nostalgia

Spring came so fast, the days began to lengthen, and suddenly I felt that I had a lot of time in my hands and I didn't know how to squander it.

Looking at the vigor and vitality around me, I became greedy for this time.

The sun hits the body, even the pores are breathing, the eyelids are covered by gentle sunlight, even if the eyes are closed, they can feel the orange light.

In fact, life can be considered beautiful.

If you're not so cynical.

"Li Suran."

When Shen Yao came over, Li Suran still had his eyes closed, looking very enjoying it.Putting the blanket on Li Suran's body lightly, he lazily opened his eyes: "Mr. Shen, you are here."

The soft light sprinkled on Li Suran's furry hair, plating them into a wheat yellow color, making him look even more beautiful, and his skin looked rosy and healthy. Shen Yao felt that Li Suran's head was only missing a halo.

She sat down beside him and said, "You sneaked out with the nurse on your back again, didn't you?"

Li Suran pursed the corners of his mouth.

"Didn't I tell you where to go and ask the nurse to accompany you? Why didn't you listen?"

"I want to be alone."

"Then you should at least say hello to them and let others know your whereabouts."

Li Suran remained silent and did not speak, Shen Yao compromised after a few seconds of silence: "Okay, if you like it, then so be it."

This is a small park. Many patients will come here for a walk. There are many green plants here, which is very suitable for breathing fresh air here.

In fact, Shen Yao could easily find him even if he didn't inform anyone of his whereabouts.

Because there is only such a little space for Li Suran to go.

He would not go to other places, nor would he dare to go.

"I asked the doctor just now, and he said you can be discharged now."

"Yeah, the injury that has been treated for so long should be healed. We must finish the unfinished business as soon as possible."

"You are like this, is your body okay?"

"Yes, I just don't know if I have the qualifications after a few months of delay."

"I have reported it to the school before, and they said that this is a special situation and can be forgiven."

Li Suran smiled wryly: "If the school knew that my special situation was caused by repentance, they would definitely pass me without mercy. But—this time, I won't repent before the battle."

Shen Yao looked directly at Li Suran, and said: "Before being sent to the operating room, you firmly grabbed my hand and asked me not to tell Zhong Jinxi that something happened to you, remember. To this day, you still haven't regretted your decision at that time? "

Li Suran faced the side of the sun, smiled and shook his head: "I haven't regretted it until now."

That looks like a sunflower.

The silly sunflower that persists silently in the night.

"Would you blame me?"

"Huh?" Li Suran was puzzled.

Shen Yao said: "That time Zhong Jinxi rushed to the airport at the last moment, but I lied to him that you had already boarded the plane. I'm sorry, I just wanted Zhong Jinxi to understand the feeling of loss, so that he will cherish you in the future. I'm really sorry. knew it would turn out like this.”

"Actually—it should be that I understand what loss is. Thank you for thinking about me, but this time you really wronged Jinxi. I was sorry for him and caused him to be hurt. Fortunately, you lied to him, so that at least You can hide it from him now." Li Suran grabbed Shen Yao's wrist, and held it tightly, he said: "Mr. Shen, I beg you, please don't let Jinxi know about me, and the school, You find a way to help me block them from talking about this matter, in short, you can't let out any wind, okay, can you help me?"

Li Suran showed a slightly relaxed expression when he saw Shen Yao nodding his head, and he said softly, "Thank you."

Shen Yao looked at Li Suran, and asked after a while: "It's all over, why don't you go back to him now?"

Yes, he also wanted to go back to him, but how?

After all, he just shook his head: "No one knows whether this is temporary or permanent, you don't remember the day the doctor said..."

The fist was tightly clenched, it seemed so unwilling and helpless, but it could only be let go.

- 'The seven-year itch', do you think we'll be like this?

——We must be honest with each other in the future, and we must speak out when we are unhappy. Even if we are not together in the future, at least we will be happy when we think about it in the future.

——Why do you always put my feelings on the last one? Are you sure that I will stand there and never leave, so you just ignore me?

——Li Suran, sometimes I wonder if we are in love, and if you are the one I love.

Those vivid images are like old film films, with the sound of rewinding, showing their past in full.

Joy, warmth, happiness, suspicion, determination and struggle, everything is a memory that cannot be copied and changed.

Half a month later, Li Suran carried the suitcase, took a last look at the city, and resolutely boarded the plane.

Jinxi, I'm sorry.