Molu

When Su Mo habitually put tissues and wet wipes in his carry-on bag, he didn't remember when he developed this habit, but he seemed to have already carried these unnecessary things with him.Getting up and going out in the morning is really a bit sorry for the weekend that finally came, but Su Mo was a little anxious because of something that was on his mind.He knew nothing was wrong, but he couldn't help worrying.

Su Mo walked uncomfortably into a place where she shouldn't have been, her cheeks flushed slightly, and she walked through the hall to the stairs.The upstairs was very empty, there was no one else in the corridor except Su Mo, and the voice of that person came from the corridor, even though it had not been heard for several months, it was still recognizable in an instant.The source of the sound was a classroom with an open door. Su Mo walked through the door carefully without being noticed by the people on the podium.

Sitting on the stool in the corridor, Su Mo listened to the voices coming from time to time, but didn't dare to take another look.It doesn't matter if she is timid or cowardly, Su Mo just wants to slow down the time, even if he knows that he is not really just looking at it, even if he knows that he will definitely face some kind of question later, Su Mo Mo just wanted to be quiet like this, listen to her voice without anyone knowing, and imagine her demeanor.

Xin Xin always leaves get out of class on time, not because she is always looking at the time, but because she has a very clear understanding of what she is going to talk about, and the rhythm of the class is under her control. After a long lecture, there will be no procrastination.Unless there is a serious traffic jam before class and you are late for a long time, you will not procrastinate.

Su Mo knew this all along, so when it was close to the end of get out of class, Su Mo's heartbeat began to become unsteady.Her heart beat faster, her hands and feet felt weak, and Su Mo frowned. She hated this uncontrolled physiological reaction.

Xin Xin probably never thought that Su Mo would find this place, so when Xin Xin packed up her things and went out, Xin Xin was surprised to see Su Mo standing in front of the door.Seeing the surprise on Xin Xin's face, Su Mo didn't say anything, and Su Mo didn't answer the expected question.

Su Mo followed Xin Xin out to the car Xin Xin bought after marriage, and took the co-pilot seat.Xin Xin skillfully moved the parked car out of the parking space and drove onto the road. Su Mo waited for Xin Xin to speak, but did not make a sound.

Xin Xin: Why are you here?

Su Mo: I missed you, so I came here.

Xin Xin: How do you know I'm here?

Su Mo: Didn't I just say that, guess what.

Neither of them spoke anymore, and the brief silence was interrupted by Xin Xin's cell phone.

Xin Xin: Give me the phone for me.

Su Mo turned around, put Xin Xin's bag on the back seat on his lap, found Xin Xin's mobile phone, handed it to her, and tilted his head to look at the people around him who were waiting for the red light to look at their mobile phones.Just like in memory, except that the blue skin under the eye sockets is difficult to ignore, and the haggardness on the face cannot be concealed.But this person's every move on the podium was still as dazzling as before, but he still couldn't take his eyes off.

The car drove smoothly on the road, and the scenery on both sides was something Su Mo had never seen before. Even the person beside him was a little strange.Su Mo and Xin Xin chatted about people they hadn't seen for a long time, but no one talked about the unspeakable torture in the middle of the night.

Su Mo just went to class with Xin Xin on weekends from time to time, and occasionally chatted late at night. Two months was enough for Su Mo to know the cause and effect, and enough for Su Mo to start hating that man again.

The first time Su Mo knew about the existence of that man was when she chatted with her on WeChat for the third time; seeing his photo was the fifth time Su Mo asked for him when they chatted coquettishly; the first time she saw him was at their wedding superior.Su Mo doesn't like him, whether he's envious or jealous, all Su Mo's feelings for him are based on Xin Xin.When Su Mo saw the photo for the first time, he felt that he was not good enough for her.It's just that the relationship is a matter between two people, what right does she have to feel worthy or not.It's just that the dissatisfaction is always there. Knowing that Xin Xin is married, Su Mo is still dissatisfied when he goes to the scene.But the ending has been decided, Su Mo also decided to leave, no matter how many emotions are drowned in the blessings to Xin Xin.

Xin Xin was hesitant before getting married. Even if she got the certificate, one week before the wedding, Su Mo received a message from Xin Xin who was hesitant, so she knew that Xin Xin didn't really want to get married.But Su Mo still comforted Xin Xin, telling her not to think too much, even though Su Mo was unwilling.

In the days after Xin Xin's marriage, Su Mo's understanding of Xin Xin was only Xin Xin's circle of friends, happiness, happiness, and sadness, Su Mo only peeped through the few words on the screen.In the days when Su Mo didn't know, the life between Xin Xin and that man was not smooth, and the conflicts and entanglements in reality never manifested in the online world.When Xin Xin confides to Su Mo again and again because of his intoxication in alcohol, Su Mo's dislike for him cannot be increased.

Su Mo looked at Xin Xin because he tortured his body. Alcohol became Xin Xin's nerve anesthesia drug and Xin Xin's sleep medicine; he also tortured Xin Xin to cough up blood during Xin Xin's busy class.Su Mo was worried about Xin Xin's body but he didn't dare to show too much. Day after day, he insisted on saying good morning and good night, and the frequent late-night talk also appeared between them.Su Mo plunged into Xin Xin's sea and couldn't get ashore. He indulged his emotions and no longer controlled them.

So, Su Mo looked for Xin Xin more and more frequently, and spent weekends with Xin Xin, running around in many places in the city on weekends.It wasn't until Xin Xin told her with mixed feelings that she was divorced that Su Mo realized that he was out of control.

When this person is no longer the image on the podium, no longer just the teacher-student relationship, no longer just puts the image of teaching and educating people in front of oneself; Revealed in front of his eyes, Su Mo saw a clear and unchangeable despair.

Desperate that I can't get what I want, desperation that I can't let this person come out of the sadness that man brought her, desperation that I can only stay in this position and can't go any further.

It’s just that Su Mo can’t watch Xin Xin torture himself every late night that no one knows, can’t watch the person who is full of life on the podium leave the classroom and become exhausted, and can’t watch his favorite smile change. .

Su Mo was in trouble, everyone said so to her, Shicao persuaded her not to continue more than once, but Su Mo didn't listen, and continued to accompany Xin Xin with no return.

No one knows what Su Mo thinks, no one knows what Su Mo is going to do, time is the best evidence, all feelings will reveal the truth under the proof of time.