his back was slightly bent. Although he was a living person, he didn't look angry. .

But he was holding the glowing thing in his hand, Xu Shunian took a closer look and found that it seemed to be a palm-sized jade tablet with a shiny color.

While he was observing the jade tablet, the person in front suddenly staggered and fell forward unsteadily.

Xu Shunian was startled, and subconsciously reached out to help him, only to find that his hand went straight through his body, and the man still knelt down on the ground.

At the same time, the jade tablet in his hand dropped and fell into the bushes not far ahead.

The man came back to his senses and found that the jade tablet was gone, so he immediately got up and searched nearby, but probably because he was in a trance just now, he didn't pay attention too much, and didn't see where the jade tablet was, so he looked around in a panic. I haven't found it for a long time.

The person who had been flustered with his head down, gradually became agitated, and there were moaning and panting sounds in his throat, as if he was suddenly irritated.

Xu Shunian was standing behind him. When the man kept looking down for something, Xu Shunian passed in front of him, but he didn't respond, as if he couldn't see himself at all, and Xu Shunian only saw this man's face all the time. The back of the head and the curved spine.

After observing for a while, Xu Shunian was sure that this person really couldn't see him, and he began to feel suspicious.

But he still walked to the bush in a few steps, lowered his head to search, and saw the jade tablet.

Xu Shunian hesitated for a moment, and paused several times with his outstretched hand before slowly approaching and tentatively touching the jade tablet with his fingertips.

Unexpectedly, he actually felt the smooth surface of the jade tablet, which seemed to have a hint of warmth. Originally, he thought that he would not be able to touch this jade tablet at all, just like the contact with that person just now.

After lightly picking up the jade tablet, Xu Shunian rubbed it in his palm a few times, feeling the warmth radiating from the jade more and more. This warmth even made him feel that his body was also warmed up a lot.

Then he walked to the side of that person, who was facing away from him at this time, and was bending over the ground looking for the jade token.

Xu Shunian stood behind him for a while, not sure if he could hear him when he spoke, but when he was thinking, the man turned around.

This time the man's body paused, his lowered head seemed to be stunned when he saw Xu Shunian's feet.

Xu Shunian was also a little surprised, guessing in his heart, could this person see himself again?

Sure enough, the man slowly raised his head and looked at Xu Shunian's face.

When Xu Shunian saw his face clearly, he couldn't help but thumped in his heart, because this person had a face he was quite familiar with, and that face was exactly Xu Shunian's own face, or in other words, it was his face. Xu Shunian had his own face in his mind.

Who is he?

The man looked at Xu Shunian with blank eyes. After the initial surprise faded away, there was only surprise in his eyes. In other words, his surprise was different from Xu Shunian, he didn't have the kind of surprise that he saw like himself. The astonishment that should have appeared on his face.

Xu Shunian was full of doubts, and then another thought suddenly popped up in his mind, and then he thought in a daze: Could this be a dream?And who am I?

It was already dusk outside the window, Lu Zhan looked at the person lying on the bed with his eyes closed, full of anxiety.

"Grandpa, when will he wake up?"

Lu Zhan held Xu Shunian's hand, suppressing the turbulent anxiety and anxiety in his heart, and turned his head to look at the old man as calmly as possible.

Looking at his grandson's appearance, Grandpa Lu also had a worried expression on his face: "You already knew that the previous him was not the owner of this body, right?"

Lu Zhan looked down at Xu Shunian's face, and after a long silence, he replied in a low voice, "Yes."

Grandpa Lu sighed and said: "I have never encountered such a situation before, his body now contains two souls, what happened to this matter, probably only himself and God know .”

"Grandpa, what will happen when he wakes up?" Lu Zhan's hand holding Xu Shunian was trembling slightly, but he didn't feel it.

Grandpa Lu saw everything in his eyes. After pondering for a moment, he said: "A body can only accommodate one soul. This is an eternal common sense. Therefore, I can only choose to awaken another soul and use some methods to keep one of them, otherwise this child will not be able to keep a soul in the near future."

After a pause, Lu Zhan asked hoarsely, "Then...who will stay?"

Grandpa Lu sighed and said, "It's not up to me to decide, everything is God's will."

Lu Zhan's other hand on his knee was tightly clenched into a fist. In fact, when he sent away the trapped ghosts in the mountains, he had a lot of doubts in his heart.

Especially when he knew that Xu Shunian would still have some memory fragments that should not belong to him after that, Lu Zhan's doubts became even heavier, so he went to check the information about those ghosts. In the incidents of missing deaths, we found incidents that coincided with the deaths of those ghosts.

It was the incident in which A college student went to the mountain forest for a camping adventure three years ago, but lost his way in the mountain forest and died there. At the same time, he also found out the information of all the victims of that incident.

Then it was discovered that there were three photos of them, which happened to be exactly the same as the three ghosts, but besides these three, there was another victim, but he did not see his ghost at that time.

That person is Xiao Qi.

Thinking of what he had seen and heard in the mountains and forests, Lu Zhan was suspicious, so he suggested that Xu Shunian come with him to find his grandfather, but he didn't tell him his guess, because he was not sure, and Lu Zhan also hoped that he was just worrying too much. up.

It was only now that he was sure that it wasn't that Xu Shunian's temperament changed drastically after he lost his memory, but that he had completely changed into a soul named Xiao Qi.

Xiao Qi, a person who should have been dead for three years, now met him in such an absurd way due to a series of coincidences, Lu Zhan didn't know whether he should feel destined or unfortunate.

But no matter what, Lu Zhan also frantically wanted to keep him, hoping that when he opened his eyes, it would still be that Xiao Qi's soul. Although he knew that this would be unfair to another person, he didn't care. After so much, he didn't want to lose this person.

For three days in a row, Lu Zhan stayed by the bed day and night, and the person on the bed never opened his eyes, so he was suffering all the time.

The elders in the family came up to persuade him in turn, but Lu Zhan didn't notice it, he still stayed by the bed like this, doing everything by himself, he showed everything to everyone, and also expressed his determination.

He did this because he wanted Xu Shunian to see himself first when he opened his eyes, so that he could know immediately what the result of his waiting was.

"Are you crazy?" Lu's mother was angry and distressed when she saw her son lost his mind.

"I'm sorry." After a long silence, Lu Zhan apologized to his mother in a low voice.

Mother Lu stood still for a moment with an anxious expression on her face, and finally sighed.

"I also understand the child's matter. What I want to say is that if he wakes up, it is the person you think, and mother will not object to you being together, but if, after he wakes up...it's not what you think That person, Mom hopes, you can face the reality."

Lu Zhan's heart throbbed, and after pondering for a while, he just nodded his head.

Lu's mother couldn't help but look worried when she saw him.

In the evening, Lu Qiran came to the room with a stack of talisman papers, stood beside Lu Zhan, looked at his face, and said in a rare and obedient whisper: "Cousin, I have studied a formation that can quickly reassure the soul these two days. Fa, do you want me to try it on brother Shunian?"

Lu Zhan looked back at him, his voice hoarse with exhaustion: "Are you sure there will be no problem?"

Lu Qiran patted his chest and assured: "There will definitely be no problems. I have shown it to my grandfather. It is just a slight improvement on the old method. It will definitely make Brother Shunian wake up earlier."

Lu Zhan was silent when he heard the words, because once Xu Shunian woke up, no one could predict the person he would face, so he was a little afraid to speed up the arrival of that moment.

Maybe he will never be able to get that person back.

Seeing that he was silent for a long time, Lu Qiran asked cautiously, "Do you want to try?"

Lu Zhan let out a long breath, but still nodded: "Let's get started."

Afterwards, Lu Qiran pasted the talisman papers on the four corners of the bed and in the four directions of the room, and placed a few old copper coins on both sides of the head of the bed. He stepped back and stood a foot away from the bed, and began to hold The wooden stick murmured the scriptures for calming the soul.

Although Lu Qiran is usually a mischievous child, when he does these things, he is serious like a little adult, and his every move seems to be a bit of a master, and he is indeed very talented in this area, which is why Lu Zhan The reason for trusting him so much.

Lu Zhan has been standing not far away to observe everything. He looks calm on the surface, but his brows are slightly frowned. In fact, if you pay close attention, you will find that he has hardly moved during this period of time.

I don't know how long it took, when Lu Qiran was still reciting the scriptures, he suddenly noticed something, and immediately looked at the person who had been lying on the bed for a long time, and saw his eyelids move.

Lu Qiran raised his head in surprise, and shouted at Lu Zhan, "Cousin, brother Shunian is awake!"

Lu Zhan also kept watching the movement of the person on the bed, and the first time he noticed that he was slowly opening his eyes, he took a deep breath and walked towards the bed.