Molu

Probably the reason why the school is not bad, Su Mo's dormitory is a four-person dormitory, bed and table, roommates are not bad, at least they will not seek trouble for nothing, they will respect each other.

Freshman life can't be said to be busy, but it is indeed chaotic.Colleges give students too much of their own time, but also many choices that are mandatory or seem to always go with the flow.The same is true for Su Mo, who joined two clubs and entered the sports department of the student union in the courtyard.

Su Mo doesn't like to get involved in this kind of thing, but the dormitory roommates have joined some kind of organization. Su Mo is also a little curious about these activities in the university, so he followed his roommates to report a few at random.

Probably a little competitive spirit was at work. For the organizations that had already registered, Su Mo worked hard to prepare for the "interview" and "re-examination", but the result was good. Su Mo was not rejected and entered smoothly These go with the flow of the place.

When I saw Xin Xin again, it was the day before Xin Xin's wedding.After graduation, Su Mo seemed to have no reason to come to Xin Xin.Except that the messages in the phone prove that the two people are still in touch, and the clear figure in memory proves that Su Mo has a different relationship, there is probably nothing else.

Xin Xin's wedding was held at the hotel, which was far away from Su Mo's school, and Su Mo had arrived there the night before.Although I haven't seen Xin Xin for a long time, there is nothing different when we meet again. Xin Xin regards Su Mo as a student who looks like a friend, and Su Mo regards Xin Xin as a teacher who has a crush on him.

Perhaps it was the ending that he knew from the beginning, Su Mo's entire wedding was abnormally normal, with reasonable smiles and reasonable behaviors, even if there were a few tears shed, it was just affected by this deceptive scene.

During the wedding, the bride was very busy and had no time to pay attention to others. Su Mo didn't say anything, just quietly watched Xin Xin send the other guests away, said goodbye to Xin Xin's family with a smile, and left the hotel Back to where she should be.

There was no one in the dormitory, so Su Mo went back to the dormitory and fell asleep, and didn't get up from the bed until it was dark.The bedroom was dark and there was no sound. Su Mo could only hear his own breathing.Su Mo got up from the bed, smeared and turned on the light, the sudden light made Su Mo close his eyes.

Su Mo rubbed his eyes a few times, opened the Sprite he picked up, and drank it bit by bit without stopping.Throwing away the empty soda can, Su Mo rubbed his eyes and covered his stomach again, changed his clothes, closed the door, and went to fill his stomach.

In his later life, Su Mo was like a normal college student, attending classes, clubs, and student unions, meeting different people, and facing things he had never met before.By chance, Su Mo started playing basketball, which he had always wanted to try but never dared to try.The busy life, new people and things made Su Mo not often think of the person he had only known for a few months.It's just that the pictures gradually appearing on the mobile phone and the figures that appear in dreams from time to time seem to prove that the appearance is not what it seems.

No one knew what Su Mo was thinking, and Su Mo's roommates never mentioned the protagonist of the wedding Su Mo attended. This person seemed to have disappeared from Su Mo's real life.

No one changed anything, life was so ordinary, Su Mo lived the life he should have with his new friends, new environment, new people, some things seemed to have come to an end, and there was silence in Su Mo's life. in memory.

People are responsible for the decisions they make, whether they regret it or not.Su Mo felt that he had nothing to regret, but felt that he should regret something.Did you decide to go to that city at the beginning, or did you try to get close to her, or did you indulge yourself and go with your feelings, did you not persuade someone to think carefully, did you cut off contact quietly, or did you go to her in a delusional manner?

After returning to school after the winter vacation, Su Mo seemed to have no work except for his normal courses. The plans of various organizations had not been put on the agenda at the beginning of school, and the whole school was in a leisurely atmosphere.

Probably one semester of college life is enough for children who come out of high school to adapt to the uniqueness of college, and the class schedule of this semester is obviously enriched.The chemistry experiment scheduled for the evening was probably the last class Su Mo wanted to attend.After a full day of tossing around, Su Mo returned to the dormitory very late after class. If it wasn't fast enough, Su Mo and the others might not be able to take care of themselves before the lights were turned off.

It's just that the experimental report in the schoolbag forced a dormitory to sit at the desk and write hard.Su Mo wrote slowly. When her roommates had already gone to bed and closed their eyes and began to fall asleep, she still had a small part left to write.

The light from the desk lamp illuminated the paper in front of Su Mo, and the unfamiliar chemical symbols stimulated the already abnormal nerves. The quiet environment in the dark made the sealed memories burst out, catching Su Mo off guard.

Su Mo put down his pen, he didn't want to talk, he didn't want to do anything, he didn't want to write his meaningless experiment report.Su Mo felt that something was about to rush out of his heart, but Su Mo still didn't do anything, just lowered his head, his eyes lost focus, and even his breathing slowed down.A few seconds, or tens of seconds?Su Mo's expression seemed a little painful, a little sad, a little determined, and a little confused.

However, Su Mo still picked up the phone, opened WeChat, clicked on the top dialog box, and typed a few words under a time and message from a long time ago, and sent it out, I miss you.

Su Mo continued to write the few remaining experimental reports, not thinking about what he had just done that violated his decision.Maybe the emotions in the dark night are too difficult to control, maybe the coldness of winter is too long to remind people of the warmth they once had. Su Mo has no regrets, and controlled the trembling hands to finish the homework stroke by stroke.

Whether it is fate or coincidence, the straight line that has already crossed the intersection has turned a corner.The vibration of the mobile phone was harsh in the silent dormitory. Su Mo's heartbeat became rapid the moment the mobile phone rang, and liquid seemed to start to seep from his dry back. mobile phone.

The content displayed on the mobile phone seemed to be the same as before, but it still made Su Mo's heart cold. Disappointment was expected, but the facts in the text made Su Mo puzzled and dissatisfied.At this time, she shouldn't be in the place she said, her life, her emotions, shouldn't be like this.

Su Mo felt as if he had missed something, because it would take a long time to make up for what he missed because he didn't contact him.

Sleepiness surged up, but Su Mo's spirit was a little excited, which shouldn't be there.Su Mo turned off the desk lamp and went back to the bed to hug Xin Xin's mobile phone case. The person opposite was probably a little excited and spoke incoherently, but still didn't say anything practical.Suddenly there was no reply from the other side, and there was no further text except for the circle of friends she posted.Su Mo looked at those words for a long time, covered his eyes with his hands, and fell asleep.

For the next few days, Su Mo was absent-minded. Whether it was in class or in daily life, Su Mo would wander from time to time.Seeing Su Mo's abnormal state, Shicao deliberately found an opportunity to drag Su Mo to a quiet place.

Ten grass: What happened to you these two days?

Su Mo: I'm fine, boss, how can you tell that I'm not fine?

Ten Grass: You have been talking in your sleep these two nights.

Su Mo: Impossible, you went to bed earlier than me yesterday.

Ten grass: I got up in the middle of the night yesterday, and I heard you say Xin Xin.

Su Mo: Did you say anything else?

Ten Grass: No, I just said her name.Don't distract from the topic, something was wrong with you when you woke up that morning, just like the time you just attended Xin Xin's wedding, you were too easily in a daze.

Su Mo: I... I contacted her, the night after the experimental class, I missed her, so I sent her a message, and she said she was at the nightclub.She shouldn't be there.

Ten grass: So.what you up to?

Su Mo: Miss her, want to see her.

Ten Grass: Then go, it's not like you don't know where she has classes.

Su Mo: Yes.

In fact, Su Mo didn't listen to Shicao's words, and went to find her, of course he wanted to find her, but how to find her, how long has it been since he disappeared, what identity did he use to find her, and why should he insert himself into her life again .The safest distance is the screen, so why bother her, it's not a good thing to be entangled by your own students.

Su Mo dismissed this unrealistic idea, but she didn't know that she just couldn't control it for a while, and things couldn't be controlled.

Probably because Su Mo has not adapted to the school bed and the unfamiliar environment. It is not the first time that Su Mo was awakened by the vibrating mobile phone after falling asleep. Su Mo fumbled for the mobile phone. The mark made Su Mo, who was hazy in consciousness, wake up instantly.

Su Mo only replied with a "hmm" and immediately opened his circle of friends, and the unexpected avatar and red dot were displayed on the screen.This person probably went to drink again.Su Mo cared about the woman across the street who didn't know whether she was awake, but knew that such concern was useless. I couldn't do anything but comfort me with clumsy words when I said these words, so why did you say them to me? ?It's just that the person opposite is her, no matter how confused Su Mo is, he is willing to use gentle words to soothe her sorrow, whether it is useful or not.

The feeling of being distressed and powerless was too tormented, even though he knew it was wrong, Su Mo still decided to see a certain woman once.

I didn’t want to ask Xin Xin about her itinerary. Su Mo knew about Xin Xin’s weekend class schedule from other people. She was as busy as ever, and Su Mo didn’t know where many places in the class schedule were. Some want to give up, but they just dispel the idea of ​​giving up because of their worries and thoughts about someone.Su Mo checked several addresses with his mobile phone, and finally decided on the time of the class schedule.If there is no way out, there is no way out.