nostalgia

Li Suran was sitting in the waiting hall, beside Shen Yao who came to see him off.Originally, Yi Yan would also come along, but since he passed the audition for the commercial, he has become increasingly busy, and his time is beyond his control. It seems that Yi Yan is really going to enter the entertainment industry.

The subtitles on the screen kept scrolling, some people got up and left, some just sat down and waited for the plane, and the blood of this city was exchanged alternately.

A mother and daughter came over and sat on the seat next to Li Suran, Li Suran smiled politely at them, the little girl smiled and said to her mother: "These two brothers are so pretty."

The little girl was very restless, she ate a candy and drank a few drinks, but she refused to stop.Her mother also circled around her at first, but she was also tired in the end, and she let her make noises. The little girl is also smart. Seeing her mother ignoring her for a while, she gradually settled down, watching her without blinking. looking at mom.

Shen Yao looked at the clock, turned his head sideways and said to Li Suran: "It's almost time, and we'll be ready to board the plane in 5 minutes, you can tidy up at the end."

Li Suran uttered a single syllable lightly to show that he heard.

"Mom," the little girl called sweetly, "call Dad."

"No, your father won't come."

"How do you know no? You didn't even call him to ask him."

"Mom knows, so you don't need to fight. Your father will not live with us in the future, so Xiaoqing, we can only rely on ourselves in the future."

It turned out that they were divorced, and Li Suran couldn't help feeling a little sympathetic.The little girl probably couldn't understand her mother's words, so she argued according to her own thinking: "Mom is not a god, how can she know everything, even if you know, you should try again, maybe Dad just gave birth to Xiaoqing. Angry, let me tell him, maybe Dad will come."

The little girl's mother just sighed, and hugged her tightly in her arms.

"Let's go, go board the plane." Shen Yao's voice was next to his ear.

When he got up to leave, his pace slowed down unconsciously, the little girl's words touched him a little.

He even felt that he was really unwilling to leave like this.

Why do you want to leave?Jinxi didn't even say goodbye, and he didn't do anything to keep him. Such a departure felt like running away in embarrassment, how could he be reconciled?

At least he had to hear Jinxi say that he didn't love her anymore, at least he had to hear the sharp word "break up".

——"Even if you know, you should try again, maybe Dad is just angry with Xiaoqing."

Yes, we should try again, maybe he is just angry and doesn't really like Lin Xu, yes!

The voice in his ear continued to expand, slowly enveloping Li Suran, and gradually stopped in his tracks.

Until many years later, Shen Yao still remembered the expression on Li Suran's face at that moment, jumping like a rebirth, his eyes seemed to have a strange light produced by some kind of belief, that kind of persistent light really had the power to burn people .

"Li Suran, where are you going?!"

"I'm not going, sorry! I can't let Jinxi go."

When running, the wind blowing on both sides does not feel pain on the face. Now Li Suran only has one belief:

Find Zhong Jinxi and keep him by her side.

Reaching out to stop a taxi, he reported the address of Zhong Jinxi's house when he got in the car. He said eagerly to the driver: "Master, please take a shortcut, hurry up, please."

"Why, with this young man's expression, is he going to find his sweetheart?"

The light in his eyes was unconsciously soft, Li Suran replied: "Yes, I will chase him back."

"Okay, I'll try to be as fast as possible."

Sitting paralyzed with a sigh of relief, his brain seemed to be empty and he looked out of the window unconsciously. The scenery outside was flowing too fast to be received by his eyes.

It took a long time before Li Suran remembered to call Zhong Jinxi.

Since the New Year's Day, Li Suran has memorized Zhong Jinxi's number, and he wants to hear his voice at the most timely time.

The phone screen turned on, and then there was no ringtone vibration, and it kept shouting in the small place on the bed and in the corner.The screen keeps going on and off, but no one notices it's there.

Li Suran put down his phone, but within a few seconds he called again. He decided to leave a message for Zhong Jinxi, at least to let Zhong Jinxi know that he had changed his mind.

"Jinxi, I'm Li Suran..." After saying this, Li Suran fell silent, and he rolled up the corner of his clothes with his fingertips again and again, "What are you doing now, I've been here for almost half a month I haven't seen you...I miss you very much.

"I still won't go to Japan. Will you blame me for leaving you here alone? I'm sorry. Actually, when I called you that day, I really wanted to know your reaction after hearing the news. I wondered if you would I don't want me to stay...but I feel timid when I think of you bringing Lin Xu home.

"I have arrived at the airport today, and I suddenly feel that I shouldn't leave like this, and I shouldn't watch you leave me like this. I think I should come to you right now and tell you that I can't lose you ······Because my character has hurt you a lot, you must be very disappointed, right? I know······I am really sorry, I will not be like this in the future. Maybe you have disappointed me, But can you give me a chance to stay by your side...

"Jinxi, can you not be with Lin Xu?" Li Suran noticed that tears were dripping on his hands, and then slid down the lines on the back of his hands.

I really cried.

Because of fear, during the time he slept with Lin Xu, he gradually discovered some hidden personal charms in him, as well as some similarities with himself. He was afraid, he was afraid that Zhong Jinxi would be attracted by such Lin Xu.

In fact, Li Suran is a selfish ghost.He even thought that it would be best if only he could see Zhong Jinxi's beauty and no one else could.

When a minivan crashed into him, Li Suran was still thinking in a mess.

So at the moment when the two cars collided, he was caught off guard. The sudden strong impact made him slam into the glass next to him, and his whole left head buzzed.

The glass must be broken, Li Suran thought.Because he felt a thick fluid sliding down his scalp, flowing into his ears, and then sinking into his neckline.

The shoulder blade was pierced by an iron sheet next to it, and it hurt so badly. Before Li Suran could react, the car hit the next stop sign again due to inertia.

Suddenly fear swept over his body, and Li Suran's last memory was frozen at the moment when the street lamp fell on him.

Zhong Jinxi rushed into the waiting room and searched like a madman. There were people coming and going in the hall, he scanned everyone's face one by one, but he never saw the face he loved.

The crowd surrounded him like a whirlpool, he couldn't see it and couldn't get out, the more anxious he felt, the more he felt that the surrounding scenery was spinning.

"Zhong Jinxi!"

That voice broke into Zhong Jinxi's eardrums like a distant gospel, passed through the noisy crowd, broke through all obstacles and came to his ears.

It's been a long, long time since I saw him. They depended on each other to survive like conjoined twins. It was really the first time since we met that we hadn't heard from each other for such a long time.

He couldn't count how many autumns had passed since he didn't see each other these days.

Fortunately, his solemnity finally saw him.Maybe he'll stay, stay for him.

Zhong Jinxi had a sore nose, I'm sorry, I'm not free and easy, I'm domineering and loves to interfere with you, it won't be like this in the future, as long as you stay.

He can't lose him.

From the moment he opened his eyes and woke up, he made up his mind. He didn't care about Lin Xu's sincerity and hurt eyes. He could do anything for Lin Xu in return, except love.

Because he has no love.

The thing called "love" was given to Li Suran very early, and I can't get it back...

Zhong Jinxi just looked straight at the other person walking towards him, and his heart sank in vain.

He saw his pale face imprinted in Shen Yao's pupils, getting closer.