i don't want to die again

The next morning, when Xu Shunian woke up, he picked up the mobile phone next to the bed and looked at it. It was already 07:30. His usual biological clock is basically around [-]:[-]. Today he woke up an hour late. I don’t know why. Because I was too tired yesterday, but this bed is too comfortable.

After washing, he opened the door, and the corridor was very quiet. When he walked towards Lu Zhan's room, there was a sudden "dong dong dong" sound behind him.

When Xu Shunian turned his head, the first thing that caught his eyes was a pale face suspended in mid-air. He was frightened and staggered back a few steps, and then saw a little boy standing excitedly. Looking at myself not far away.

The boy looked about eight or nine years old. He looked white and tender, with exquisite facial features. He was somewhat similar to Lu Zhan. He was not timid when he saw Xu Shunian, a stranger, and approached him with a smile on his face. Ask: "Can you see ghosts?"

Xu Shunian glanced at the ghost hanging behind the boy again. At this time, he seemed to be a little docile ghost, but his heart was already turbulent, but he nodded calmly on his face.

The boy raised his head and looked at Xu Shunian with a pair of big black and white eyes, grinning and said, "Brother, I think you look very unusual, come and let me take a good look at your soul, okay?"

Xu Shunian didn't quite understand the meaning of the boy's words, and when he was about to respond, Lu Zhan roared from behind him: "Lu Qiran, your skin is itchy again, right? What are you doing with the ghost slave out at home? Be careful, Grandpa will punish you for confinement if he finds out."

Little Lu Qiran was not afraid at all, and stuck out his tongue at his cousin: "Grandpa is not at home, and he is very busy recently, how can he have time to care about me?"

Lu Zhan walked over in a few steps, took Xu Shunian's hand and went downstairs: "Let's go downstairs and have breakfast, and leave this little boy alone."

Xu Shunian was dragged to the stairs by Lu Zhan in a daze, Lu Qiran had no sense of being disgusted, and kept chattering beside Lu Zhan: "Cousin, did you bring me something good when you came back this time? I accidentally knocked off a corner of the small plane you gave me last time, can you give me a small tank again this time?"

Lu Zhan smiled maliciously, patted the child's head, and said softly: "Of course, this time I brought you the hardcover version explained by Xiaosheng Chuzhen's famous inscription teacher. It must be better than the one you usually use."

Lu Qiran pouted in dissatisfaction, squeezed his small fist and hit Lu Zhan's backside, angrily said: "You don't love my brother anymore when you have a girlfriend, you are a bad brother."

Lu Zhan didn't feel any pain or itching, and said loudly to Lu Qiran who was going down the stairs angrily, "Don't talk nonsense, if you keep yelling, I'll give you two more sets of questions."

Lu Qiran stopped suddenly again, turned around and said viciously: "I saw you holding hands just now, so don't deny it."

Xu Shunian was startled by the child's words. With a guilty conscience, he looked around and found that there was no one around, so he relaxed a little, but then remembered that their voices were quite loud just now. Maybe someone still heard it, and I felt a little apprehensive.

At this time, a fat aunt came out from downstairs, raised her head and waved to them, and said with a smile: "Breakfast is ready, come to the restaurant for breakfast."

They didn't seem to notice what the two brothers were making a fuss about just now.

After the three of them had breakfast together, they stayed in the living room watching TV and chatting.

Lu Qiran has been devoting himself to pestering his brother. Lu Zhan was so annoyed that he pressed his cousin on the sofa and beat him with a pillow several times. Not long after the beating, the child would jump around and come to Lu Zhan's side again. .

After getting along for a while, Xu Shunian thought this kid was cute, lively and clever, probably because he didn't have any friends at home, so he really wanted to play with them.

Lu Qiran leaned into Xu Shunian's ear and said, "Brother Shunian, I'm actually much better than my brother. What strange experience have you had recently? Tell me that I can help you. My brother can't. What is he actually doing?" I don't understand."

Lu Zhan, who was sitting across from the sofa, moved his ears, looked at the two of them suspiciously, pointed to Lu Qiran and said, "What are you talking about, brat? Talking bad about me?"

With an innocent face, Lu Qiran spread his hands and said, "Cousin, you are too sensitive, so I'll tell Brother Shunian something funny, how can you think so much."

Lu Zhan had reached the limit of his tolerance for this little ghost who got in between him and Xu Shunian and delayed their world, so he waved impatiently at him and said, "You elementary school students don't have homework, go and do your homework, don't haunted us."

Lu Qiran shook his head and said, "My dad said, just give me a two-day break, and I don't have to do my homework these days."

"Oh?" Lu Zhan narrowed his eyes, "I just happened to ask my second uncle, and he said that he would be back in the afternoon and asked me to watch someone study, so what should I say..."

When Lu Qiran heard this, he immediately became wilted, and reluctantly jumped off the sofa, and went upstairs dejectedly.

Lu Zhan let out a long breath: "This morning, this kid almost killed me."

Xu Shunian shook his head amusedly, Lu Zhan got up and sat next to him, and said in a low voice, "I just asked, and grandpa should be back this afternoon, so I'll let him show you."

Xu Shunian nodded, and at the same time recalled a vague dream last night, as if in a darkness where he could not see his fingers, he vaguely saw a figure staggering in front of him, so he walked curiously. Going forward, the man just fell down, so I reached out to help him.

It was only when they got close that the outline of the person's face could be seen clearly.

It seemed to be himself.

This dream has no beginning and no end, and it is also dark and unclear. Xu Shunian didn't know if it was because of his restlessness that this absurd dream had occurred.

Seeing that he was a little lost, Lu Zhan patted his hand worriedly, and asked softly, "What's wrong?"

Xu Shunian lowered his eyes and thought for a while and said: "I don't know if I'm thinking too much. Now I always feel that some fragments I sometimes think of, although they shouldn't have appeared in my life, I feel that they are not unfamiliar. On the contrary, I still have no impression of my previous experience..."

Lu Zhan frowned unconsciously, and he held Xu Shunian's hand: "Don't worry about what happened in the past, you just need to think about yourself now, and live a good life."

Xu Shunian turned to see him with serious concern, and nodded with a smile.

Mother Lu didn't know where she went early in the morning, but when she came home, she was in a good mood, and chatted with the two people in the living room for a long time, asking Xu Shunian's aunt's family if the meal was to your liking.

Xu Shunian nodded honestly: "Auntie is very good at craftsmanship."

Mother Lu covered her mouth with a smile and said, "That's good. Let Xiao Zhan take you out to eat the specialties here tomorrow. Maybe you like it too."

Xu Shunian nodded.

"Mom, why haven't grandpa and dad come back yet?" Lu Zhan sat and asked.

Lu's mother saw through her son's anxiety under the calm appearance, stared at him for a moment, and then said: "They have important things these days, why are you so anxious, is there anything important?"

Lu Zhan said vaguely, "It's not a big deal if you ask him about something strange."

Lu's mother didn't ask any questions, but said soothingly: "It shouldn't be long, don't worry."

Xu Shunian sat on the side but was a little embarrassed. Thinking that he was going to meet the Grandpa Lu that Lu Zhan mentioned, he felt inexplicably nervous, even a little uneasy.

Lu Zhan, who was next to him, noticed his uneasiness, and gently pinched his arm with the help of the cushion to comfort him.

Xu Shunian turned to look at him, and after seeing Lu Zhan exchanged a look, he felt a lot more relaxed.

Not long after dinner in the evening, when Xu Shunian and Lu Zhan were watching groups of koi in the pond in the yard, the two cars drove into the underground garage of the villa, and then an aunt came to tell them that Lu Zhan's grandfather and Dad is back.

Xu Shunian's mood suddenly became tense again.

Lu Zhan led him to the living room, and saw two middle-aged men and an old man in his 70s sitting on the sofa. Lu Zhan's mother was sitting next to one of the middle-aged men. Xu Shunian guessed that the man should be One is Lu Zhan's father, the other one should be Lu Zhan's second uncle, and the old man in the middle is Lu Zhan's grandfather.

When they saw the two coming, they all stopped what they were talking about and turned to look at them.

Xu Shunian's hand hanging by his side unconsciously rubbed the seam of his trousers, and he stood upright and greeted these elders.

Lu Zhan stood beside him and said to the old man, "Grandpa, what I told you earlier, are you free to help me today?"

The old man looked a little serious, his eyes swept over Xu Shunian, then he nodded gently, said to the others, "I'll take them upstairs", then stood up and beckoned to the two of them. wave.

After saying goodbye to the others briefly, the two followed the old man up to the second floor.

Grandpa Lu seemed to have a strong body, and his back was neither bent nor bent. Inexplicably, people felt that he was very imposing and majestic, but after entering the room, Xu Shunian found that the old man actually spoke very kindly, and he was very friendly with Lu. The show looks pretty close.

Grandpa Lu's room is very big, with three floors inside and outside. The outside room looks like a study, and the bedroom is connected in the middle. There is also a wooden door in the bedroom, which is closed tightly. I don't know what is inside.

"Little Xu, sit here first." Grandpa Lu pointed to an old-style couch in the outer room, and then sat on the opposite side, looking him up and down with a slight frown.

Just as Xu Shunian and Lu Zhan sat down, there was another "dong dong dong" knock on the door, accompanied by a clear and crisp call: "Grandpa, grandpa, let me take a look too."

Xu Shunian recognized that it was Lu Qiran's voice, and when he turned his head, he saw Lu Zhan showing a headache expression.

"Xiao Zhan, go and open the door for him." But Grandpa Lu spoke.

Lu Zhan didn't say much, and reluctantly stood up and opened the door.

Lu Qiran rushed in like a cannonball, sat next to Grandpa Lu and said excitedly: "Grandpa, I thought Brother Shunian's situation was special before, but I couldn't find the reason directly, I can stay here and take a look together ?"

Lu Zhan frowned and said, "Don't make trouble."

Lu Qiran turned his head and glanced at him, his small face was full of innocence: "I won't make trouble, if I want to make trouble, it's brother you make trouble."

Lu Zhan was speechless.

Unexpectedly, Grandpa Lu spoke again at this time: "Xiao Zhan, you go out for a while and tell others that no one is allowed to come in without me."

Xu Shunian and Lu Zhan were taken aback when they heard the words.