the world in which he exists

Life after moving away from the original home was like fleeing from disaster, hiding from Gu Tao every day, but finally had a small nest of his own, so he didn't have to worry about it every day.

Gu Chaoming wears a mask every day to and from school, for fear of being caught by Gu Tao on the road.Every day when he came out of school, he had to check the surroundings to see if there was Gu Tao's figure. When he saw a figure similar to Gu Tao a few times, Gu Chaoming would be surprised and hurried away to avoid it.

Even when you come out of your new home, you have to observe the surroundings first, and when you return home, check whether the door lock has been picked.

At first, Gu Chaoming felt that going out every day was like being a thief. He didn't want his efforts to be in vain, but later he didn't even notice Gu Tao's shadow, so Gu Chaoming felt that he was too nervous.

More nervous than him are the three people who accompany him every day, accompany him to and from school, and wear masks and hats with him, just like F4 with masks and hats in the second class of high school.Lao Chen almost didn't recognize them when he saw them on the road. After recognizing them, the four of them ran away together. The next day, Lao Chen called them into the office and asked them what they were doing?

He and Lao Chen escaped by playing sloppy eyes, and several people continued to wear them "without repentance".

The three became Gu Chaoming's bodyguards, and their new home was close to the school, which once became the secret base of the four.After sending Gu Chaoming home, they didn't go home one by one, and stayed at Gu Chaoming's home to do homework, play with mobile phones, chat, and wait until it was about time before going back.

Gu Tao didn't show up for several days. After dinner, Gu Chaoming walked to the French window of the living room to look at the night scene outside the window. He suddenly wanted to go downstairs for a walk and walk around the neighborhood instead of repeating his daily commute to school.

The night breeze caressed the closed transparent glass window. Gu Chaoming stood behind the transparent glass window and was fascinated by the night outside the window, wanting to know its temperature.

The temperature has risen rapidly recently, and this year's spring seems to have passed in a hurry, probably because there are too many happy things.

Gu Chaoming changed his clothes and walked out of the bedroom, turned off the lights in the living room, somehow, maybe driven by the night, in the living room with the lights turned off, Gu Chaoming suddenly wanted to see the photo wall posted when they were decorating the new home together.

Stepping on the moonlight in the living room and walking to the photo wall, the living room was dark without the lights on, and the moonlight was so strong tonight that Gu Chaoming could clearly see the photos on the photo wall.

Standing in front of the photo wall, Gu Chaoming reached out to touch the gray photos under the moonlight, fixed the photos without frames with his hands, looked at the smiling faces on the photos and recalled the past.

This year's spring is less rainy, this year's spring Gu Chaoming smiles more.

Looking at the photo wall in the dark and recalling the past years, there is usually a family photo on the photo wall of other people's homes, even if they don't hang it up, most of them will have one in their hands.

He doesn't even have a group photo of his family, maybe it's a good thing not to have one, but Gu Chaoming also thought that it would be great if a family photo could be pasted on the photo wall, and it would be great if he had a complete family.

That way the pictures on the wall can show his happy life.

A complete and beautiful family, friends who have a good time, lovers who love each other, everything is just right, and everything is too good.

The current life is not bad, he doesn't seek perfection, he only seeks a stable life, as long as the people he loves and those who love him are well.

After seeing the photos on the wall, Gu Chaoming went to the entrance to change his shoes and left the house.

The wind at night was warmer than the previous few days, not so cold, so Gu Chaoming sent a message to Lin Jianfan while going downstairs, saying that he had come out for a walk.

"Be careful." Lin Jianfan urged.

"understood."

There was no dust from the previous corridors in the corridor, and there were no colorful small advertisements. Gu Chaoming trotted down the stairs, and when he walked out of the corridor, he was still sending messages to Lin Jianfan.

After sending the message, Gu Chaoming looked around, looking around like a detective, and came out with peace of mind when he didn't find Gu Tao.

Gu Chaoming sent Lin Jianfan a message: "Report sir, I am safe."

Lin Jianfan: "That's good."

Gu Chaoming wandered around the old man for a few times and slipped away for more than 20 minutes. Gu Chaoming went upstairs to go home, opened the door to change his shoes, sat on the sofa and sent a message to Lin Jianfan: "Report sir, you are home safely. "

After going out at night this time, Gu Chaoming is much more comfortable in his new home, and he won't be as nervous as before whether Gu Tao found him or not.

Because I study every day, go out early and come back late, I didn’t know the neighbor opposite for several days. An ordinary couple brought a small child, and the man was holding a newborn baby in his hands.

When I came home, I met them in the garden of the community. Under the orange sunset, Gu Chaoming saw the baby in their arms for the first time. The last time he only saw their eldest son who was a few years old.

Gu Chaoming leaned closer and looked at the little baby in the man's arms, with a milky smell and a face that hadn't opened yet. As soon as he leaned in, he could feel how fragile she was.

"What a small hand." Gu Chaoming said when he saw the baby's hand.

The man holding the child smiled: "The newborn children are all so small, and they all grow up from this point to your age."

Hearing the man's words, Gu Chaoming thought of Qu Yingyi who worked so hard when he was a child and raised him alone. Although Gu Tao still had a job when he was a child, Qu Yingyi was always by his side whether he taught him or not.

Separated from the couple, Gu Chaoming looked back at the backs of the couple walking in the opposite direction.

The setting sun, as thick as egg yolk, hangs on them, the baby in their arms is wrapped in a small quilt, and the young child is held by his mother and keeps looking at his sister.

The family was happy, Gu Chaoming turned around and walked towards his new home alone.

Promising Lin Jianfan to move out of the original home, Gu Chaoming also thought that this escape might just be another "run away from home". After all, the last time he dragged his suitcase and left in such a mighty way, he was still caught by Gu Tao , but Gu Chaoming was cautiously on guard, afraid of repeating the same mistakes again.

He moved out of that house as quickly as possible, accompanied by three "bodyguards". Gu Chaoming got used to life in his new home little by little, and hoped more and more that this was not just a "run away from home" but a real one. get away.

There is no need to wait until the third year of high school a year later, and there is no need to wait until that summer.

Moving away from the original home and living without Gu Tao's disturbance made Gu Chaoming so stable that he almost thought that Gu Tao just disappeared from his life.

Gu Tao seemed to have evaporated, and withdrew from his world for a long time, making Gu Chaoming both comfortable and uncomfortable in a stable life.

The group of four with hats and masks disappeared, took off their hats and masks and usually went to school to study, Su Bing and the others sometimes continued to rest at Gu Chaoming's house for a while.

He always laughs in peaceful days, but at night after the laughter, he suddenly thinks of Gu Tao, and suddenly dreams of that dream again.In the dead of night, Gu Chaoming even wondered if he had been beaten to death by Gu Tao, and his current life was just a fantasy?Or did Gu Tao not come looking for him because he disappeared or died outside?

It's easy to think wildly at night, and people hide their scars at night during the day.Waking up from the nightmare, Gu Chaoming was lying on the bed with sweat on his back.

There was only one bed in the house, and he and Lin Jianfan had been lying on this bed to take a nap that day. Gu Chaoming went to the place where Lin Jianfan was hugging him to sleep. , imagining that Lin Jianfan was holding him like that day.He thought maybe he was just having a nightmare, and when he opened his eyes and saw Fan, Lin would say to him, "Dreams are always reversed."

If life now is a dream, it is a good dream.

It was another ordinary Saturday. Su Bing has recently become obsessed with skateboarding, watching skateboarding videos all day long, and bought one for himself. He wants to go out at night and try it out. By the way, he invites a few of them out to play.

They said they would come out to learn skateboarding with him, but Gu Chaoming and Lin Jianfan went to fall in love on a deserted alley in the square. Cen Xili was not interested in skateboarding, and he looked indifferent.

"Xili, hold me here, and I'll go up a slope." Su Bing said as he stepped on the skateboard with his arms open.

"You don't even know how to level ground, what kind of slope are you going for? Don't fall." Cen Xili advised him.

When Gu Chaoming took Lin Jianfan out of the deserted path and returned to Su Bing and Cen Xili, the two of them were no longer skateboarding, but were sitting there playing with their mobile phones.

"Hey, you two are back. It's terrible. I'm still willing to come back. I thought you would go straight away." Su Bing said in a strange tone when he saw the two of them approaching from afar.

"Go away, why don't you skate anymore?" Gu Chaoming pulled Lin Jianfan to sit down and asked Su Bing.

"too tired."

The skateboard slid back and forth under his feet, Su Bing said he was tired and put his head on Cen Xili's shoulder.

Originally, I wanted to try to put it on Lin Jianfan's shoulder, but Gu Chaoming noticed it and looked into his eyes.

Forget it, I can't afford it, I can't afford it, I'll go to Xi Li.

Who would have thought that Xili would be so ruthless, even if he was asked to rest for a few seconds, he would not be allowed to lean on him. When his shoulders lowered, Su Bing's head lost its support.

Wherever Cen Xili's shoulder moved, Su Bing's head followed, Cen Xili pushed Su Bing's head away.

"Wooooow, you are so heartless, Dad is so sad." Su Bing cried while holding his heart.

"Go ahead and break your heart." Gu Chaoming said ruthlessly.

Su Bing vomited three liters of blood, pointed at the three of them and beat their chests and said, "Three unfilial sons."

Su Bing was very good at acting alone, Gu Chaoming watched him make trouble, Lin Jianfan sat beside him and listened quietly.

The days flowed smoothly day by day, the teenagers were laughing and playing, on this night, on a moonlit night, on an ordinary Saturday.

Going home at about the same time after playing, Gu Chaoming said goodbye to them and walked home.

The bustling street was still full of people at night, so Gu Chaoming walked through the place with too many people and continued walking.

The roadside street lamps are dotted, arranged in the distance.

As the flow of people dwindled, Gu Chaoming typed and chatted with Lin Jianfan while walking, and couldn't help but take out his mobile phone to reply him when he heard the ringtone of special concern.

During the chat, Lin Jianfan found him typing while walking, and Lin Jianfan advised him to go home and talk.

"Okay, listen to you."

The sweet mood evoked the corners of Gu Chaoming's mouth, and Gu Chaoming suddenly stopped, his eyes widened, his heart beat violently, and the phone almost fell to the ground.

He heard a familiar and old voice calling his name behind him.

"Morning."